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		<title>Gekkou:Volume 1 Confession</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Hikaru7: /* [Confession] */&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;==[Confession]==&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
Two days later, when Youko Tsukimori came to school again, even students from other classes came in crowds to our classroom to catch a glimpse of her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
One after another they expressed their condolences, showing nothing but expressions of pity.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Kamogawa’s voice could be heard from the human ring that had formed around the center of the room.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“School without you is like a night without the moon! Please Tsukimori, cheer up and light my footsteps in the dark as tenderly as you used to do!”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Oh how I would love to see him stumble in the dark and get stuck in a gutter.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A group of guys, Kamogawa among them, were trying to appear appealing, talking wildly to her. Taking advantage of a girl’s weakness might be a usual and practical strategy, but I just couldn’t endure watching their pathetic and honorless behavior.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“You&#039;re quite the poet, aren’t you, Kamogawa-kun? Thank you for worrying about me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, Tsukimori dealt with each of them with utmost politeness, without so much as a furrow of her brow—no, even smiling. Once again, I came to understand why she was so popular.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Most people wouldn&#039;t be able to behave as she did. At least I wouldn’t have been able to. After all, I was already annoyed and I was just watching her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As soon as the wave of visitors broke off, Tsukimori stood up and, for some reason, headed towards me with a smile on her face.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It’s quite unusual for you to approach me out of the blue.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“But you came to my father’s funeral, didn’t you? I wanted to say thanks.” She sat down on Usami’s empty chair and smiled cheerfully at me. “So, thanks for coming, Nonomiya-kun.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“No, it’s nothing that would deserve your appreciation. I merely attended as a representative for the class.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“But it is. I was somehow relieved at seeing you be your usual laid-back self.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Oh, I’m sorry for being such a cold-hearted guy. I was worried about you in my own way, though, you know? Too bad you didn’t notice,” I said and shrugged uncomfortably, whereupon Tsukimori laughed cheerfully: “I don’t think of you like that!”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Have things settled down at home?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“There are still a lot of things that need to be taken care of, but, for the time being, yes.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I see. You must have experienced some troublesome days, I guess. Well, school must have its troublesome aspects too, for someone as popular as you.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori shook her head, making her soft hair sway.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I am very grateful that everyone is so worried about me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It’s nice when others feel concerned about you, indeed, but there are limits that have to be respected, right? Aren’t those fanatic fans of yours a bother? Especially Kamogawa. Or Kamogawa.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m actually quite fond of that cute side of boys.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I tried to find out her true thoughts by agitating her, but Tsukimori’s smile remained unchanged like an iron wall.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Your mature behavior is remarkable.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I am happy that you view me like that, Nonomiya-kun.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She accepted even my rather baffled words with a happy tone.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—Nonomiya-kun,” Tsukimori said my name all of a sudden, “do you remember your promise?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…Promise?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I don’t remember ever making a promise to her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“If I’m troubled—”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—Ah, I see.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
In the midst of her reminding me, I recalled a certain conversation I had with her one morning.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Right, that promise.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Well, I promised indeed. Ask for whatever you like, as long as I can help you with it.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was a seed I had sowed myself, but deep in my heart I hoped that she would not have a bothersome request.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It is something I would rather not talk about in the classroom,” explained Tsukimori with a subdued voice so faint that no one else other than me could hear her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The next instant, I was tense from tip to toe. &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;from head to toe&amp;quot;? --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…I’ll be waiting for you in the library after school,” she whispered and left the classroom elegantly with her hair streaming out behind her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The palm of my hand was drenched in sweat. Apparently, I was more tense than I had thought.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her suspicious attitude had instantly reminded me of the murder recipe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I sensed curiosity rising in me and hoped to get to the core of this affair at last. But at the same time, I was also alarmed because nobody, naturally including Tsukimori, should have known that the murder recipe was in my hands. My tension was proof that wariness exceeded curiosity, I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“What if Tsukimori knows that I have her murder recipe…?” I thought to myself, picturing an unhappy scenario.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her father&#039;s funeral had been conducted without incident; she had become a character akin to the heroine of some dramatic play and was on everybody’s lips. Could one of her plans possibly fail in the first place? Looking at how she had everything, that was the impression I got.  &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;that&#039;s what I wondered.&amp;quot;? You can&#039;t really get an impression from a question. --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The only two things that were in her way were the murder recipe that had gone lost and I, since I knew what was written in it.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As soon as she got rid of these two unsafe elements, she would have conducted the perfect crime and obtain her own “ideal world”.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
…perhaps she was planning on killing me in due time.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I gulped and my heartbeat got faster.&lt;br /&gt;
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And then—I laughed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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I didn’t want to die. And I also had to admit that it was quite an absurd thought, but: I was intrigued. I was intrigued by how she would hunt me down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Where else in my environment could I find such a stimulus? Furthermore, the opponent was Youko Tsukimori—I couldn’t have wished for anyone better.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was convinced: this was the best time I’d had in the seventeen years of my life so far.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I took a deep breath and stepped into the library.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The room was filled with the scent of paper as dry as fallen leaves. It was not a smell I disliked. At other times, I might have started leisurely browsing the library, but not now.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even though I was moving leisurely, my eyes were restlessly searching for Tsukimori.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
And before long, I found her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She was sitting further inside at a desk for studying, reading a book with an elegant cover.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As classes had already ended and this was a library, it was already silent anyway, but that silence was even stronger around Tsukimori, as if I had entered a different realm.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Bewitched by her pure appearance that made her hard to approach, I just stood there holding my breath for a while.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her long-lashes brushed her cheeks softly as she blinked, and from time to time she led her hand to the edge of the page and smoothly turned to the next one. Her profile looked like the finest glass work, though definitely not created by man but a miracle brought forth by god. “I would be a rich man if I could cut out this scene and frame it,” I thought.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I confirmed that nobody was there besides Tsukimori and myself.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Once again, I’m sure the recent days have been hard for you—,” I leaned against a book shelf as I addressed her, “—losing your father in an &#039;&#039;accident&#039;&#039; and all.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori clapped her book shut and slowly turned towards me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Yes, especially for my mother. I have never seen her that down-hearted.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She gave a weak, tired laugh.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“How about you?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m sorry, but I have not recovered enough to talk about it yet.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori shook her head with a troubled mien. It was a rather noncommittal answer.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“No, it was a rude question on my part. I beg your pardon.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I bowed my head.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“By the way, what is your request?” I brought up the main topic after a breath, “You specially called me out to the library for this, so I should think it’s something quite delicate?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“You told me to ask for your help if I am troubled.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Yeah, and you answered that you would consult me directly.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Exactly. That’s why I would like to get back to your offer, Nonomiya-kun. Please lend me a hand.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Then she spoke as if humming a tune:&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I want you to go out with me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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Her completely unexpected words made my mind go blank.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
To be sure I chose to ask, “Where to?” but Tsukimori only bewilderedly replied: “You aren’t funny,” and shook her perfect chin left and right. &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;neat&amp;quot; doesn&#039;t seem to make sense for describing a chin --&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!-- True. It&#039;s something along the lines of &amp;quot;smooth&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;well-formed&amp;quot; (as in &amp;quot;well-formed features&amp;quot;). ~~~~ --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I suppose I’m not the person to criticize you, having already asked a tactless question just earlier, but you do realize that you lost your father only some days ago?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Unlike Tsukimori I had to feign composure; I was observing all of her movements with the greatest attention in order to read her intentions while my brain ran full throttle.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[[Image:Gekkou-056.jpg|thumb]]&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Are you trying to say I am imprudent?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“If you talk in extremes, yes.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Then you misunderstand me! Precisely because my father has passed away, I thought that I’d need someone for support. Isn’t it romantic if you call it ‘the support of my heart’? I am not as strong as everyone believes, you know?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Indeed, this was a good reason, but there were still too many things that didn’t add up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Then, why does it have to be me? I fail to understand why a popular girl like you would choose someone like me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori giggled, “I didn’t know you were so gauche, Nonomiya-kun. It seems you don’t understand a woman’s heart at all if you ask for a reason why she confessed.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I found her attitude a little irritating.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“But you don’t seem to understand a man’s heart at all, either. At least, I’m not so simple as to have no doubts whatsoever when a beauty asks me to go out with her all of a sudden. There’s always a catch to attractive deals, isn’t there?” I sneered at her as payback.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is that so? I was sure that boys never feel bad being confessed to by a girl?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The certainty in her tone made me lose my words for a moment.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Indeed…we are simple enough to be happy about it, but the reply is a different matter.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I didn’t want to admit it, but she was right. I unintentionally prided myself on the confession that everyone would envy me for. Was it the difference in our experience points? My chances were awfully worse when it came to love.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is there a girl you are fond of, Nonomiya-kun?” Tsukimori suddenly asked—as easily as a waitress who confirms a customer’s order.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“There isn’t.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Usami’s face came to mind for a split second, but I neither liked her enough to mention her distinctly, nor was I straightforward enough to answer honestly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is there a girl you are going out with, then?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…isn’t the order of questions a bit awry? Usually it would be the other way around, wouldn’t it?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is that so? Maybe you are going out with someone you don’t love?” she answered with a wondering mien.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…I think I finally understand why the guys say that all the rumors about you might be true.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I shrugged over-exaggeratedly. &amp;lt;!-- literally &amp;quot;ducked my head&amp;quot;, but that doesn&#039;t really fit --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Those rumors are nothing but that, rumors, and you are not the type of person that is swayed by them, Nonomiya-kun.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“What makes you so sure? Even I watch my step if I hear some bad rumors, you know?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“If you want, I can tell you which of them are true and which are not? In return—”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—I hope you don’t want to make dating the condition.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“We&#039;re already so in-sync!”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori showed no sign of timidity, instead she even smiled brightly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“As if I’d ever accept such an unfair condition!” This time it was me who was taken aback. “…I didn’t know you were this kind of girl.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She made me dance to her tune from start to finish. All the possible replies I had simulated in advance for this conversation were going to waste one after another.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“This is my way of paying respect to you, Nonomiya-kun! You are the person I wish to go out with. I think there is no point in showing you only a superficial side.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m sorry about your respect, but haven’t you thought about the possibility that I might refuse?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I am ready to accept some amount of damage in order to obtain what I want. If you are afraid of getting hurt, you won’t obtain what you really desire. Well, revealing a few of my cards does not even count as damage anyway.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Exceptional self-confidence, indeed! No wonder that the girls of our grade add a ‘-san’ to your name.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I didn’t know you were such an uptight person either. I was rather sure you were the type to let things take their course.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m much more sensible than you may think. And a little contrary, too. And I’m definitely not daring enough to get myself involved in affairs that make no sense to me or that I can&#039;t agree to.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Aren’t you just averse to doing things you are not interested in?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I won’t deny that! At any rate, if I go out with you, I won’t have my peace any more. I’m simply not leading my life actively enough as to take to attracting attention, that’s all.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It’s a shame that you are so stubborn, Nonomiya-kun…,” she said and fell silent.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
We shared an excruciating silence.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even the shouts of the sports clubs from the grounds seemed loud inside the soundless library and I heard the rustling of her skirt all too clearly when Tsukimori crossed her slender legs the other way around.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori’s gaze was listlessly wandering about in the air, hesitating about something.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even such trivial gestures looked like a scene of a movie, sweetening the time until her next words and keeping me from getting bored.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Then I saw her lips move calmly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
“—if I tell you the reason why I chose you, will you be more open towards my request?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I gulped down. In my imagination she got straight to the point and proclaimed that the reason was that I had the murder recipe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Such an answer would naturally be quite absurd, but as Tsukimori seemed to be an unpredictable person, I couldn’t deem it impossible any more. Tsukimori’s hidden character was bold, determined, and outstandingly clever on top of it.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
That was the kind of girl approaching me. I couldn’t help but suspect some kind of catch in her request to go out with me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—More than now,” I replied, choosing my words carefully.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I had hardly finished speaking when she squinted one of her almond eyes and smiled mischievously.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Because I like your looks. It would be even better if you weren’t a quibbler.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her reply caught me so flat-footed that I would have liked to fall on the floor, but I contained myself and launched a counterattack.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“What a coincidence. I also think you’re not half-bad, save for your personality.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“We would make a well-matched couple then, wouldn’t we?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“In the sense of awful, sure.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her constantly playing around with me had completely cooled me down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Suspecting Youko Tsukimori to be a “father murderer” suddenly felt terribly idiotic and embarrassing.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Indeed, Tsukimori was a determined and bold girl, but I also knew that she was definitely not foolish. Even if she hypothetically had considered her father an eyesore, she would have found many other ways of getting rid of him without choosing the means of “murder”.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
In the first place, could someone who had committed murder remain that composed? She was a peculiar girl, but I couldn’t sense even a shred of shadiness or malicious emotion in her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Suddenly——something touched my bangs. I reflexively jumped backward.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—I’m sorry.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
After taking a look, I noticed that Tsukimori had stood up from her chair and had stretched her smooth white fingers towards me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Your hair looked so beautiful that I couldn&#039;t suppress the urge to touch it.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori gave me a bewitching smile, beautiful like the light of the moon.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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—A shiver ran down my spine.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
To me, that girl didn’t seem to be from the same world.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Please think about it seriously,” Tsukimori said and moved toward the exit.&amp;lt;!-- replace said on occasion --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
While she passed me, her hair stroked my cheek and left behind a strong scent of roses.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even though I had planned to learn more about her, I now understood Youko Tsukimori even less than before.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Then I recalled how Kamogawa had compared her to wine.&lt;br /&gt;
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Indeed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was intoxicated by Youko Tsukimori’s fragrance.&lt;br /&gt;
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		<title>Gekkou:Volume 1 In The Café</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Hikaru7: /* [In The Café] */&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;==[In The Café]==&lt;br /&gt;
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All of a sudden Tsukimori came to my desk and said, with a smile as warm as sunbeams shining through the leaves of a tree and a voice as soft as a gentle summer breeze:&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;quot;Shall we go then, Nonomiya-kun?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Time stopped in the noisy classroom. At least, my train of thought did.&lt;br /&gt;
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Everyone suspended what he or she was doing and looked over to us. Usami was the first to regain time.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...eh? Youko-san? Are you tagging along with Nonomiya? Why? Eeh?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her bewilderment made her look like one of those automatons that jump out of striking clocks every hour.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I wanted to pay the café Nonomiya-kun works at a visit since I heard it&#039;s very comfortable there. And as you know, I have been quite busy lately, so I was a little tired and thought about relaxing there while enjoying a cup of tea. Well, that&#039;s why &#039;&#039;I asked&#039;&#039; Nonomiya-kun!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori was obviously taking into consideration that we were being watched by our classmates.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Is that true, Nonomiya?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I had already expected that I would be the next target to be questioned.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It is.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Thus, I somehow managed not to reveal my discontent.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Maybe I should join you...&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I almost blacked out upon hearing her murmur. Tsukimori alone was already enough trouble—I couldn&#039;t manage both of them at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Aren&#039;t your club activities waiting for you?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Usami was in the volleyball club. She was gifted with strength in her arms that didn&#039;t suit her small body: her spikes made the guys look old. I remembered all too well how relieved I was to be on the same team after witnessing her spike during PE.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I-I&#039;ll skip!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Don&#039;t. Didn&#039;t you say only recently that you were on the brink of becoming a regular player? It would be foolish to skip your club activities during such an important period.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Usami pressed her lips into a line and grumbled with a frown.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Let&#039;s go together some other time, Chizuru. I will memorize where the café is for you, today. Okay?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori admonished her gently like a caring sister, whereupon Usami obediently nodded, &amp;quot;Okay.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
One problem solved. I then went on getting rid of the remaining issues.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It&#039;s really just you who&#039;s coming, right? If the whole bunch were to come along, I&#039;d have to refuse because that would only cause the café trouble.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
That was a prompt. I indicated to Tsukimori that I would only give my consent if she cleared that condition.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Don&#039;t worry, our classmates are so kind, they would never cause anyone trouble,&amp;quot; she ensured with a ladylike smile, &amp;quot;See you tomorrow, everyone.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She elegantly waved her hand at her classmates.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
They would have jumped at that chance for sure. The guys, among them Kamogawa, and the girls who admired Tsukimori put their disappointment clearly on display. But not one of them would even think of betraying angelic Youko Tsukimori&#039;s trust.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But equally, I was not capable enough to do something against the situation she had induced. I had no choice but to unwillingly go along with her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori walked with light steps towards the front gate.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;What are you up to?&amp;quot; I asked her delicate back, without hiding my bad mood.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori turned around, making her long hair flutter in the wind.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I am so curious about the café you work at,&amp;quot; she said, without hiding her good mood.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Answer me! You should know that I don&#039;t like standing out.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Which is why I tried to prevent a commotion, didn&#039;t I?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;That doesn&#039;t change the fact that we attracted attention.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Well, tough luck.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;And whose fault is that...?&amp;quot; I was irritated by her out-and-out undaunted behavior. &amp;quot;Who told you that I work at a café anyway?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I heard it from rumors!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Don&#039;t lie.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was well-known that I work part-time somewhere, but I hadn&#039;t told anyone at school that I was working at a café.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;What are you after?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;What do you think I am, Nonomiya-kun? It is not strange at all to desire to learn more about the person in my heart, is it? This is what you call a pure girl&#039;s heart.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You claim to be a pure girl? Laughable. Let me assert this for you: you are nowhere near as harmless as that.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I sneered.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You know, looking so mature can be a real bother at such times. I am still just a seventeen-year-old girl. Besides, I have only recently lost my father, so I think you ought to be gentler to me, Nonomiya-kun,&amp;quot; pouted Tsukimori. I was surprised that she could make such childish expressions, too.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But that was as far as it went. Of course I felt sorry for her, but in the end it was still none of my business.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;See you tomorrow.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I accelerated my pace and put some distance between me and Tsukimori.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Where are you going? There&#039;s the back gate.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Unlike you, I commute by bicycle and not by train. If you can keep up with my speed, I shall take the special trouble and guide you to the café?&amp;quot; I was deliberately cold. I couldn&#039;t be bothered to adjust to others. And I cared even less to have someone enter my territory without authorization. &amp;lt;!-- Too awkward the way it was before...don&#039;t think that term actually exists in English. Correct me if I&#039;m wrong, though --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Yes, let&#039;s go with that. I just hope my back will not hurt from it, but well, I have always wanted do that once.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, Tsukimori was even less harmless than I had expected. Before I knew it, she was walking next to me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...what are you thinking?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I have always wanted to do that at least once! Riding a bicycle à deux.&amp;quot;&amp;lt;!--your use of French phrases characterizes her well.  Is this from the source, or was it something like futarijiten?--&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!-- Yeah, it was &amp;quot;jitensha no futarinori&amp;quot; to be exact, but I also thought that it suited her well—perhaps it&#039;s just because I&#039;m used to French words, though. --&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!-- Translators have to do something to carry mannerisms across the cultural divide during translation.  The French phrases give her a certain Oxbridge (UK) or Seven Sisters (US) quality to her English, which definitely isn&#039;t plebeian.  You lot have already gone with a pretty high tone for the prose in this novel, so why not?--&amp;gt; &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;When did I say I&#039;d let you?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Don&#039;t worry. I should not be too heavy.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;That wasn&#039;t the question.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was annoyed. As she showed no restraint I decided on saying my piece without restraint as well.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I admit that I should be gentler to you as you&#039;ve just lost your father. However, I don&#039;t feel like dancing to your tune like the others, not in the least. Not everyone is considerate towards you, keep that in mind. At least now that I know your true nature, I might still feel sympathy but I am certainly not favorable towards you,&amp;quot; I rebuked her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mmm! That&#039;s how my Nonomiya-kun has to be,&amp;quot; Tsukimori nodded strongly, making a somewhat contented face. &amp;quot;I love this unashamed attitude.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
My words had achieved the exact opposite effect. Wanting to put her off, I accidentally attracted her all the more.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Seeing my loss for words, she showed me her occasional big-sister-like smile.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Won&#039;t you give me a chance? I have realized by now that my confession yesterday was overhasty! Just like you don&#039;t know how I really am, I don&#039;t know you well yet, either. I think it is necessary for both of us to deepen our mutual understanding. It&#039;s not too late to make a decision after coming to know each other better, right?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her opinion was fair enough.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But when I looked back at what had happened so far, I didn&#039;t feel like believing her words blindly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I peeked into Tsukimori&#039;s eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
What was she thinking?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She did not avoid my glance in the slightest. In her big, almond-shaped eyes I could clearly see my own reflection.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was I who gave in at last. I released her from my gaze and mounted my bicycle.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;—Get on.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Thank you!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I heard her cheerful voice.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
After she had gotten on the carrier, I took off. She was light, just as she had said herself.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Promise me that you won&#039;t do anything that would bring me into focus anymore like today.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I&#039;ll do my best.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;No, not just your best, promise it.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Nonomiya-kun, the wind feels so pleasant. Riding a bicycle together is even better than I thought.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I spotted our reflection in a street mirror. Tsukimori was holding her skirt down with her right hand, wrapping her left arm around me, and smiling dazzlingly while watching the town&#039;s scenery passing us by.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Completely unable to complain any more to a girl who entrusted her body to me, I just answered: &amp;quot;...Lucky you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I kept on riding the bike while channeling all my unvoiced discontent and displeasure into pushing the pedals.&amp;lt;!--&#039;hitting&#039;?  &#039;Pushing&#039; would be more common in English.--&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!-- nara sore de ikou janai ka!--&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!--If I were sure of meaning and intended meaning, I &#039;&#039;would&#039;&#039; have changed it.  All&#039;s well that ends well.--&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Be it because of envy or jealousy, I sensed some intensive gazes from other students on their way home. It was clear whose fault it was since I had never experienced anything of this kind when cycling alone.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was riding a bicycle with &#039;&#039;Youko Tsukimori&#039;&#039; on the back.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
This was one of those sweet moments that are worthy of being called a memory of adolescence. I, in the midst of this period of life, was probably supposed to pride myself on such an event that anyone would envy me for.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
To tell the truth, I was proud enough to have a certain sense of superiority, believing that there was no one else who had something as noble as her on his carrier.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Well, this only lasted for the short while during which I forgot about her troublesome personality and the murder recipe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
During the following hours I would definitely turn into her toy, so I needed to be emotionally prepared.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I had accepted Tsukimori&#039;s request. The reason was simple: I was interested in her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Apart from that, call it a property of mine or just a preference: I enjoyed these thrilling conversations with her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I changed into my waiter uniform in the staff room; I put on narrow black slacks, did up the buttons of my white shirt and the black vest above, slipped into a pair of wing tip leather shoes and lastly I wound a rather long apron around my hips. After checking my appearance in front of the mirror, just to be sure, I headed to the kitchen.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The instant I entered the kitchen, the aromatic fragrance of coffee beans tickled my nose—a smell I was fond of.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The reason why I had chosen to work in this British-style café &amp;quot;Victoria&amp;quot; was, as a matter of fact, because the best coffee in the vicinity was served here.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Upon spotting me, my colleagues greeted me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mister Kujirai?&amp;quot; I addressed the broad back of a man who was grinding coffee with a hand mill. The sturdy, bespectacled addressee turned around with a warm smile. I continued, &amp;quot;I would be in charge of waiting the tables today, but may I switch to kitchen duties?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;What&#039;s the matter?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It&#039;s a personal one, I&#039;m afraid, but to tell the truth, a classmate of mine has come today.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Eh? Why would you want to change your post then?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Well, I wouldn&#039;t be able to keep my classmate company. And besides, isn&#039;t it quite embarrassing to be watched while working?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As if I would let her watch! I knew that my resistance was childish, but this was my last stand after having failed miserably at turning her down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
There was someone apart from the shop manager who reacted sharply to my words.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Hey, Nonomiya! Is it a guy or a gal?&amp;quot; asked a woman who was clothed like a pastry cook and was putting some fruit on a parfait right beside me. &amp;quot;If it&#039;s a guy I&#039;ll switch with you. As long as he&#039;s my type, of course!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The whole staff grimaced as if they had taken bitter medicine when they realized that Mirai-san&#039;s &#039;&#039;bad habit&#039;&#039; had appeared again.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her full name was Mirai Samejima. Mirai-san was the oldest face among the people at Victoria, and even the manager took his hat off to her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
According to her, she was still in university, but looking at how she behaved more important than the manager on some days—no, make that &amp;quot;everyday&amp;quot;—she gave me the impression of being older than that.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Sorry to let you down, Mirai-san: it&#039;s a girl!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Hmph. Well, the fact that you brought a gal along interests just as much.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
With skillful movements Mirai-san quickly finished the parfait and, after tossing a piece of block chocolate into her mouth, tripped to the counter from where she had an overview of all the tables.&amp;lt;!--&amp;quot;a piece of block chocolate&amp;quot;-a block of chocolate? Or a piece of black/dark chocolate? Or is block a brand of chocolate?--&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Who is it? Come on, spill it.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She scowled over the counter into the shop while rolling the piece of chocolate in her mouth. The other staff members, too, didn&#039;t miss the chance and scanned the café from behind her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was hoping someone would remonstrate with them about their snoopy behavior, but even the one who was in the position to do so—the shop manager—was peeking with a face gleaming with curiosity.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Giving up, I admitted: &amp;quot;It&#039;s her,&amp;quot; and pointed at Tsukimori who had taken a seat at the window and was sitting there like an unworldly, well-educated lady.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A cheer arose among the staff; the positive reaction of the guys was so blatant that I would have felt like an idiot if I had claimed that I had expected it.&amp;lt;!-- might need retranslation/check --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Damn! What a beauty! Way too good for you, Nonomiya, that&#039;s for sure!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san was apparently irritated with something and rammed her iron fist into the pit of my stomach.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...does anybody know why I deserve to be punched?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
My trembling question was only met with pitiful glances.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You always act as if you didn&#039;t care two figs about love, but you do your thing in the background, huh, you sneaking lech!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Apparently, Mirai-san mistook Tsukimori and me for lovers.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...Mirai-chan and her new boyfriend haven&#039;t been getting along lately, you know,&amp;quot; the manager whispered into my ear.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;So it&#039;s only a matter of time until they split up, I suppose?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...Probably,&amp;quot; he nodded after backing off again.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san could be categorized as pretty if she kept quiet. As a matter of fact, she was often approached by the other sex. However unfortunate, her looks were spoiled by her unyielding personality, which was also the reason why her relationships never lasted long. I knew of none, at least.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mhh!? Saruwatari!? Gotten all lovestruck or what?!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I-I haven&#039;t! I&#039;m not lovestruck or anything!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Then you better stay that way!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Today&#039;s sacrifice was Saruwatari-san. Mirai-san&#039;s sharp kick landed straight in his buttocks.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
At times when she didn&#039;t get along with her boyfriend or when she broke up with one, her mood would take a free fall.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
And we at Victoria just dubbed that ill-humored Mirai-san &amp;quot;the beast&amp;quot;. Unfortunately though, there was no hero in disguise at our café. As soon as the beast went berserk, there was no solution but to weather the storm.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mister Kujirai, I&#039;m off waiting the tables.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;O-Okay, good luck.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Discretion is the better part of valor after all.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The kitchen resounded with the cries of the poor man who had become the prey of the beast.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Our café was not too big: there were eight tables and six counter seats. The staff consisted of a total of five people, two of which attended the customers while the others worked in the kitchen. But I very much liked that relaxed and comfortable atmosphere.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The mood of this British-style café was supported by appropriate antique tables and chairs. The various well-chosen decorations were apparently selected by the manager&#039;s British wife. Apropos, the name of the café was taken from his wife&#039;s first name.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
With Victoria being located on the first floor of a multi-tenant building near the station and having an interior that should please the fairer sex, there were comparatively many young women like office ladies or college students.&amp;lt;!--&#039;stronger sex&#039; is not a common usage for &#039;female&#039; in English.  Is it meant as a joke, or should this be &#039;fairer sex&#039;?--&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!-- Ah, didn&#039;t know that. I merely copied from a dictionary because wanted to use something else for &amp;quot;josei&amp;quot;. Fairer sex sounds good to me. --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
When I came to take her order, Tsukimori scrutinized me from head to toe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Your garçon outfit looks handsome.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Waiter&amp;quot; would have been the proper way to address the staff here, considering that it was designed in a British style, but &amp;quot;garçon&amp;quot; is apparently more common here in Japan.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Since I judged it to be too much a trifle to correct, I only thanked her casually with a smile, &amp;quot;Thanks,&amp;quot; and added, &amp;quot;and a café goes well with you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori smiled back at me and replied, &amp;quot;Thank you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was quite honest. A beautiful girl in a café always makes for a good picture.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;The staff are quite lively, aren&#039;t they?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She moved her gaze towards the kitchen.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You could hear the commotion from here? That sure is a problem for a shop in the service industry.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I placed a glass of water and a wet towel on the table.&amp;lt;!--add note on towels: http://www.sanei-oshibori.co.jp/pic/taoru.jpg --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;But it looks fun.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I wonder about that; some even start crying once in a while. At any rate, I have confidence in our coffee. And none of our dishes are half bad.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I see. I would like a cup of that good coffee then. And please add your recommended confectionery to the order.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Then how about our recommended blend plus the owner&#039;s hand-made apple pie?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Since Tsukimori nodded, I bowed respectfully and said, &amp;quot;Certainly.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I forwarded the order to the kitchen staff.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You sure are an unfriendly guy.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san was there making a frown instead of food.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You think so? Actually I am trying to be more amiable when I attend guests, though.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;When does that happen? To me, there&#039;s no difference. Seriously, what does she like about a guy like you?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her eyebrow raised, she sceptically mustered Tsukimori.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I forgot to mention, but she is not my girlfriend.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;She isn&#039;t?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;No. Just a classmate.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Then tell me what a beauty and mere classmate wants from you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It&#039;s not me, it&#039;s the café. Apparently she is a fan of cafés.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Since there was no merit at all in telling her the truth, I just made something up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;That&#039;s all? Boring.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;As always, you are so self-centered it&#039;s almost refreshing. I&#039;m dead sure you would have been irritated even if she was my lover.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It&#039;s refreshing because I&#039;m honest! To begin with, I think there must be something wrong with those that are delighted about other people&#039;s happiness. Every one of them is either a hypocrite or just scheming something.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;A lovely opinion loaded with prejudice, I have to say.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I wasn&#039;t as dismissive as I may have appeared, though. In fact, in my mind I even had to agree with her–is it because of that warped personality of mine?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I felt inclined to ask her, who was &amp;quot;honest&amp;quot; by her own judgment and &amp;quot;erratic&amp;quot; by everyone else&#039;s, for her opinion regarding a certain question.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mirai-san, may I ask you something?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mh? What is it?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;What do you think about someone who doesn&#039;t grieve over their misfortune?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Sounds fishy to me,&amp;quot; she answered quick as a shot. &amp;quot;Misfortunes are called that because they make you sad, right? If you don&#039;t get sad, then you can&#039;t call it a misfortune.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I see,&amp;quot; this time I actually put my agreement into words.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I darted a sidelong glance at Tsukimori.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tired of waiting or just interested in the café&#039;s decoration, she was looking around the shop. Apparently, the white ceramic cat and black glass cat set was to her liking; she stood up and examined it up close.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Who in this café would have guessed that she was in fact a hapless girl who had lost her father only recently?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I reckoned nobody.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
One could never observe a stirring of extreme emotions in her. She would always appear calm and mature.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&#039;t know whether she purposely controlled her feelings or just simply wasn&#039;t the type of person to show them, but she didn&#039;t look sad &#039;&#039;at all&#039;&#039; to me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Of course, it wasn&#039;t unthinkable that she just didn&#039;t want to unsettle the people around her and was thus desperately hiding her sadness. Or that might actually be the normal reaction of a girl after such a mishap. After all, the deceased wouldn&#039;t return, and mourning forever can&#039;t be called very healthy either.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But those are just pieces of theory. Is it really possible to deal with one&#039;s feelings in such a short time? Especially if it&#039;s sadness?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I recalled Mirai-san&#039;s words.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Indeed. It seemed fishy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The dessert was able to satisfy Tsukimori&#039;s tastes.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It&#039;s delicious,&amp;quot; she praised while happily finishing up her coffee and apple pie without leaving anything over.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I headed to her table to clear up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Has everything been to your liking?&amp;quot; I asked, whereupon Tsukimori darted a discontented glance at me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Are you telling me to leave?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I see you are quick on the uptake.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I really like this café.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She flashed a smile as if she would start to hum any moment.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Aha. Pleased to hear that. But don&#039;t forget that there are lots of different cafés in the world. You ought to try them out as well.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I really like this café,&amp;quot; repeated Tsukimori with exactly the same smile and exactly the same words.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I see sometimes you aren&#039;t quick on the uptake,&amp;quot; I mostly repeated myself as well.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Suddenly Tsukimori stood up and walked further into the shop, apparently towards the kitchen. When I followed in wonder, she was giving the staff a natural greeting and smiling like a blooming flower.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Pleased to meet you.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was obvious at a glance that her rosy greeting got the staff flustered. Apparently all of them were quite excited about her. Well, except for Mirai-san who remained unimpressed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I am Youko Tsukimori, a classmate of Nonomiya-kun&#039;s,&amp;quot; she introduced herself with polite manners.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Ah, yes, Nonomiya-kun told us,&amp;quot; answered the manager respectfully despite being way older than her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I have to say this is such an adorable little café.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Thank you very much!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The manager blushed slightly, moved by her radiant smile.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I am so jealous of everyone—&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The staff looked at her in surprise. A girl, who seemed to have everything one could be jealous of, was jealous of them.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;—Because you have the privilege to work at such a wonderful café.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Youko Tsukimori looked plainly stunning, set aflame in the twilight. &amp;lt;!-- Twilight? --&amp;gt; Although that was probably due to the backlight from the sunset. In that very moment, everyone was fascinated by her exceptional aura.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I can&#039;t even imagine what bliss it would be to work at such a wonderful place.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Being the person in this room that had the most resistance against her, I smiled wryly at her star-like attitude. I also found that she had gone over the top with that exorbitant exaggeration.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, the manager&#039;s next words erased the smile on my lips.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...um, Tsukimori-san, you said?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Yes.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Would you like to work here?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Mister Kujirai—&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I couldn&#039;t keep silent. I wanted to keep him from committing a grave mistake. Faust, you are bargaining with Mephistopheles!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, someone seized my shoulder and held me back. The smell of chocolate was in the air.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Just watch,&amp;quot; Mirai-san said with a mischievous smile. Here we had another devil.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Err, actually, there is a vacant post at the moment. And since you are Nonomiya-kun&#039;s classmate, we don&#039;t have to worry about your background. So, if you&#039;d like, we would gladly welcome you, Tsukimori-san.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The other staff members nodded their heads in agreement, too.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was just like group hypnosis. They must have been mesmerized by the devil and lost their minds.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I am really happy about your offer, but... can you really make do with me? To tell you the truth, I have never worked anywhere before,&amp;quot; answered Tsukimori hesitatingly after wavering for a short while.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;No, no, don&#039;t worry! Everyone has to begin somewhere. Besides, I&#039;m positive that you, as someone with outstanding manners, are suited for this kind of business!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sure, her acceptance among the customers would be outstanding! They can only see her superficial side after all.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I&#039;ll gladly accept your offer then if you have so much confidence in me,&amp;quot; replied Tsukimori with a bright smile.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Everyone welcomed her warmly with a smile as well. I was the only one who made a sour face, while feeling awfully removed from that ring of blessings.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Because I knew better.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I knew that a bold and determined character lurked beneath her surface, which showed only a beautiful girl of excellent character who was thus loved by everyone.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
To make things worse, bright Tsukimori was well aware of her own attractiveness. And just now I had learned that she also knew how to use it to her advantage.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Why are men just so weak against pretty girls?&amp;quot; whispered Mirai-san into my ear after she had pulled me by the shoulder, the counter between us.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;A good question. After all, the guys in this café are all &#039;weak&#039; against you as well,&amp;quot; I answered casually.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It feels just wrong when you&#039;re giving compliments. But it&#039;s no bad feeling. Let me pet your head as a reward.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san&#039;s palm approached my head, but I refused gloomily. &amp;quot;I&#039;m not in the mood. Please don&#039;t confuse me any further.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;No need to be reserved! If you want, I may even give you one piece of my chocolate?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Are you okay with it? Aren&#039;t you against the employment of Tsukimori?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You want me to object, don&#039;t you?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Well, only your objection would be able to put an end to this welcoming mood.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Can&#039;t be bothered. There&#039;s no reason to object.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Why?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was surprised that Mirai-san would allow such a farce.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Because it&#039;s damn funny to see you protest so blatantly when you usually act so cold!!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san cackled.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...you do realize how awful your personality is?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You&#039;re worse off than I am, right? If my intuition doesn&#039;t fail me, Tsukimori isn&#039;t the type of woman a helpless guy like you could handle.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Doesn&#039;t bother me. I don&#039;t plan on making a move on her.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;&#039;&#039;You&#039;&#039; may think so, but what about her?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san narrowed her eyes and peered searchingly into my face from close up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;No use punching me, for your information.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Yeah, yeah. Looking forward to the next few days.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Without caring about my strong rebuff, Mirai-san waved her hand and toddled back into the kitchen.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It felt like it was just a matter of time until she would catch wind of our odd relationship—a woman&#039;s intuition?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I told myself that I had to make sure Tsukimori wouldn&#039;t say any unnecessary things to Mirai-san.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I work here now.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The girl in question, Tsukimori, approached me merrily in spite of all the headaches she was causing me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;It&#039;s still not too late. Won&#039;t you think it over again?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
My reply was cold, but my heart was colder.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Thank you for worrying about me. But since the manager was so kind to offer me this position, I will try my best!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She cutely clenched her fist, full of confidence.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I&#039;m not worrying. I am bothered.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I am looking forward to working with you, colleague.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori&#039;s smile hadn&#039;t cracked even once.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Mirai-san had mentioned that I was not someone who could handle her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I found myself right in the course of experiencing just how spot-on she was.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The next morning in the classroom.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
All of a sudden, Tsukimori came to my desk and said with a smile as warm as sunbeams shining through the leaves of a tree and a voice as soft as a gentle summer breeze to Usami:&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I have been employed at the café Nonomiya-kun works at.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Time stopped in the noisy classroom. At least, Usami did—like a clock whose battery had run dry.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;...eh? Youko-san? You work together with Nonomiya? Why? Eeh?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her bewilderment made her look like one of those automatons that jump out of striking clocks every hour.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was like a déja-vu of yesterday.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;The shop manager asked me to help them out because there was a shortage of staff. I am a little anxious because, well, I have never worked anywhere before. But the manager assured me that I will be fine,&amp;quot; explained Tsukimori unaffectedly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You should talk! ...You&#039;re the one who made him say that.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was me, naturally, who spat out those words in a volume no one could perceive.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Maybe I should join you...&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Don&#039;t skip your club. You have to do your best and become a regular player.&amp;quot; I was able to predict the direction this conversation would take, so I put a stop to it in advance.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Why don&#039;t you stop by this weekend, Chizuru? I may not be able to keep you company since there&#039;s still a lot I have to learn, but there&#039;s still Nonomiya-kun. Right, Nonomiya-kun?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I glared at her smiling face for the brink of a second. She tilted her head slightly, asking &amp;quot;Hm?&amp;quot; and retaining her unbreakable smile.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Yeah, you&#039;re always welcome in our café, Usami.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I swore to myself to complain to Tsukimori afterward.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Okay! I&#039;ll drop by! I&#039;ll definitely drop by!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Usami rejoiced grandly, her eyes sparkling. Her straightforward reaction made a good deal of my gloomy mood just flow away.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But there was a serious problem. Judging from the looks of my classmates, it was obvious that they would raid the café this weekend. And this time it seemed quite difficult to stop them.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Listen up, everyone! Nonomiya is giving us some explanations!!&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Kamogawa came clapping me on the shoulder with a disgustingly gentle smile. Behind him stood a group of guys with the same disgusting smile on their faces. It was the guys-alliance, and they demanded justice from the one who had stolen the march from them. &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;a march on them&amp;quot; ?--&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It was sickening.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I am so going to protest to Tsukimori,&amp;quot; I swore determinedly.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;div&gt;==[Confession]==&lt;br /&gt;
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Two days later, when Youko Tsukimori came to school again, even students from other classes came in crowds to our classroom to catch a glimpse of her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
One after another they expressed their condolences, showing nothing but expressions of pity.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Kamogawa’s voice could be heard from the human ring that had formed around the center of the room.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“School without you is like a night without the moon! Please Tsukimori, cheer up and light my footsteps in the dark as tenderly as you used to do!”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Oh how I would love to see him stumble in the dark and get stuck in a gutter.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A group of guys, Kamogawa among them, were trying to appear appealing, talking wildly to her. Taking advantage of a girl’s weakness might be a usual and practical strategy, but I just couldn’t endure watching their pathetic and honorless behavior.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“You&#039;re quite the poet, aren’t you, Kamogawa-kun? Thank you for worrying about me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
However, Tsukimori dealt with each of them with utmost politeness, without so much as a furrow of her brow—no, even smiling. Once again, I came to understand why she was so popular.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Most people wouldn&#039;t be able to behave as she did. At least I wouldn’t have been able to. After all, I was already annoyed and I was just watching her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As soon as the wave of visitors broke off, Tsukimori stood up and, for some reason, headed towards me with a smile on her face.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It’s quite unusual for you to approach me out of the blue.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“But you came to my father’s funeral, didn’t you? I wanted to say thanks.” She sat down on Usami’s empty chair and smiled cheerfully at me. “So, thanks for coming, Nonomiya-kun.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“No, it’s nothing that would deserve your appreciation. I merely attended as a representative for the class.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“But it is. I was somehow relieved at seeing you be your usual laid-back self.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Oh, I’m sorry for being such a cold-hearted guy. I was worried about you in my own way, though, you know? Too bad you didn’t notice,” I said and shrugged uncomfortably, whereupon Tsukimori laughed cheerfully: “I don’t think of you like that!”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Have things settled down at home?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“There are still a lot of things that need to be taken care of, but, for the time being, yes.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I see. You must have experienced some troublesome days, I guess. Well, school must have its troublesome aspects too, for someone as popular as you.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori shook her head, making her soft hair sway.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I am very grateful that everyone is so worried about me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It’s nice when others feel concerned about you, indeed, but there are limits that have to be respected, right? Aren’t those fanatic fans of yours a bother? Especially Kamogawa. Or Kamogawa.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m actually quite fond of that cute side of boys.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I tried to find out her true thoughts by agitating her, but Tsukimori’s smile remained unchanged like an iron wall.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Your mature behavior is remarkable.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I am happy that you view me like that, Nonomiya-kun.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She accepted even my rather baffled words with a happy tone.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—Nonomiya-kun,” Tsukimori said my name all of a sudden, “do you remember your promise?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…Promise?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I don’t remember ever making a promise to her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“If I’m troubled—”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—Ah, I see.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
In the midst of her reminding me, I recalled a certain conversation I had with her one morning.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Right, that promise.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Well, I promised indeed. Ask for whatever you like, as long as I can help you with it.”&lt;br /&gt;
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It was a seed I had sowed myself, but deep in my heart I hoped that she would not have a bothersome request.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It is something I would rather not talk about in the classroom,” explained Tsukimori with a subdued voice so faint that no one else other than me could hear her.&lt;br /&gt;
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The next instant, I was tense from tip to toe. &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;from head to toe&amp;quot;? --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…I’ll be waiting for you in the library after school,” she whispered and left the classroom elegantly with her hair streaming out behind her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The palm of my hand was drenched in sweat. Apparently, I was more tense than I had thought.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her suspicious attitude had instantly reminded me of the murder recipe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I sensed curiosity rising in me and hoped to get to the core of this affair at last. But at the same time, I was also alarmed because nobody, naturally including Tsukimori, should have known that the murder recipe was in my hands. My tension was proof that wariness exceeded curiosity, I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“What if Tsukimori knows that I have her murder recipe…?” I thought to myself, picturing an unhappy scenario.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her father&#039;s funeral had been conducted without incident; she had become a character akin to the heroine of some dramatic play and was on everybody’s lips. Could one of her plans possibly fail in the first place? Looking at how she had everything, that was the impression I got.  &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;that&#039;s what I wondered.&amp;quot;? You can&#039;t really get an impression from a question. --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The only two things that were in her way were the murder recipe that had gone lost and I, since I knew what was written in it.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As soon as she got rid of these two unsafe elements, she would have conducted the perfect crime and obtain her own “ideal world”.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
…perhaps she was planning on killing me in due time.&lt;br /&gt;
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I gulped and my heartbeat got faster.&lt;br /&gt;
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And then—I laughed.&lt;br /&gt;
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I didn’t want to die. And I also had to admit that it was quite an absurd thought, but: I was intrigued. I was intrigued by how she would hunt me down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Where else in my environment could I find such a stimulus? Furthermore, the opponent was Youko Tsukimori—I couldn’t have wished for anyone better.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was convinced: this was the best time I’d had in the seventeen years of my life so far.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
I took a deep breath and stepped into the library.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The room was filled with the scent of paper as dry as fallen leaves. It was not a smell I disliked. At other times, I might have started leisurely browsing the library, but not now.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even though I was moving leisurely, my eyes were restlessly searching for Tsukimori.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
And before long, I found her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She was sitting further inside at a desk for studying, reading a book with an elegant cover.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
As classes had already ended and this was a library, it was already silent anyway, but that silence was even stronger around Tsukimori, as if I had entered a different realm.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Bewitched by her pure appearance that made her hard to approach, I just stood there holding my breath for a while.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her long-lashes brushed her cheeks softly as she blinked, and from time to time she led her hand to the edge of the page and smoothly turned to the next one. Her profile looked like the finest glass work, though definitely not created by man but a miracle brought forth by god. “I would be a rich man if I could cut out this scene and frame it,” I thought.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I confirmed that nobody was there besides Tsukimori and me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Once again, I’m sure the recent days have been hard for you—,” I leaned against a book shelf as I addressed her, “—losing your father in an &#039;&#039;accident&#039;&#039; and all.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori clapped her book shut and slowly turned towards me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Yes, especially for my mother. I have never seen her that down-hearted.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She gave a weak, tired laugh.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“How about you?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m sorry, but I have not recovered enough to talk about it yet.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori shook her head with a troubled mien. It was a rather noncommittal answer.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“No, it was a rude question on my part. I beg your pardon.”&lt;br /&gt;
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I bowed my head.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“By the way, what is your request?” I brought up the main topic after a breath, “You specially called me out to the library for this, so I should think it’s something quite delicate?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“You told me to ask for your help if I am troubled.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Yeah, and you answered that you would consult me directly.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Exactly. That’s why I would like to get back to your offer, Nonomiya-kun. Please lend me a hand.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Then she spoke as if humming a tune:&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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“I want you to go out with me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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Her completely unexpected words made my mind go blank.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
To be sure I chose to ask, “Where to?” but Tsukimori only bewilderedly replied: “You aren’t funny,” and shook her perfect chin left and right. &amp;lt;!-- &amp;quot;neat&amp;quot; doesn&#039;t seem to make sense for describing a chin --&amp;gt;&amp;lt;!-- True. It&#039;s something along the lines of &amp;quot;smooth&amp;quot; and &amp;quot;well-formed&amp;quot; (as in &amp;quot;well-formed features&amp;quot;). ~~~~ --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I suppose I’m not the person to criticize you, having already asked a tactless question just earlier, but you do realize that you lost your father only some days ago?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Unlike Tsukimori I had to feign composure; I was observing all of her movements with the greatest attention in order to read her intentions while my brain ran full throttle.&lt;br /&gt;
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[[Image:Gekkou-056.jpg|thumb]]&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Are you trying to say I am imprudent?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“If you talk in extremes, yes.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Then you misunderstand me! Precisely because my father has passed away, I thought that I’d need someone for support. Isn’t it romantic if you call it ‘the support of my heart’? I am not as strong as everyone believes, you know?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Indeed, this was a good reason, but there were still too many things that didn’t add up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Then, why does it have to be me? I fail to understand why a popular girl like you would choose someone like me.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori giggled, “I didn’t know you were so gauche, Nonomiya-kun. It seems you don’t understand a woman’s heart at all if you ask for a reason why she confessed.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I found her attitude a little irritating.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“But you don’t seem to understand a man’s heart at all, either. At least, I’m not so simple as to have no doubts whatsoever when a beauty asks me to go out with her all of a sudden. There’s always a catch to attractive deals, isn’t there?” I sneered at her as payback.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is that so? I was sure that boys never feel bad being confessed to by a girl?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The certainty in her tone made me lose my words for a moment.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Indeed…we are simple enough to be happy about it, but the reply is a different matter.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I didn’t want to admit it, but she was right. I unintentionally prided myself on the confession that everyone would envy me for. Was it the difference in our experience points? My chances were awfully worse when it came to love.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is there a girl you are fond of, Nonomiya-kun?” Tsukimori suddenly asked—as easily as a waitress who confirms a customer’s order.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“There isn’t.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Usami’s face came to mind for a split second, but I neither liked her enough to mention her distinctly, nor was I straightforward enough to answer honestly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is there a girl you are going out with, then?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…isn’t the order of questions a bit awry? Usually it would be the other way around, wouldn’t it?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Is that so? Maybe you are going out with someone you don’t love?” she answered with a wondering mien.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“…I think I finally understand why the guys say that all the rumors about you might be true.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I shrugged over-exaggeratedly. &amp;lt;!-- literally &amp;quot;ducked my head&amp;quot;, but that doesn&#039;t really fit --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Those rumors are nothing but that, rumors, and you are not the type of person that is swayed by them, Nonomiya-kun.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“What makes you so sure? Even I watch my step if I hear some bad rumors, you know?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“If you want, I can tell you which of them are true and which are not? In return—”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—I hope you don’t want to make dating the condition.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“We&#039;re already so in-sync!”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori showed no sign of timidity, instead she even smiled brightly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“As if I’d ever accept such an unfair condition!” This time it was me who was taken aback. “…I didn’t know you were this kind of girl.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She made me dance to her tune from start to finish. All the possible replies I had simulated in advance for this conversation were going to waste one after another.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“This is my way of paying respect to you, Nonomiya-kun! You are the person I wish to go out with. I think there is no point in showing you only a superficial side.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m sorry about your respect, but haven’t you thought about the possibility that I might refuse?”&lt;br /&gt;
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“I am ready to accept some amount of damage in order to obtain what I want. If you are afraid of getting hurt, you won’t obtain what you really desire. Well, revealing a few of my cards does not even count as damage anyway.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Exceptional self-confidence, indeed! No wonder that the girls of our grade add a ‘-san’ to your name.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I didn’t know you were such an uptight person either. I was rather sure you were the type to let things take their course.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I’m much more sensible than you may think. And a little contrary, too. And I’m definitely not daring enough to get myself involved in affairs that make no sense to me or that I can&#039;t agree to.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Aren’t you just averse to doing things you are not interested in?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“I won’t deny that! At any rate, if I go out with you, I won’t have my peace any more. I’m simply not leading my life actively enough as to take to attracting attention, that’s all.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“It’s a shame that you are so stubborn, Nonomiya-kun…,” she said and fell silent.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
We shared an excruciating silence.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even the shouts of the sports clubs from the grounds seemed loud inside the soundless library and I heard the rustling of her skirt all too clearly when Tsukimori crossed her slender legs the other way around.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori’s gaze was listlessly wandering about in the air, hesitating about something.&lt;br /&gt;
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Even such trivial gestures looked like a scene of a movie, sweetening the time until her next words and keeping me from getting bored.&lt;br /&gt;
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Then I saw her lips move calmly.&lt;br /&gt;
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“—if I tell you the reason why I chose you, will you be more open towards my request?”&lt;br /&gt;
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I gulped down. In my imagination she got straight to the point and proclaimed that the reason was that I had the murder recipe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Such an answer would naturally be quite absurd, but as Tsukimori seemed to be an unpredictable person, I couldn’t deem it impossible any more. Tsukimori’s hidden character was bold, determined, and outstandingly clever on top of it.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
That was the kind of girl approaching me. I couldn’t help but suspect some kind of catch in her request to go out with me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—More than now,” I replied, choosing my words carefully.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I had hardly finished speaking when she squinted one of her almond eyes and smiled mischievously.&lt;br /&gt;
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“Because I like your looks. It would be even better if you weren’t a quibbler.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her reply caught me so flat-footed that I would have liked to fall on the floor, but I contained myself and launched a counterattack.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“What a coincidence. I also think you’re not half-bad, save for your personality.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“We would make a well-matched couple then, wouldn’t we?”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“In the sense of awful, sure.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Her constantly playing around with me had completely cooled me down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Suspecting Youko Tsukimori to be a “father murderer” suddenly felt terribly idiotic and embarrassing.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Indeed, Tsukimori was a determined and bold girl, but I also knew that she was definitely not foolish. Even if she hypothetically had considered her father an eyesore, she would have found many other ways of getting rid of him without choosing the means of “murder”.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
In the first place, could someone who had committed murder remain that composed? She was a peculiar girl, but I couldn’t sense even a shred of shadiness or malicious emotion in her.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Suddenly——something touched my bangs. I reflexively jumped backward.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“—I’m sorry.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
After taking a look, I noticed that Tsukimori had stood up from her chair and had stretched her smooth white fingers towards me.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Your hair looked so beautiful that I couldn&#039;t suppress the urge to touch it.”&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Tsukimori gave me a bewitching smile, beautiful like the light of the moon.&lt;br /&gt;
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—A shiver ran down my spine.&lt;br /&gt;
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To me, that girl didn’t seem to be from the same world.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
“Please think about it seriously,” Tsukimori said and moved toward the exit.&amp;lt;!-- replace said on occasion --&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
While she passed me, her hair stroked my cheek and left behind a strong scent of roses.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Even though I had planned to learn more about her, I now understood Youko Tsukimori even less than before.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Then I recalled how Kamogawa had compared her to wine.&lt;br /&gt;
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Indeed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I was intoxicated by Youko Tsukimori’s fragrance.&lt;br /&gt;
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