Maria-sama ga Miteru:Volume10 Chapter4 4
Signs of Rain. Part 4[edit]
On Friday, Rei-chan finally came to school.
"Morning."
"Morning."
It was awkward, but they exchanged greetings and then went out the gate. It had only been three days since they'd seen each other, but Rei-chan looked noticeably worn out. She wasn't staggering or anything, but as they walked alongside each other Yoshino found herself wanting to ask Rei-chan if she was alright, out of concern.
But it would surely hurt Rei-chan's pride to have Yoshino support her, or carry her school bag for her, so Yoshino didn't make the offer.
Really, it was shocking, but that was all she knew.
"Yoshino."
Rei-chan looked straight ahead as she spoke to Yoshino walking beside her.
"I hear you've officially joined the kendo club."
"… Yeah."
Feeling a bit guilty, Yoshino replied without making direct eye-contact either.
Who it was was unknown, but someone had apparently informed Rei-chan of what happened during her absence. Well, it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that everyone in the kendo club was on Rei-chan's side, so it was only natural that someone would have told her.
"Well, even though I've joined, all I'm doing is warm-up exercises."
It had been a while since they'd last talked, so Yoshino was getting a bit excited. As Yoshino soared, she tried her hardest to convey her thoughts. While she had been the one to start the fight, she was trying to encourage a friendly conversation so that they could naturally make up.
But Rei-chan coolly said, "I see," and nodded her head.
"Your life is your own, Yoshino. I have no right to stop you."
"Rei-chan … ?"
Yoshino didn't understand what Rei-chan wanted to say. Was it an acceptance of her club activities, or a rejection, or even an inability to decide? Yoshino didn't know how to respond.
"While I was in bed, I thought about a lot of things."
"Thought … about what?"
"About kendo, and about soeurs, and about other things."
In other words, she thought about Yoshino. She should have just said that straight out.
"Which led to something that needs contemplation. Because it goes to the heart of how soeurs are supposed to be."
"Huh?"
"Our relationship is different to normal soeurs. Which is why we always have these kinds of fights."
"Hmm … well, that may be true."
Yoshino agreed vaguely, unsure of where the conversation was going. It may have just been because she was worn out, but Rei-chan's face looked unusually serious, and Yoshino's heart whispered that it was times like these when extreme care was needed.
"You know, Yoshino, as your onee-sama, I could admonish you to stop club activities."
"Admonish? Implore, right?"
"Implore, maybe … But, you probably wouldn't go along with it."
"If you were right, I would. But your reasons for objecting aren't very persuasive."
Who would give up on joining the club just because they were told about morning practices, or that it was a barefoot world, or that it was strict? If Yoshino was repelled by that, then it seemed like no-one would ever join the kendo club.
"It's always puzzled me why it always comes to this."
"Isn't it tied up with how we're different to other soeurs?"
"Maybe it was a mistake for us to become soeurs in the first place."
"–"
Rei-chan spoke very calmly as she said something that was very close to a break-up line.
"What are you trying to say?"
"If you're going to do what you want, then I have to rethink things too."
Rei-chan stopped walking and turned to Yoshino, a serious look on her face as she spoke deliberately and clearly.
"I've had enough of being blown off by you."