Kara no Kyoukai:Chapter04 03 - Revision history

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Vaelis at 13:40, 3 January 2009

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	The ''something''th morning since I woke up comes around. My eyes are still wrapped in bandages so I can't see a thing.<br>		The ''something''th morning since I woke up comes around. My eyes are still wrapped in bandages so I can't see a thing.<br>
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	But just who am I waiting for... ?<br>		But just who am I waiting for... ?<br>

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	The lady doctor who called herself a counselor came daily. Before I knew it I seemed to be treating my talks with her as my only relief from the mundane during the course of the days.<br>		The lady doctor who called herself a counselor came daily. Before I knew it I seemed to be treating my talks with her as my only relief from the mundane during the course of the days.<br>
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	Talking in a strange roundabout manner the lady doctor left.<br>		Talking in a strange roundabout manner the lady doctor left.<br>

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	That night the guest that always came to visit didn't appear. The smoke-like ghost that appears without failure at midnight, for some reason it didn't enter the room.<br>		That night the guest that always came to visit didn't appear. The smoke-like ghost that appears without failure at midnight, for some reason it didn't enter the room.<br>
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	The Shiki of before would have destroyed her eyes without any hesitation, the current me is stopping at achieving a temporary darkness.<br>		The Shiki of before would have destroyed her eyes without any hesitation, the current me is stopping at achieving a temporary darkness.<br>

	--- It's so... pitiful.<br>		<nowiki>--- </nowiki>It's so... pitiful.<br>

	While I have no will to live, I don't even have any will to die. This emotionless self of mine doesn't feel any attraction towards any action. I can only affirm another's will.<br>		While I have no will to live, I don't even have any will to die. This emotionless self of mine doesn't feel any attraction towards any action. I can only affirm another's will.<br>
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	Then the present me has no reason to live on.		Then the present me has no reason to live on.


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Ddrddr at 17:26, 21 May 2007

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218.186.8.13 at 23:20, 28 March 2007

2007-03-28T23:20:48Z

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	While I have no will to live, I don't even have any will to die. This emotionless self of mine doesn't feel an attraction towards any action. I can only affirm another's will.<br>		While I have no will to live, I don't even have any will to die. This emotionless self of mine doesn't feel an attraction towards any action. I can only affirm another's will.<br>

	So if that un-identifiable smoke tries to kill me I have no thoughts no stopping it.<br>		So if that un-identifiable smoke tries to kill me I have no thoughts of stopping it.<br>

	The thought of death holds no attractions for me but I don't feel like resisting it either.<br>		The thought of death holds no attractions for me but I don't feel like resisting it either.<br>

218.186.8.13 at 23:17, 28 March 2007

2007-03-28T23:17:06Z

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	The lady doctor who called herself a counsellor came daily. Before I knew it I seemed to be treating my talks with her as my only relief during the course of every mundane day.<br>		The lady doctor who called herself a counsellor came daily. Before I knew it I seemed to be treating my talks with her as my only relief during the course of every mundane day.<br>

	"Hmm, as expected. It's not that SHIKI didn't have control over the body, it's just that he didn't exercise it. You two keep getting ~~becoming~~ more fascinating the more I hear about you."<br>		"Hmm, as expected. It's not that SHIKI didn't have control over the body, it's just that he didn't exercise it. You two keep getting more fascinating the more I hear about you."<br>

	Still bringing the chair over and sitting there next to the bed, the lady doctor talks as if she's amused by something. For some reason she knows my circumstances very well: the dual personality that only a few even within the Ryougi family know about, my involvement in the serial killer case 2 years ago. Those details that normally I would have to keep hiding, but to me they are inconsequential events anyway.<br>		Still bringing the chair over and sitting there next to the bed, the lady doctor talks as if she's amused by something. For some reason she knows my circumstances very well: the dual personality that only a few even within the Ryougi family know about, my involvement in the serial killer case 2 years ago. Those details that normally I would have to keep hiding, but to me they are inconsequential events anyway.<br>

218.186.8.13 at 23:15, 28 March 2007

2007-03-28T23:15:38Z

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	-They are this happy.<br>		-They are this happy.<br>

	Humans are loners like this. Being alone is safest, so how come we can't bear being ~~along~~?<br>		Humans are loners like this. Being alone is safest, so how come we can't bear being alone?<br>

	The past me was complete. Because I was self-sufficient, I didn't need anyone else. But, I'm different now. I'm no longer complete. I'm waiting for a part I lack. I'm just desperately waiting like this.<br>		The past me was complete. Because I was self-sufficient, I didn't need anyone else. But, I'm different now. I'm no longer complete. I'm waiting for a part I lack. I'm just desperately waiting like this.<br>

Alyeris at 03:57, 16 March 2007

2007-03-16T03:57:00Z

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	"There's nothing funny about having a dual personality."<br>		"There's nothing funny about having a dual personality."<br>

	"No, no. You know, you two don't have anything as ~~like~~ to look at as ~~dual personality~~ disorder. Existing simultaneously, each having their own unique will, and on top of that your actions are coordinated. That sort of complex personality shouldn't be termed ~~dual personality~~ but instead be called an united independent personality."<br>		"No, no. You know, you two don't have anything as pleasing to look at as dissociative identity disorder. Existing simultaneously, each having their own unique will, and on top of that your actions are coordinated. That sort of complex personality shouldn't be termed dissociated identity but instead be called an united independent personality."<br>

	"United... independent personality?"<br>		"United... independent personality?"<br>

71.36.84.183 at 09:03, 3 March 2007

2007-03-03T09:03:45Z

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	But just who am I waiting for... ?<br>		But just who am I waiting for... ?<br>

	***		***<br>

	The lady doctor who called herself a counsellor came daily. Before I knew it I seemed to be treating my talks with her as my only relief during the course of every mundane day.<br>		The lady doctor who called herself a counsellor came daily. Before I knew it I seemed to be treating my talks with her as my only relief during the course of every mundane day.<br>
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	Talking in a strange roundabout manner the lady doctor left.<br>		Talking in a strange roundabout manner the lady doctor left.<br>

	***		***<br>

	That night the guest that always came to visit didn't appear. The smoke-like ghost that appears without failure at midnight, for some reason it didn't enter the room.<br>		That night the guest that always came to visit didn't appear. The smoke-like ghost that appears without failure at midnight, for some reason it didn't enter the room.<br>

Alyeris at 02:38, 3 March 2007

2007-03-03T02:38:43Z

Alyeris at 09:59, 5 February 2007

2007-02-05T09:59:40Z

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	It seems that the lady doctor used her chair to place the charms or whatever it was over the door.<br>		It seems that the lady doctor used her chair to place the charms or whatever it was over the door.<br>

	~~(She~~ opens the door ~~like that)(EDIT please)~~.<br>		And just like that she opens the door.<br>

	"Then, that's it for me. Someone else might come from tomorrow, so stay well."<br>		"Then, that's it for me. Someone else might come from tomorrow, so stay well."<br>

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	A quiet morning with no one around.<br>		A quiet morning with no one around.<br>

	The wavelet like silence is so dazzling that I lose my sense of self.<br>		The wavelet-like silence is so dazzling that I lose my sense of self.<br>
	-I can hear the chittering of little birds.<br>		-I can hear the chittering of little birds.<br>
	-I can feel the warmth of the sunlight.<br>		-I can feel the warmth of the sunlight.<br>
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	-Ah. Compared to that world, this place is so beautiful.<br>		-Ah. Compared to that world, this place is so beautiful.<br>

	But, there's a self that's not happy with this. Everytime I'm wrapped in the morning air that I can only feel by (sense?), I just think:<br>		But, there's a self that's not happy with this. Everytime I'm wrapped in the morning air that I can only feel by sense, I just think:<br>

	-They are this happy.<br>		-They are this happy.<br>

	Humans are this ~~much loners~~. Being alone is safest, so how come we can't bear being along?<br>		Humans are loners like this. Being alone is safest, so how come we can't bear being along?<br>

	The past me was complete. Because I was self-sufficient, I didn't need anyone else.~~<br>~~		The past me was complete. Because I was self-sufficient, I didn't need anyone else. But, I'm different now. I'm no longer complete. I'm waiting for a part I lack. I'm just desperately waiting like this.<br>

	But, I'm different now. I'm no longer complete. I'm waiting for a part I lack. I'm just desperately waiting like this.<br>

	But just who am I waiting for... ?<br>		But just who am I waiting for... ?<br>
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	The smoke was coming every night and touching me.<br>		The smoke was coming every night and touching me.<br>

	I know that ~~this~~ is dangerous, but I just leave it alone. If that ghost gets angry at me and tries to kill me that's okay too.<br>		I know that that is dangerous, but I just leave it alone. If that ghost gets angry at me and tries to kill me that's okay too.<br>

	No, rather, how comfortable would it be if it just killed me.<br>		No, rather, how comfortable would it be if it just killed me.<br>