Kara no Kyoukai:Chapter01 04
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---------The bone in my nape creaks.
Is the coldness that's making me tremble coming from outside or inside my body?
Leaving what can't be distinguished aside, Shiki keeps walking.
There's no sign of people at the Fujiyoh building.
It's two in the morning. Only the white light illuminates the hallway of the mansion. The cream-colored walls are lightened up by the light and I could see to the end of the hallway. The artificial light which takes away the darkness looks too artificial that it rather looks scary.
Passing by the card checker at the entrance, I enter the elevator.
It's empty inside. The back of the elevator has a mirror attached, and it is made so that the rider could see themselves. Inside the mirror is a person wearing a black leather jacket over light blue kimono, with lazy looking eyes. Those eyes look like they care about nothing.
Shiki looks at the figure in the mirror, and pushes the button that says "R". With a small start-up sound, the world around Shiki rises. The machine-powered box will reach the top floor in a matter of seconds.
It is a closed up room for the time being. Nothing occuring outside right now concerns Shiki, and it is impossible to be concerned with the outside world. That feeling seeps into the supposedly empty mind. This small box is the only world I'm supposed to feel right now.
The door opens without a sound. What's outside is a totally different world, a world of darkness.
After getting out to the room which only contains the door leading to the rooftop, the elevator leaves Shiki and goes back down to the first floor. There are no lights, and the surrounding is painfully dark.
Going across the small room, Shiki opens the door leading to the rooftop.
... The black darkness turns into a faint darkness.
The vision fills up with the view of the city.
The rooftop of the Fukiyoh building is a plain one. The floor is made of flat concrete, and there is a fence that surrounds the whole rooftop. There is only a water tower on top the room Shiki was in, and there is nothing else in particular. The rooftop itself is a plain one. But the view from it is what is out of this world.
The view of the night town from this building that is at least ten stories higher than the surroundings feels more lonely than beautiful. It feels like you're on top a tall ladder looking down onto the world. The dark, bottom of the sea-like view is certainly beautiful. The lights here and there are like the lights of the deep-sea fishes.
If my view right now is the whole world, then the world right now is indeed sleeping. Probably forever, but unfortunately temporary. The quietness tightens my heart more than any coldness, and it is rather painful...
The coldness in the night sky is standing out as much as the coldness below. If the town is the deep sea, then the sky is just pure darkness. In the darkness, stars glitter like jewels. The moon is a hole. It only looks like a large hole in a big black canvas called the night sky. So that thing is really not a mirror of the sun, but rather a view of the other side... That's what I heard at the house of the Ryohgi. According to them, the moon is a gate to another world.
The moon from ancient times has carried magic, women, and death. And with that moon behind it, a human form is floating...
... With eight girls flying around it.
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The white figure in the night sky is that of a woman. She wears a fancy white cloth that one might mistaken for a dress, and has long, black hair reaching down to her waists. Her arms and legs are slender, and it makes this woman look even more beautiful.
The thin brow and the cold eyes are beautiful. I can estimate she's in her twenties. Although its doubtful that you can fit an age for a living thing onto something like a ghost.
But the white woman is not abstract like a ghost. She is really there. If you want ghosts, the girls floating around the woman are more like it. The girls floating around aimlessly seems more like swimming than flying. Even their figures are abstract, as they turn transparent from time to time.
What's above Shiki right now are the white woman and the girls floating around the woman as if to protect her.
The whole sight is not horrifying. No, this is more like...
"Hmph, this is indeed demonic."
Shiki sneers.
This woman's beauty is already not that of a human's. Her black hair is especially beautiful, as each seems like silk. If the wind was strong, her figure with the hair flowing would have been a profound beauty.
"Then I have to kill you"
Maybe she heard Shiki's murmur, as the woman looks down. The woman is four meters above this rooftop already over forty meters high. The woman and Shiki's gazes meet.
There is no words to speak, nor is there a language to communicate with.
Shiki puts a hand in the jacket and takes out a knife. A weapon more like a sword than a knife, with a blade about eighteen centimeters long. (7 inches)
Shiki's mind fills up with the intent to kill with the gaze from above.
The white figure sways. Her arm flows and a slender finger points at Shiki. That slender, fragile arm does not remind Shiki of white.
"... More like bones, or a lily"
In the windless night, the voice stayed in the air for a long time.
The will put into the fingertip is the intent to kill.
The white fingertip points at Shiki.
Shiki's head sways. The thin body steps once to regain its balance. But only once.
"---------"
The woman overhead hesitated a bit from that.
The suggestion that "you can fly" is not working on this person.
Her power can give someone the impression that "they were flying", and it's more like brainwashing than suggestion. There's no way to fight it, and as a result, one actually triesto fly, or runs away from the fear of being able to fly. But Shiki was able to stand is with just a small daze.
"---------"
The woman wonders if the contact was too weak, and decides to use suggestion again.
But this time, stronger. Not a weak impression like "you can fly", but she orders "you have to fly".
But before that, Shiki looks at the woman.
One on each of her legs, one on her back, and one point on her left chest. The cutting section called death can be certainly seen. The one on her chest would be a good one to aim for. That would be an instant kill. Even if that woman is just an image, I could even kill God if it is alive.
Shiki raises the knife with one hand. Holding the knife backwards, Shiki looks at the enemy in the sky.
Then, the impulse attacks Shiki again.
... I can fly. I can fly. I liked the sky from before. I was flying yesterday too. I could probably fly higher today. Freely. Feeling peaceful. Laughing. I have to go quickly...
Where? To the sky? Free? ... That's...
Escape from reality. Yearn for the sky. Reaction to gravity. No feet on ground. Flight under unconsiousness.
Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go------------------ GO!
"You've got to be kidding me."
Saying that, Shiki raises the empty left hand.
The suggestion does not work anymore. Shiki does not even get a daze.
"I don't have that kind of admiration for the sky. I don't feel alive, so I don't know the pain of living. To be honest, I don't care about you at all."
... A murmur more like singing.
Shiki does not feel any restraint, joy or sollow of life.
That's why Shiki is not attracted to the liberation from pain.
"But I don't like for you to keep him. I got him first, so I'm taking him back."
Shiki's left hand grabs the empty air and pulls back.
As if being pulled by the left hand, the woman and the girls are pulled toward Shiki. Like fishes being pulled in with a net.
"---------!"
The woman's expression changes. She puts more power into her will and pounds it on Shiki.
If she could communicate with Shiki, she would have screamed,
"Fall."
Ignoring the curse, Shiki responds in a scary tone.
"You fall."
The knife pierces the chest of the woman coming down. As easily as stabbing a fruit, and so sharply that even the one stabbed admires it.
There is no blood.
The woman could not move from the shock of the knife piercing her, and convulses just once.
Shiki throws the corpse casually, to the other side of the fence into the night town.
The woman's body goes past the edge and falls without a sound. Her hair does not flutter even during the fall, and disappears into the night with her white robe expanded in the wind.
It was like a white flower sinking deeo into the ocean.
And then, Shiki leaves the rooftop.
Above, the floating girls still remains...
