Editing Toaru Majutsu no Index:GT Volume15 Chapter4 (section)

===Part 11===

It was so very heavy.

The impact was different from the previous ones as it entered Hamazura through the bridge of his nose and rattled the core of his body.

His consciousness faded.

Who was most to blame?

That was obvious. It wasn’t Kamijou. At least when it came to Coronzon, that bastard wasn’t at the center of it. That central position belonged to someone else.

…In the end, ''Hamazura was most to blame for failing to stop Coronzon even if it meant punching her.

He was an idiot without a shred of medical knowledge, but he could still tell his body had passed some kind of line. He could feel the strength leaving his knees. Before long, his consciousness would follow. And once he lost that balance, everything would continue to tumble downhill.

Could he not do it?

A single phrase entered his mind: ''I knew it.

He had expected this result. And he had prepared a way to overturn it.

This really is the end. So clench your teeth, me.



“Let’s end this, Kamijou Touma.”



Hamazura pulled out a handgun.

But he didn’t aim it at Kamijou.

It was loaded with a single round. He couldn’t afford to use it on the fight.

Besides, he had decided he couldn’t accept that guy’s path. So he wouldn’t stoop to his level. No matter what.

Instead, Hamazura pressed the muzzle against his own temple.

Without hesitation.

(Yeah, that’s right.)

Kamijou’s eyes widened in surprise.

Hilarious. He must not have ever had a fight ''like this''.

(I knew from the start I couldn’t win a pleasant victory over you by just clenching my fists!!)

There was a great system running the world.

But it wasn’t the kind thing everyone thought it was.

…If it were, Coronzon wouldn’t have suffered so. Her function was to tear people’s bonds apart and obstruct their evolution. That was one of the gears built into that great system. She had tried to change the world because she hadn’t been willing to accept that. She had wanted to rebuild the world from the ground up into something that could run without her gear as a part of it.

If nothing he could do could defeat that system…

Then at least he could unveil it for all to see.

By proving that the current world would not save the weak.

Even if he had to use his own life to do it!!

And.

“Did you think you could save the world with violence, Kamijou Touma?”

At the same time, he couldn’t let justice belong that guy of all people.

And if he could steal “righteousness” from the guy who killed Coronzon…

''He was willing to give up his life.

“You win. You beat Coronzon and you beat me. I’ll give you that. But if you had done the right thing, Narthex Coded Cathedral never would have gone astray. Don’t think you’ve saved everyone… I’ll show you. And now it’s your turn to be punished as evil by the righteous. Your actions led to this. Live the rest of your life knowing that this kind of ruin is what taking a life leads to!!!”

Kamijou frantically clenched his first and charged in, but it was too late.

Live a long life.

As long as possible.

Cause I’m turning the rest of your life into a living hell.

No matter what you do, my finger is faster.

His awakening wasn’t fueled by evil. It had already been said several times that it was a power that brings him closer to death.

And he brought that to its final conclusion.