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==Case 01: The Wish-fulfilling House==
 
==Case 01: The Wish-fulfilling House==
   
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Hey, mom.
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Hey, mother.
   
 
If the beings called ghosts exist in this world, then—
 
If the beings called ghosts exist in this world, then—
   
would it ever be possible for someone to prove their existence in a way that no one anywhere could object?
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Would it ever be possible for someone to prove their existence in a way no one anywhere could object to?
   
I think it would be impossible, no matter how much humanity evolves. On the flip side, it also means that no one anywhere could prove irrefutably that they do not exist.
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I think it would be impossible, no matter how much humanity evolves. On the flip side, it also means that no one anywhere could irrefutably prove that they do not exist.
   
From that standpoint, to discuss whether ghosts exist or not is a complete waste of time. That's why people that can emerge victorious from such a discussion must be people who can purely enjoy ghosts as a source of entertainment. Indeed, I fall under that group, and you could call me quite bluntly an occult maniac.
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From that standpoint, to discuss whether ghosts exist or not is a complete waste of time. That's why the only winners of such debates must be the ones who can enjoy ghosts purely as a source of entertainment. Indeed, I fall under that group, and I'm what's commonly known as an occult maniac.
   
Mom may not know, but I am quite a niche existence in the world — to be of my age and go ghost this, Unidentified Mysterious Animal that; I know that people laugh at someone like me. But you know, there are plenty of things in this world that are inexplicable.
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Mother, you may not know this, but I’m a bit of a pariah in society — to be of my age and go ghost this, Unidentified Mysterious Animal that; I know that people laugh at someone like me. But you know, there are plenty of things in this world that are inexplicable.
   
 
Yes—
 
Yes—
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For example, the house I'm living in.
 
For example, the house I'm living in.
   
This bygone, almost thirty-year-old building rests by the side of the Tamagawa waterworks, and partly because it's located in such an odd place, has incredibly low rent. When I moved to Tokyo this spring, I looked for a cheap apartment, but found this place instead.
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This bygone, almost thirty-year-old building rests on the banks of the Tamagawa waterworks, and the rent is exceptionally cheap, partly because of its remote location. I had just moved to Tokyo this spring, and was looking for cheap real estate, when I found this place.
   
It takes ten minutes of biking to reach a convenience store. It's surrounded by darkness and covered by a thick copse, and because there are no streetlights in the area, it's completely dark at night. However, I enjoy this old building. It was built like an old mountain cottage, as the first floor is a garage and the second and third floors were atriums, so it was more than luxurious for only one person. The kitchen is as cramped as a kitchenette, but it has a living room, a Japanese-style room, a bath, and even an atelier. From what I hear, an architect had designed it as their personal workplace. It was love at first sight. Furthermore, for a place with a bath to be just 30,000 yen in Musashino Tokyo was unthinkably rare, and it even came with an oral story that couldn't be ignored.
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The closest convenience store is a ten-minute bike ride away. It's surrounded by darkness and covered by a thick copse, and because there are no streetlights in the area, it's completely dark at night. Nevertheless, this old building was cool. It was built in the style of a mountain cottage, with a garage on the first floor and atriums on the second and third floors, so it was more than luxurious for only one person. The kitchen is as cramped as an office kitchenette, but it has a living room, a Japanese-style room, a bath, and even an atelier. From what I hear, an architect designed it as their personal workplace. For me, it was love at first sight. Furthermore, it was rare to find a place with a bath for just 30,000 yen in Musashino, Tokyo, and above all, it had a history that couldn't be ignored.
   
''"This is 'The Wish-fulfilling House'''," so said the smiling real estate agent who introduced this place to me. ''"The architect who built this became famous, an illustrator that had moved in became overwhelmed with work opportunities and moved closer to the city, and the young couple that lived here until last month gave birth to a baby, which led to this becoming open. You are quite lucky."''
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''"This is 'The Wish-fulfilling House'''," so said the smiling real estate agent who introduced this place to me. ''"The architect who built this place became famous, the illustrator who moved in next became overwhelmed with work opportunities and moved to the city center, and the young couple that lived here until last month just vacated because they had a baby. You are quite lucky."''
   
After hearing that, who wouldn't immediately seal the deal?
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After hearing that, who wouldn't sign up in a heartbeat?
   
So I jumped at the opportunity. There was probably a feeling of superiority too, given that my colleagues at university pay over twice the rent to live in rabbit cages. In any case, I was quite pleased at how lucky a man I was with my first time living alone.
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So, I jumped at the opportunity. There was probably a feeling of superiority too, given that my university classmates pay over twice the rent to live in rabbit cages. In any case, for a while I thought what a lucky guy I was, and how my first experience of living alone had gotten off to a good start.
   
 
Yet — within a month, I realized how big of a mistake that was.
 
Yet — within a month, I realized how big of a mistake that was.
   
I can hear sounds somewhere when I sleep at night. The squeaking of something persistently attempting to open some old door. I'd assumed it was just some bad structuring somewhere, but I soon realized that it was odd that it always happened at two o'clock in the morning. I tried going to the living room from my bedroom at the edge of the second floor. And the sounds would stop. I thought, ''"Maybe it's coming from up above,"'' and went to check the atelier on the third floor. But there was nothing that could be the source of the sounds. I'd planned to eventually organize it to look more stylish, but at the moment it was a bare environment, housing just my desk and a bookshelf. I looked around but all the windows were shut, so there was nothing to make the sounds. After that, I moved to check the toilet and the bath. But I couldn't find anything that could be connected to the sounds there either. So I thought, ''"Maybe I'm just hearing things,"'' and went back to sleep. But the sounds started up again. They squeaked like the sound of old wood groaning. I could also hear the sound of something scraping. Not like a cat or a mouse, but an eerie kind of sound, like something trying to crawl out of somewhere dark after having been tormented for a long time.
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When I was sleeping at night, I heard these sounds ring out from somewhere. Creaking sounds of an old door desperately trying to be opened. At first, I thought there was something wrong with the building, but it was odd that it only happened around two o'clock in the morning. I tried going out from the Japanese-style room in the corner of the second floor, which I had used as a bedroom, into the living room. Thereupon, the noise stopped. I thought, ''"Maybe it's coming from up above,"'' and went upstairs to check the atelier on the third floor. But there was nothing there that could be the source of the sounds. I'd planned to eventually organize it to look more stylish, but at the moment it was a bleak room, housing nothing more than my desk and a bookshelf. I looked around, but all the windows were shut, and there was nothing that could make a sound. After that, I moved to check the toilet and the bath. But I couldn't find anything that could be connected to the sounds there either. I thought it was just my imagination, and was about to go back to bed, when it happened. The sounds started up again. A creaking noise, like the sound of old wood grating. I could also hear the sound of something scratching. It wasn't a mouse or a cat or anything like that. It was an eerie kind of sound, like something trying to crawl out of some dark place after having been tormented for many years.
   
Eventually, those sounds stopped seemingly echoing throughout the house and started to feel like it seeped through the air and around my ears. As a result, I began keeping the lights on throughout the house and using earplugs when sleeping. However, the problem stopped being just sounds.
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Gradually, the sounds seemed to stop echoing throughout the house and started to feel like they were seeping out of a space right next to my ears. From that day onwards, I kept all the lights in the house turned on, and shoved in earplugs whenever I slept, but the problem was no longer just about the sound.
   
 
It was about two weeks ago.
 
It was about two weeks ago.
   
I found something decisive.
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I found something definitive.
   
I found "6" carved with something sharp into the wall of the landing of the stairs.
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I found a "7" ("") carved with something sharp on the wall of the staircase landing.
   
I immediately checked the doors and windows around the house. However, there was no sign that someone had entered. I was probably quite terrified. It was a pretty big engraving, but I forced myself to think I had just never noticed it before then. A few days later, though, I found a "5" near the bathtub. Something sharp had carved it into the window sill. A week ago from the present time, I found "4" near the toilet, and even a laidback person like myself had to believe it.
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I immediately checked to make sure the doors and windows around the house were locked. But there was no sign that anyone had entered, and I was extremely terrified back then. It was a pretty big engraving, but I forced myself to think that I just hadn't noticed it before. However, a few days later, I found a "6" ("六") near the bathtub. It had indeed been carved by something sharp onto the wooden frame of the window. And then— it happened a week ago. I found the number "5" ("") near the toilet, and even the most optimistic part of me was convinced.
   
 
Something was in this house.
 
Something was in this house.
   
Moreover, it was doing some sort of countdown.
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And that this… was some sort of countdown.
   
I immediately left the house. I couldn't live in it anymore. I hadn't made any close friends yet at university, so I lived in karaoke spots and net cafes for several days. I couldn't talk about this to anyone. I didn't know any monks, nor any mediums. Then I realized. Right, the people from "Ikaigabuchi<ref>Literally "Abyss of the Spirit World."</ref>" would be perfect for discussing this with. The colleagues of mine who were also into the occult world may believe me.
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I immediately flew out of the house; I couldn't live in a place like this any longer. I hadn't made any close friends at university yet, so I lived in karaoke spots and net cafes for several days straight. I couldn't talk about something like this to anyone. I didn't know any priests, nor any mediums. It was then that I realized. Right, the people from "Ikaigabuchi<ref>Literally "Abyss of the Spirit World."</ref>" would be perfect for discussing this with. Like-minded people who, like me, were fascinated by the deep world of the occult; They might believe me.
   
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And having said all that—
And so—
 
   
It seems they aren't suspicious people at all.
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They definitely weren't suspicious people at all.
   
 
"No, 'we' are plenty suspicious."
 
"No, 'we' are plenty suspicious."
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"...Huh?" I recoiled at the sudden voice from above.
 
"...Huh?" I recoiled at the sudden voice from above.
   
When I looked up, I saw "Karasu-san's" white face. She waved her hand to me.
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I turned back to see "Karasu-san's" white face, waving her hand at me.
   
 
"Sup, Nagi-kun."
 
"Sup, Nagi-kun."
   
"K-Karasu-san. When did you get here?"
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"K-Karasu-san. How long have you been there?"
   
 
I checked the time on my cell phone.
 
I checked the time on my cell phone.
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It was ten-thirty at night. There were still thirty minutes remaining until the offline meeting began.
 
It was ten-thirty at night. There were still thirty minutes remaining until the offline meeting began.
   
"Right around when you started explaining 'The Wish-fulfilling House' to your mother."
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"Right around the time you started explaining 'The Wish-fulfilling House' to your mother."
   
"...That's basically when I started," I complained, as I grumpily placed my stationery back in my bag.
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"...That's basically from the beginning," I complained, as I hastily shoved my stationery back into my bag.
   
 
"Sorry, my bad. But you know, peeping is, like, our thing, right?" said Karasu-san as she displayed a cutesy smile.
 
"Sorry, my bad. But you know, peeping is, like, our thing, right?" said Karasu-san as she displayed a cutesy smile.
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This was a family restaurant near Itsukaichi-kaido Avenue.
 
This was a family restaurant near Itsukaichi-kaido Avenue.
   
We were going to have an emergency offline meeting here with the members of an occult site I frequent. Of course, Karasu-san wasn't her real name. It was a handle that she used online. Just as I, Yamada Nagito, go by the name "Nagi" online, she went by "Karasu," meaning "Raven." This was the third time we'd met, but I still didn't know her real name. However, she was a regular visitor on the Ikaigabuchi site, and thus a veteran user in comparison to me, who'd only begun looking at the site this spring.
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We were going to have an emergency offline meeting here with the members of an occult site I frequent. And of course, Karasu-san wasn't her real name. It was a handle that she used online. Just as I, Nagito Yamada, go by the name "Nagi" online, she went by "Karasu," meaning "Raven." This was the third time we'd met, but I still didn't know her real name. However, she was a regular visitor on the Ikaigabuchi site, and thus a veteran of the occult in comparison to me, who'd only begun browsing the site in spring this year.
   
Her appearance was as usual. A purplish velvet dress that reached her ankles, and under that was just a black camisole, or rather, frankly putting it, her chest was almost completely bare. Her breasts looked like they would jump out at any time, which made looking at her awkward — however, this was her uniform of sorts.
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Her appearance was the same as always. She was dressed in a purplish velvet dress that reached down to her ankles, and under that was just a black camisole, which exposed her cleavage. Her breasts looked they would jump out at any time, which made looking at her awkward — however, this was her uniform of sorts.
   
"You're quite early, did you close up shop sooner than expected?" I asked, and in response,
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"You're quite early, did you close up shop sooner than expected?" I asked, and in response:
   
"Pretty much. Fortune-tellers don't have much to do when there are no customers," she said as she took off the traditional-looking coat she was wearing and sat down across from me. "But you know, to put it frankly," she looked at me as she twirled the shining skull-shaped accessory around her fingertips on her chest, "Your house probably has nothing to it."
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"Pretty much. Fortune-tellers don't have much to do when there are no customers," she said as she took off the shawl she was wearing and sat down across from me. "But you know, to put it frankly," she looked at me as she played with the shiny skull accessory on her chest, twirling it with her fingertips. "Your house probably has nothing to it."
   
 
"What?"
 
"What?"
   
"What was it umm, right, a schema."
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"What was it called— umm, right, right, a schema."
   
 
"Schema?"
 
"Schema?"
   
"A word used in cognitive science. If you keep believing you're scared of something, then you start seeing faces in the stains on the ceiling, that sort of thing. Because you were hearing squeaking every day, you began seeing numbers from scratches that were always there in your house."
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"It's a term from cognitive science, apparently. If you keep believing you're scared of something, then you start seeing faces in the stains on the ceiling, that sort of thing. The truth is that if you hear your house rattling every day, the scratches that were originally in the house to begin with start to look like numbers.
   
 
"...S-seriously?"
 
"...S-seriously?"
   
"Seriously seriously. I mean, you came to Tokyo by yourself from super rural-ness in Shizuoka, and this is the first time you're living alone, right? Furthermore, you're living in an old wooden house, so it's not too surprising. I used to live in a house that groaned and squeaked a lot, so I know how you feel. It's like the sound of plastic wrap, so it's pretty discomforting," so she said as she raised her hand to call the waitress and order a beer.
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"Seriously seriously. I mean, you came to Tokyo by yourself from the super rural-ness in Shizuoka, and this is the first time you're living alone, right? Furthermore, you're living alone in an old wooden house, so it's understandable. I used to live in a house that groaned and squeaked a lot, so I know how you feel. It's like the sound of plastic wrap, pretty creepy." She said that as she raised her hand to call the waitress and ordered a beer.
   
Wait, hold on a second. If this was just me being a wuss, then what was I supposed to say to the occult veterans that were coming to the offline meeting? Would I get banned from that wonderful site in just one night for being such an airhead?
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Wait, hold on a second. If this was just me being a wuss, then what was I supposed to say to the occult veterans that were coming to the offline meeting? Would I get banned from that wonderful site overnight for being such an airhead?
   
"Ahh, don't worry about it," she casually laughed. "We're a bunch of folks that love meeting up and sharing scary stories."
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"Ahh, don't worry about it," she laughed flippantly. "They're the kind of people who love to get together and talk about creepy stories to begin with.
   
"But is it going to be that simple? There were about ten people coming to this meeting."
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"But is it going to be that simple? Around ten or so people said they were gonna join today."
   
 
Thereupon, Karasu-san said "Huh?" and stared at me. "You haven't checked?"
 
Thereupon, Karasu-san said "Huh?" and stared at me. "You haven't checked?"
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"Checked what?"
 
"Checked what?"
   
"This meeting, I think over thirty people are showing up."
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“Today's participants, I think there are already more than 30.
   
 
...What?
 
...What?
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I hastily accessed the Ikaigabuchi offline meeting board through my cell phone.
 
I hastily accessed the Ikaigabuchi offline meeting board through my cell phone.
   
Thereupon opening the "The Wish-fulfilling House / Investigation Thread," I was taken aback.
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Thereupon, I opened the "The Wish-fulfilling House / Investigation Thread," and was astonished.
   
"You're right. Why'd the number suddenly skyrocket? Are that many people interested in 'The Wish-fulfilling House?'"
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"It really is true. Why'd the number suddenly skyrocket? Are people really ‘’that’’ interested in 'The Wish-fulfilling House?'"
   
"Unfortunately, not at all. See, even the regulars 'Suu-san' and 'Zippo-san' are coming to the meeting. They wouldn't move for some mere horror tale."
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"Unfortunately, that’s not it at all. You see, even the super regulars 'Suu-san' and 'Zippo-san' are also on the list of participants, aren't they? They wouldn't come for some mere ghost story."
   
''...Some mere horror tale.''
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''...Some mere ghost story, you say.''
   
She laughed at the expression I was making as she plucked the phone from my hand and played with it. She turned the screen to me. "This. The fourth poster, going by the name 'Yoishi.' I think this many people are showing up because this one announced their participation."
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She laughed at the expression I was making, plucked the phone from my hand and began to twiddle with it. Eventually, she turned the LCD screen towards me. "This person. The fourth poster, going by the name 'Yoishi.' I think this many people are showing up because this person announced their participation."
   
"Who is 'Yoishi'?"
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"Who is this 'Yoishi' person?"
   
"No idea," said Karasu-san with a grin as she pulled out a cigarette. She lit the cigarette using a worn, slender lighter, and after blowing out a puff of smoke, she quietly whispered, "Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later."
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"Who knows," Karasu-san grinned as she pulled out a cigarette. She lit the cigarette using a worn, thin-sized lighter, and after blowing out a puff of smoke, quietly whispered, "Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later."
   
 
"What?"
 
"What?"
   
"There's more. 'Yoishi isn't a living person,' 'Offline meetings they attend end in disaster,' and what else was there..."
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"There's more. 'Yoishi isn't a living person,' 'Offline meetings Yoishi attends end in disaster,' and what else was there..."
   
 
"W-what are you talking about?"
 
"W-what are you talking about?"
   
"Something like an urban legend that started being whispered about around Ikaigabuchi. Yet no one's actually met Yoishi. No one knows if Yoishi is some old man, or even their gender. However, everyone who attends a meeting they go to remains silent. The entire thread disappears. The participants stop going to Ikaigabuchi, or—"
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"Something like an urban legend that started being whispered around Ikaigabuchi. Even so, no one's actually met Yoishi. No one knows if Yoishi is some old man, or what their gender is. However, everyone who attends a meeting Yoishi goes to clams up. The entire thread disappears. The participants stop coming to Ikaigabuchi, or—"
   
 
"Or?"
 
"Or?"
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''"They die."''
 
''"They die."''
   
Her low whisper felt like ice-cold water splashing down the back of my neck. As for her, Karasu-san was happily receiving her shiny cup of beer, exclaiming "Woah, delicious!" in a lackadaisical tone.
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Her low whisper felt like I was being doused with cold water from my neck down my spine. On the other hand, Karasu-san was happily receiving her shiny cup of beer, exclaiming "Woah, delicious!" in a lackadaisical tone.
   
 
"But those...those are just rumors, right?" I asked, and she replied "That's right", while laughing.
 
"But those...those are just rumors, right?" I asked, and she replied "That's right", while laughing.
   
"So, basically, even if 'The Wish-fulfilling House' is a miss, there's hope that 'Yoishi' pops up, so everyone's gathering for the hell of it. Thus you have no reason to fret," she said. Even so, I had some pretty mixed feelings.
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"So, basically, even if 'The Wish-fulfilling House' is a miss, there's hope that 'Yoishi' pops up, everyone gathering today is looking forward to that. So you have no reason to fret," she said, but even so, I had some pretty mixed feelings.
   
Until now, until today, I trembled with fear alone, unable to go back home. I suggested today's offline meeting in the hopes of getting the opinions from the veterans of Ikaigabuchi. Having the story blown off immediately as my misunderstanding wasn't enough to quell my fears.
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Until now, and until today, I trembled with fear alone, unable to go back home. That’s why I went to the trouble of organizing today's offline meeting, in the hopes of hearing the opinions from the veterans of Ikaigabuchi. Having the story blown off immediately as my misunderstanding wasn't enough to make me go, ‘Ah, so that’s what it was’, and quell my fears.
   
 
"But — if Yoishi has gotten interested, might 'The Wish-fulfilling House' be the real deal?"
 
"But — if Yoishi has gotten interested, might 'The Wish-fulfilling House' be the real deal?"
   
"Who knows...I'm just interested in seeing how Yoishi-kun's appearance changes a horror story that doesn't interest me into something eerier."
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"Who knows...I'm just interested in seeing how Yoishi-kun's appearance turns a horror story that doesn't interest me into something eerier."
   
''...Doesn't interest'' her...
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...''Doesn't interest her''...
   
"If it's still bothering you, Ikaigabuchi has a page for investigating haunted areas. You can request an investigation. Although I still think you'll just end up being laughed at," she laughed as she quickly finished her beer.
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"If it's still bothering you, Ikaigabuchi has a page for investigating haunted areas. You can request an investigation on there. Although I still think you'll just end up being laughed at," she laughed as she finished gulping down her beer in the blink of any eye.
   
Indeed, the Ikaigabuchi site did routinely check out haunted areas around the country regardless of fame.
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Indeed, the occult website I often frequent, Ikaigabuchi, did conduct on-the-spot investigations of haunted places across the country, both famous and unknown.
   
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After an investigation, the haunted spots were rated on a four-point scale from A to D, with A being the most dangerous. This rating was quite unique, in that even famed areas such as Taira no Masakado's Grave<ref>Taira no Masakado — Japanese commander and politician of the first half of the 10th century, one of the organizers of the uprising of 935-941. The myth holds that when Masakado’s decapitated head was on display near a river bank in Kyoto, it opened its eyes and kept grinding its teeth, not showing any signs of decomposition. When plague broke out in Tokyo nearly 400 years later, it was also attributed to the vengeful spirit of Masakado. According to legend, the head is buried in a small shrine in the Otemachi, Tokyo and disrespect for the grave is punishable by a curse. https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/taira-no-masakados-grave</ref> and Oiwainaritamiya Shrine<ref>Oiwa-Inari Tamiya shrine is located at the Shinjuku district in Tokyo. This place was once home of Oiwa and Tamiya Iemon, protagonists of Yotsuya Kaidan, the famous Japanese ghost story of betrayal, murder, and revenge. [https://media.magical-trip.com/many-related-ghost-story-sightseeing-spots-japanese-kaidan-ghost-story-yotsuya-kaidan-story-oiwa-tamiya-iemon Read more]/</ref> were jointly given a D-rank by Ikaigabuchi — In other words, they were rated as having the lowest level of danger. Supposedly, it was because those areas had become a place where ghosts and humans were "segregated" on the basis of mutual respect.
After an investigation, haunted areas were graded on a scale of A to D, with A being called the most dangerous of spots. This rating was quite unique, in that even famed areas such as
 
Taira no Masakado's Grave<ref>Taira no Masakado — Japanese commander and politician of the first half of the 10th century, one of the organizers of the uprising of 935-941. The myth holds that when Masakado’s decapitated head was on display near a river bank in Kyoto, it opened its eyes and kept grinding its teeth, not showing a sign of decomposition. When plague broke out in Tokyo nearly 400 years later, it was also attributed to the vengeful spirit of Masakado. According to legend, the head is buried in a small shrine in the Otemachi, Tokyo and disrespect for the grave is punishable by a curse. https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/taira-no-masakados-grave</ref> and Oiwainaritamiya Shrine<ref>Oiwa-Inari Tamiya shrine is located at the Shinjuku district in Tokyo. This place was once home of Oiwa and Tamiya Iemon, protagonists of Yotsuya Kaidan, the famous Japanese ghost story of betrayal, murder, and revenge. [https://media.magical-trip.com/many-related-ghost-story-sightseeing-spots-japanese-kaidan-ghost-story-yotsuya-kaidan-story-oiwa-tamiya-iemon Read more]/</ref> were given a D-rank by Ikaigabuchi — in other words, they were rated as the lowest level of danger. Supposedly, it was because it had become an area that was "evenly split," as humans and ghosts treated each other with respect.
 
   
On the other hand, places given an A-rank were often unknown to the common populace. Places such as crime scenes that involved murders brought forth by thick emotions such as infatuation and jealousy, isolated locales of death by seniors who maintained fanatic delusions, and so on and so forth. They say those places serve as lightning rods for souls that resent the current world, souls that had lost their personalities and simply became clumps of malicious intent, far beyond saving.
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On the other hand, places given an A-rank were often unknown to the general public. Places such as crime scenes that involved murders brought forth by ugly emotions such as infatuation and jealousy, or at the site of an elderly person’s lonely death, who spread their fanatical delusions until the moment of their death. They say that those places serve as lightning rods for souls that resent this world, souls that have lost their personalities and simply became a mass of resentment, who exert an inescapable malice towards those that approach them.
   
 
As I thought such things, Karasu-san had begun peering intently at my face. "Hey, Nagi-kun."
 
As I thought such things, Karasu-san had begun peering intently at my face. "Hey, Nagi-kun."
   
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"Yes?”
"What's up?"
 
   
"You have the mark of a meeting."
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"You have the sign of a meeting."
   
 
"What?"
 
"What?"
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...Seriously?
 
...Seriously?
   
My expression loosened at her words.
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My expression relaxed at hearing those words.
   
"Can you tell me a little more?"
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"Could you please elaborate a little more?"
   
"Hmm..." she began playing with the realistic skull-shaped accessory near her chest as she continued. "How should I put it...it's a very dense meeting. Like two souls, previously split, are reuniting... But—" she said, seemingly looking through me and to a different world. "It's hard to say if meeting this girl will actually result in happiness for you."
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"Hmm..." She began playing with the realistic skull-shaped accessory near her chest as she continued. "How should I put it...it's a very intense encounter. Like two split souls are reuniting... But—" she declared with a look that seemed to see right through me to some other world. "It's hard to say if meeting this girl will actually result in happiness for you."
   
"What's that?"
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"What do you mean?"
   
"And furthermore... Huh? Wait, isn't she dead?"
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"And furthermore... Huh? Wait, isn't she already dead?"
   
 
......Hey!
 
......Hey!
   
Isn't that like being possessed?
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Isn’t that like being possessed or something?
   
You've gotta be kidding me, I thought, but I also remembered that she would tell me such ominous things every time we met. Previously, she'd told me I would have luck with bicycles, and then I got hit by a mama-cycle on the way back home. Another time she told me I would have golden luck and was happy about it, then I stepped on a gold-colored thumbtack at home. In other words, she was very good at presenting unfortunate things in a way that you can't tell is unfortunate, which is an important skill for a fortune-teller, I suppose.
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You've gotta be kidding me, I thought, but I also remembered that she would tell me such ominous things every time we met. Previously, she'd told me I would have luck with bicycles, and then I got hit from behind by a mama-cycle on the way back home. Another time she told me I would have golden luck and I was happy about it, then I stepped on a gold-colored thumbtack at home. In other words, she has a subtle skill as a fortune-teller, conveying people's unhappiness in a way that does not make them feel unhappy.
   
"You know, Karasu-san, if you're a fortune-teller, shouldn't you also tell people how to avoid misfortune?" I asked.
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"You know, Karasu-san, if you're a fortune-teller, shouldn't you also teach people how to avoid misfortune?" I asked.
   
"But it's up to the person whether to think of something as unfortunate," she said, and stuck out her tongue in a cutesy way, then shouted to the employee passing by, "Another beer, please!"
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"Well, It's up to the individual to decide whether they consider misfortune to be misfortune." she said, and stuck out her tongue in a cutesy way, then shouted to the employee passing by, "Another beer, please!"
   
As I sat there watching over her in a vexed manner, the door chime sounded repeatedly, suspicious-looking people filing in one after another. Seeing as they were coming over after noticing Karasu-san, I deduced they were people attending the offline meeting.
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As I sat there, watching over her in a vexed manner, the chime at the entrance rang in rapid succession, and one after another, suspicious-looking people entered. Seeing as they were coming over after recognizing Karasu-san, I deduced they were people attending the offline meeting.
   
"What's up Karasu-san, as beautiful as ever."
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"Hello, hello, Karasu-san, you look as beautiful as ever."
   
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"Maru-san, it's been a long time."
"Long time no see to you too, Maru-san."
 
   
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"It's exciting, isn't it?"
"I'm so excited."
 
   
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"The cruel tricks of our fortunes, that we should meet."
"We have such karmic dispositions, you and I."
 
   
As such conversations continued, my seat in the back of the family restaurant slowly became surrounded by activity. Every now and then I would see a familiar face, but most I had never seen before. I'd actively been participating in offline meetings in Tokyo, and since I continued seeing new faces en masse each time, I realized how deep the world of the occult was.
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As such conversations unfolded, the seats at the far back of the family restaurant, where I was stationed, gradually became more and more crowded. I recognized a few faces among the increasing number of people, but the vast majority of them were strangers. I'd been actively participating in the offline meetings in Tokyo, but I have to say that the world of the occult is really deep when you see new faces en masse every time.
   
Just after eleven, the group that had gathered at the back of the family restaurant, with the odd interest, had passed thirty. Well, I'd picked the family restaurant figuring there'd be only ten, so this was a pretty big transgression. The looks from the waitresses passing awkward smiles at me hurt.
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Just past eleven o’clock, the group of people with bizarre tastes gathered at the back of the family restaurant, finally exceeded thirty people. Well, I'd picked the family restaurant figuring there'd be only ten people, so this was a pretty big transgression. The looks from the waitresses passing awkward smiles at me hurt.
   
"Are there any more coming?" I quietly asked Karasu-san, who was engaging in small talk with the other attendees, and she responded,
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"Are there any more coming?" I quietly asked Karasu-san, who was engaging in small talk with the other attendees, and she responded with her cheeks slightly reddened, "It's way too late to ask that now."
   
"It's way too late to ask that now," a bit blushed. "There are a bunch of people who show up without saying anything, so there'll probably be a few more."
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"There are a bunch of people who show up without registering, so there'll probably be a few more."
   
"That's problematic."
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"Won’t that be problematic?"
   
"This might scare away 'Yoishi,' too," she commented lightly, but—
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"This might scare away 'Yoishi' too," she commented cheerfully, but—
   
This really might be troublesome.
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This might be a bit troublesome.
   
 
 
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As expected, not even an hour passed before the conversation blew past "The Wish-fulfilling House."
 
As expected, not even an hour passed before the conversation blew past "The Wish-fulfilling House."
   
The countless occult veterans crammed into the family restaurant, each looked around at each other, frantically searching for the accursed "Yoishi."
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The countless occult veterans crammed into the family restaurant all looked around at each other, frantically searching for the accursed "Yoishi."
   
"Alright, I propose we each go around and introduce ourselves!" said the middle-aged man going by the handle "Professor" with a blushed face.
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"Alright, I propose we do one round of introductions now!" The middle-aged man going by the handle "Professor" suggested as such, his face was already red.
   
Seeing empty beer mugs scattered around his table revealed how drunk he was. And then, in response, the others chanted "Let's do it! Let's do it!" and one by one people stood up and gave greetings. At least half the participants were getting quite drunk, so the atmosphere began to feel less like occult maniacs and more like a full-on drinking party.
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Judging by the number of empty beer mugs lying on the table, he seems to be quite the drinker. The chorus of "Let's do it! Let's do it!" began in response, and soon each person stood up one by one and began to speak. At least half the participants were already quite drunk, so the atmosphere began to feel less like a gathering of occult enthusiasts and more like a full-on drinking party.
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"Me first! I'm Professor! My field of occult specialty is in the ethnography of forgotten cultures!"
   
"Me first! I'm Professor! My field of occult specialty are stories from people abandoned in history!"
 
 
"Me second! I'm Usagi. I love folklore about Ryoumen-sukuna-sama!<ref>A specter said to have appeared in ancient times, named after his two faces on the front and back of his head (Ryoumen in Japanese meaning both sides), you can read more in-depth about him here: https://japanese-wiki-corpus.github.io/literature/Ryomen-sukuna.html</ref>"
 
"Me second! I'm Usagi. I love folklore about Ryoumen-sukuna-sama!<ref>A specter said to have appeared in ancient times, named after his two faces on the front and back of his head (Ryoumen in Japanese meaning both sides), you can read more in-depth about him here: https://japanese-wiki-corpus.github.io/literature/Ryomen-sukuna.html</ref>"
"Me third! I'm Harley! I get excited by stuff related to OOPArts! I'm currently researching the Voynich manuscript!"
 
   
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"Me third! I'm Harley! I get excited by stuff related to OOPArts! Among other things, I'm currently researching the Voynich manuscript!"
What're they going first, second, and third for? And why are Usagi and Harley both jumping on the wagon?
 
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What're they going first, second, and third for? And why are Usagi-san and Harley-san both jumping on the bandwagon?
   
The occult maniacs, who were more playful than necessary, began self-introducing one by one. Incredibly loudly. I alone seemed to be taking the brunt of the customers' glares from the rest of the restaurant.
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The occult maniacs, who were more playful than necessary, began to introduce themselves one by one. And they did so in a ridiculously boisterous way. I alone, seemed to receive the sharp, reproachful glares from customers all over the shop.
   
 
"Me seventh, I'm Karasu!"
 
"Me seventh, I'm Karasu!"
   
When she energetically rose from her seat, a particularly extra loud round of applause arose, and when she started reciprocating the affection, I completely gave up on discussing the house. Come to think of it, it could be said that every offline meeting for Ikaigabuchi turns out this way, so it's like a feature of the site.
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When she energetically rose from her seat, she was greeted with a particularly loud round of applause, and when she started reciprocating the affection, I completely gave up on discussing the house. Come to think of it, every offline meeting ended up like this, it was uncharacteristic for an occult website like Ikaigabuchi.
   
 
"Go on, Nagi-kun. It's your turn next," urged by Karasu-san, I begrudgingly stood up. "Umm... Eighth. I'm Nagi. I'm a university student."
 
"Go on, Nagi-kun. It's your turn next," urged by Karasu-san, I begrudgingly stood up. "Umm... Eighth. I'm Nagi. I'm a university student."
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"What type of occult do you like?"
 
"What type of occult do you like?"
   
"Uhh, I like anything related to mysterious stories...but right now I'm interested in things related to ghosts."
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"Uhh, I love all kinds of mysterious stories...but right now I'm interested in things related to ghosts."
   
When I responded lightly to a question that had been flung at me, people began shouting "Too stiff too stiff!" "You haven't drunk enough!" and someone voluntarily ordered a beer for me. Man, I'm still 18. I'm underage. I can't drink.
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When I answered half-heartedly to the question that had been flung at me, people began shouting "Too stiff, too stiff!" "You haven't drunk enough!" and someone ordered a beer for me without even asking me. Man, I'm still 18. I'm underage, I can't drink.
   
"It's fine, it's fine. I'll drink it. Just act like you're drinking and they'll be happy," laughed Karasu-san as she smacked my butt with her palm after noting my expression.
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"It's fine, it's fine. I'll drink it. Just act like you're drinking and they'll be satisfied," laughed Karasu-san as she smacked my butt with her palm after noting my expression.
   
Well, in any case, the thirty or so people introduced themselves in this fashion—
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Well, in any case, that’s how the thirty or so people introduced themselves in one round—
   
 
And in conclusion:
 
And in conclusion:
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There was no one here who went by the handle of Yoishi.
 
There was no one here who went by the handle of Yoishi.
   
"Huh, so they didn't show up."
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"What? So they didn't show up?"
"I showed up just to see Yoishi."
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"I showed up just to meet Yoishi."
"Is anyone faking their handle?" said people one by one, but given that most had never seen each other and that offline meetings weren't particularly rare, it was hard to figure if anyone was lying.
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"Is anyone faking their handle?" Such voices arose one after another, but in the special space of an offline meeting, where it was not unusual for people to meet each other for the first time, it was hard to figure out if anyone was lying.
   
"Well, since we've all gathered, can we discuss what 'The Wish-fulfilling House' is—" I began, but "Suu-san" spoke over me,
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"Well, since we've all gathered, can we discuss what 'The Wish-fulfilling House' is—" I began to speak, but "Suu-san" cut me off,
   
"I think," he was an old veteran of Ikaigabuchi who managed a liquor store and liked collecting things like the arms of tengu and the shell of kappa, if I remember correctly, "Yoishi might be a different handle of Krishna-san."
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“Here’s what I think," As I recall, he was an old veteran of Ikaigabuchi who managed a liquor store and liked collecting things like the arms of tengu and the shells of kappa, "Yoishi might be a different handle of Krishna-san."
   
 
I was listening with a sigh, but I reacted to that famous name.
 
I was listening with a sigh, but I reacted to that famous name.
   
"Hmm, that would make sense," someone responded.
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"I see. That would make a lot of sense." Replied someone.
   
"If we summarize the rumors involving Yoishi — umm, 'if you get involved with Yoishi you'll have terrible consequences,' 'Yoishi isn't a living person,' 'Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later.' Something like that? But we've never heard any specifics of someone dying, and maybe certain threads were disappearing because Krishna-san was secretly joining the horror area investigations? That's what I think, anyway."
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"If we summarize the rumors involving Yoishi — umm, 'If you get involved with Yoishi you'll meet a terrible end,' 'Yoishi isn't a living person,' 'Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later.' Things like that? But we've never heard any concrete news of someone dying, and maybe certain threads disappeared from the forum because Krishna-san used an alt account to participate and register haunted places that needed to be investigated, That's what I think, anyway."
   
''I see,'' even nodded Karasu-san.
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''I see,'' nodded Karasu-san in agreement.
   
"These days Krishna-chan hasn't been showing up as well, so that'd make sense."
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"Krishna hasn't been showing up as well lately, so that'd make sense."
   
"W-wait please," I chimed in. "Krishna-san, as in the administrator of Ikaigabuchi, Krishna-san? Everyone's met them?"
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"W-wait please," I interjected. "Krishna-san, as in the administrator of Ikaigabuchi, Krishna-san? Everyone's met them?"
   
"Met them, or rather, they've always shown up to meetings before."
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"We have met them, or rather, they've always shown up to meetings before."
   
 
"But they're not here today?"
 
"But they're not here today?"
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"You want to meet them?"
 
"You want to meet them?"
   
"Of course."
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"Yes, of course."
   
In the first place, the reason I became interested in the Ikaigabuchi site was that the person named Krishna was so fascinating to me. Of course, part of it was that I was interested in the occult from the start, but there was a different sort of attraction with Ikaigabuchi.
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In the first place, the reason I became interested in the Ikaigabuchi site was because the person named Krishna was so fascinating to me. Of course, part of it was that I was interested in the occult from the start, but Ikaigabuchi clearly held an attraction that was different from other occult sites.
   
That was apparent, for instance, by looking at the odd words at the top of the page, "Things that bother people also bother ghosts." By nature, Ikaigabuchi was a site intended to soothe matters between people and ghosts. Most people can't see ghosts. That's why, regardless of our lack of ill intent, we probably bother ghosts more than they do us was a perspective that was both fresh and unique. And as I read articles about renowned horror areas on Ikaigabuchi, my conviction deepened. Each article was filled with care toward ghosts, taking care to show respect toward both the living and the dead.
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That was apparent, for instance, when looking at the odd sentence prominently displayed on the home page, "Things that bother people also bother ghosts." Ikaigabuchi was originally established as a site to promote the separation of ghosts and people. Most people can't see ghosts. That's why, regardless of whether we mean well or not, we probably bother ghosts more than they do us, it was a perspective that was both fresh and unique. And as I read articles about renowned haunted spots on Ikaigabuchi, my conviction deepened. Each article was filled with care towards ghosts, and at the same time, never forgot to show respect towards both the living and the dead.
   
''"I've always wondered. Why are people always afraid of ghosts? Perhaps some ghosts play tricks on people, while other ghosts say come on, stop it, and step in to intervene, yet no one ever thinks of the latter possibility. Maybe a certain amount of order is maintained by ghosts, and that is why the vast majority of people live without ever being bothered by the supernatural."''
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''"I've always wondered: Why are people always afraid of ghosts? Perhaps some ghosts play tricks on people, while other ghosts say, 'Come on, stop it,' and step in to intervene, yet no one ever thinks of the latter possibility. Maybe a certain amount of order is maintained by good spirits, and that is why the vast majority of people live their lives without ever being threatened by ghosts."''
   
That paragraph in particular struck a chord with me.
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That paragraph in particular, struck a chord with me.
   
Those words moved me when I had just arrived in Tokyo and hadn't met anyone I could call a friend. I realized more than ever that people were connected to others through candor. It gave me the courage necessary to think that I could make do in Tokyo, where it's said that people's relationships with others are often weak and diluted; where people try to avoid needless interaction with others as much as possible. That was actually why I began participating on the site.
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Those words hit me hard, as I had just arrived in Tokyo and hadn't met anyone I could call a friend. I realized more than ever that people were connected to others through sincerity. It gave me the courage necessary to think that I could make it in Tokyo, where it's said that people's relationships with others is tenuous, where people try to avoid needless interaction with others as much as possible. I was encouraged by that. That was when I actually began participating on the site.
   
I became attracted to the person named Krishna by their daily updates of the mysterious. Their deep, yet wide-ranging knowledge of the occult. Their in-depth and cool writing style. The truth that could be felt from each and every word. They were packed with things that my soul needed right then and the things that I lacked. I'd gotten to the point where I felt like Krishna-san had become like my older brother or my father in Tokyo.
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As I read the daily updates of bizarre articles, I became more and more fascinated by this Krishna person. Their deep, yet wide-ranging knowledge of the occult. Their logical and elegant writing style. The sincerity that could be felt in every written word. They were packed with things that my soul lacked and things that I truly needed right now. Before I’d realized, I had come to think of Krishna-san as my brother and father in Tokyo.
   
And if I could—
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And if I could make a wish—
   
I wanted Krishna-san to investigate "The Wish-fulfilling House" themselves.
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I wanted Krishna-san to personally investigate "The Wish-fulfilling House" themselves.
   
 
"H-h-how old is Krishna-san? What kind of person are they?"
 
"H-h-how old is Krishna-san? What kind of person are they?"
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"Nagi-kun, you're stuttering." "Calm down." "Here, have a drink."
 
"Nagi-kun, you're stuttering." "Calm down." "Here, have a drink."
   
Undeterred by the interruptions of Suu-san and the others, I rephrased my question. "Please, tell me. How could I meet them?"
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Undeterred by the interruptions of Suu-san and the others, I rephrased my question.
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"Please, tell me. How could I meet them?"
   
However, the response to my question was awkward silence by the thirty.
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However, my question was met with an awkward silence from the group of thirty people.
   
"I think they won't show up at an offline meeting again."
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"I don’t think they’ll show up to an offline meeting again."
   
 
"Why?"
 
"Why?"
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"Some things?"
 
"Some things?"
   
"Well, we'll see. Maybe you'll get the chance to find out about it one day. Leave it be for now."
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"Well, you’ll see. I’m sure you'll get the chance to find out sooner or later. But for now, leave it be."
   
 
I only received vague responses like that.
 
I only received vague responses like that.
   
What broke the silence at the family restaurant was Zippo-san, who I think worked as a programmer.
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The brief silence in the family restaurant was broken by Zippo-san, who I think worked as a programmer.
   
"Um...I oppose that opinion."
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"Um... I disagree with that opinion."
   
"That opinion?" asked Karasu-san, and Zippo-san pushed his thick glasses up and slowly answered,
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"That opinion?" In response to Karasu-san’s question, Zippo-san pushed up his thick glasses and answered nervously:
   
"That Yoishi and Krishna-san are the same person. That theory."
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"Um… The theory that Yoishi and Krishna-san are the same person."
   
 
"What do you mean?"
 
"What do you mean?"
   
"As a matter of fact, I know of an acquaintance who's met Yoishi at an offline meeting."
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"To tell you the truth, I know of an acquaintance who met Yoishi at an offline meeting."
   
"Really?" the gathering immediately rose in unison.
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"Really?" the entire gathering was suddenly excited.
   
"What are they like!?" "How old?" "Guy? Girl?" "Which offline?" they all asked, and Zippo-san quietly answered,
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"What were they like!?" "How old?" "Guy? Girl?" "Which offline meeting?" They all asked in unison, and Zippo-san quietly answered:
   
 
"The offline meeting was for the investigation of an abandoned hospital in the Tama prefecture, about half a year ago."
 
"The offline meeting was for the investigation of an abandoned hospital in the Tama prefecture, about half a year ago."
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"Umm, well...I don't know."
 
"Umm, well...I don't know."
   
"You don't know?" Karasu-san asked, and Zippo-san swallowed once before answering,
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"You don't know? How come?" Karasu-san asked, and Zippo-san gulped once before answering:
   
 
"Because the guy's hospitalized."
 
"Because the guy's hospitalized."
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"Hospitalized?"
 
"Hospitalized?"
   
"Psychiatric Ward," and with those words, the once-bustling crowd once again fell to a deathly silence.
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"Psychiatric Ward," Hearing that, the lively crowd once again fell to a deathly silence.
   
It was as if something heavy and grim hung overhead the seats that caused us to say no more words.
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Everyone fell silent as if something heavy and grim overshadowed the excited crowd in their seats.
   
"Hospitalized in a psychiatric ward you say. Is that Yoishi's fault?" asked Suu-san, and Zippo-san slowly shook his head.
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"Hospitalized in a psychiatric ward? Is that Yoishi's fault?" asked Suu-san, and Zippo-san slowly shook his head.
   
"I don't know. But even after regaining consciousness, all he mumbled was 'Yoishi.' That's why I came to this meeting because if Yoishi did too, I wanted to ask them, what happened at that offline meeting?"
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"I don't know. But even after regaining consciousness, the only word he ever mumbled was 'Yoishi.' That's why I came to this meeting today, to ask Yoishi what the hell happened that day in the offline meeting."
   
Everyone fell silent once Zippo-san stopped speaking.
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Everyone fell silent for a while once Zippo-san stopped speaking.
   
The family restaurant once again filled with stories of Yoishi. "Come to think of it," was the type of statement preceding conversations as one after another, tales of Yoishi emerged from no one in particular.
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From then on, the family restaurant was once again filled with stories of Yoishi. "Come to think of it," was the type of statement preceding conversations as tales of Yoishi emerged one after the other, as if being unconsciously recalled by those present.
   
If I were to summarize such topics—
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If I were to summarize those stories—
   
It seemed "Yoishi" infrequently appeared on the Ikaigabuchi forum. Their appearance was not common, but whenever they showed up, they would post in almost every thread, providing opinions on everything, regardless of how maniacal the topic. Given the time of appearance, Yoishi could be imagined as an occult maniac that sat in front of a computer almost twenty-four hours a day. They had knowledge of the supernatural to rival Krishna-san, but their posts showed no signs of sharing the love for ghosts that defined Krishna-san. If anything, they could be described as more creepy — as if a dead person had eerily joined the internet.
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It seemed "Yoishi" was someone who appeared very rarely on the Ikaigabuchi forum. They rarely posted, but when they did, they would post on threads on almost any topic, and give accurate commentaries on even the most maniacal of topics. Taking into account the variable times of their posts, Yoishi was thought to have been an occult maniac that sat in front of a computer almost twenty-four hours a day. They had knowledge of the supernatural that rivaled that of Krishna-san, but their posts showed no signs of sharing the love for ghosts that defined Krishna-san. If anything, they could be described as creepy — a creepiness that felt as if a dead person had blended into the internet.
   
"Maybe the rumors that Yoishi isn't a living person might be true after all," mumbled Jersey-san, who said he was a writer for a magazine. "Remember that thread that popped up some time ago, 'I'm a ghost, do you have any questions?'"
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"Maybe there's some truth to the rumor that Yoishi isn't a living person after all," mumbled Jersey-san, who said he was a writer for a magazine. "Remember that thread that popped up on the net a while ago, 'I'm a ghost, do you have any questions?'"
   
"Ahh, the one where IP traces, PC, and host searches all came up empty, so people wondered whether it was actually real?"
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"Ahh, you mean the one that was talked about as being the real thing? Even after running an IP search, the PC and host were unknown."
   
"I'm of the opinion that ethereal forms have good synergy with computers and digital equipment. Because, you know, brainwaves are weak electrical signals as well."
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"In my opinion, ethereal forms have good affinity with computers and other digital equipment. Because, you see, brain function is also driven by weak electrical signals."
   
"You do hear a lot of tales of ghosts writing online."
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"You do hear a lot of stories like that about ghosts posting on the internet."
   
"Then, that Yoishi—" mumbled Suu-san, in a summarizing way. "We can't see them, but — maybe they are already here?"
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"Then, that Yoishi—" mumbled Suu-san in summary. "We can't see them, but — maybe they are already here?"
   
 
Those words sent a shiver down my spine.
 
Those words sent a shiver down my spine.
   
I looked around the brightly-lit store.
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I quietly looked around the brightly-lit restaurant.
   
 
It wasn't just me, it seemed like everyone had felt something cold.
 
It wasn't just me, it seemed like everyone had felt something cold.
   
After that, the gathering seemed to collectively decide to avoid talking about ghosts. Gradually, seats became arranged by topic as people broke off into their areas of interest.
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After that, the gathering became somewhat reserved on the topic of ghosts. Gradually, seats became arranged by topic as people broke off into their areas of interest.
   
As the host of the offline meeting, I wanted to bring it back to the original topic, but I was certain no one remembered anything about my house. Furthermore, Suu-san was telling fascinating, scary stories, and that was too interesting to pass up. A box bought from an antique store that could not be opened, paper money found behind a painting on a hotel wall, a smiling little girl who often spoke to a doll — each provided entertainment that could leave you sleepless when alone at night.
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As the organizer of today’s offline meeting, I wanted to bring it back to the original topic, but I was certain no one remembered anything anymore about my house. In addition, the creepy stories that Suu-san sitting next to me was telling were just too interesting. A story about a box found in an antique store that could not be opened, a talisman found behind a painting on a hotel wall, a woman‘s cackling laughter while speaking to a doll — each provided enough entertainment to leave you sleepless when alone at night.
   
Everyone forgot about the time as they enjoyed the endless flow of occult discussions—
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Everyone lost track of time as they enjoyed the endless flow of occult discussions—
   
 
And at around one o'clock in the morning, the offline meeting dispersed.
 
And at around one o'clock in the morning, the offline meeting dispersed.
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"Please, wait up!" As the Ikaigabuchi members scattered into the night streets in small groups, I chased Karasu-san as she flagged down a taxi on the main street. "What about my house, you know, 'The Wish-Fulfilling House.'"
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"Please wait a minute!" As the Ikaigabuchi members scattered into the night streets in small groups, I chased Karasu-san as she flagged down a taxi on the main street. "What about my house? You know, 'The Wish-fulfilling House'?"
   
Thereupon the once again useless fortune-teller waved her hand back and forth with a flushed expression. "It's fine, it's fine. It's that, uh, umm, schema. And what else... I think I was going to tell you something else but — ahaha, I forgot~"
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Thereupon, the rather useless fortune-teller flapped her hand back and forth with a flushed expression. "It's fine, it's fine. It's that, uh, umm, schema. And what else... I think I was going to tell you something, but — ahaha, I forgot~."
   
"What do you mean 'forgot'..."
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"What do you mean 'forgot'...?"
   
"Don't worry! You have the mark of a meeting! See ya!" She slapped me on the back and then happily jumped into the stopped taxi.
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"Don't worry! You have the sign of a meeting! Well, see ya!" She slapped me on the back and then happily jumped into the stopped taxi.
   
As I watched the taxi drive off, I stood there, forever dumbfounded.
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As I watched the taxi drive off, I stood there dumbfounded for who knows how long.
   
"...Huh."
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"...Ugh."
   
I wonder if it's alright to go home now.
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Was it alright if I went back now?
   
To that house — "The Wish-Fulfilling House"
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To that house — to "The Wish-fulfilling House."
   
 
I began walking down the main street toward the train station, dragging along the mama-cycle I'd bought cheaply online for commuting to school.
 
I began walking down the main street toward the train station, dragging along the mama-cycle I'd bought cheaply online for commuting to school.
   
Tokyo was filled with people even this late at night. In particular, the area around the train station near my house was close to many universities, so there seemed to be no difference in the number of people milling about from day to night. Right around when the station came into view, I almost bumped into a couple of girls then subsequently apologized for it. One of them shot me a "Who the hell are ''you''?" look, but the other cracked a smile and said, "No, I'm sorry." I apologized once again. That was all there was to it, but it filled my heart with hope. Indeed — a fateful meeting was lying in wait for me. With a girl, no less. This might be it. The bizarre events tormenting me at that house must surely be a catalyst for the happy times to come. In the future, I will look back at this string of events and laugh it off as nothing more than just another funny story.
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Tokyo was filled with people even this late at night. In particular, the area around the train station near my house was close to many universities, so there seemed to be no difference in the number of people milling about from day to night. Around the time the station building came into view, I almost crashed into a couple of girls, then subsequently apologized for it. One of them shot me a ‘What the hell’s wrong with ''you''? look, but the other cracked a smile and said, "No, we’re sorry." I apologized again once more. That’s all there was to it, but it filled my heart with hope. Indeed — a fateful meeting was lying in wait for me. And with a girl, no less. This might be it. The bizarre events tormenting me at that house must surely be a catalyst for the happy times to come. In the future, I will look back at this string of events and laugh it off as nothing more than just another funny story.
   
 
I felt less burdened when I thought of it like that.
 
I felt less burdened when I thought of it like that.
   
In addition, that way I wouldn't have to move out. Moving costs would be painful for me, given that I was receiving no aid from home.
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Besides, now I didn't have to move. Moving costs would be painful for me, given that I was receiving no allowance from home.
   
"The offline meeting was, in its own way, fun as well. There's at least something good to take away from it," I mumbled to myself, as I finally straddled the bike.
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"The offline meeting was fun in its own way, so it's all good, right?" I muttered to myself, and finally straddled the bike.
   
I changed course completely and decided to go back home for the first time in a few days.
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I turned around and decided to go back home for the first time in a few days.
   
"No one that came to the offline meeting today said anything about 'The Wish-Fulfilling House.' If you look at it from a different angle, that means it can't possibly be a ghost incident. It's a bit shameful as the original poster, but all's well that ends well, right?"
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“None of the people that came to the offline meeting today said anything about "The Wish-fulfilling House." If you look at it from a different angle, that means it can't possibly be a ghost incident. It's a bit shameful as the original poster, but all's well that ends well, right?
   
What would have happened if I'd dragged people over to my house, and it turned out that there were no ghosts? I'd just be a laughingstock.
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What would have happened if I'd dragged people over to my house, and it turned out that there were no ghosts or anything at all? I'd be a laughingstock.
   
Having finished arming myself with logic, I caught a soft, comforting night breeze and powered the pedals harder. I'd recovered to the point where I even started humming.
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Having finished completely arming myself with logic, I felt the pleasant night breeze on my cheeks and pedaled harder. I'd recovered to the point where I even started humming.
   
 
However—
 
However—
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I noticed something when I was about to re-enter the main street from the shopping arcade in front of the train station.
 
I noticed something when I was about to re-enter the main street from the shopping arcade in front of the train station.
   
For a while now, there's been a strange, uncomfortable feeling on the sole of my left foot. It was like I was constantly stepping on gum, so I stopped my bike and took off my sneaker right then.
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For a while now, there's been a strange, uncomfortable feeling on the sole of my left foot. It was like gum was stuck to my shoe, so I stopped my bike and took off my sneaker.
   
After I lifted my left foot a bit and looked at the rubber sole of the sneaker, I froze.
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Then, with my left foot raised in the air, I looked at the rubber sole of the sneaker, and froze.
   
I felt my blood freeze over and the once elated feelings I had completely departed all at once.
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I felt my blood freeze over and the elation I felt, evaporate all at once.
   
Engraved on the bottom of my sneaker—
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On the bottom of my sneaker—
   
was the number "3."
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The number "4" ("四") was etched all over.
   
 
 
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"Damn it, schema my ass."
 
"Damn it, schema my ass."
   
The countdown is continuing, isn't it?
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The countdown was continuing, wasn't it?
   
I push the mama-cycle along with mostly a half-step as every passing person threw me a strange look owing to my frantic one, but I paid them no heed.
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I pushed the mama-cycle along with an almost one-legged step, as everyone passing by threw me strange looks owing to my frenetic expression, but I paid them no heed.
   
I threw away the sneaker with "3" engraved on the spot. I couldn't continue wearing such sinisterness. The cold of the concrete and the scattered pebbles pierced my feet through my socks, but I didn't care.
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I threw away the sneaker with the '4' etched all over it on the spot. There was no way I could keep wearing such sinisterness. The cold of the concrete and the hard, scattered pebbles pricked my foot through my sock, but I didn't care.
   
Why and when was "3" carved into the back of my sneaker?
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Why and when was '4' carved into the back of my sneaker?
   
What was going to happen when the countdown ended? How would I be able to escape from this terror?
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What was going to happen when the countdown ended? And what did I need to do, to escape from this terror?
   
I had no idea, but in any case, I kept on running.
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I had no idea, but I kept on running anyway.
   
 
People in fancy clothing stared and laughed, but I didn't care. I just wanted to be somewhere warm.
 
People in fancy clothing stared and laughed, but I didn't care. I just wanted to be somewhere warm.
   
Where.
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Where?
   
Where could that be—
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Where could that be—?
   
Eventually, after flying past the arcade I found and entered a late-night discount shop. A stupidly cheerful theme song played in the background. I hummed along to the simple, repetitive melody as I checked out the wide selection of products that were, generally speaking, cheap. As I stood leaning against a cosmetics shelf mumbling to myself, a couple of flamboyantly-dressed girls avoided me as they passed by. An employee called out to me and asked, "Are you unwell?" and I finally realized that my left foot, only covered by socks, was throbbing with pain. I looked to its sole. Maybe I had stepped on a shard of glass, as I saw the socks had been cut and bloodied. I bought some bandages, a pair of socks, the cheapest sneakers they had, and went to tend to the wound in the bathroom. I washed the back of my foot, placed the bandage, and wore the new socks. The cheap sneaker had a shoddy design and wasn't very comfortable, but it was far better than being barefoot. It was for sure an unnecessary expense, but I felt comforted by it. I was afraid of staying in the bathroom alone any longer so I returned to the inside of the store, and took deep breaths as I wandered around it as if I was window-shopping.
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Eventually, I found a late-night discount shop just past the arcades, and jumped in. A ridiculously cheerful theme song was being played inside. I hummed along to the simple, repetitive melody as I checked out the wide selection of products that were quite cheap. As I leaned against a cosmetics shelf and mumbled to myself, a group of girls dressed flamboyantly avoided me as they passed by. An employee called out to me and asked, "Are you unwell?" and I finally realized that my left foot, covered only with a sock, was throbbing with pain. I looked down and saw that the sock was torn and dripping with blood, perhaps I had stepped on a shard of glass along the way. I bought some bandages, a pair of socks, the cheapest sneakers they had, and went to tend to the wound in the bathroom. I washed the back of my foot, wrapped the bandage, and wore the new socks. The cheap sneaker had a shoddy design and wasn't very comfortable, but it was far better than being barefoot. It was an unnecessary expense for sure, but I felt comforted by it. I was afraid of staying alone in the bathroom for any longer, so I returned to the inside of the store. I wandered aimlessly around the shop as if window shopping and repeatedly took deep breaths.
   
—''What should I do now?''
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''What should I do now?''
   
That was all I could think about, but I could not come up with an answer.
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That was all I could think about, and yet, I could not come up with an answer.
   
At some point, I'd just begun standing in front of a show window absentmindedly, and the employee from before asked if anything was wrong again, so I left the store. I had no choice but to begin heading toward the usual net cafe, but when I got there it was already full. I peeked into the nearby karaoke box, but there was even a line spilling out onto the street. I tried wandering around several karaoke boxes but they were all under the same circumstance. Come to think of it, it was Saturday night. There would be no vacant places until the first train.
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At some point, I was absentmindedly just standing there in front of the display window, when the employee from earlier approached me again and asked if anything was wrong, so I left the store. I had no choice but to begin heading toward the usual net café, but when I got there, it was already full. I peeked into the nearby karaoke box, but even it had a line spilling out onto the street. I tried a few other places, but it was the same situation everywhere. Come to think of it, it was Saturday night. There would be no vacant places until the first train.
   
 
However, I couldn't think of anywhere else to go.
 
However, I couldn't think of anywhere else to go.
   
As I wandered around the station dragging my bike around, the police shoot me suspicious looks. I almost felt like it would be more comforting to be arrested, but some level of common sense remained in me, so I turned back to the main street.
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As I wandered around the station dragging my bike around, the police shot me suspicious looks. I almost felt like it would be more comforting to be arrested, but some level of common sense still remained in me, so I turned back to the main street.
   
The headlights of cars on Itsukaichi-kaido Avenue illuminated me as they passed by. Normally the cars looked like fuel-consuming devices to me, but today I felt consoled by them. It was invigorating to eye upon things that could be scientifically explained.
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The headlights of cars on Itsukaichi-kaido Avenue illuminated me as they passed by. Numerous cars that normally looked like exhaust-emitting devices to me, but today I felt consoled by them. It was reassuring to eye things that could be scientifically explained.
   
 
However—
 
However—
   
I may have been at my limit.
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I may have reached my limit.
   
This is the same as being completely homeless, isn't it?
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This was the same as being completely homeless, wasn't it?
   
I had no one I was intimate with enough in Tokyo, where the lights never dim. I had no place to go. On top of that, I was running low on funds. I spontaneously looked up at the night sky, but just as it was as cloudless as it was starless. Just an obsidian dimension that stretched onwards as if painted.
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I had no one I was intimate with in Tokyo, where the lights never dim. I had no place to go. On top of that, I was running low on funds. Without knowing why, I looked up at the night sky, but even in a cloudless sky, there wasn't a star to be seen. Only a dark space spread out as if it were painted over.
   
Maybe I could call my sister in the morning and borrow some money. Then go straight back to Shizuoka. Tokyo was too much for me, which was something humiliating to say, but all this was just too unexpected. I'd imagine most people would have trouble with such a case as well. Mom, I'm sorry. You supported me so much in my coming here.
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Maybe I could call my sister in the morning and borrow some money. And then I'd go straight back to Shizuoka. Tokyo was too much for me, which was something humiliating to say, but all this was just too unexpected. I'd imagine most people would have trouble with such a case as well. Mother, I'm sorry. You supported me so much in my move to Tokyo.
   
 
Then at that very moment—
 
Then at that very moment—
   
At the end of the night street, I spotted an intense light.
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At the end of the night road, I spotted an intense light.
   
 
When I lifted my head, I realized I'd come straight back to the family restaurant.
 
When I lifted my head, I realized I'd come straight back to the family restaurant.
   
"I see...this is also open twenty-four hours."
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"I see...this place is also open twenty-four hours."
   
That was enough to make me feel like I'd found a million allies. My knees almost buckled.
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That was enough to make me feel like I'd found a million allies, and my knees almost buckled.
   
The drink bar here alone was cheaper than the net cafe, and there were plenty of people about, being Saturday night. I should have just stayed here from the beginning.
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The drink bar here alone was cheaper than the net café, and it was a Saturday night, so there were plenty of people inside. I should have just stayed here from the beginning.
   
"Hahaha," I laughed to myself dryly. I probably looked pretty unapproachable.
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"Hahaha," With a dry laugh like that, I probably looked pretty unapproachable to any passerby.
   
Anyway, I left my mama-cycle at the bicycle lot of the family restaurant and recoiled as I was about to enter.
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However, the moment I left my mama-cycle at the bicycle parking of the family restaurant, and was about to enter, I was startled.
   
There was something even more bizarre that made me not want to get any closer.
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There was someone there even more bizarre that would make anyone stay away.
   
Outside the big, glass window to the store.
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Outside the restaurant’s large, glass window...
   
Inside the fern thicket that seemed to have been planted to cover it—
+
And amidst the thicket of fern bushes planted to cover the restaurant—
   
Was a girl dressed in full black.
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Was a girl fully dressed in black.
   
She wore a black long-coat even though it was spring. Her long hair that stretched down her back, her skirt and even her boots were also pure black. Yet her skin was abnormally white. And because she was crouched in the darkness, it looked as if just her face was floating.
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Even though it was spring, she wore a black long-coat. Her long hair stretched down her back, her skirt and even her boots were all pure black. Yet her complexion alone was abnormally white. And because she was lurking in the darkness, it looked as if something with only a face was floating.
   
 
''...Wh-what is she...doing?''
 
''...Wh-what is she...doing?''
   
She was standing in the middle of the thicket almost pressing her face against the glass as she stared into the store.
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She was just standing there in the middle of the thicket, pressing her forehead against the glass as she stared into the restaurant.
   
It was so creepy I almost backed off for a second.
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It was so creepy I took one step back, when--
   
But then she slowly turned to face me. Her cheeks were shockingly white, and every part of her face was dreamily constructed. She was so perfect that I felt like saying she must have been constructed, like a giant Bisque Doll that had accidentally been left there — that's the impression she gave.
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She slowly turned to face me. Her cheeks were shockingly white, and every part of her face was like a dream. She was modeled so perfectly that it made me feel like she was too good to be true, like a life-sized Bisque Doll that had accidentally been left there — that was the impression I got.
   
 
''A girl whose color was the night itself.''
 
''A girl whose color was the night itself.''
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Unexpectedly, those words popped into my head.
 
Unexpectedly, those words popped into my head.
   
Those were the colors of the girl's eyes. Maybe it was because of the lighting, but it felt like an inordinately large proportion of her eyes were taken by her irises, and that under those long eyelashes a seeming jet black glimmer. Below her straight-cut bangs, they shone a dark color as they gazed upon me.
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Those were the colors of the girl's eyes. Maybe it was because of the lighting, but it strangely felt like a large proportion of her eyes were taken by her irises and pupils, and under those long eyelashes, they seemed to glow jet black. Below her straight-cut bangs, they shone a dark color as they gazed upon me.
   
"...By any chance, are you," my mouth naturally spoke, "—Yoishi?"
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"...By any chance, are you…"
   
  +
Those words naturally came out of my mouth.
The girl silently nodded.
 
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"—Yoishi?"
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The girl merely nodded in silence.
   
 
 
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''Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later.''
 
''Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later.''
   
''Offline meetings that Yoishi attends end in terror.''
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''Offline meetings that Yoishi attends end in disaster.''
   
What I'd heard earlier floated around my head as I stared at the girl in front of me.
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What I'd heard earlier floated around in my head as I stared at the girl in front of me.
   
Seven glasses were laid out on the table in front of Yoishi, ranging from iced coffee to cola to orange juice to Japanese tea, effectively creating her own drink bar.
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Seven glasses were laid out on the table in front of Yoishi, each with a different type of drink, including iced coffee, cola, orange juice and Japanese tea; She’d effectively created her own drink bar.
   
"Um. Aren't you supposed to just take one at a time?" I said to her in an exasperated tone, but she replied,
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"Um... Aren't you supposed to take just one at a time?" I asked her in an exasperated tone, but she replied:
   
"As long as I drink everything there should be no problem," as she kept her eyes on the glasses, trying one after another.
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"As long as I drink everything, there should be no problem," she spoke without taking her eyes off the glasses, and took one sip after another.
   
She drank the orange juice, then the iced coffee, then the warm Japanese tea, then the cola. She faithfully repeated the order a number of times, sometimes adding Rooibos tea, black tea, or melon soda as a bonus. I didn't know if there was any meaning to the order, but I found it odd that when she drank them, it looked like some kind of traditional religious ritual.
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She drank the orange juice, then the iced coffee, then the warm Japanese tea, and then the cola. She faithfully repeated the order a number of times, sometimes adding Rooibos tea, black tea and melon soda as an accent. I didn't know if there was any meaning to the order, but I found it odd because when she drank them, it looked like some kind of religious ritual passed down through the ages.
   
I again took a look at the girl who went by Yoishi.
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I looked again at the girl who went by Yoishi.
   
She was probably still in high school. I realized when looking at her under brighter conditions that she had immense beauty. But her eyes were a problem. The glass bead-looking eyes that seemed to be looking somewhere and nowhere. The air she gave off felt as if we did not share the same world, putting up a peculiar atmospheric barrier around her. Hers was not like that of nobility from a princess, rather, if anything, like that of a witch's apprentice.
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She looked to be of high school age. Looking at her sitting directly in front of me under a bright light, I could see that she held immense beauty. But the problem was her eyes. Those eyes, like glass beads, seemed to be looking somewhere, and nowhere. The air she gave off felt as if we did not share the same world, creating a unique barrier around her. Rather than the nobility of a princess, she was closer to that of a witch's apprentice.
   
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"Anyway…"
"Anyway," I asked the girl dressed in black as she busily rifled through the drinks, "why didn't you come to the offline meeting?"
 
   
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I asked the girl dressed in black as she busily rifled through the drinks.
"I was there."
 
   
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"Why didn't you come to the offline meeting today?"
"No, but, when everyone was around, you didn't come."
 
   
  +
"I did."
"I was there. Right there, the whole time." She pointed toward the other side of the window, where I'd first found Yoishi—in other words, in the bushes outside the store.
 
   
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"No, but, you didn't come when everyone else was here earlier."
...There? Pressed up against the glass?
 
   
"So, what does that mean? From eleven until now, you've been there the whole time?"
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"I was there. Right there, the whole time."
   
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She pointed toward the other side of the window, where I'd first found her — in other words, the bushes outside the store.
Yes, she nodded. As I stared at her pale face, I began thinking.
 
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…Out there? With her forehead pressed up against the glass?
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"What does that mean? From eleven o'clock until now, you've been there the whole time?"
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  +
"Yes," she nodded. As I stared at her pale face, I began thinking.
   
 
This girl—
 
This girl—
   
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Is she what you'd call a denpa? <ref>Japanese slang which means psychic receiver of signals. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denpa</ref>
Is she what you'd call psychotic?
 
   
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Denpa, an internet slang term for a slightly troublesome person who spontaneously spews out random occult delusions into the world, but--
It was already past two o'clock in the morning. To stick to the glass for three hours since eleven at night must have creeped out the employees. When I quietly turned back around, a different group of waitresses than before were staring at Yoishi and saying something to each other. Their expressions were contorted in an extremely mean manner, much more contemptuously than they'd shown me. I stood up, having felt like I'd seen something detestable. I immediately walked toward them and declared "I want a drink bar as well," then headed straight for the counter to grab a drink. I don't know why I felt so irritated. Maybe it was because I'd felt like I'd been laughed at, as a fellow occult-lover.
 
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It was already past two o'clock in the morning. To cling to the glass for three hours straight since eleven o’clock, that must have creeped out the employees. I thought that as I quietly turned around, and saw that a different group of waitresses than before were staring at Yoishi and whispering something to each other. Their expressions were contorted in a slightly mean manner, like an air of contempt for someone who was more foolish than they were. I stood up, having felt like I'd seen something detestable. I immediately walked toward them and declared "I’ll take a drink as well," then headed straight for the counter to grab a drink. I didn’t know why I felt so irritated. Maybe it was because I felt like I'd been laughed at myself, being a fellow occult-lover.
   
 
I filled my glass to the brim with ice, then pressed the button for coffee.
 
I filled my glass to the brim with ice, then pressed the button for coffee.
   
—Now then, what to do from here out.
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—Now then, what to do from here on out.
   
 
As I watched the hot coffee melt through the ice, I thought.
 
As I watched the hot coffee melt through the ice, I thought.
   
I can't go back home, the countdown still continues. Furthermore, I've ran into the heresy-class occult girl from Ikaigabuchi. And now, for some reason, I'm alone with her at a family restaurant late at night. In a way, it's comforting that I'm not alone, but given that it's an occult girl with strange urban legends attached to her, it's a bit of a tricky.
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I can't go back home; The countdown still continued. Furthermore, I've ran into the heresy-class occult girl from Ikaigabuchi. And now, for some reason, the two of us were at a family restaurant late at night. In a way, it's comforting that I wasn’t alone, but given that my companion was the occult girl with strange urban legends attached to her, it was a tricky situation.
   
"You like bad coffee?" said Yoishi when I returned to my seat.
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"You like bad coffee?" asked Yoishi when I returned to my seat.
   
 
"What?"
 
"What?"
   
"I asked if you like bad coffee. The coffee here is unsatisfactory." I looked at her seven glasses again and noticed that only the iced coffee had hardly been sipped. "Information that you can gather beforehand should be processed before you act."
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"I asked if you liked bad coffee. The coffee here is unsavory."
   
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I looked at her seven glasses again and noticed that the iced coffee had hardly been sipped.
Yoishi's neat logic-filled words annoyed me, so I replied with some nastiness. "Then allow me to gather information. Why did you come to today's offline meeting?"
 
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"Information that you can gather beforehand should be processed before you act."
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Yoishi's neat, logic-filled words annoyed me, so I replied with some nastiness.
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"Then allow me to gather information: Why did you come to today's offline meeting?"
   
 
"Because I was interested."
 
"Because I was interested."
   
"In 'The Wish-Fulfilling House'? Why are you interested in that house? The sounds are probably just structural groans, and the engravings might just be my mistake, right?" I said exactly what Karasu-san had told me, in a self-deprecating manner.
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"In 'The Wish-fulfilling House'? Why are you interested in that house? The sounds are probably just structural rattles, and the engravings might just be my mistake, right?" I intentionally repeated exactly what Karasu-san had told me in a self-torturing way.
   
Yoishi replied, "Of course," without any hint of retorting.
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But Yoishi replied, “That’s true”, without any hint of retorting.
   
 
"Then, why—"
 
"Then, why—"
   
"When I read about that house on the forum — I felt a bit of an oddity from it." Her low, whispering tone gave me goosebumps. "There are countless stories of oddities overflowing on the internet, but most of them are fake. Real ones, however, have a scent that cannot be hidden."
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"When I read about that house on the forum — I felt a bit of an oddity from it."
   
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Her low, whispering tone gave me goosebumps for some reason.
Something hot bubbled forth from the bottom of my stomach at those words.
 
   
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"The internet is overflowing with countless ghost stories, but most of them are fake. Real ones, however, have a scent that cannot be hidden."
Having a psycho believe you isn't really something to be pleased about, but I was, to be frank, happy that there was someone who would finally listen to the source of my fears. Indeed. That place is real. I was already in shambles as the bottom of my shoe had been carved into.
 
   
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And with those words, something hot bubbled forth from somewhere deep in the pit of my stomach.
"Hey, what is it? Is it a ghost? Are you the type that can see them? What do you mean by having a scent that cannot be hidden?" I couldn't stop myself from blurting out questions. Yoishi stared at her glass of orange juice and she flatly answered, "Firstly, first reply. It may not be a ghost."
 
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Having a denpa believe you isn't really something to be pleased about, but I was, to be frank, simply glad to finally meet someone who would listen to the source of my fears. It was true, that place was the real deal. I was already in tears because of the numbers carved on the sole of my shoe a moment ago.
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"Hey, what is it? Is it a ghost or something? Are you the type that can see them? What do you mean by the real thing having a scent that cannot be hidden?"
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I couldn't stop myself from blurting out questions in succession, and Yoishi replied nonchalantly, while she stared at her glass of orange juice.
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"To answer your first question, it may not be a ghost."
   
 
"Huh?"
 
"Huh?"
   
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"Secondly, it’s not that I can see everything. Lastly, A feeling. Real ghost stories have a subtle lack of cohesion."
"Second reply. It's not that I can see everything. Final reply. A feeling. Real abnormalities always have a strange sense of not-fitting-together." Yoishi switched out of her previously dazed posture and began talking once again. "Strange phenomena happen. People related to it become afraid. When you investigate, you find out that someone committed suicide there — I won't say that such neatly-placed-together stories are all fake. However, the real, fun ghost stories surpass such things. There's a feeling as if something important has been skipped over. Being able to fill in the gap is the single theory of the other side."
 
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Yoishi began to speak, a sudden change from her dazed attitude from before.
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"Strange phenomena occur; The people involved become afraid. When you investigate, you find out that someone committed suicide there — and I won't say that such stories with a convenient outcome are all fake. However, the really interesting ghost stories transcend that. There's a sense of discomfort, as if something important has been skipped over. The only thing that can fill in that gap is a theory of the other side."
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"S-so basically, what's happening? What are those frightening sounds in my house? Why are the numbers being scrawled, and why are they counting down? When the numbers run out, what's going to happen to—"
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Before I’d realized, I had almost stood up as I shouted:
   
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"—What's going to happen to me!?"
"S-so basically, what's happening to me? What are those frightening sounds in my house? Why are numbers being written, and why are they always counting down? When the numbers run out, what's going to happen to—" I'd subconsciously stood up as I shouted. "—What's going to happen to me!?"
 
   
The store went silent, everyone staring at me.
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The restaurant went deathly silent, and everyone was looking at me.
   
A bit embarrassed, I sat back down. I didn't even know what was going on anymore. I didn't know what to do anymore. As I was scratching my head shakily in shame, feeling sorry for myself, Yoishi quietly muttered,
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Embarrassed, I sat back down. However, I didn't even know what was going on anymore. I had no idea what do from here on out. I scratched my head, feeling sorry for myself, when Yoishi quietly muttered,
   
"So you are the one that posted that."
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"So, you are the one who posted that story."
   
I looked up, and Yoishi's cold, dark irises were mysteriously glimmering.
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I looked up, and saw a mysterious glow in Yoishi's cold, dark eyes.
   
I nodded and explained what had just happened.
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I nodded, and told her everything that had just happened.
   
That "3" had already arrived, that it had been carved onto the bottom of the sneakers I had been wearing myself. I explained that all while trembling.
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That the countdown was already down to "4" ("四"), that it had been carved onto the bottom of the sneaker I had been wearing. I explained all of that as I trembled.
   
"How does someone even carve that? Did something possess me all the way from home?" I asked, almost in tears — then I recoiled.
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"How does someone even carve that? Is something from that house haunting me all the way here?" I complained, almost in tears — when I gasped.
   
Yoishi's eyes, which were once like glass beads, had seemed to harbor life.
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Yoishi's eyes, which resembled glass beads, were now brimming with life.
   
She suddenly placed a finger to my nose, and said, "Hey, close your eyes."
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Then, she suddenly raised her finger to the tip of my nose and said, "Hey, close your eyes."
   
 
"Huh?"
 
"Huh?"
   
She turned her beautiful white features to right in front of my face, peering into my eyes. Her eyes and nose were so pronouncedly stretched out in my field of view that, to be honest, my heart started racing.
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She turned her beautiful white face directly at me, and peered into my eyes. The shape of her facial features took over my field of vision, and to be honest, my heart raced.
   
 
"Why do I have to close my eyes?"
 
"Why do I have to close my eyes?"
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"Just do it."
 
"Just do it."
   
My heart thumping, I did as she said. I closed my eyes tightly. I felt like some inappropriate fantasy had drifted into my mind, so I frantically tried to dispel it.
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Flustered, I did what she told me to do. As I closed my eyelids tightly, some kind of inappropriate fantasy ran through my head, but I did my best to brush it away.
   
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"Imagine..."
"Imagine." Her lips seemed to move at the back of my eyes, commanding. "You are now standing at the entrance of your house." Her frosty, yet somewhat kind voice forced me to stand before it. "In as much detail as possible, please imagine a situation in which you are standing at the entrance of your house."
 
   
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Her lips moved on the other side of my eyes, and she spoke commandingly.
As if controlled by those words, I imagined myself standing at its entrance in the darkness.
 
   
  +
"You are now standing at the entrance of your house."
Black — the sharp image of that mountain cottage.
 
   
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Her voice, somewhat gentle and commanding, made me stand in front of that house, whether I wanted to or not.
The reddish-brown roof, the mountain cottage, and the atelier that the architect had built for himself. The walls faded nicely and were covered by vines to the second floor, and the white paint was slightly peeling of the wooden window sills. The first floor was a garage, the second and third floors built as living quarters. The house that I rented for 30,000 yen which didn't even have a kitchen. The house that at night, you could hear strange sounds, and the next morning a number would be carved somewhere within—
 
   
  +
"Imagine yourself standing in front of the entrance to your house in as much detail as possible."
My legs began to shiver, but I held on, clutching my knees down tightly with my hands.
 
  +
  +
As if prompted by her words, I recalled the house that stood in the dark.
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Black — its pointed, mountain cottage-like shape.
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The reddish-brown roof, the mountain cottage style structure, and the atelier built by an architect exclusively for himself. The walls were stained nicely and covered with ivy halfway up to the second floor, and the white paint on the wooden window sills had begun to peel off. The first floor was a garage, and the second and third floors were living quarters. The house that I rented for 30,000 yen, which didn't even have a kitchen. The house where strange sounds would begin to ring out from somewhere at night, and where a number would be engraved somewhere the following morning—
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  +
My legs began to tremble, but I clutched my knees tightly with my hands, and managed to hold on.
   
 
"Alright. Once you've called it to mind, place your hand on the doorknob."
 
"Alright. Once you've called it to mind, place your hand on the doorknob."
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"...Ok."
 
"...Ok."
   
"Now, please open the door."
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"Now please open the door."
   
I opened it. My shoes were sprawled out on the foyer. They were the leather shoes I had kicked off when I rushed out in a hurry. But from there, my feet refused to walk further. I felt someone inside the house, even though no one should be in it. The thick, sticky air seemed to make me feel that way. No way. I don't want to step forward, even if this is just my imagination.
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I opened it. My shoes were lying scattered in the doorway. They were the leather shoes I'd kicked off when I rushed out in a hurry. But from there, my feet refused to take one step further. I felt someone inside the house, when it should have been empty. The thick, sticky air made me feel that way. No way, I didn’t want to go any further, even if this was just my imagination.
   
Seemingly noticing my emotions, Yoishi whispered, "You'll be fine. Slowly move inside. Take off your shoes as usual and step inside. Once you do, and I don't care in what order; open all the windows in the house. Neatly, one by one, without leaving one out."
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Perhaps sensing my thoughts, Yoishi whispered, "You'll be fine. Please go inside slowly. Then take off your shoes as you always do and enter. Once inside, open all the windows in the house, it doesn’t matter which order you do it in. Open them precisely, one by one, with complete certainty."
   
 
''...Windows? Why open the windows?''
 
''...Windows? Why open the windows?''
   
I thought but obeyed anyway. I went by the window in the living room, unlocked it and opened it. From there, the Japanese-style room I was using as a bedroom. Unlocked and opened that window as well. Then from the Japanese-style room to the bathroom. Opened. Next, the bath. Opened. I progressed to the third floor. There were two windows; by the veranda and next to my desk. I precisely unlocked and threw both open.
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I wondered, but obeyed anyway. I approached the living room window, unlocked it and opened it. From there, I moved to the Japanese-style room I was using as a bedroom and unlocked and opened the window there. Then from the Japanese-style room to the bathroom. Opened. Next, the bath. Opened. From there, I proceeded to the third floor. There were two windows there, one by the veranda and one next to my desk. I unlocked and threw the both of them open with precision.
   
 
"...I'm finished."
 
"...I'm finished."
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"...Huh?"
 
"...Huh?"
   
"Close them in order from the last one you opened to the first."
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"Close them in order, starting with the last one you opened."
   
 
Having no other choice, I did as she said.
 
Having no other choice, I did as she said.
   
The window on the third floor by the desk. Veranda. Then down to the second floor, and uh, the bath, toilet, Japanese-style room, living room.
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The window on the third floor by the desk. Veranda window. Then down to the second floor, and uh, the bath, toilet, Japanese-style room, living room.
   
 
I closed them all.
 
I closed them all.
   
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"Alright, you're done. Now open your eyes."
"Ok, you're done. Now open your eyes," said Yoishi's voice, and I opened my eyes. The light from the bright, fluorescent lamps flooded into them. Until now, I hadn't paid attention to the bright pop music filling the restaurant, but suddenly I was was. Right, this was a family restaurant after all. As I rubbed my eyes to adjust, Yoishi asked me,
 
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Hearing Yoishi’s voice, I opened my eyes to the blinding fluorescent light. I wasn’t aware of the bright pop music filling the restaurant until now, but suddenly, I could hear it. Right, I was in a family restaurant. As I rubbed my eyes to get used to it, Yoishi asked me:
   
 
"How was it?"
 
"How was it?"
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"Was there anyone in the rooms?"
 
"Was there anyone in the rooms?"
   
At those words, my hair stood on their ends.
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At those words, my hair stood on ends.
   
 
...There was.
 
...There was.
   
On the landing on the stairs between the second and third floors. A middle-aged man wearing ashen-colored clothing seemed to have been there. Immobile, with a vacant expression. He watched over my every move with his fixed gaze. I couldn't catch him in front of my vision, but he was always appearing out of the corner of my eyes—
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On the staircase landing linking the second and third floors. I think I saw a middle-aged man wearing ashen-colored clothing. He looked vacant and motionless, yet he stared at me with his eyes, as if he was watching everything I did. I couldn't catch him in the front of my vision, But out of the corner of my eye, I could definitely see his presence—
   
"... There was, right?" Yoishi's black eyes dazzled with some kind of delight. "Was it someone you know?"
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"...There was, wasn't there?" Yoishi's black eyes shone somewhat delightedly. "Was it someone you know?"
   
"...I don't think so. Never seen him before."
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"...I don’t know. Never seen him before."
   
No... How could that be? To imagine someone you've never met before. That house still thick within my mind, Yoishi's joyful voice echoed.
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No... How could that be? How is it possible to recall someone in your imagination that you've never met before? With the house still markedly visible in my mind, Yoishi's joyful voice echoed.
   
"Scared?" I looked, and Yoishi had come close enough to me that I could feel her breath. "Hey, are you feeling scared right now?"
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"Scared?" I looked, and saw Yoishi had come close enough that I could feel her breath. "Hey, are you feeling scared right now?"
   
...Scared.
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...I’m scared.
   
Or rather, I'm scared of those eyes that look like they are going to eat every part of me.
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Or perhaps I should say, I'm scared of your eyes that look like they are going to devour every part of me.
   
"Tell me more details. What did they look like?"
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"Tell me in more detail. What did they look like?"
   
Taking a deep breath, I explained, all while trying to stop myself from trembling.
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Taking a deep breath, I explained while trying to stop myself from trembling.
   
A gray, worn suit. I didn't remember a necktie. The suit seemed a bit big, but that may have been because the man was thin. His hair had streaks of grey. I couldn't remember his face. His hair was carelessly grown long. Wore black shoes.
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A gray, worn suit. I don't think he was wearing a tie. The suit seemed a bit big, but that may have been because the man was thin. His hair had streaks of grey, and I couldn't make out his face. His long hair seemed to have grown out in a messy way. The shoes he wore were black.
   
Yoishi went "Hmm..." as she rubbed her chin.
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In response, Yoishi went "Hmm..." as she stroked her well-shaped chin.
   
After some silence and letting her eyes wander for a while, she turned them toward me once more.
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After a moment of silently gazing around in mid-air, she turned her gaze toward me once more.
   
 
"Hey, how about we go?"
 
"Hey, how about we go?"
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====3====
 
====3====
   
—Ahh, why am I here?
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—Ahh, why did things turn out like this?
   
It was a night with a beautiful moon. I was dangerously pedaling the mama-cycle.
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It was a night with a beautiful moon; I was pedaling hard on the mama-cycle.
   
I passed through the residential area to the north of the train station near the family restaurant, then continued west along the grooved river. The grooved river was called Shimokawa, one of the rivers that flowed into the Tamagawa waterworks. This river gradually curved northeast, heading toward the area I lived. Every time my bike bounced off the bumpy road, Yoishi's body pressed against my back. I could feel the slight inflation of her breasts through my jersey, and ever so often I had misplaced thoughts of how we looked like a nice couple.
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I passed through the residential area to the north of the train station near the family restaurant, and from there, I continued west along the drainage channel. The drainage channel was called Shimokawa and was one of the tributaries of the Tamagawa waterworks. This river gradually curved northeast, towards the area I lived. Every time my bike bounced off the bumpy road, Yoishi's body would press against my back. I could feel the bulge of her small breasts through my jersey, and I indulged in misplaced delusions of how we looked like a nice couple.
   
However, what was hanging onto my back was a psychotic girl dressed entirely in black. The arms she wrapped around my waist were oddly cold. Aren't girls supposed to have higher body temperature? Like, soft, warm, and nice smelling. I could hardly feel any heat from Yoishi, currently at the rear seat of my bicycle. If it were to turn out that only I could see her, I wouldn't even be surprised. That's how far away from a date this night-time bicycle rendezvous was.
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However, clinging to my back was a denpa girl dressed entirely in black. Her arms wrapped around my waist were oddly cold. Aren't girls supposed to have a higher body temperature? Shouldn’t they be like soft, warm, and smell nice? However, I couldn’t feel any body heat from Yoishi, who was sitting in the back seat of my bicycle. In fact, if it turned out that she was someone only I could see, I wouldn't even be surprised. That's how far away from a date this night-time bicycle rendezvous felt like.
   
The residential area became increasingly distant, in its stead came fields. There were fewer street lights here. It felt like the number of stars increased and the smell of grass became stronger. We were much closer to home.
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The residential area became increasingly distant, and fields belonging to landowners began to spread out in their place. Street lights too, diminished in number. It felt like there were more stars in the sky, and the smell of grass became stronger. We were close to my home.
   
 
"Quite rural."
 
"Quite rural."
   
"Shut it," I replied to Yoishi's line after a considerable period of silence.
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"Shut it," I replied to Yoishi after a considerable period of silence.
   
"I didn't mean that in a bad way. I just didn't realize Musashino still had places like this."
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"I didn't mean that in a bad way. I didn't realize Musashino still had places like this."
   
"That's why I figured the rent was so low," I vented a small amount of my feelings of self-deprecation.
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"That's why I figured the rent was so low," I grumbled with a hint of self-derision.
   
Houses became more scarce, and after passing by a few old shrines, we entered an area lined up with dense groves of trees. By following this narrow path, we would arrive at that house.
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Houses became even sparser, and after passing by a few old shrines, we entered the area lined up with dense groves of trees. A short distance along this narrow path would lead to my house.
   
"To be honest, I didn't want to come at night," I spoke towards my behind.
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"To be honest, I didn't want to come at night," I spoke towards my rear.
   
"It's a phenomenon that only happens at night, so we should go at night," Yoishi readily replied. Very sound reasoning.
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"It's a phenomenon that only happens at night, so we must go at night." Yoishi readily replied. It was actually a pretty good argument.
   
For a short while, we both remained in silence, until eventually, Yoishi asked, "What was your wish?"
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For a short while, we both remained silent, until eventually, Yoishi asked:
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"What was your wish?"
   
 
"Huh?"
 
"Huh?"
   
"Well you're specifically living in 'The Wish-Fulfilling House,' aren't you?"
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"After all, you took the trouble of living in 'The Wish-fulfilling House,' didn’t you?"
   
She says "specifically," but really I just had no money for anywhere else.
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‘Took the trouble’, she says, but the truth was I just had no money for anywhere else.
   
"Nothing special. I wished that my family's business would go well, that's all," I answered.
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"Nothing special. I just wished that my family's business would go well, that's all." I answered.
   
 
"A family man, how surprising," Yoishi commented, devoid of emotion.
 
"A family man, how surprising," Yoishi commented, devoid of emotion.
   
Surprising is pretty harsh, I began replying, but then that house beyond the black forest came into view.
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'Surprising' is pretty harsh, I started to reply, but then the house beyond the black forest came into view.
   
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"Is that the one?"
"That's it."
 
   
 
"Yeah."
 
"Yeah."
   
Looking at it again, I'm amazed that I had rented such a place. This looks like a haunted house no matter who looks at it.
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Looking at it again, I'm amazed that I had rented such a place. It looked like a haunted house no matter how you looked at it.
   
As I slid the mama-cycle into the first-floor garage, Yoishi jumped off the rear seat. When she pressed the switch on the steel column, the garage's ceiling light turned on. That was all it took to reduce my fear. Yoishi began walking about on her own, looking at the building from several angles.
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As soon as I slid the mama-cycle into the ground-floor garage, Yoishi jumped off the rear seat of the bike. I pressed the switch on the steel column and the garage's ceiling light turned on. That was all it took to significantly reduce my fear. Yoishi began walking about on her own, looking at the building from several angles.
   
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"A magnificent building."
"A magnificent building," she said, and then she began walking ahead of me. She climbed the stairs to the entrance on the second floor. Not having any other choice, I placed one foot on the stairs but could go no further. As for Yoishi, she quickly climbed the stairs, casually opened the door, and took a glance inside. Ah, right. Now that I think about it, I rushed out without locking the door. That means I'd left it unlocked for several days, which was very careless of me.
 
   
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She said, as she began walking ahead of me. She went up the stairs to the entrance on the second floor. Not having any other choice, I placed one foot on the stairs, but could go no further. As for Yoishi, she quickly climbed the stairs, casually opened the door, and took a glance inside. Ahh, right. Now that I think about it, I rushed out without locking the door. That means I'd left it unlocked for several days, how careless of me.
All I could do was look from the bottom of the stairs. It's pretty shameful, but I'm the one that experienced the fear. I'd say it's animal instinct to not want to get any closer unless safety is ensured.
 
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All I could do was look from the bottom of the stairs. It was pretty pathetic of me, but I was the one that experienced the fear. I'd say it's animal instinct to not want to get any closer unless safety is ensured.
   
 
"How is it?"
 
"How is it?"
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Well of course it is.
 
Well of course it is.
   
And with that, Yoishi quickly went inside. I was afraid of being left behind at the bottom of the stairs, so I rushed after her. When I opened the entrance door, the inside was already lit by electricity. Yoishi stood right next to the lamp switch, glancing around from the ceilings to the walls. The lights felt great. I was calmed just by it being bright, so lit to the point of not knowing whether those creepy happenings were really real or not.
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And with that, Yoishi quickly went inside. I was afraid of being left behind at the bottom of the stairs, so I rushed after her. When I opened the front door, the lights were already on inside. Yoishi stood right next to the light switch, and glanced around from the ceilings to the walls. Lights really are a great thing. I was calmed just by it being bright, so much so that I didn't know whether those creepy happenings were real or not.
   
When I was about to take off my shoes at the foyer, I saw that Yoishi's knee-high boots had already been neatly taken off. She may surprisingly be well-raised, I thought, but then it struck me.
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When I was about to take off my shoes at the foyer, I saw that Yoishi's knee-high boots had already been neatly taken off and arranged. She might have had a better upbringing than I thought, but then it struck me.
   
That in retrospect, we hadn't even properly introduced ourselves.
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Come to think of it, we hadn't even properly introduced ourselves to each other yet.
   
"Hey, I know it's belated, but-" I turned toward her and said, "I go by 'Nagi' online, but my real name is Yamada Nagito. I'm in my first year of university starting this spring."
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"Hey, I know it's belated, but--" I turned toward her and said, "I go by 'Nagi' online, but my real name is Nagito Yamada. I'm in my first year of university this spring."
   
She just nodded without turning around and said, "I'm Yoishi."
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She simply nodded once without turning around and said:
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"I'm Yoishi."
   
 
"Isn't that a handle?"
 
"Isn't that a handle?"
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"No. My surname is Mitsurugi. Not that it matters."
 
"No. My surname is Mitsurugi. Not that it matters."
   
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—Yoishi Mitsurugi ("美鶴木 夜石").
—Mitsurugi Yoishi.
 
   
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She was a very strange one indeed. What kind of person reveals their real name on the internet and doesn't give a shit about their surname?
She continued being odd. She used her real name online, and in addition, didn't care for her surname. However-
 
   
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"'5' ("五") was on the wall of the toilet?"
"'4' was on the wall of the toilet?" she asked that as if to say that that conversation was a waste of time, and so I pointed to the far end of the second floor. Yoishi silently moved in that direction. Without hesitation, she opened the door, turned on the lights, and peered in.
 
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She asked, as if suggesting that the conversation we just had was a waste of time, so I pointed to the far end of the second floor and said, “That way”. Yoishi silently moved in that direction. Without hesitation, she opened the door, turned on the lights, and peered in.
   
 
I quietly followed.
 
I quietly followed.
   
"Right? It looks like the number '4,' doesn't it? It's not a schema or whatever, right?" I said to Yoishi's back.
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"See? It looks like the number '5' ("五"), doesn't it? It's not a schema or whatever, right?" I asked Yoishi from behind.
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"You know of words such as schema?" she asked in a condescending manner.
   
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"Well, I mean, I am an occult maniac, after all."
"You know of words such as schema?" she replied as if being condescending.
 
   
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That was a lie. It was a piece of information I had only just acquired.
"Well, I mean, I am an occult maniac."
 
   
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"If you look at a meaningless shape with prior knowledge of a specific set of information, the brain tends to recognize the figure in line with that information— that is a schema in cognitive science, but this is without a doubt a '5' ("五"). Even I see it that way."
That was a lie. It was a piece of information I had just received.
 
   
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Yoishi spoke as she traced her fingertips over the engraving, paying no heed to my words.
"In a state where you've received a specific set of information when you see a meaningless figure, your brain follows the information to create a suitable schematic — that is a schema in cognitive science, but this is without a doubt a '4.' Even I see it that way," Yoishi said, not caring for my words, as she traced her fingers over the engraving.
 
   
Well, it wasn't like determining that it was not a schema solved anything. If anything, it made things worse. If this was truly a deliberately-written '4,' then someone wrote that in this house — or rather, someone, "something" in this house.
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Well, even if it wasn’t a schema, it didn’t solve the problem. If anything, it made things worse. If this was truly a deliberately-written "5" ("五"), then someone — or something in this house wrote it.
   
"'5' was near the bath?"
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"'6' ("六") was near the bath?"
   
Having finished observing the '4,' Yoishi went across the hall to the bathroom with the toilet, turned on the lights, and opened the door. She placed her face right next to the symbol engraved into the window sill. As I watched the scene from behind her, I caught the smell of something odd.
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After she finished carefully examining the "5" ("五"), Yoishi switched on the light in the room with the bath just opposite to the toilet and opened the door. She moved her face right in front of the symbol engraved into the window sill. As I watched the scene from behind her, I caught the smell of something odd.
   
Truth be told, it'd been bothering me since I met her — but now that I was in an enclosed space with her, it'd become clear.
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Truth be told, it'd been bothering me since I met her — but now that I was in an enclosed space with her, it became clear to me once more.
   
 
"...Are you wearing some sort of perfume?"
 
"...Are you wearing some sort of perfume?"
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"Wait, but this smell on you..."
 
"Wait, but this smell on you..."
   
Then I realized what that smell was.
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That’s when I realized what that smell was.
   
I'd smelled it in the changing rooms during middle school.
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I'd smelled it in club rooms during middle school.
   
A sour, nose-curdling smell, as if something was rotting.
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A somewhat sour, nose-curdling smell, as if something was rotting.
   
"...Um, I totally understand this is a rude thing to ask a girl," I asked, pinching my nose, "When did you last take a bath?"
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"...Um, I totally understand this is a rude thing to ask a girl," I asked, pinching my nose, "But when did you last take a bath?"
   
Yoishi turned around and looked at me quizzically. Then she looked up at the ceiling. I had a bad feeling about that gesture as if she was searching through distant memories.
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Yoishi turned around and looked at me quizzically. Then she looked up at the ceiling. I had a bad feeling about that gesture, as if she was searching through distant memories.
   
"Wha... You have to think about it?"
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"Wha... It was so far back you have to think about it?"
   
 
"I don't quite remember, maybe last month?"
 
"I don't quite remember, maybe last month?"
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"That's not what I meant! Do you not take showers? Wash your hair?"
 
"That's not what I meant! Do you not take showers? Wash your hair?"
   
"What does that have to do with the numbers decreasing?" Yoishi seemed completely bewildered as she asked me, but come on, I'd heard about the term "dirty girl," and I know French royalty were famous for never taking baths, but this is contemporary Japan. Do high school girls that don't take baths for months exist?
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"What does that have to do with the numbers counting down?" Yoishi seemed completely bewildered as she asked me, but come on, I'd heard about the term "dirty girl," and I know French royalty were famous for never taking baths, but this is contemporary Japan. Do high school girls that don't take baths for a month exist?
   
"What you say lacks reason," she said flatly, and then peered closely at the window sill again. "It is without a mistake, a '5.'"
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"What you say lacks reason," she said flatly, and then peered closely at the window sill once more. "It is unmistakably, a '6' ("六")."
   
She quickly turned around and asked, "How about '6'?" She really had no interest in anything other than the paranormal. Sighing, I reluctantly guided her.
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She quickly turned around and asked, "How about '7' ("七")?" She really had no interest in anything other than the paranormal. Sighing, I reluctantly guided her.
   
It was on the landing heading to the third floor.
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It was on a wall on the staircase landing to the third floor.
   
That was where the middle-aged man I didn't know was standing during the pseudo-word-association game Yoishi had me play earlier. As expected, I didn't feel like following her there, so I just gestured towards it. Yoishi wordlessly climbed the stairs and leaned at the wall.
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This was the place where the middle-aged man I didn't know was standing during the pseudo-word-association game Yoishi had me play earlier. As expected, I didn't feel like following her there, so I just gestured towards it. Yoishi wordlessly climbed the stairs and leaned against that wall as well.
   
 
"Hmm."
 
"Hmm."
   
"That looks like '6' too, right?"
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"That looks like '7' ("七") too, right?"
   
However, Yoishi didn't immediately answer. Instead, she took out a mini-flashlight from her pocket, shined it at the number "6," and looked all around it.
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However, Yoishi didn't immediately answer. Instead, she took out a mini-flashlight from her pocket, shined it at the number '7' (七), and looked all around it.
   
 
"Is there something strange about it?"
 
"Is there something strange about it?"
   
"This is certainly a '6' but it's — odd."
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"This is certainly a '7' ("七"), but— it's strange."
   
What's odd, I was about to ask, but at the moment I was going to-
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I was about to ask ''What's strange?'', but at that moment-
   
Yoishi suddenly vomited. She didn't do anything cute like place a hand to her mouth in an effort to hold it back, but rather standing upright in a daunting pose, she boldly hurled, and as expected, I took a step back. Used to vomiting. That's how what that posture gave off and I completely saw it through.
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Yoishi suddenly vomited. She didn't do anything cute like place a hand to her mouth in an effort to hold it back, but rather, standing upright in a daunting pose, she boldly hurled, which definitely made me take a step back. She was used to vomiting, that's what that posture gave off, and I ended up completely seeing it through to the end.
   
 
Dripping vomit.
 
Dripping vomit.
   
Sparkling intestinal fluid, and the remnants of the orange juice she'd been drinking.
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Sparkling gastric fluid, and the remnants of the orange juice she was drinking earlier.
   
—What was up with her?
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—What the hell is she?
   
She doesn't take baths, boldly vomits out in the open;
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She doesn't take baths, boldly vomits out in the open…
   
And to make things worse, she's an occult-loving wears-coats-during-spring psychotic girl.
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And to make things worse, she's an occult-loving denpa girl who wears coats during spring.
   
However, I finally noticed that the psychotic girl did seem to be struggling a bit.
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However, I finally noticed that the denpa girl did seem to be struggling a bit.
   
"Hey, are you alright?" I ran up to her and began rubbing her back. She gave a feeble nod and then wiped her mouth.
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"Hey, are you alright?" I ran up to her and began rubbing her back. She gave a feeble nod and wiped her mouth.
   
There was vomit on the landing, but she resumed conversing as if nothing had ever happened.
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There was vomit on the landing, but she resumed conversing as if nothing even happened.
   
"Ever since I saw your post, I've thought it was strange. Why did the countdown begin from '6'?"
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"Ever since I saw your post, I thought it was strange. Why did the countdown begin from '7' ("七")?"
   
 
"Huh?"
 
"Huh?"
   
"Normally countdowns should start from 5 or 10."
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"Countdowns should normally start from 9 ("九") or 10 ("十")."
   
 
"How should I know?"
 
"How should I know?"
   
I mean, ghosts are scary because you don't know what they're thinking. How would a human like me know why something like that began counting down from "6"?
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I mean, ghosts were scary because you don't know what they're thinking. How would a human like me know why something like that began counting down from "7" ("七")?
   
"Wrong. The paranormal has no rules, but the other side has intentions as befitting of the other side," said Yoishi as she climbed the stairs. I had no choice but to follow.
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"Wrong. The paranormal has no rules, but the other side has a will of its own." said Yoishi as she climbed the stairs; I had no choice but to follow.
   
As if to say there must be a "9" and a "10" somewhere, Yoishi turned on the lights to the third floor and began peering at the walls. Her posture, as she crawled about on all fours, scampering along the walls, was both creepy and comical. Afterwards, Yoishi began mumbling to herself and didn't respond to me, so I gave up and went back to the second floor. I poured water from the sink next to the toilet into a bucket, and threw a rag in. After all, this is my house, and while I couldn't forget the hollow face of the middle-aged man I saw at the family restaurant, I tried not to think about it, and cleaned up the vomit.
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As if to say there must be an "8" ("八") and a "9" ("九") somewhere, Yoishi turned on the lights to the third floor and began sliding up to the walls. Her posture, as she crawled about on all fours, scampering along the walls, was both creepy and comical. Afterwards, Yoishi began mumbling something to herself and didn't respond to anything I said, so I gave up and went back down to the second floor. I poured water from the small sink next to the toilet into a bucket, and threw a rag in. Even after everything, this was still my house; I couldn’t just leave the vomit on the stairs like that. As I took the bucket to the staircase landing, I was reminded of the blank face of the man Yoishi had shown me in the family restaurant a while ago, but I tried hard not to think about it and cleaned up the vomit.
   
Ugh, why does vomit smell so acidic? Somehow it always entices you to vomit, too. Moreover, it was irritating that the one who vomited seemed to not care at all. As if it was obvious that it would be my job to clean after her.
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Ughh, why does vomit smell so acidic? Somehow it always entices you to vomit, too. Moreover, it was irritating that the person who vomited didn’t seem to care at all. As if it was obvious that it would be my job to clean up after her.
   
  +
"Hey, do you not eat? There's only liquid in this."
"Hey, do you not eat? There's only liquid in this," I said with a bit of a nasty tone, but Yoishi, who'd come back down from the third floor, simply mumbled that there was no "9" or "10" anywhere. I snapped at her totally depressed reaction. "Didn't I already tell you there was none?"
 
   
  +
I commented with a bit of a nasty tone. But Yoishi, who'd come back down from the third floor, simply mumbled that there was no "8" ("八") or "9" ("九") anywhere. The way she said it, as if she was deeply disappointed, kind of ticked me off.
She ignored my comment and began looking at the walls on the second floor. Half-exasperated, I watched over her as I went down to the second floor with the rag and bucket. Then, I looked at the clock and "Say," I called to her, "are you alright being out at this hour?"
 
  +
  +
"Didn't I already tell you there weren’t any more?"
  +
  +
She ignored my comment and began looking at the walls on the second floor. Half-exasperated, I watched over her as I went down to the second floor with the rag and bucket. Then, I looked at the clock. "Say," I called out to her, "Are you alright being out this late?"
   
 
Of course, that was pretty belated, given that it was almost three o'clock in the morning.
 
Of course, that was pretty belated, given that it was almost three o'clock in the morning.
   
If I were her parents, I'd be beside myself with anger.
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If I were her parents, I’d be furious with her for being out this late.
   
"I hope you called home before coming out at this hour. I mean, I know it's my fault this is happening, but parents always worry. Back home, I always thought my parents were a pain in the ass, but once you leave, you feel gracious for that stuff."
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"I hope you called home before coming out at this hour. I mean, I know it's my fault this is happening, but parents always worry. Back home, I always thought my parents were a pain in the ass, but once you leave, you feel an appreciation for that stuff."
   
 
However, she wasn't listening to my passionate sermon.
 
However, she wasn't listening to my passionate sermon.
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Instead, I noticed she was completely immobile, staring at a single spot.
 
Instead, I noticed she was completely immobile, staring at a single spot.
   
"What is it?" I asked, but Yoishi didn't move. She stood still, frozen like a mannequin. I also stood behind Yoishi and looked where she was.
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"What is it?" I asked, but Yoishi didn't move. She stood still, frozen like a mannequin. I moved behind Yoishi and looked where she was looking.
   
That was where Yoishi had vomited—and exactly where the middle-aged man was standing in my imagination that only I knew about.
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It was the spot where Yoishi had just vomited —the staircase landing where the middle-aged man I didn’t know was standing in my imagination.
   
 
"Wa...Wait a second. Who're you having a staring match with?"
 
"Wa...Wait a second. Who're you having a staring match with?"
   
When I placed a hand on her shoulder, she twitched, as if a curse had been lifted.
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When I placed a hand on her shoulder, she twitched, as if breaking free from a spell.
   
Then she whispered, ever so softly, "I see."
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And then she whispered, ever so softly, "I see."
   
When she turned around, her face was filled with joy. I could tell by the slight blush creeping into her pale face that she was excited.
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When she turned around, she seemed to look happy. I could tell by the slight blush creeping into her pale face that she was excited.
   
 
"Hey, did you notice?"
 
"Hey, did you notice?"
   
  +
"What?"
"What?" But Yoishi didn't respond, instead turning her heel and heading toward the foyer.
 
  +
  +
But Yoishi didn't respond, instead, she turned around and headed toward the entrance.
   
 
"H...Hey, wait up!"
 
"H...Hey, wait up!"
   
"Let's get out of here."
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"Let's leave."
   
She quickly put on her deep black boots, then walked straight out of the entrance. I hurriedly put on my sneakers and chased after her. Trying not to look inside, I shut off the lights, closed the door, and remembered to lock it this time. I stuck close by Yoishi as she staggered down the stairs.
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She quickly put on her deep black boots, then walked straight out of the entrance. I hurriedly put on my sneakers and chased after her. Trying not to look inside, I shut off the lights, closed the door, and remembered to lock it this time. After that, I stuck close to Yoishi as she staggered down the stairs.
   
When we walked near where the mama-cycle was parked inside the garage, Yoishi looked up at the building once more, and said "This building is very interesting."
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We arrived at the mama-cycle left inside the garage, Yoishi looked up at the building once more, and said, "This building is very interesting."
   
 
"What're you talking about?"
 
"What're you talking about?"
   
"Under the stairs to the third floor. There's a meaningless space."
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"Under the stairs to the third floor. There exists a meaningless space."
   
That moment, I felt a chill travel down my spine.
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At that moment, goosebumps broke out all over my neck and back at once.
   
 
I see—
 
I see—
   
The eeriness that I'd felt all along about this house, I finally understood it. Indeed, it had always felt like something was odd about this house. And that was the area under the stairs which I could never reach. You couldn't enter the space under the stairs from either the outside or inside of the house. You hear about places that don't open sometimes, this was similar in that we didn't know what was inside.
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The eeriness that I'd felt all along about this house, I finally understood it. Indeed, it had always felt like something was odd about this house. And that was the area under the stairs which I could never reach. The area under the stairs that I just couldn’t get into, whether from the outside or the inside. I’d often heard stories about doors that couldn’t be opened, and this was similar in that it was a space where we didn't know what was inside, but its existence could be felt somewhere.
   
 
"And, look at this."
 
"And, look at this."
   
Yoishi pointed at the mailbox by the stairs in front of the first floor.
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Yoishi pointed at the mailbox by the staircase entrance on the ground floor.
   
My full name was written on a piece of paper the size of a business card, a curved zigzag over it as if to overwrite it.
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My full name was written on a piece of paper the size of a business card, with three lines inscribed on it, crushing the name from above.
   
  +
It was unmistakable.
It was—unmistakable.
 
   
  +
The number "3" ("三").
"2."
 
   
 
The countdown continued.
 
The countdown continued.
   
Yoishi placed her face almost right onto the engravings and mumbled happily, "this place is the real deal," but I said, with a hollow voice, "I'm at my limit."
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Yoishi placed her face almost right onto the engravings and mumbled happily, "This place is the real deal," but I spoke in a hollow voice:
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"I can’t take this anymore."
   
 
===Fall===
 
===Fall===
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The new apartment was fantastic.
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My brand-new apartment was fantastic.
   
The pretty, cleaned flooring. The new wallpaper. The sterilized unit bath.
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The floors were nice and clean. The wallpaper was new. The unit bath was sterilized.
   
It wasn't right comparing it to that house, where the previous inhabitant's remnants drifted everywhere, but I definitely learned that it wasn't right to skimp on housing expenses. This was even further from the university, but at least there was housing nearby. I could walk to a convenience store and there were plenty of streetlights. This apartment, which was brightly lit even at night, was introduced to me by Karasu-san.
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It wasn't right comparing it to that house, where the remnants of the previous inhabitant drifted everywhere, but I definitely learned that it wasn't right to skimp on housing expenses. This was even further from the university, but at least there were houses nearby. I could walk to a convenience store, and there were plenty of streetlights. Anyway, this apartment, whose surroundings were brightly lit, even at night, was introduced to me by Karasu-san.
   
From what I heard, one of Karasu-san's acquaintances was the landlord, and Karasu-san was also renting a room here. It annoyed me a bit that the room was simply a warehouse (a place to put paranormal cursing equipment apparently) for her, but I couldn't complain. Rent rocketed to 50000 yen, but it was six tatami 1K with a loft and a unit bath, so it was extremely cheap for the area.
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From what I heard, one of Karasu-san's acquaintances was the landlord, and Karasu-san herself was also renting a room here. It annoyed me a bit that her room was a warehouse (apparently a storage place for strange magical items and costumes), but I couldn't complain. The rent had rocketed to 50000 yen, but it was a cheap price for a 10 square meter apartment with one bedroom, a kitchen, a loft and a unit bath.
   
It had been one week since I looked at that paranormal house with Yoishi.
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It had been more than a week since I looked at that paranormal house with Yoishi.
   
Right afternoon on a Sunday, on a rare day with no part-time work and no lectures—
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It was a Sunday afternoon, on a rare day with no part-time work and no lectures—
   
I opened the window and took in the comfortable breeze as I sprawled out in the empty room.
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I opened the window and took in the pleasant breeze as I sprawled out in my empty room.
   
Anyhow, the previous week had passed by quickly.
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At any rate, the previous week had passed by quickly.
   
First, I cried to my big sister for some borrowed money, then immediately moved here. I didn't want to enter that house ever again, and while it was expensive having to hire movers, it was worth it. Furthermore, this apartment's walls were so thin that you would almost instinctively want to pick up your neighbors' ringing phones, which made it feel like you were among living people. You could greet people in the hallways, and if you opened the window, you could hear the lackadaisical voice of the bamboo pole merchants. Basically, this place was overflowing with life. For me, that was extremely important. As I'd been drained of mental energy to the extremes, I required the comfort of living amidst people.
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First, I cried to my big sister to borrow some money to move here, then did so immediately. I didn't want to enter that house ever again, and while it was expensive having to hire movers, it was worth it. Furthermore, this apartment's walls were so thin they made you almost want to pick up your neighbors' ringing phones, which made it feel like you were among living people. You could greet gloomy people in the hallways, and if you opened the window, you could hear the lackadaisical voice of the bamboo pole merchants. Basically, this place was overflowing with life. For me, that was extremely important. I'd been drained of mental energy to the extremes, and I needed the comfort of living amidst people more than anything else.
   
I never met Yoishi again.
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I didn’t meet Yoishi again.
   
That night, I gave her a lift to the family restaurant and parted ways. Everything about her was a mystery other than the fact that she was a high school student and that her real name was Mitsurugi Yoishi. I spoke with her a bit as we rode back to the train station, but I never found out what was going on with that house. She didn't try to explain, and I wasn't in any hurry to ask.
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That night, I gave her a lift to the family restaurant and parted ways. Everything about her was a mystery, other than the fact that she was a high school student and that her real name was Yoishi Mitsurugi. I spoke with her for a little bit as I pedaled hard back to the train station as if running away, but in the end, I never found out what was going on with that house. She didn't try to explain, and I wasn't in any mood to ask.
   
However, I had a strange conviction that something bad was there. Every night, I heard something eerie, and I even bit the bullet on the countdown, but I mostly believed it because of Yoishi's one phrase: "This place is real." That this was not a place I could deal with. I immediately thought that. If you think about it that way, she was why I was able to make the decision to place myself in such a peaceful place, but—
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However, I had a strange conviction that there was something dangerous there. I was the one who heard the creepy noises every night, and I even got a countdown, but somehow, I made up my mind because of Yoishi's one phrase: "This place is the real deal." I immediately thought that this was not a place I could deal with. If you think about it that way, it's thanks to her that I was able to make the decision to put myself in a peaceful place like this, but—
   
It was true what they say, that when the blade is no longer to your throat, you regain your curiosity.
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It's true what they say: Once on shore, we pray no more.<Ref>Original Japanese phrase used here is: Once it's past the throat, one forgets the heat (of the swallowed object)</ref>
   
 
Now that it was all in the past, I was truthfully somewhat curious.
 
Now that it was all in the past, I was truthfully somewhat curious.
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What did she notice?
 
What did she notice?
   
What was the countdown?
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What was the countdown all about?
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And just who was Yoishi anyway? It was hard to explain, but she seemed different from the average occult maniac. She wasn’t just getting a thrill by being close to danger, but she was also a daredevil who didn’t hesitate stepping into areas that a person’s instincts would say are dangerous—in other words, she had a sense of uneasiness about her that couldn’t just be explained as someone who wanted to die. Whenever she said something, I felt like the world I believed and lived in was about to collapse.
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Sometimes I would take a peek at Ikaigabuchi, but Yoishi never appeared in any threads.
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And of course, no one replied to the thread I'd started anymore, and it got buried deep to the point where it was hard to find. Krishna-san descended upon various threads, but they never touched on me or Yoishi's case. I was tempted to write that it was real, but I had no means of proving myself, and I still felt a little uncertain about the whole thing, at the same time, I buried myself in my normal daily life again.
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Indeed — The everyday normal continued.
   
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Increased rent and utility bills that can’t wait. My scholarship alone was insufficient, meaning I had to start working part-time in earnest soon, so I started a part-time job at an Italian restaurant near the station. I also had to pay back the moving funds that I'd borrowed from my big sis. So I started working whenever I had no lectures. My urban survival began with a week of exhausting physical exertion and forced workplace smiles, and in an instant--
What is Yoishi anyway? It was hard to explain, but she seemed different from just an occult maniac. It wasn't like she was getting a thrill out of coming close to danger, but rather, she seemed to have no instinct telling her to avoid dangerous areas—in other words, it was hard to explain herself as anything but someone wanting to die. Whenever she said something, I felt like the world I believed and lived in was about to crumble apart.
 
   
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A week had flown by, and it was that sort of day.
Sometimes I would take a peek at Ikaigabuchi, but Yoishi never appeared in a thread.
 
   
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My first university lecture in a while had just ended, and I was stuffing my textbooks into my bag, when I suddenly realized an unknown girl was staring at me.
And of course, no one reacted to the thread I'd started, and it'd been buried deep to the point where I didn't want to revive it. Krishna descended upon various threads, but he never touched on my or Yoishi's case. It was real, I wanted to write, but I had no means of proving myself, and I myself felt fuzzy about it, so I kept myself to a normal, daily life.
 
   
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She was short, yet her breasts were big enough to be noticeable through her clothes. Her hair was bobbed and cut straight like a Zashiki-Warashi's<ref>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zashiki-warashi Usually pictured as a small girl in a kimono with a straight-edged bowl-cut and straight bangs.</ref>, she had a baby-face that resembled that of a middle-schooler, and her red-framed glasses really suited her.
Indeed—ordinarity continued.
 
   
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"Who is that?"
An increased living expense and an abundance of light and heat. My scholarship was insufficient, so I began working part-time at an Italian restaurant near the train station. I wanted to pay back the moving funds that I'd borrowed from my big sis too, so I started working whenever I had no lectures. My survival in the city began as I worked myself to exhaustion and flung a tired smile everywhere.
 
   
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When I stared right back at her, she cleared her throat once and came over to me.
The week had flown by, and it was that kind of day today.
 
   
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She started taking something out of her pocket, then put it back. I figured it was some sort of paper. She walked over to me, standing bolt upright, but in the end, never took out that piece of paper. She had a somewhat vexed expression as she glared at me (although her baby-ish face made it lose its bite), she then clicked her tongue and turned away.
My first university lecture in a while had just ended, I was stuffing my textbooks into my bag when I realized a girl I recognized was staring at me.
 
   
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"H-Hey, wait." I couldn't stop myself from calling out to her. "If you need something, just say it."
She was short, yet her breasts were big enough to notice them standing out from her clothes. Her hair was bobbed and cut straight like a Zashiki-Warashi's<ref>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zashiki-warashi Usually pictured as a small girl in a kimono with a straight-edged bowl-cut and straight bangs.</ref>, and her face resembled that of a young middle-schooler, matching her red-framed glasses.
 
   
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In reply, the bobbed-haired girl turned back around and said, "Moron."
"Who're you?" I stared right back at her. She cleared her throat once then came closer.
 
   
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"Mo-Moron?"
She started taking something out of her pocket, then put it back. I saw that it was some sort of paper. She walked over to me, standing erect and still, and in the end, never took out that piece of paper. She had a bit of a vexed expression as she glared at me (although her baby-ish face made it lose its bite), then clicked her tongue and turned away.
 
   
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No matter how much of a mild-mannered and sincere of a person I was, I wasn't one to stand being insulted by a girl I'd never met before.
"H-Hey, wait." I couldn't stop myself from calling out to her. "What do you need, speak up."
 
   
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"Why are you being so rude? What's your name? What grade are you?"
The straight-haired girl turned back around and said, "Moron."
 
   
"Mo-Moron?" Despite being mild-mannered, I wasn't one to stand being insulted by a girl I'd never met before. "Why are you being so rude? What's your name? What grade are you?" I asked, but she simply snapped back, "Shut up."
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I asked, but she simply snapped back, "Shut up."
   
"It's your fault in the first place." Then she pointed her small index finger at me. "It's because of people like you that things like this will keep happening until the end of time. Learn your place, fool."
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"It's your fault in the first place." Then she pointed her small index finger at me. "People like you are the reason these things keep happening. Learn your place, fool."
   
 
"Fool? You..."
 
"Fool? You..."
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"Do your shoulders ache? Do your ears ring? Are you able to sleep at night?"
 
"Do your shoulders ache? Do your ears ring? Are you able to sleep at night?"
   
Was she some sort of doctor's apprentice? Did this university even have a medical school?
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Was she some sort of doctor's apprentice? I mean, did this university even have a medical school?
   
While I was bewildered, the girl finally pulled out the piece of paper from her pocket. She stuck it under my nose. I had no time to take it, as she ran off like a rabbit, and by the time I picked it up, she had already left the classroom.
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While I was bewildered, the girl finally pulled out the piece of paper from her pocket. She thrust it in front of my nose. Before I could even pick it up, she ran off like a rabbit, and by the time I picked it up, she had already left the classroom.
   
 
"...The hell was that?"
 
"...The hell was that?"
   
No one was left in the classroom by then, so I looked at the piece of paper I was holding.
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In the emptied classroom, I picked up the paper and looked down at it.
   
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[[Image:Phenomeno-Vol1-case01-1.jpg|Height in pixel|thumb|]]
 
It was like a handmade business card.
 
It was like a handmade business card.
   
It just read—
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It merely read—
   
"Beatnik Research Club President - Kurimoto Shina"
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"Beatnik Research Club President - Kurimoto Shiina"
   
—alongside the location of the Beatnik Research Club, situated on the west wing.
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—and the location of the Beatnik Research Club, situated in the western club building.
   
 
 
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In my dream, I was still living in that house.
 
In my dream, I was still living in that house.
   
The old three-story mountain cottage by the river bank.
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That old three-story mountain cottage-style building by the river bank.
   
There, I was looking at myself. It was like I'd spiritually departed from my body and was floating in space, gazing upon the "me" living my life. The "me" down there showed no signs of noticing me and continued living normally. It seemed I was looking into a bit of the past. "I" was living carefree, as I hadn't learned of the fear of the noises at night. ''Hey, give up on this house,'' I wanted to tell him, but as a person just drifting in a dream, there was nothing I could do. All I could do was observe.
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There, I was looking at myself. It was like an out-of-body experience with my body floating in space, and I was gazing down upon a different "me" living my life. The "me" directly below showed no signs of noticing me and continued to live normally. It seemed I was looking a bit into the past. “I", who still didn't know the fear of the midnight sounds, was living there unconcernedly. ''Hey, give up on this house,'' I wanted to call out to him, but as a person just drifting through the air in a dream, there was nothing I could do. All I could do was stare blankly.
   
Eventually, I noticed that Yoishi was sitting next to "me." The two of us were sitting together on the old sofa I'd picked up after moving. The two of us didn't speak to each other, instead just moving on with our lives individually. "I" was yawning as I watched TV, while she was just quietly reading an old book.
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Eventually, I noticed that Yoishi was sitting next to "me." The two of us were sitting together on the old sofa I'd picked up after moving. The two of us didn't speak to each other, we just did what we liked. "I" was yawning as I watched TV, while she was just quietly reading an old-looking book.
   
It was just a dream so it was free to make up any situation it wanted, but I still thought this was odd. However, I also accepted that if I were to live together with her, neither of us would really interfere with the other.
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It was just a dream, so I was free to make up any situation I wanted, but it's true that if I were to live together with her, it would be strange, since neither of us would really interfere with the other.
   
Eventually, the "me" down there got bored of the TV and proceeded to stretch, wash his face, and brushed his teeth. "I" thought about studying a bit, but instead "I" just immediately went to sleep. As I observed myself as an outsider, I realized that I was a pretty boring person. I boasted that I would rebuild my family's downtrodden lumber business, departed Shizuoka in opposition to my father and big sister, failed to get into the seminar I wanted, and then just wandered occult sites. Plus I hadn't even written a single letter to my mother, who I'd promised to send letters to after coming to Tokyo. Finally, I'd moved into a haunted house because of the low rent and ran into a psychotic girl. I wanted to slap myself.
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Eventually, the "me" down there got bored of the TV and proceeded to stretch, wash his face, and brushed his teeth. He should have studied a little or something, but he was going to bed now. As I observed myself as an outsider, I realized that I was a pretty worthless person. I boasted that I would rebuild my family's downtrodden lumber business, departed Shizuoka in opposition to my father and big sister, failed to get into the seminar I wanted, and then just wandered occult sites. Plus, I hadn't even written a single letter to my mother, who was the only one who agreed with my decision to move to Tokyo, and who I'd promised to send letters to. And in the end, I got lured by the cheap price and moved into a haunted house, running into a denpa girl along the way. I wanted to slap myself.
   
As I sighed and glared, "I" quickly curled up in my bedroom. Even though Yoishi was there, it seemed that I could not see her, and I turned off the lights. Yoishi seemed to notice the lights had gone off, as she closed her book and stared off into space.
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As I sighed and glared, "I" quickly curled up in my bedroom. I turned off the lights as if I couldn't see Yoishi, even though she was in the room. Yoishi seemed to notice the lights had gone off, as she closed her book and stared off into space.
   
 
I'd floated down to Yoishi, thinking I'd turn the light on for her.
 
I'd floated down to Yoishi, thinking I'd turn the light on for her.
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"It's about time."
 
"It's about time."
   
I had a bad feeling from Yoishi's words.
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I had a horrible feeling when Yoishi said that.
   
And then—in the darkness, only illuminated by moonlight, I heard that sound.
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And then—in the darkness illuminated only by the moonlight, I heard that sound.
   
 
From somewhere, the sound of something being scraped.
 
From somewhere, the sound of something being scraped.
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An ominous melody ringing across the border connecting this world and the other.
 
An ominous melody ringing across the border connecting this world and the other.
   
As if something was trying to crawl out of a sealed dimension. As I heard that sound, my body slowly froze over. It was like watching those supernatural shows on TV, where they set up a camera in rooms that ghosts are rumored to appear.
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My whole body stiffened as I heard the sound, as if something somewhere was trying to crawl out of some sealed space. It was like watching those supernatural shows on TV, where they set up a camera in rooms where ghosts are rumored to appear.
   
This is a bad dream, isn't it?
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This is a nightmare, isn't it?
   
 
I need to wake up as soon as possible.
 
I need to wake up as soon as possible.
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Because, if I stay here like this—
 
Because, if I stay here like this—
   
I would see the "something" that was engraving numbers into this house.
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I would end up seeing the "something" that was engraving numbers into this house.
   
I frantically tried to wake up. I waved my limbs around trying to touch something, but I could not wake myself from the dream. It was like my body had been caught by some black hand seeping out of a different world. Feeling the despair of having been locked into a room with no exit, within the dream, where only my panting echoed—I suddenly found myself next to Yoishi.
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I frantically tried to wake up. I waved my limbs around trying to touch something, but I couldn’t wake myself from the dream. It was like my body had been caught by some black hand that had seeped out of a different world. Feeling the despair of having been locked in a room with no exit, in the dream where only my ragged breathing echoed— I suddenly found myself next to Yoishi.
   
On the old, leather sofa, Yoishi and I were embracing each other.
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On the old, leather sofa, I held Yoishi in my arms.
   
As if I were trying to stain both of my palms with Yoishi's body temperature, I played with her body. That was my wish, and yet, it wasn't. I mean, of course, I had some interest in girls as a regular eighteen-year-old boy, but my lust wasn't this twisted. I wasn't the type to release my sexual desires by turning myself into an unseen existence. I was pretty sure I had that much reason left in me, anyway.
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I played with her body, as if I were trying to stain both of my palms with Yoishi's body heat. That was my wish, and yet, it wasn't. I mean, of course, I had some interest in girls as a regular eighteen-year-old boy, but my lust wasn't this twisted. I wasn't the type to release my sexual desires by turning myself into an unseen existence. I should have had that much reason left in me.
   
 
However—Yoishi showed no signs of fear.
 
However—Yoishi showed no signs of fear.
   
If anything, she was in a state of ecstasy. Her expression was dangerous. I felt my rational mind flap its wings and fly away. I licked Yoishi's skin. I groped her breasts through her clothes. I lusted over her soft body with the tips of my fingers. I pulled up her long skirt, showing her pale thighs. Yoishi's eyes were barely open. Her lips were slightly parted, and I could see her white teeth. ''Stop. Stop. Stop,'' I screamed from within my body, but I couldn't restrain my abnormal, extreme lusting.
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If anything, she was in a state of ecstasy. Her expression was dangerous. I felt my rational mind flap its wings and fly away. I licked Yoishi's skin. I groped her breasts through her clothes. I lusted all over her soft body with the tips of my fingers. I pulled up her long skirt, exposing her pale thighs. Yoishi's eyes were barely open. Her lips were slightly parted, revealing her white teeth. ''Stop. Stop. Stop,'' I screamed from within my body, but I couldn't restrain the abnormal, sexual desire that was boiling up inside me.
   
 
However, the moment I placed a hand on her pale wrists—
 
However, the moment I placed a hand on her pale wrists—
   
I almost screamed. My arms were not ones I'd become accustomed to seeing but, conversely, were long and thin, like that of an aged man if anything. Those sleeves were gray and worn. I was wearing an old suit. I felt like I faintly smelled some cologne. I stretched out my trembling arms and felt my face, my nose, my lips. And what I felt was, hideously, not mine. It was definitely that of someone else—and I knew whose it was.
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I almost screamed. My arms were not ones I'd become accustomed to seeing, but were long and thin, like that of an old man. Those sleeves were gray and worn. I was wearing an old suit. I thought I smelled the scent of some cologne. I stretched out my trembling arms straight up to my face and stroked my cheek, my nose and my lips. And the feeling was horrifyingly unlike anything I had ever known. It was definitely that of someone else—and I knew whose it was.
   
 
Him.
 
Him.
   
That man which existed out of the corner of my eyes. And finally, my face tilted against my will. My face pointed toward the window ahead, toward the moonlight—and my eyes locked with the man hanging over Yoishi.
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That man standing in the corner of my vision. And at last, my face tilted against my will. I turned to the front window, where the moonlight was shining in —and there, my eyes locked with the man hanging over Yoishi.
   
 
At that moment—
 
At that moment—
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I awaken with a violent shudder.
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I awoke with a violent shudder.
   
I was in my new apartment, abnormally bright-lit from the lamp.
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I was in my new apartment, lit by freakishly blinding fluorescent lights.
   
To my side was a coffee table, on it an empty convenience store meal box I'd just eaten and an unfinished bottle of oolong tea. Near my pillow was a bag full of university textbooks and notebooks. There was a cheap curtain between me and the sash to the small veranda. It swayed a bit from the night breeze coming through a gap in the sash.
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On the table next to me was an empty convenience store meal box I'd just eaten, and an unfinished bottle of oolong tea. A bag full of university textbooks and notebooks were scattered near my pillow. There were cheap curtains on the sash leading to the small veranda, which swayed from the night breeze coming through a small gap in the sash.
   
 
I let out a deep breath.
 
I let out a deep breath.
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My heart was still pounding.
 
My heart was still pounding.
   
I came home from work, ate a bit, and then fell asleep some time ago.
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I came home from my part-time job, ate some food, and then fell asleep at some point it seemed.
   
''Stop fucking freaking me out.'' Cursing no one in particular, I grabbed the bottle. I gulped down the third or so oolong tea left. I felt so incredibly thirsty that even lukewarm oolong tea tasted delicious. After finishing it, I felt a bit calmer. I scratched my hair as I exhaled sharply.
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''Stop fucking freaking me out.'' Cursing no one in particular, I grabbed the bottle and gulped down about a third or so of the remaining oolong tea. I felt so incredibly thirsty that even lukewarm oolong tea tasted delicious. After finishing it, I finally calmed down, and ruffled my hair as I exhaled sharply.
   
"...Calm down. It's just a dream. It was only two weeks ago. It's not surprising that I still have some fear in my heart. That's why I saw that dream, that's all it is," I mumbled in an effort to convince myself, but my heart still didn't stop pounding. I could still feel Yoishi's soft body in my hands.
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"...Calm down. It was just a dream. It's only been about two weeks since that thing happened. It's not surprising that I still have some fear somewhere in my heart. That's why I saw that dream, that's all it is."
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I mumbled in an effort to convince myself, but my heart still didn't stop pounding. I could still vividly feel Yoishi's soft body in both my hands.
   
 
It was then that I realized something had been ringing in my head the whole time.
 
It was then that I realized something had been ringing in my head the whole time.
   
It was like a phone from the neighbor, like a cell phone in my pocket, continuously ringing. A quiet, but definite warning sound. What...what's bothering me? I began looking around. Fresh white wallpaper surrounded me, inside a spacious, vacant room I hadn't been able to fill with furniture. Nothing had changed between before and after I'd slept. However, the bell inside my head kept on ringing.
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It was a small, but definite warning sound, like a phone from the neighbor, like a cell phone left ringing in my pocket. What...what's bothering me? I looked around the room. There was only a barren room there, with barely any furniture and fresh white wallpaper surrounding me. Nothing had changed since I went to sleep. However, the bell inside my head kept ringing relentlessly.
   
"What the hell is that?"
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"What the hell is it?"
   
I stood up and looked around the room again. There was nothing out of the ordinary. ''The aftereffects of the scary dream were just bothering me, that's all.'' I was trying to make myself believe that when I noticed it. Next to the wall was a ladder leading to a small loft. The lighting for the loft was different, so it was slightly darker there. Just then, I felt something cold travel down my spine.
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I stood up and looked around the room again. There was nothing out of the ordinary. The aftereffects of the scary dream were just lingering inside me, that's all. I was trying to make myself believe that, when I noticed it. Next to the wall was a ladder leading to the small loft. The light for the loft was different, so that place alone remained dark. Just then, I felt something cold travel down my spine.
   
Why did I pick a place with a loft again?
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Why did I end up picking a place with a loft?
   
That dark area, where it felt like someone might jump out from, gave me bad thoughts. However, it felt like the warning inside me was directed straight at the loft. I mustered the courage to look up, and the warning sound grew louder. I swallowed once and turned on the light next to the ladder to the loft. I placed a foot on the ladder, climbing it one step at a time. Then, I willed myself to look into the loft.
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That dark area, where someone could unexpectedly peep in from at any moment, amplified my unpleasant thoughts. But apparently, the warning alarm inside me felt like it was directed straight at the loft. I mustered the courage to look up, and the warning sound grew louder. I swallowed once and turned on the light next to the ladder to the loft. I placed a foot on the ladder, climbing it one step at a time. Then, with all my resolve, I peered into the loft.
   
Of course, there was no one in the loft. The only thing there was a cheap sleeping bag I'd bought instead of a blanket, and a number of books scattered about.
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The loft was, of course, empty. The only thing there was a cheap sleeping bag I'd bought in place of a futon, and a few books scattered about.
   
"Haaah," I breathed with relief, and just as I was about to climb back down, I saw something. On the other side of the sleeping bag, at the furthest wall, I saw something. Wounds. Two lines had been violently etched, one perpendicular to the other.
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"Haaah," I breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to climb back down, when I noticed it. On the other side of the sleeping bag, on the furthest wall at the back, I saw something. Scratches. Two lines had been violently etched, one perpendicular to the other.
   
I let out a silent scream then fell off the ladder. My knees and shoulders made a horrible noise when they struck the ground, but I didn't care. Somehow I managed to grab my wallet and cell phone before running out of the apartment.
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I let out a silent scream and fell off the ladder. My knees and shoulders made a horrible noise when they struck the ground, but I didn't care. I somehow managed to grab my wallet and cell phone before running out of the apartment.
   
Not lines. Definitely not lines—that was...
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Those weren’t just lines. Definitely not lines——that was...
   
  +
"2" ("二").
"1."
 
The number "1."
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The number "2" ("二").
   
I even moved places—but the countdown still continued nonetheless.
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Even after I moved places—the countdown still continued.
   
I jumped into the night city and ran to a convenience store in search of light. As I ran, I tapped at my cell phone, accessing Ikaigabuchi. I looked at the forum from end to end. I didn't care if it was Karasu-san or Suu-san or Yoishi or anyone else. I desperately looked for someone I knew. Then I saw it. In a thread titled [Mysterious Dimension ☆ Ise Grand Shrine], a mere thirty minutes ago "Yoishi" had posted. Ignoring the serious discussion of how to see the Yata no Kagami<ref>"The Eight-span Mirror, part of The Three Sacred Treasures https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yata_no_Kagami.</ref> at the inner section of the shrine, I posted: ''"Hey, Yoishi. Please help me!"''
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I ran out into the residential area at night, and for the time being, ran to the nearest convenience store in search of light. As I ran, I tapped my cell phone, accessing Ikaigabuchi. I looked at the forum from end to end. I didn't care if it was Karasu-san, Suu-san, Yoishi or anyone else. I searched frantically to see if anyone I knew was posting. Then I found it. In a thread titled [Mysterious Dimension ☆ Ise Grand Shrine], "Yoishi" had posted a mere thirty minutes ago. Ignoring the serious discussion of how to see the Yata no Kagami<ref>"The Eight-span Mirror, part of The Three Sacred Treasures https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yata_no_Kagami.</ref> at the inner section of the shrine, I posted:Hey, Yoishi. Please help me!
   
The occult maniacs who were having their debate interrupted laughed at my spontaneous post, but I ignored them. ''"Yoishi! Are you reading this? Talk to me. He's still following me."''
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The occult maniacs who had their debate interrupted made all sorts of derisive comments at my tactless post, but I ignored them and kept posting: 【Yoishi! Are you reading this? Talk to me. He's still haunting me.
   
But of course, Yoishi never answered. All it did was anger the Ise Grand Shrine maniacs. Even after reaching the convenience store, I continued to look at Ikaigabuchi in the parking lot. I tried writing in places that Yoishi might find interesting. Telling her to contact me immediately. But maybe I'd posted too often because the entire forum rose up in arms, calling me a troll. If I got banned, I'd have trouble contacting her, so I started responding, ''"No, I'm not trolling! I'm seriously in trouble!"'' but people just coolly responded ''"Yep, he's trolling."'' Eventually, someone began calling me a DQN<ref>2channel (4chan was created as an English version of 2ch) slang that has become widely used Internet slang. Derogatory in nature, can refer to dumbass and derivatives but also has other meanings like being socially inferior, or sometimes "Normie" or "NPC" but worse.</ref> and I exploded, shouting ''"YOU OCCULT MANIAC SCUM!"'' and I set the thread ablaze. It was like a 100 vs 1 flame war. Right as I was starting to feel like the world was against me and close to spiking my phone against the ground, someone wrote: ''"Are you Nagi?"''
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However, Yoishi didn’t reply, and all I did was anger the Ise Grand Shrine maniacs. Even after reaching the convenience store, I continued checking other Ikaigabuchi forum threads in the parking lot. I tried posting in random threads that Yoishi might find interesting. I told her I was in danger and to contact me immediately. But I might have posted a little too much, as the entire forum soon rose up in arms, calling me a troll. If I got banned, I'd have trouble contacting her, so I started responding, ''"No, I'm not trolling! I'm seriously in trouble!"'' but people just coolly responded, ''"Yep, he's trolling."'' Eventually, someone called me a ‘DQN’<ref>2channel (4chan was created as an English version of 2ch) slang that has become widely used Internet slang. Derogatory in nature, can refer to dumbass and derivatives but also has other meanings like being socially inferior, or sometimes "Normie" or "NPC" but worse.</ref> and I exploded, writing in all caps: ''"YOU OCCULT MANIAC SCUM!"'' which set the thread ablaze. I was being bombarded with all kinds of abuse; It was like a 100 vs 1 flame war. Right as I was starting to feel like the world was against me, and the moment I was about to throw my mobile phone away, I saw the post:
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【Are you Nagi?】
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Someone had posted that message.
   
 
When I looked at their name, it said "Krishna."
 
When I looked at their name, it said "Krishna."
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That miraculous name was like a gift from heaven, one that almost made me crumble to the ground. I tried to type back a response, but my fingers were trembling too much.
 
That miraculous name was like a gift from heaven, one that almost made me crumble to the ground. I tried to type back a response, but my fingers were trembling too much.
   
In the meantime, Krishna-san posted again.
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As I struggled to reply, Krishna-san posted again.
   
 
And—
 
And—
   
It said.
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It stated:
   
"Come to the place written on the card I gave you this afternoon."
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Come to the place written on the card I gave you that afternoon.
   
 
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====5====
   
It was past two in the morning.
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It was past two o'clock late at night.
   
I'd left my bicycle behind, so I plodded my wait to the university on foot.
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I'd left my bicycle behind, so I plodded my way to the university on foot.
   
Of course, the front gate closed, the security guard eyed me suspiciously. In an effort to escape from that gaze, I took a wide arc and then went along the fencing toward the line of Zelkova trees on the left. After you walk here for a bit, you reach the western wing, which housed the Beatnik Research Club room.
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Of course, the front gate was closed, and the security guard eyed me suspiciously. As if to escape his gaze, I went in a circle and followed the zelkova trees on my left along the university wall. After a short walk, I reached the western building, which housed the Beatnik Research Club room.
   
"Kurimoto Shina—Krishna."
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"Kurimoto Shiina — Krishna."
   
I was so careless.
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I was so stupid.
   
 
I had realized nothing.
 
I had realized nothing.
   
The administrator of Ikaigabuchi, Krishna, was a person who attended the same university as me—
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To think that the administrator of Ikaigabuchi, Krishna, was a person who attended the same university as me—
   
and for that baby-faced girl to be Krishna, was unimaginable.
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And for that baby-faced girl to be Krishna, was unimaginable.
   
I went straight to the clubroom building on the far end and as I entered, I was met with surprise. There were still some students inside chatting with each other. Is this some kind of nightless city, I thought in exasperation, but in the same light, upon hearing such characteristic small talk, I felt a bit embarrassed still being afraid of ghosts at this age. I walked with my feat heavy to the Beatnik Research Club on the third floor. Upon arriving, I saw light come through the smoked glass. I knocked on the door and heard a familiar voice, so I introduced myself. "It's 'Nagi.' Yamada Nagito."
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I went straight to the clubroom building on the far end, and as I entered, I was met with surprise. There were still quite a few students left inside, and some club rooms were still noisy. ''Is this some kind of nightless city?'', I thought exasperatedly, but hearing such characteristic small talk, I felt ashamed of myself for being frightened by ghostly disturbances. At the same time, I felt pathetic for getting involved in such a silly ruckus. I walked with heavy feet to the Beatnik Research Club on the third floor. Upon arriving, I saw light shine through the frosted glass. I knocked on the door and heard a familiar voice, so I introduced myself. "It's 'Nagi.' Nagito Yamada."
   
 
"It's open."
 
"It's open."
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"Excuse me."
 
"Excuse me."
   
Opening the door, I found myself facing an empty, concrete-walled room of about ten tatami mats.
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Opening the door, I found myself facing a bleak, dimly lit, concrete-walled room of about sixteen square meters.
   
 
There was a single steel cabinet placed against a wall.
 
There was a single steel cabinet placed against a wall.
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In the middle was a relatively large worktable.
 
In the middle was a relatively large worktable.
   
And around it were four chairs, only three being sat in, comprising of both sexes.
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And around it were four chairs, three of which were occupied by both men and women.
   
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At the center—
On the center of its far side—
 
   
was the baby-faced girl who'd given me a business card in the classroom a few days ago.
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Was the baby-faced girl who'd given me a business card in the classroom a few days ago.
   
The red-framed glasses were as usual odd, but she also seemed to be wearing a black dyed shrine maiden outfit paired with tall wooden clogs, sitting perched on a chair. This suited her too well. I had no interest in such types, but I frighteningly almost coming to understand how people who liked lolis and cosplay felt.
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Her red-framed glasses were still the same, but she was dressed in a kind of black dyed shrine maiden outfit, paired with tall wooden clogs, she sat perched on a chair. This suited her too well. I had no interest in such types, but I came frighteningly close to understanding how people who liked lolis and cosplay felt.
   
"Uh, hey, I mean, hello, are you Krishna-san?" I asked, the girl nodding while showing a disdainful expression.
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"Uh, hey, I mean, hello, are you Krishna-san?" I asked, and the girl nodded with an extremely disdainful expression.
   
 
"I warned you to leave that house immediately."
 
"I warned you to leave that house immediately."
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"Nothing at all."
 
"Nothing at all."
   
Krishna cutely clicked her tongue and said "Anyhow, come in."
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Krishna-san cutely clicked her tongue and said, "Anyway, get in."
   
I looked around the room again and—to the sides of the small occult site admin was a woman who seemed to be in their late twenties and not like a student, boasting a simple white dress, and a bald, middle-aged man wearing monk attire who no matter what looked nothing at all like a student.
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I entered and looked around the room again—next to the small occult site admin was a woman who seemed to be in her late twenties dressed in simple white clothes, who in no way looked like a student, and a bald, middle-aged man wearing monk attire, who also looked nothing like a student.
   
 
"Eh...huh...um."
 
"Eh...huh...um."
   
I didn't know how to greet them, so I just stood bewildered at the entrance. Krishna-san then made a motion with her small chin to ''take a seat over there.'' I sat down on the chair that had been prepared for me, and when I did so, the middle-aged monk came up behind me and grabbed my shoulders with his thick arms.
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I didn't know how to greet them, so I just stood awkwardly at the entrance. Krishna-san then made a motion with her small chin to “Sit down there.'' I sat down on the chair that had been prepared for me, and when I did so, the middle-aged monk suddenly came up behind me and grabbed my shoulders with his thick arms.
   
 
"Um... Wait, what's going on?"
 
"Um... Wait, what's going on?"
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Thereupon, Krishna-san asked me while pushing up her glasses:
Thereupon Krishna-san asked me while pushing up her glasses. "Why are you willingly trying to peek at the other side?" And from there, her fuming raging lecture had begun. "Are you listening? As long as we don't look from our side, we won't be seen by the other side. You can have an interest in the occult, it's natural and unavoidable that people would have an interest in things little understood. Still, the other side's business is the other side's. To them, not being able to see them does not count as an excuse. Even not being able to, humans have enough power to be able to feel them. This is eerie on its own, so you should immediately understand that there's something you can't see, and pay it due respect."
 
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"Why are you willingly trying to peek at the other side?"
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And from there, her raging lecture had begun.
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"Are you listening? As long as we don't peek from our side, we won't be seen by the other side. You can have an interest in the occult, It’s an admirable human quality to want to know about things you don't understand. Still, the other side's business is the other side's. To them, not being able to see them does not count as an excuse. Even though humans aren't able to see them, we have enough power to be able to feel them. If you think a place is creepy, you should immediately understand that there's something you can't see, and pay it due respect."
   
 
In the face of her stern gaze, even I, the fool, could understand.
 
In the face of her stern gaze, even I, the fool, could understand.
   
"So, basically, I've been possessed?" I said in a tearful tone.
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"So, basically, I've been possessed?" I asked tearfully.
   
 
"At this rate, you're pretty screwed."
 
"At this rate, you're pretty screwed."
   
Her expression became ever sterner, and I froze.
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Her expression became even sterner, and I stiffened.
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"Krishna-san."
   
"Krishna-san," spoke the woman in the white dress. She had no make-up on and held a strangely-shaped rosary.
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The woman in the white dress called out to her. She had no make-up on, and held a strangely-shaped rosary.
   
"It's already gotten a bit inside."
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"It's almost inside."
   
...What? What has gotten inside?
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...What? What is almost inside?
   
"Could you possibly remove it here?"
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"Could you remove it here?"
   
 
"I can try."
 
"I can try."
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"Investigators?"
 
"Investigators?"
   
"I'll explain later. Just shut it and obey."
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"I'll explain later. Just shut up and obey."
   
"It's pointless. The host isn't here," I heard from a feminine voice, seemingly far away.
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"It's pointless. The main body isn't here." I heard from a feminine voice, seemingly far away.
   
"It seems we still have to go to that house anyway."
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"It seems we will have to go to that house, after all."
   
"That does seem to be the case, doesn't it."
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"That does seem to be the case."
   
The middle-aged man and Krishna-san's voice also echoed a bit, like a record that was losing speed.
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The middle-aged man and Krishna-san's voice sounded like a record playing at low speed.
   
I'd started to go limp. The monk was strong, but that wasn't the only reason. It was as if I had never noticed I was on the verge of toppling over under an extreme weight—and as soon as I did, every single one of my body's sensory organs frantically tried to show me my level of fatigue. I felt that kind of exhaustion, one that tried to sink me into a bottomless mud pit.
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I'd started to go limp. The monk was strong, but that wasn't the only reason. It was as if I didn’t realize that I was on the verge of collapse under the burden of a heavy load—and as soon as I realized that, all my sensory organs frantically tried to show me my level of fatigue. A feeling of fatigue covered my entire body, as if my whole body was sinking into a bottomless mud pit.
   
"You can't move? You'll be ok, just don't move," Krishna said in a mysteriously kind voice, and then I lost consciousness.
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"You can't move? You'll be ok, just don't move," At the end of Krishna-san's strangely gentle voice, I lost consciousness.
   
To be honest, I don't remember much after that. I think I was loaded into a car. I think there was a lot of shaking. My consciousness came back because I felt a familiar sense of coldness on my skin, one that seemed to want to wring me dry. My body was still heavy and my consciousness still felt like mud, but my survival instincts seemed to scream that wherever this was, it was bad news.
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To be honest, I don't remember much after that. I think I was loaded into a car. And then, I think there was a lot of shaking. My consciousness came back when I felt a familiar sense of coldness on my skin, one that seemed to want to wring me dry. My body was still heavy and my consciousness still felt muddy, but my survival instincts seemed to scream that wherever this was, it was bad news.
   
 
When I came to, I was in front of that house.
 
When I came to, I was in front of that house.
   
The middle-aged man was carrying me on his back, climbing the stairs to the second floor.
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The middle-aged priest was carrying me on his back, and we were walking up the stairs leading to the entrance.
   
—''No way, hell no, I don't want to come back here again!'' I wanted to shout, but in reality, I couldn't even move my fingertips anymore. Not caring for my will, I was carried forth by the middle-aged man, now standing in front of the entrance to that house alongside Krishna-san and the white-clothed woman. Krishna-san easily opened the door. I thought I'd locked it, but it had opened without a key. Inside glowed an ethereal light.
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—''No way! Hell no! I don't want to come back here again!'' I wanted to shout, but in reality, I couldn't even move my fingertips anymore. Not caring for my will, I was carried by the middle-aged man, and I was now again in front of the entrance to that house alongside Krishna-san and the white-clothed woman. Krishna-san easily opened the door. I was sure I'd locked it, but it opened without a sound. And an ethereal light glowed from inside.
   
"Who's there?" sharply stated Krishna-san.
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"Who's there?" Krishna-san asked sharply.
   
 
I forced my resistant eyelids shut.
 
I forced my resistant eyelids shut.
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—''No! I don't want to see them!''
 
—''No! I don't want to see them!''
   
I don't care about who it is, I don't want to deal with this anymore. I give up. I decided right then and there. If I was able to wake up to the sunrise tomorrow, I would go straight back home to Shizuoka. It was impossible for me to try and make it alone in the demonic city of Tokyo after all. I wanted to rebuild my family's business and came to Tokyo to study for it, but I'm too much of a wuss to live alone. I'm better off living in the countryside surrounded by family and friends. My opposing father and sister were correct after all. Ahh, my mother supported me but now I just feel apologetic toward her. But I tried. I tried my best. But these happenings, I couldn't expect them, and I could do nothing about it—
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I don’t care who it was, I don't want to deal with this anymore. I give up. I decided right then and there. If I was able to see the sunrise tomorrow, I would go straight back home to Shizuoka. It was impossible for me to live alone in the demonic city of Tokyo after all. I wanted to rebuild my family's business and came to Tokyo to study for it, but I was too much of a wuss to live alone. I was better off living in the countryside, surrounded by family and friends. My father and sister, who were against my decision were right after all. Ahh, my mother alone supported me, but now I just felt apologetic toward her. But I tried. I did my best. I couldn't have imagined this turn of events, and I couldn’t cope with it, so—
   
"Close the door on your way in," someone said, from inside the house.
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"Close the door on your way in," someone answered from inside the house.
   
I recognized that voice. Cold, clear, but somehow decisive.
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I recognized that voice. That cold, clear and somewhat definitive manner of speaking.
   
 
"If you want to know what's to happen, then please abide."
 
"If you want to know what's to happen, then please abide."
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"Yoishi?"
 
"Yoishi?"
   
Yoishi's lackadaisical voice saying "Good evening." overlapped with Krishna-san's incredulous reply.
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Krishna’s voice, which sounded as if it was suspicious of her, overlapped with Yoishi's lackadaisical voice saying, "Good evening."
   
"There was a spare key near the sewer entrance below, so I used that to come in."
+
"There was a spare key near the faucet below, so I used that to come in."
   
 
"Let's go in."
 
"Let's go in."
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Hearing Krishna-san's decisive call, the middle-aged man entered the foyer, still carrying me. He took off his shoes and continued on to the living room. Krishna-san and the woman in white followed behind. When I looked over the middle-aged man's shoulder, I saw Yoishi sitting with her hands clasping one knee in the middle of the empty living room, and a lighted candle in a small empty can besides her; That was the source of the faint light.
   
  +
"Who are you, and what are you doing here?"
At the sound of Krishna-san's voice, the middle-aged man entered the foyer, still carrying me. He took off his shoes and continued on to the living quarters. Krishna-san and the woman-in-dress followed behind. When I looked past the middle-aged man's shoulder, I saw Yoishi, already sat in the middle of the empty living room, lit by a candle inside an empty can. The dim light came from that.
 
   
"Who are you and what are you doing here?" Krishna sounded as if she were scolding her, but Yoishi still answered lackadaisically.
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Krishna sounded as if she were scolding her, but Yoishi still answered lackadaisically.
   
 
"Be very quiet. If you brought that person here, then you already understand what's going on in this house as well."
 
"Be very quiet. If you brought that person here, then you already understand what's going on in this house as well."
   
"Yoishi...I see," groaned Krishna.
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"Yoishi...I see," groaned Krishna-san.
   
"You're 'Yoishi.' The child that occasionally posting on Ikaigabuchi." Yoishi continued her silence, but Krishna clicked her tongue and continued. "I have no problem with you having an interest in the occult. But having an interest in it and actually walking along the edge of the abyss are two different things. You should be aware that you're messing around in a blurred boundary line."
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"So you're 'Yoishi.' You’re the girl that occasionally posts on Ikaigabuchi." Yoishi remained silent, but Krishna clicked her tongue and continued. "I have no problem with you having an interest in the occult. But there is a difference between having an interest and actually walking in the abyss. You should be aware that you're messing around in a very hazy boundary line."
   
"Nothing to worry about," flatly responded Yoishi to Krishna-san's harsh tone. "I have confidence only in being aware of that."
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"Nothing to worry about," flatly responded Yoishi to Krishna-san's harsh tone. "I’m confidently aware of that much, at least."
   
...Wow. She's undeterred by this angry-looking version Krishna-san.
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...Wow. She's undeterred by Krishna-san’s threatening attitude.
   
This is why girls are scary. My big sis was scary, too, and when my mom snapped she was scarier than my dad.
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This is why girls are scary. My big sis was scary, too, and when my mother snapped, she was scarier than my dad.
   
  +
However, Krishna-san responded somewhat sadly.
However, Krishna-san responded, but not in kind, and instead in a slightly lonely tone. "I understand you—I get it. I've seen kids like you before. That's why I say this. People who harbor expectations from the abyss of darkness, they always drag others into it, too, even without meaning too. That's a very—very dangerous thing."
 
   
  +
"I understand — I get it. I've seen kids like you before. That's why I say this. People who harbor expectations from the abyss of darkness always drag others into it, whether they intend to or not. That's a very—very dangerous thing."
The middle-aged man slowly let me down from his shoulder and sat me down leaning against the wall, and I could do nothing but hear without "listening" to their conversation. My powerless body felt like it was being dragged about, being fully aware of my endless sense of helplessness. What happened here, what was happening here, and what's about to happen here, anything and everything differed from the rules my life had been following thus far. I was able to do nill. All I could do was hear their uncanny conversation and be a bystander to their uncanny drama play. However, stronger than my desire to learn the truth of this nonsense was my desire to run away from this nonsense. Leave as quickly as possible to a brighter place.
 
   
  +
The middle-aged man slowly lowered me down from his shoulder and leaned me against the wall. As I sat there, I could do nothing but forcibly listen to their incomprehensible conversation. My powerless body felt like it was being dragged about, and I was fully aware of my endless sense of helplessness. What happened here, what was happening here, and what was about to happen here, it’s as if all of it went against the rules I’d lived by thus far. I could do nothing here. I could only listen to their creepy conversation and be a bystander to their lurid theatrics. However, the desire to get away from it all was stronger than my desire to learn the truth. I just wanted to get out as soon as possible to a brighter place.
"Krishna-san." Just then, the monk stepped in between the two. "It's begun."
 
   
  +
"Krishna-san." Just then, the monk interrupted both of them. "It's begun."
Along with his words began that sound.
 
  +
  +
Along with his words, that sound began.
   
 
From somewhere in the building, that sound echoed.
 
From somewhere in the building, that sound echoed.
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''sssscraaaaaaaaaaaatccccchhhhhh.''
 
''sssscraaaaaaaaaaaatccccchhhhhh.''
   
As if overpowering everything, only that sound echoed. ''Scratch scratch crunch crunch'', something ground. Something carved. The sound was the loudest thing I'd ever heard. It was almost as if something was trying to crush this place from outside. I frantically looked around. I was completely in tears, only the creepy sound filled the world.
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That sound alone echoed, as if overpowering everything. ''Scratch scratch crunch crunch'', something creaking somewhere. Something made a carving noise. The sound was the loudest thing I'd ever heard. It was almost as if something was trying to crush this place from outside and I desperately closed my eyes. I was completely in tears, and the world was filled with nothing but creepy noises.
   
 
—''Please, stop this already. Forgive me.''
 
—''Please, stop this already. Forgive me.''
   
As I was about to begin tearfully screaming, "How lovely," Yoishi said. Her happy voice entering my ears, I became enraged.
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As I was about to tearfully shout that out loud, I heard Yoishi’s voice.
   
  +
"How lovely." Her happy voice entered my ears, and I felt enraged.
—''Lovely? Are you fucking insane? It's beyond sanity to sneak into a house with a ghost milling about using only a single candle as light and just sitting there patiently. Ahh, I get it, you're that kind of person. You're like a friend of ghosts. Then great. Can you tell your friend to stop scaring me? I'm sorry for barging in on your house. But I didn't know. I cleaned up after myself and already left so stop bothering me and go away. I mean, tell your friend to stop following me to my new place and give me mysterious countdowns. I don't know what sort of grudge they have against the world but I'm completely unrelated to it so stop, tell them that.''
 
   
  +
—''Lovely? Are you fucking insane? It's beyond sanity to sneak into a house alone in the middle of the night with a ghost milling about and just sit there with nothing but a candle. Ahh, I get it, you're that kind of person. You're like a friend of ghosts. Then great. Can you tell your friend to stop scaring the shit out of me? I'm sorry for barging in on your house. But I didn't know. I cleaned up after myself and left already, so tell them to stop bothering me already. I mean, tell your friend to stop following me to my new place and stop giving me countdowns. I don't know what sort of grudge they have against the world, but I'm completely unrelated to it, so stop, tell them that.''
Of course, my body wouldn't move and neither would my mouth, but I begged Yoishi with my all.
 
   
  +
Of course, my body wouldn't move and neither would my mouth, but I begged Yoishi with all my might.
However, Yoishi didn't understand my feelings at all.
 
   
  +
However, Yoishi didn't care for my feelings at all.
"Scared?"
 
   
  +
"Hey, are you scared?"
I heard an inexplicably hopeful voice at my ear. It seemed Yoishi had come right next to me, but I resolutely did not open my eyes. So I screamed at her with my soul.
 
   
  +
I heard an inexplicable voice full of expectation in my ear. It seemed Yoishi had come right next to me, but I kept my eyes firmly shut. Instead, I screamed at her with my soul.
—''Of course I'm fucking scared. I'm super fucking scared. My body won't move and I don't get it and some sound is echoing through my head and only psychos and ghosts are around me. Right, this house only has psychos in it now. A psychotic administrator that gathers and edits creepy articles, a psychotic woman holding some bizarre weapon despite being of age, some psychotic baldy who seems to only have bodybuilding as a hobby. And then there's you. A black-covered straight-frontal-hair psychotic girl. And there's some douche ghost that never shows itself but does annoying pranks like carve numbers. Seriously, cut it out. Are you all just enjoying your emergency offline meeting right now? You're all just waiting for me to pee my pants, aren't you? Come on. Knock it off. I've apologized. I was wrong. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to see those numbers anymore. Next is "0," and then what? What's next? I don't want to know. I mean if you're gonna kill me, just do it. Stop chasing and dragging me around—''
 
  +
  +
—''Of course I'm fucking scared. I'm super fucking scared. My body won’t move and some incomprehensible sound is echoing through my head, and the only people around me are psychos and ghosts. Right, this house only has psychos in it now. A psychotic administrator that gathers and edits creepy articles, a psychotic woman holding some bizarre religious items despite being old enough to know better, some psychotic baldy who seems to only have bodybuilding as a hobby. And then there's you. A psychotic girl with straight cut-bangs covered in black. On top of that, there's some gloomy douche of a ghost that never shows itself but does annoying pranks like carve numbers. Seriously, cut it out. Are all of you actually enjoying an emergency offline meeting here right now? You're all just waiting for me to piss my pants, aren't you? Come on. Knock it off. I've apologized. I was wrong. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to see those numbers anymore. Next is "1" ("一"), and then what? What's next? I don't want to know. I mean if you're gonna kill me, do it at once. Stop chasing and dragging me around—''
   
 
—However.
 
—However.
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At some point, the sound had stopped.
 
At some point, the sound had stopped.
   
The dark world, formed by my tightly shut eyes, had become filled with silence.
+
My eyes were tightly shut, and the outside of my pitch-black world was filled with silence.
   
 
What? How? What happened—
 
What? How? What happened—
   
I became worried that everyone had left, but I was also afraid that if I were to open my eyes something else would be there.
+
I became worried that everyone had left, but I was also afraid that if I were to open my eyes, something else would be there.
   
Still, I couldn't just stay like this. I was tired. I'd begun to feel reckless. If you're gonna kill me, just do it. I don't want to get cornered and hunted like this. Just give me a bad end already.
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Still, I couldn't just stay like this. I was already exhausted. I'd begun to feel reckless. If you're gonna kill me, just do it. I don't want to be hunted to death like this. Just give me a bad end already.
   
I opened my tearful eyes. But, all I saw was just a house, unchanged from before. And everyone was still there.
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I opened my tearful eyes. But, all I saw was the same house I lived in as before. And everyone was still there.
   
 
Krishna-san stood in front of the door to the bedroom.
 
Krishna-san stood in front of the door to the bedroom.
   
The woman-in-dress stood in the middle of the living room with her eyes closed.
+
The woman dressed in white stood in the middle of the living room with her eyes closed.
   
The monk lingered by my side, with only Yoishi looking at me emotionlessly.
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The monk lingered by my side, and Yoishi alone stared at me emotionlessly.
   
Everyone was standing at the same spot they were before I had closed my eyes. I tearfully met my gaze with Yoishi's eyes, herself nodding in return. Then she looked down.
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Everyone was standing at the same spot they were before I had closed my eyes. I met my tearful gaze with Yoishi's eyes, who nodded once in return. She then looked straight down.
   
 
I followed her sight.
 
I followed her sight.
   
To my feet.
+
It focused at my feet.
   
As if cutting across space between them, four, thick wounds had been carved into the floor.
+
As if cutting across the space between both of them, a thick scratch had been carved into the floor.
   
"A, AHHHHHHHHH," I screamed, pulling my sluggish body away from it. But my hips wouldn't respond. All I could do was flail in place. But I tried to scramble away anyway.
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"AH, AHHHHHHHHH," I screamed, pulling my sluggish body away from it. But I was paralyzed with fear, and could only move in a strange, squirming way. However, I got out of there anyway, mobilizing everything I could to move.
   
You already know what's coming.
+
I already knew it was coming.
   
It was—"0."
+
It was—"1" ("一").
   
"It's '0.' It's all over. I'm tired of this, I'm going home. I'm going back to Shizuoka."
+
"It's '1'. It's all over. I'm tired of this, I'm going home, back to Shizuoka."
   
"Calm down, Nagi-kun," said Krishna-san. Before I realized it she'd started calling me Nagi-kun, but I couldn't care less at the moment, I just continued to try and crawl away. I was too busy trying to flee from that number.
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"Calm down, Nagi-kun," I heard Krishna-san's voice call out to me. Before I realized it, she'd started calling me Nagi-kun, but I couldn't care less at the moment, and continued to crawl away. I was desperately trying to flee from that number.
   
 
"I won't! What's the point of me staying here!? What's going to happen next!? What's going to happen to me!?"
 
"I won't! What's the point of me staying here!? What's going to happen next!? What's going to happen to me!?"
   
"Pull yourself together, Nagi-kun," Krishna-san's voice sounded out once more—''Ouch,'' goddamnit, must have been the monk. My back was struck with a tremendous shock. After that, the woman-in-dress said something I couldn't understand. It was filled with strange rhymes I'd never heard before, countless words whose power were making my head go insane—
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"Pull yourself together, Nagi-kun," Krishna-san's voice sounded out once more—''Ouch''. Goddamnit, it must have been the monk. A tremendous thud echoed down my back. Then, the woman dressed in white started chanting something unintelligible. It was filled with strange rhymes I'd never heard before, countless words whose power were making my head go insane—
   
As I frantically flailed about trying to escape, suddenly a long, black skirt blocked my path.
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As I frantically flailed about, trying to escape, suddenly a long black skirt blocked my path.
   
It was Yoishi, dressed in obsidian, as always.
+
It was Yoishi, dressed in her usual black clothes.
   
"Move," I said in a tremble, but this time they weren't glass beads, no glimmer to be seen, rather, this time, Yoishi had a look of fascination as she reached out to me with her hand.
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"Move," I said in a trembling voice, but this time her eyes weren't glass beads, nor was there a glimmer to be seen, rather, this time, Yoishi had a look of fascination as she reached out to me with her hand.
   
 
"Give me that thing."
 
"Give me that thing."
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......That thing?
 
......That thing?
   
"What you're holding, that thing," she said, and I looked at what I was holding in my hands.
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"The thing you’re holding," she said, and I looked at what I was holding in my hand.
   
There was the key to my apartment. It was the key I'd left in my pocket. I was holding it backward, and at the end of it was chips of wood. For a while, I didn't know what that meant. Only until the chips of wood fell off, onto the "0" that had been cut ominously at my feet.
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It was the key to my apartment. It was the key I'd left in my pocket. I was holding it with my back hand, and there were wood shavings stuck at the end. For a while, I didn't know what that meant. But then the wood shavings fell off and landed on the "1" ("一") that had been ominously cut at my feet.
   
 
"Wha..."
 
"Wha..."
   
  +
—It can’t be.
—No way.
 
   
—That's impossible there's no way.
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—That's impossible; there's no way.
   
"Yes," said Yoishi in a whisper. "The one that was carving numbers into this house was always you."
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"Yes," said Yoishi in a whisper. "The one carving numbers into this house… was always you."
   
 
With those words—
 
With those words—
   
My consciousness went completely cloudy.
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My consciousness went completely blank.
   
 
====6====
 
====6====
   
"In other words, it was just a schema."
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"In short, it was just a schema."
   
It was a regular evening, roughly five days later.
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It was on an evening, about five days later.
   
 
Krishna-san was talking to me in the Beatnik club room at the university.
 
Krishna-san was talking to me in the Beatnik club room at the university.
   
"Or rather, a reverse schema. That house makes people uneasy."
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"Or rather, a reverse schema. You see, that house makes people uneasy."
   
Krishna-san and I were facing each other in the room, under the light from the beautiful evening sun.
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Krishna-san and I were facing each other in the clubroom, with the beautiful evening sun shining through..
   
 
"The house...makes people uneasy?" I repeated like a fool, and Krishna nodded in confirmation.
 
"The house...makes people uneasy?" I repeated like a fool, and Krishna nodded in confirmation.
   
"In the past, Ikaigabuchi investigated similar places too—the structure of the building causes changes in the human psyche to lean toward anxiety; there are actually a number of them around the world. Some of them turn into murder scenes, and others turn the people living within them into criminals. There's no actual scientific proof for the correlations, but I'm of the opinion that they exist. People's minds, after all, are indecisive things that you can easily manipulate into leaning one way or another."
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"In the past, Ikaigabuchi investigated similar places too— there are many reported cases around the world where the structure of a building causes strange psychological changes in the people who live there. Some of them turn into murder scenes, and there have been many cases of people who lived there turning to crime. There's no actual scientific proof for the correlations, but I'm of the opinion that they exist. People's minds, after all, are unstable things that can be manipulated in any direction by the slightest load."
   
"W-Wait a second. What exactly do you mean?"
+
"W-Wait a second. What exactly do you mean by that?"
   
 
"Basically, that building wasn't built for people."
 
"Basically, that building wasn't built for people."
   
I felt something like a cold hand gripping my heart.
+
Those words sent a chill through me like I was gripped by the heart.
   
  +
"I'll avoid saying their name here. But the architect who built that building was a promising young man who had won several architectural awards since his university days."
"I'll avoid saying their name here. But the architect of that building had actually received architecture awards during his time in university. People had high expectations of him," as she spoke in remembrance, Krishna-san was illuminated by the golden sunlight, her straight, black hair glittering. "He was supposedly a very serious person. Maybe too serious. He was the type of person that wondered what buildings are—and he would lose sleep pondering that. Above all he loved seeing his clients happy, so he used his ingenuity and worked and worked. However, he realized the futility that arose when one person asked him for a different design, and he watched the house he'd put his blood and soul into being demolished in the name of 'renovation.' Families change. Preferences change. It's an inevitability in life, but he couldn't take it."
 
  +
  +
As she spoke in remembrance, Krishna-san was illuminated by the golden sunlight, and her beautiful straight-bobbed black hair glittered.
  +
  +
"He was supposedly a very serious person. Maybe too serious. He was the type of person that wondered what buildings are—and he would lose sleep pondering over that. Above all he loved seeing his clients happy, so he put his ingenuity to the test. One day, however, he realized the futility that arose when one person asked him for a different design, and he watched the house he'd put his blood and soul into demolished in the name of 'renovation.' Families change. Preferences change. It's an inevitability in life that can't be avoided, but he couldn't bear it."
   
 
—''If you took care of it properly, it would last over a hundred years.''
 
—''If you took care of it properly, it would last over a hundred years.''
—''Sometimes, people should suit themselves to the house.''
+
—''Sometimes, people should adapt to the building.''
   
"Leaving behind with those words, he vanished from his atelier someday. His family put out a search request, but no one could ever find him, and some years later he was effectively declared dead. That was over thirty years ago. That atelier was his final work, and had at some point been dubbed 'The Wish-Fulfilling House.'" Krishna-san pointed out the third-floor window, toward the residential district. "This country tossed aside countless traditions with the Westernization of the Meiji era. I'm of the opinion that one of those traditions was that house. Tiled roofs became scarcer over the years, and buildings that housed several generations became rarer. Mass production, mass consumption—that was the era we'd entered. We weren't inheriting treasures anymore, believing instead that you could reset life every few decades. After all, that sufficed for supply and demand. But I think things that were previously important to the people of this country increasingly faded away."
+
"Leaving behind those words, he vanished from that atelier one day. His family reported him missing, but he was never seen again and was eventually declared dead a few years later. That was over thirty years ago. That atelier was his final work, and had at some point been dubbed 'The Wish-fulfilling House.'"
   
  +
Krishna-san pointed out the third-floor window, to a visible residential area.
After hearing her words, I thought.
 
   
  +
"This country tossed aside countless traditions with the Westernization of the Meiji era. One of these traditions, I believe, is housing. Tiled roofs became scarcer over the years, and the number of buildings that can be lived in and passed down through several generations has become rare. We have entered an age of mass production and mass consumption. We weren't inheriting treasures anymore, believing instead that you could reset life every few decades. That way, we could satisfy the economic activities of supply and demand. But I can't help but feel that this is weakening something that was inherently important to the people of this country."
My father says the same.
 
   
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That story made me recall something.
It takes thirty years to grow a single, sturdy tree. And yet, the Japanese lumber industry found itself in danger of going out of business in the face of cheap imported lumber. It wasn't that he was worried about his job. He was afraid that the idea—that you could get an unlimited amount of cheap wood—would become ingrained in the minds of the people of this country. In the past, people would pray to the gods of forests, cut trees while offering gratitude towards them, then carefully built houses with it. Whenever they rebuilt, they carefully tried to reuse wood wherever possible. Even on this earthquake-riddled island, one of the formerly powerful Seven Great Temples, the Houryuuji, had remained standing for a thousand years. The skill of the carpenters who understood the finest details and characteristics of its wood was, of course, amazing, but they also say that the graciousness toward nature's important offerings was just as important in the process.
 
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  +
My father said something similar.
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It takes thirty years to grow one strong, healthy tree. And yet, the Japanese lumber industry found itself in danger of going out of business in the face of massive imports of cheap lumber from emerging economies. It wasn't that he was worried about his job. He was afraid that the idea—that you could get an unlimited amount of cheap wood—would become ingrained in the minds of the people of this country. In the past, people would pray to the gods of forests, cut trees while offering gratitude towards them, then carefully built houses with that wood. Whenever they rebuilt, they tried to reuse the original wood whenever possible. Even on this earthquake-riddled island nation, Houryuuji temple<ref> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H%C5%8Dry%C5%AB-ji</ref> has retained its majestic appearance even after a thousand years. He said that the skill of the carpenters who understood the finest details and characteristics of the wood was, of course, amazing, but what was more important was their reverence toward nature's gifts.
   
 
I always agonized over having been born into a family whose business dealt with lumber.
 
I always agonized over having been born into a family whose business dealt with lumber.
   
Did I take care of the buildings I lived in as I grew up? Did I ever think about the feelings of those who built them? I was filled with emotions as I wondered if a day would ever arrive that "his" wish would come true, within this grand city where the every day included seeing the sites of reforms or reconstructions.
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Did I take care of the buildings I lived in as I grew up? Did I ever think about the feelings of those who built them? I thought of the construction sites for renovation and new buildings I saw every day within this grand city, and wondered if a day would ever come when his wish would be fulfilled.
   
According to Krishna-san, everything originated from the design of that house, containing the intent of the architect. When an architectural friend of Krishna-san took a look at the house, they noted that while it looked simple, it used extremely high-level techniques. They said that the groaning of the house was to give it durability against hurricanes and earthquakes, along with a bit of playfulness to deliberately make it groan.
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According to Krishna-san, everything originated from the design of that house, which was the intent of the architect. When an architectural friend of Krishna-san took a look at the house, they noted that while it looked simple, it used extremely high-level techniques. Even the rattling of the house was due to the fact that the beams and other structural elements had some mechanisms in them to make the structure squeak, in order to protect the building from wind, rain and earthquakes.
   
"The meaningful space under the stairs is the center-point of a sturdily built house. The kitchen, which gets abused the most, was deliberately omitted. The living quarters were deliberately designed to interfere with a daily routine. It was certainly a house constructed for durability," Krishna-san mumbled as she pushed her red-framed glasses up. "Normally, houses should revolve around the inhabitants, but not in this case. People naturally begin to feel like the house was built for something other than themselves, and that's enough to psychologically rattle people. So what do you think would happen when a boy who'd just recently arrived in Tokyo, with no friends, decides to live there?"
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"The meaningful space under the stairs is the center-point of a sturdily built house. The kitchen, which gets overused the most, was deliberately omitted. The living spaces were deliberately cut off from one another. It was certainly a house that was built to last."
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Krishna-san mumbled as she pushed her red-framed glasses up.
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"Normally, houses should revolve around the inhabitants, but not in this case. The inhabitants inevitably begin to feel like the house was built for something other than themselves. This causes a disturbance in the mind’s equilibrium. What do you think would happen when a boy who'd just recently arrived in Tokyo with few friends, decides to live there?"
   
 
"So, in other words, it had nothing to do with ghosts?"
 
"So, in other words, it had nothing to do with ghosts?"
   
"Indeed, you're probably much more mentally fatigued than you realize, having moved to a city alone and all. You may have felt fear at first, but you likely tolerated it. Eventually, though, you reached a limit, and then what do you think a person would do?" Krishna-san gazed at me with her big eyes. "They create a reason for escaping from the fear."
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"Indeed, you're probably much more mentally fatigued than you realize, having moved to a city alone and all. Then there was that sound. You must have endured it at first, despite feeling afraid. But eventually, you reached a limit, and then what do you think a person would do?"
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Under her glasses, Krishna-san gazed at me with her big eyes.
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"They create a reason to escape from their fears."
   
 
"Create...a reason?"
 
"Create...a reason?"
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"But—"
 
"But—"
   
I was speechless. Krishna-san leaned in closer.
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I was speechless, and Krishna-san leaned in closer.
   
"Think about it, Nagi-kun. Where does fear come from? It comes from the unknown. So people study and learn. They research inexplicable things to escape from the fear of the unknown. Man's knowledge was born from an effort devoted to escape from fear. Cooking developed out of the fear of starvation, clothing developed out of fear of external temperature, and buildings and weapons developed out of fear of enemies. Everything began with human fears. You thought there was an inexplicable sound at night. However, no matter how much you searched the house, you couldn't find a reason for it. Of course not. You'd have to know that the house was deliberately designed to make sounds, but you had no way of knowing that. So then what did you do? Cornered, you created a reason for the sounds. In other words, a reverse schema."
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"Think about it, Nagi-kun. Where does fear come from? It comes from the unknown. That’s why people study and learn. They research inexplicable things to escape from the fear of the unknown. All human wisdom has been built up to escape fear. Cooking developed out of fear of starvation, clothing developed out of fear of external temperatures, and buildings and weapons developed out of fear of external enemies. Everything began with human fears. You thought there was an inexplicable sound at night. However, no matter how much you searched the house, you couldn't find the source of the noise. Of course not. You'd have to know that the house was deliberately designed to make sounds, but you had no way of knowing that. So then what did you do? Cornered, you created a reason for the sounds. In other words, a reverse schema."
   
 
Is that even possible?
 
Is that even possible?
   
No—it had to be. Otherwise, how would the number "3" have been carved into the back of a shoe I'd been wearing all along? I was the one wearing it, so it had to have been me.
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No—it had to be. Otherwise, how would the number "4" ("四") have been carved into the back of a shoe I'd been wearing all along? I was the one wearing it, so it had to have been me.
   
My lower body was trembling. It terrified me, the other-self that acted irrespective of my will. Or rather, that I didn't understand myself.
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My lower body was trembling. Another self acting independently of my will. No, I was terrified of the fact that I was not in full control of all my functions.
   
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"Well—"
"Well—" Krishna-san sat back down and sighed. "It was partly my fault for leaving a building like that alone, even though I knew it existed right near me. Sorry," she said, as she bowed her head, which flustered me.
 
   
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Krishna-san sat back down and sighed.
"No no no, stop that. It all started with me being greedy because I wanted to skimp on living expenses and didn't immediately move out. Please raise your head," I frantically said.
 
   
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"It was also my fault for knowing there was such a property nearby, and neglecting it. I’m sorry," she said, as she bowed her bobbed head, which flustered me.
"Mmhmm, it was your fault," she nodded. "There are no shortcuts for granting wishes."
 
   
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"No, no, no, please don’t. It all started with me being greedy because I wanted to skimp on living expenses and didn't immediately move out. Please raise your head," I frantically said.
I could give no retort, and just groaned.
 
   
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"Mmhmm, it was your fault," she nodded readily. "There are no shortcuts for granting wishes."
However, I realized there was one question that hadn't been answered.
 
   
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I had no excuse at all, and I just hung my head.
"Hm, wait a second. Why were the numbers counting down?"
 
   
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However, I realized there was one question that was still unanswered.
Krishna-san shook her head, saying she "didn't know."
 
   
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"Hm, wait a second? Then why were the numbers counting down?"
"Huh? You don't know?" I asked, and for some reason, her big eyes glimmered with amusement.
 
   
  +
Krishna-san shook her head, saying ‘I don’t know.’
"I don't know. I don't know, but I think you probably carved a '5' on the wall."
 
   
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"Huh? You don't know?" When I asked back, Krishna-san’s big eyes glimmered with amusement for some reason.
"A '5'? Not '6'?"
 
   
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"I don't know. I don't know, but, I think you probably carved a '10' ("十") on the wall."
"Right, the number '5.' It's possible that it might not have been meant to be a number, to begin with. It probably didn't matter to you. Your fear was alleviated by carving anything into the wall, to act as the source of the sounds. However, this is why this incident came forth, a little bit of coincidence. On the place you carved, there was from the start, out of pure coincidence, a scratch. Subconsciously, you'd remembered where you carved '5.' Yet when you woke up, it combined with the scratch that was originally there to create '6.' And that was what gave birth to something else inside you—a 'ghost.'"
 
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"A '10' ("十")? Not a '7' ("七")?"
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"Right, the number '10' ("十"). But maybe it wasn't meant to be a number to begin with. It could have been anything for you. Carving anything on the wall as the source of the sounds would have alleviated your fear. But here's where a certain coincidence occurred, which was the cause of this incident. There was an accidental scratch on the spot where you carved, right from the start. You subconsciously remembered carving '10' ("十") somewhere. Yet when you woke up, it overlapped with the scratch that was originally there to create '7' ("七"). And that was what gave birth to something else inside you—a 'ghost'."
   
 
...Ahh.
 
...Ahh.
   
So that's why I felt an incredible amount of anxiety when I first saw that number. The feeling of having encountered something far beyond my threshold, that I could not reason out.
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I recalled the first time I saw the numbers, the feeling of uncontrollable anxiety. It was the feeling of knowing that something was happening that I couldn't cope with or understand.
   
"After that, you continued carving numbers into the wall in accordance with the sound you heard after sleeping. The countdown was probably because of your subconscious desire. If the numbers went up, it would continue forever. You were probably hoping that it would eventually stop." After that, Krishna-san had a bit of a mischievous look. "But you're quite simple. If the countdown had truly finished, you may have ended your life. I'm glad we made it on time."
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"After that, you continued carving numbers into the wall in accordance with the sound you heard after sleeping. The countdown was probably because of your subconscious desire. If the numbers went up, they would go on forever. I think it was a hope that somewhere along the line it would end one day." Krishna-san then added with a mischievous look on her face, "But you're quite simple. If the countdown had truly finished, you may have ended your life. I'm glad we made it on time."
   
 
And with that, she showed me a soft smile for the first time.
 
And with that, she showed me a soft smile for the first time.
   
"Alright? I hope you've learned your lesson to not enter the world of ghosts out of pure curiosity. And as with living people, pay respect to their existence. That's the main motto of Ikaigabuchi, after all."
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"Alright? I hope you've learned your lesson to not enter the world of ghosts out of pure curiosity. And you should respect all beings as well as the living. That's the main goal of Ikaigabuchi, after all."
   
And the Krishna-san who said those words with complete seriousness had finally matched the image I'd created of her as a person.
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And the Krishna-san who said such things with complete seriousness, was, as I had imagined, a pure and straightforward person.
   
 
Although—
 
Although—
   
She had a more moe-like character look than one of a father or big brother.
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She had a far more moe-like character look than that of a father or big brother.
   
 
 
   
And with that, the complex, tangled threads had been unraveled.
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And with that, the complex, tangled and inexplicable threads had been unraveled.
   
According to Krishna-san, she'd realized that the building caused anxiety in the psyche of its inhabitants the moment I made my first post. In an effort to keep it under wraps, she had left it in Karasu-san's hands to tell me—but Karasu-san was pretty careless to begin with and then became drunk on top of that, so the important message never got across to me, which is why things had escalated to this point.
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According to Krishna-san, she'd realized that the structure of the building caused anxiety in the psyche of its inhabitants the moment I made my first post. In an effort to keep it under wraps, she indirectly tried to tell me through Karasu-san—but Karasu-san was pretty careless to begin with, and she became drunk on top of that, so the important message never got across to me, which is why things had escalated to this point.
   
In any case, everything had been solved, so that was good.
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In any case, everything had been solved, so it was alright.
   
''"I'll give you a warning, though."'' As I was leaving the house, Krishna-san had told me. ''"You don't seem to have much tolerance for this area. Maybe I shouldn't be saying it as an administrator for an occult site, but you shouldn't delve into the occult genre too much. Find friends in Tokyo with whom you can bond, get a girlfriend, and construct a proper, solid identity while you dabble in the occult as a hobby. That's the right way to go about it. And especially—avoid that girl named Yoishi."''
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''"I'll give you a warning, though."'' As I was leaving the house, Krishna-san had told me. ''"You don't seem to have much tolerance for this field. Maybe I shouldn't be saying it as an administrator for an occult site, but you shouldn't delve into the occult genre too much. At the very least, make some friends in Tokyo you can confide in, get a girlfriend, and construct a proper, solid identity before you dabble in the occult as a hobby. And especially— don't get into it like that girl named Yoishi."''
   
 
...Which sounded about right.
 
...Which sounded about right.
   
As Krishna-san had said, Yoishi was abnormal. She was, to put it frankly, as if her feet were planted firmly on the other side. That was probably why those urban legends popped up over her odd level of focus on the paranormal.
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As Krishna-san had said, Yoishi was abnormal. She had, how to put it, it was as if she had her feet planted firmly on the other side. Her bizarre level of focus on the paranormal was probably what helped shape those urban legends.
   
Stepping out of the west wing, I was met with an extraordinarily beautiful sunset.
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Stepping out of the western club building, I was met with an extraordinarily beautiful sunset.
   
 
The clear orange color shone straight to the depths of my soul.
 
The clear orange color shone straight to the depths of my soul.
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Damn.
 
Damn.
   
I'd become easily moved by this incident and almost came to tears just out of graciousness toward peace. I hung on, willing myself against crying. There were a lot of students about, and a feeder high school was just on the other side of the gate to the west wing. There were a number of high school girls going home, too. I didn't want to embarrass myself as a university student.
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My tear glands had weakened completely after this incident, and I was about to burst into tears again out of of thankfulness for the peace I had gained. But with a gulp, I managed to hold back the tears. There were a lot of students about, and beyond the gate of the western club building was the affiliated high school. There were many high school girls going home as well. I didn't want to embarrass myself as a university student.
   
 
Just then—
 
Just then—
   
I realized one of them was staring at me.
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I suddenly noticed one of them was staring at me.
   
She had pale skin, pretty black hair, and was slender. Her uniformed figure was blinding, and just by standing, she looked like she was from a different world...
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She was a slender girl with beautiful black hair and fair skin. Her uniformed figure was dazzling, and the way she stood there made her strangely stand out from the rest of the world...
   
"Wait...what?" I eventually realized that I recognized the beautiful girl and couldn't restrain myself from running over to her. "Are you, by any chance, Yoishi?"
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"Wait...what?" I eventually realized that I recognized the beautiful girl, and I couldn't restrain myself from running over to her. "Are you, by any chance, Yoishi?"
   
Then the girl turned her glass bead-like eyes towards me.
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The girl then turned her glass bead-like eyes towards me.
   
 
"Oh, it's you."
 
"Oh, it's you."
   
Judging from that half-awake reply, she didn't seem to be gazing at me.
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Judging from her sleepy reply, she apparently wasn't staring at me.
   
Yoishi was wearing a school uniform, and perhaps as a fault of her looks, stood out because of it. Even in such an appearance, she seemed distant from the concept of daily life.
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Yoishi, dressed in her school uniform, stood out in a different way, partly because of her looks. As ever, she was someone far removed from the concept of ‘ordinariness’.
   
"Yo, how unexpected. You attend our feeder school? What year are you in?" I spoke to her with a full smile.
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"Yo, how unexpected. You attend our affiliated school? What year are you in?" I spoke to her with a big smile on my face.
   
 
"That has nothing to do with you."
 
"That has nothing to do with you."
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Yoishi's response was quite cold.
 
Yoishi's response was quite cold.
   
Her bedazzled, vitality-filled looks that she had when looking upon the paranormal were now completely absent.
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There was not a hint of that vitality-filled, ecstatic look in her eyes when she faced the paranormal.
   
"I hadn't come to school in a while—looks like I shouldn't have come at all," she said with annoyance. I noticed she didn't have the sharp odor from before. It seemed she'd taken a bath. Glossy hair, an ironed white blouse, a black tie. I narrowed my eyes as I gazed at the contrasting look from before, and said, "Pretty good."
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"I hadn't come to school in a while—looks like I shouldn't have come at all," she muttered with a disgusted expression, but I noticed she didn't have the irritating odor from before. It seemed she'd taken a bath. Glossy black hair, an ironed white blouse, and a black tie. I narrowed my eyes as I gazed at the contrast, and said, "Pretty good."
   
 
"What is?"
 
"What is?"
   
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"Ah, it’s better for you to live clean and dressed like that. And you look good in that uniform."
"Your looks. You look cleaner and that uniform suits you better."
 
   
However, Yoishi turned her back to me, saying "Pathetic."
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However, Yoishi turned her back to me, saying, "How absurd".
   
 
I intended to praise her, but it apparently just annoyed her.
 
I intended to praise her, but it apparently just annoyed her.
   
"If you have nothing to say then I'm going."
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"If you have nothing to say, then I'm going."
   
 
She turned on her heel, and I hurriedly stopped her.
 
She turned on her heel, and I hurriedly stopped her.
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"You were staring over there, did you want something from Krishna-san?"
 
"You were staring over there, did you want something from Krishna-san?"
   
"—Krishna." She reacted to that name, as life looked to return to her glass beads. "I see—then Ikaigabuchi is here."
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"—Krishna." She reacted to that name, and her glass bead-like eyes immediately became full of life. "I see—then Ikaigabuchi is here."
   
As always her ability to point out occult-related topics was spot on.
+
As usual, she was very responsive to anything occult-related.
   
As I continued to drive the conversation in that direction, I felt myself going mad.
+
I then got carried away and dared to drive the conversation in that direction.
   
"I owe you a lot too. I was told all about that house. Didn't know something like delirium over a building even existed. You know, when I learned the truth, I completely freaked out."
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"I owe you a lot too. I was told all about that house. Didn't know something like delirium over a building even existed. I completely freaked out when I learned the truth."
   
I was probably on a high from having been freed from my bottled-up anxiety. I kept on talking. I talked on and on and on. Everything I'd heard from Krishna, about the truth about the incident, the architecture of the house, the will of the architect, and even about the problems of contemporary Japan.
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I was probably on a high after having been freed from my bottled-up anxiety. I kept on rambling. I was babbling on and on. Everything I'd heard from Krishna-san, about the truth of the incident. I talked about the architecture of the house, the regret of the architect who disappeared, and even the housing problems that Japan was facing today, and so on.
   
 
However, Yoishi's reaction was worse than I'd expected.
 
However, Yoishi's reaction was worse than I'd expected.
   
Without even glancing at me, she said "That's good to hear," without any trace of emotion, continuing her stride.
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Without turning towards me, she muttered emotionlessly, "That's good to hear," and walked away.
   
I chased after her, weirdly bothered about that somewhat lonely, slender back that looked as if it would fly away if someone blew on it.
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I was weirdly bothered by her somewhat lonely, slender back, that looked as if it would fly away if someone blew on it, so I followed her.
   
"You're looking kinda down, what's up? Something on your mind?"
+
"You're looking kinda down, what's up? Is something still bothering you?"
   
The moment I said that I recalled.
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The moment I said that, I remembered.
   
 
Come to think of it, that day, she said something to me at the house.
 
Come to think of it, that day, she said something to me at the house.
   
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『Did you notice?』
''"Have you noticed?"'' I think.
 
   
...Right. What had she noticed back then?
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...Right. What did she notice back then?
   
 
When I asked her that, she halted in her tracks.
 
When I asked her that, she halted in her tracks.
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"Do you really want to know?"
 
"Do you really want to know?"
   
Those cold black eyes are going to swallow me—
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Those cold black eyes were going to swallow me—
   
I heard something inside me urging me to not go forwards.
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I heard something inside me say, don’t do it.
   
That I shouldn't learn anymore, it warned.
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From here on was a story you shouldn’t know, it warned.
   
"You can still turn back," said Yoishi. "You know what they say—if you peer in from this side, they'll be able to see you, too."
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"You can still turn back," said Yoishi. "If you peek from this side, you’ll end up being seen by the other side as well It’s that kind of story."
   
I got goosebumps at those words, the same ones that Krishna-san had spoken to me.
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Those words, also spoken by Krishna-san, gave me goosebumps once more.
   
 
But—
 
But—
   
I truly wonder why.
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I wonder why.
   
That instant a bizarre sense of excitement assailed me. I wanted to view the world as she did. I wanted to stand where she did. I wanted to know why her words always seemed to shake my own world.
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At this moment, a bizarre sense of excitement assailed me. I wanted to view the world as she did. I wanted to stand where she stood. I wanted to know the secret of how her words would always shake the world I believed in so much.
   
"I'll listen. So tell me," I said, and the moment I did, either my mind was playing tricks on me or did Yoishi seem to have a slightly forlorn expression on her face?
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"I'll listen. So tell me," I said, and the moment I did, either my mind was playing tricks on me, or did Yoishi seem to have a slightly forlorn expression on her face?
   
 
However—
 
However—
   
I would only later realize this was a turning point for me.
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I would only later realize that this was the turning point.
   
A bizarre, grotesque, irredeemable story about wandering around the darkness of man began right here.
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A bizarre, grotesque, irredeemable story about wandering through the darkness of humanity began right here.
   
The boundary between that world and this one—the journey around the "Ikaigabuchi" began at this very moment.
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The journey around the boundary between this world and that one -- the journey around "Ikaigabuchi”(Abyss of the Spirit World), began at this very moment.
   
After a bit, Yoishi nodded and then spoke once again.
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Eventually, Yoishi nodded once and then began to narrate.
   
"I always wondered. Why is it called 'The Wish-Fulfilling House'?"
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"I’ve been wondering for a while. Why is it called 'The Wish-fulfilling House'?"
   
"Why? Because-"
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"Why? Because--"
   
"The title lacks a subject. Whose wish?"
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"The title lacks a subject. Whose wish is it fulfilling?"
   
Those words gave me chills-
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Those words gave me chills--
   
 
I immediately began regretting my decision.
 
I immediately began regretting my decision.
   
"That house isn't a house of hope. I feel an incredible source of malice from it," Yoishi whispered-with the expression of a queen who'd been locked away in a dark castle for a millennium. "The architect that had disappeared while loving strange buildings. The countdown that began with '6.' The mysterious space under the stairs. The Wish-Fulfilling House for who knows. There's a single answer that ties everything together."
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"That house isn't a house of hope. The only thing I felt was intense malice from within," Yoishi whispered with the expression of a princess who'd been locked away in a dark castle for a millennium. "The architect with an unusual love of architecture who disappeared. The countdown that began with '7' ("七"). The mysterious space under the stairs. Someone's Wish-fulfilling House. There's only one answer that ties everything together."
   
 
My goosebumps wouldn't disappear.
 
My goosebumps wouldn't disappear.
   
What was she trying to say? What was about to show up?
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What was she trying to say? What was going to come out of this?
   
The night-colored girl's darkened pupils glimmering as she spoke.
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The night-colored girl uttered with a glimmer in her dark eyes:
   
   
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"W-wait a sec-"
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"W-wait a sec--"
   
"Of course, he isn't alive. But then it all comes together. Why there's a meaningless space under the stairs. Why it became named 'The Wish-Fulfilling House.' And why the numbers began with '6'"
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"Of course, he’s not alive anymore. But then it all comes together. Why there's a meaningless space under the stairs. Why it was named 'The Wish-fulfilling House.' And why the numbers began with '7' ("七")."
   
"Wait, that doesn't explain anything. It didn't start from '6' because it was originally '5' and I had just coincidentally written the number over an already existing scratch—"
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"Wait, that doesn't explain anything. It didn't start with '7' ("七"); it was originally '10' ("十"), and I just happened to write the number over an already existing scratch—"
   
"Wrong." Her words twisted my world. "You originally wrote '5.' You're right to that point. But there was never a scratch originally. Someone added a scratch that changed it to '6.'"
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"Wrong." Her words twisted my world. "You originally wrote '10' ("十"). That much is true. But there was never a scratch originally. Someone added a scratch that changed it to '7' ("七")."
   
 
"How...how can you say that happened?"
 
"How...how can you say that happened?"
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"Saw what?"
 
"Saw what?"
   
"That on top of your '5,' someone had added a scratch to make it '6.'"
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"I saw your scrawled '10' ("十") had been scratched from the top, and turned into a '7' ("七")."
   
"Then...then when Krishna-san said that there was no ghost in that house—"
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"Then...then, the reason Krishna-san kept saying there was no ghost in that house was because—"
   
Yoishi turned her eyes to the west wing, a sad look on her face.
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Yoishi turned her eyes to the western club building, with a sad look on her face.
   
 
"Ignorance is bliss, after all."
 
"Ignorance is bliss, after all."
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...Ha.
 
...Ha.
   
"That is that person's kindness, and what I lack."
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"That is that person's kindness, something I lack."
   
 
...Hahaha.
 
...Hahaha.
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Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
 
Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
   
I had to laugh at this or else I would have gone insane.
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I had to laugh, or else I would have gone insane.
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"You're lying, aren't you? You're making this all up, right? Oh, I got it! It's an occult story you read somewhere!" I continued laughing, praying that that was the case.
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Yoishi looked at me sympathetically with a mournful gaze.
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"It's all true. Because—" When I could no longer utter a word in rebuttal, Yoishi quietly landed the final blow. "After you were carried out, some man I'd never seen before was clicking his tongue on the stairs."
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As the world went dark—
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Only Yoishi's cold, sweet voice reverberated.
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"Welcome...to the world on ''this side''."
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"You're completely lying aren't you? You're making this all up, aren't you? Oh, I got it! It's an occult story you read somewhere!" I continued laughing, hoping that that was the case.
 
   
Yoishi looked at me sympathetically with a mourning gaze.
 
   
"It's all true. Because—" When I could no longer respond, Yoishi quietly landed the final blow. "When you were being carried out, some man I'd never met before was clicking his tongue on the stairs."
 
   
With the world going dark—
 
   
Only Yoishi's sweet cold voice rang out.
 
   
"Welcome...to the ''other side''."
 
   
   

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Case 01: The Wish-fulfilling House[edit]

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Hey, mother.

If the beings called ghosts exist in this world, then—

Would it ever be possible for someone to prove their existence in a way no one anywhere could object to?

I think it would be impossible, no matter how much humanity evolves. On the flip side, it also means that no one anywhere could irrefutably prove that they do not exist.

From that standpoint, to discuss whether ghosts exist or not is a complete waste of time. That's why the only winners of such debates must be the ones who can enjoy ghosts purely as a source of entertainment. Indeed, I fall under that group, and I'm what's commonly known as an occult maniac.

Mother, you may not know this, but I’m a bit of a pariah in society — to be of my age and go ghost this, Unidentified Mysterious Animal that; I know that people laugh at someone like me. But you know, there are plenty of things in this world that are inexplicable.

Yes—

For example, the house I'm living in.

This bygone, almost thirty-year-old building rests on the banks of the Tamagawa waterworks, and the rent is exceptionally cheap, partly because of its remote location. I had just moved to Tokyo this spring, and was looking for cheap real estate, when I found this place.

The closest convenience store is a ten-minute bike ride away. It's surrounded by darkness and covered by a thick copse, and because there are no streetlights in the area, it's completely dark at night. Nevertheless, this old building was cool. It was built in the style of a mountain cottage, with a garage on the first floor and atriums on the second and third floors, so it was more than luxurious for only one person. The kitchen is as cramped as an office kitchenette, but it has a living room, a Japanese-style room, a bath, and even an atelier. From what I hear, an architect designed it as their personal workplace. For me, it was love at first sight. Furthermore, it was rare to find a place with a bath for just 30,000 yen in Musashino, Tokyo, and above all, it had a history that couldn't be ignored.

"This is 'The Wish-fulfilling House'," so said the smiling real estate agent who introduced this place to me. "The architect who built this place became famous, the illustrator who moved in next became overwhelmed with work opportunities and moved to the city center, and the young couple that lived here until last month just vacated because they had a baby. You are quite lucky."

After hearing that, who wouldn't sign up in a heartbeat?

So, I jumped at the opportunity. There was probably a feeling of superiority too, given that my university classmates pay over twice the rent to live in rabbit cages. In any case, for a while I thought what a lucky guy I was, and how my first experience of living alone had gotten off to a good start.

Yet — within a month, I realized how big of a mistake that was.

When I was sleeping at night, I heard these sounds ring out from somewhere. Creaking sounds of an old door desperately trying to be opened. At first, I thought there was something wrong with the building, but it was odd that it only happened around two o'clock in the morning. I tried going out from the Japanese-style room in the corner of the second floor, which I had used as a bedroom, into the living room. Thereupon, the noise stopped. I thought, "Maybe it's coming from up above," and went upstairs to check the atelier on the third floor. But there was nothing there that could be the source of the sounds. I'd planned to eventually organize it to look more stylish, but at the moment it was a bleak room, housing nothing more than my desk and a bookshelf. I looked around, but all the windows were shut, and there was nothing that could make a sound. After that, I moved to check the toilet and the bath. But I couldn't find anything that could be connected to the sounds there either. I thought it was just my imagination, and was about to go back to bed, when it happened. The sounds started up again. A creaking noise, like the sound of old wood grating. I could also hear the sound of something scratching. It wasn't a mouse or a cat or anything like that. It was an eerie kind of sound, like something trying to crawl out of some dark place after having been tormented for many years.

Gradually, the sounds seemed to stop echoing throughout the house and started to feel like they were seeping out of a space right next to my ears. From that day onwards, I kept all the lights in the house turned on, and shoved in earplugs whenever I slept, but the problem was no longer just about the sound.

It was about two weeks ago.

I found something definitive.

I found a "7" ("七") carved with something sharp on the wall of the staircase landing.

I immediately checked to make sure the doors and windows around the house were locked. But there was no sign that anyone had entered, and I was extremely terrified back then. It was a pretty big engraving, but I forced myself to think that I just hadn't noticed it before. However, a few days later, I found a "6" ("六") near the bathtub. It had indeed been carved by something sharp onto the wooden frame of the window. And then— it happened a week ago. I found the number "5" ("五") near the toilet, and even the most optimistic part of me was convinced.

Something was in this house.

And that this… was some sort of countdown.

I immediately flew out of the house; I couldn't live in a place like this any longer. I hadn't made any close friends at university yet, so I lived in karaoke spots and net cafes for several days straight. I couldn't talk about something like this to anyone. I didn't know any priests, nor any mediums. It was then that I realized. Right, the people from "Ikaigabuchi[1]" would be perfect for discussing this with. Like-minded people who, like me, were fascinated by the deep world of the occult; They might believe me.

And having said all that—

They definitely weren't suspicious people at all.

"No, 'we' are plenty suspicious."

"...Huh?" I recoiled at the sudden voice from above.

I turned back to see "Karasu-san's" white face, waving her hand at me.

"Sup, Nagi-kun."

"K-Karasu-san. How long have you been there?"

I checked the time on my cell phone.

It was ten-thirty at night. There were still thirty minutes remaining until the offline meeting began.

"Right around the time you started explaining 'The Wish-fulfilling House' to your mother."

"...That's basically from the beginning," I complained, as I hastily shoved my stationery back into my bag.

"Sorry, my bad. But you know, peeping is, like, our thing, right?" said Karasu-san as she displayed a cutesy smile.

This was a family restaurant near Itsukaichi-kaido Avenue.

We were going to have an emergency offline meeting here with the members of an occult site I frequent. And of course, Karasu-san wasn't her real name. It was a handle that she used online. Just as I, Nagito Yamada, go by the name "Nagi" online, she went by "Karasu," meaning "Raven." This was the third time we'd met, but I still didn't know her real name. However, she was a regular visitor on the Ikaigabuchi site, and thus a veteran of the occult in comparison to me, who'd only begun browsing the site in spring this year.

Her appearance was the same as always. She was dressed in a purplish velvet dress that reached down to her ankles, and under that was just a black camisole, which exposed her cleavage. Her breasts looked they would jump out at any time, which made looking at her awkward — however, this was her uniform of sorts.

"You're quite early, did you close up shop sooner than expected?" I asked, and in response:

"Pretty much. Fortune-tellers don't have much to do when there are no customers," she said as she took off the shawl she was wearing and sat down across from me. "But you know, to put it frankly," she looked at me as she played with the shiny skull accessory on her chest, twirling it with her fingertips. "Your house probably has nothing to it."

"What?"

"What was it called— umm, right, right, a schema."

"Schema?"

"It's a term from cognitive science, apparently. If you keep believing you're scared of something, then you start seeing faces in the stains on the ceiling, that sort of thing. The truth is that if you hear your house rattling every day, the scratches that were originally in the house to begin with start to look like numbers.”

"...S-seriously?"

"Seriously seriously. I mean, you came to Tokyo by yourself from the super rural-ness in Shizuoka, and this is the first time you're living alone, right? Furthermore, you're living alone in an old wooden house, so it's understandable. I used to live in a house that groaned and squeaked a lot, so I know how you feel. It's like the sound of plastic wrap, pretty creepy." She said that as she raised her hand to call the waitress and ordered a beer.

Wait, hold on a second. If this was just me being a wuss, then what was I supposed to say to the occult veterans that were coming to the offline meeting? Would I get banned from that wonderful site overnight for being such an airhead?

"Ahh, don't worry about it," she laughed flippantly. "They're the kind of people who love to get together and talk about creepy stories to begin with.”

"But is it going to be that simple? Around ten or so people said they were gonna join today."

Thereupon, Karasu-san said "Huh?" and stared at me. "You haven't checked?"

"Checked what?"

“Today's participants, I think there are already more than 30.”

...What?

I hastily accessed the Ikaigabuchi offline meeting board through my cell phone.

Thereupon, I opened the "The Wish-fulfilling House / Investigation Thread," and was astonished.

"It really is true. Why'd the number suddenly skyrocket? Are people really ‘’that’’ interested in 'The Wish-fulfilling House?'"

"Unfortunately, that’s not it at all. You see, even the super regulars 'Suu-san' and 'Zippo-san' are also on the list of participants, aren't they? They wouldn't come for some mere ghost story."

...Some mere ghost story, you say.

She laughed at the expression I was making, plucked the phone from my hand and began to twiddle with it. Eventually, she turned the LCD screen towards me. "This person. The fourth poster, going by the name 'Yoishi.' I think this many people are showing up because this person announced their participation."

"Who is this 'Yoishi' person?"

"Who knows," Karasu-san grinned as she pulled out a cigarette. She lit the cigarette using a worn, thin-sized lighter, and after blowing out a puff of smoke, quietly whispered, "Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later."

"What?"

"There's more. 'Yoishi isn't a living person,' 'Offline meetings Yoishi attends end in disaster,' and what else was there..."

"W-what are you talking about?"

"Something like an urban legend that started being whispered around Ikaigabuchi. Even so, no one's actually met Yoishi. No one knows if Yoishi is some old man, or what their gender is. However, everyone who attends a meeting Yoishi goes to clams up. The entire thread disappears. The participants stop coming to Ikaigabuchi, or—"

"Or?"

"They die."

Her low whisper felt like I was being doused with cold water from my neck down my spine. On the other hand, Karasu-san was happily receiving her shiny cup of beer, exclaiming "Woah, delicious!" in a lackadaisical tone.

"But those...those are just rumors, right?" I asked, and she replied "That's right", while laughing.

"So, basically, even if 'The Wish-fulfilling House' is a miss, there's hope that 'Yoishi' pops up, everyone gathering today is looking forward to that. So you have no reason to fret," she said, but even so, I had some pretty mixed feelings.

Until now, and until today, I trembled with fear alone, unable to go back home. That’s why I went to the trouble of organizing today's offline meeting, in the hopes of hearing the opinions from the veterans of Ikaigabuchi. Having the story blown off immediately as my misunderstanding wasn't enough to make me go, ‘Ah, so that’s what it was’, and quell my fears.

"But — if Yoishi has gotten interested, might 'The Wish-fulfilling House' be the real deal?"

"Who knows...I'm just interested in seeing how Yoishi-kun's appearance turns a horror story that doesn't interest me into something eerier."

...Doesn't interest her...

"If it's still bothering you, Ikaigabuchi has a page for investigating haunted areas. You can request an investigation on there. Although I still think you'll just end up being laughed at," she laughed as she finished gulping down her beer in the blink of any eye.

Indeed, the occult website I often frequent, Ikaigabuchi, did conduct on-the-spot investigations of haunted places across the country, both famous and unknown.

After an investigation, the haunted spots were rated on a four-point scale from A to D, with A being the most dangerous. This rating was quite unique, in that even famed areas such as Taira no Masakado's Grave[2] and Oiwainaritamiya Shrine[3] were jointly given a D-rank by Ikaigabuchi — In other words, they were rated as having the lowest level of danger. Supposedly, it was because those areas had become a place where ghosts and humans were "segregated" on the basis of mutual respect.

On the other hand, places given an A-rank were often unknown to the general public. Places such as crime scenes that involved murders brought forth by ugly emotions such as infatuation and jealousy, or at the site of an elderly person’s lonely death, who spread their fanatical delusions until the moment of their death. They say that those places serve as lightning rods for souls that resent this world, souls that have lost their personalities and simply became a mass of resentment, who exert an inescapable malice towards those that approach them.

As I thought such things, Karasu-san had begun peering intently at my face. "Hey, Nagi-kun."

"Yes?”

"You have the sign of a meeting."

"What?"

"And it's — with a girl."

...Seriously?

My expression relaxed at hearing those words.

"Could you please elaborate a little more?"

"Hmm..." She began playing with the realistic skull-shaped accessory near her chest as she continued. "How should I put it...it's a very intense encounter. Like two split souls are reuniting... But—" she declared with a look that seemed to see right through me to some other world. "It's hard to say if meeting this girl will actually result in happiness for you."

"What do you mean?"

"And furthermore... Huh? Wait, isn't she already dead?"

......Hey!

Isn’t that like being possessed or something?

You've gotta be kidding me, I thought, but I also remembered that she would tell me such ominous things every time we met. Previously, she'd told me I would have luck with bicycles, and then I got hit from behind by a mama-cycle on the way back home. Another time she told me I would have golden luck and I was happy about it, then I stepped on a gold-colored thumbtack at home. In other words, she has a subtle skill as a fortune-teller, conveying people's unhappiness in a way that does not make them feel unhappy.

"You know, Karasu-san, if you're a fortune-teller, shouldn't you also teach people how to avoid misfortune?" I asked.

"Well, It's up to the individual to decide whether they consider misfortune to be misfortune." she said, and stuck out her tongue in a cutesy way, then shouted to the employee passing by, "Another beer, please!"

As I sat there, watching over her in a vexed manner, the chime at the entrance rang in rapid succession, and one after another, suspicious-looking people entered. Seeing as they were coming over after recognizing Karasu-san, I deduced they were people attending the offline meeting.

"Hello, hello, Karasu-san, you look as beautiful as ever."

"Maru-san, it's been a long time."

"It's exciting, isn't it?"

"The cruel tricks of our fortunes, that we should meet."

As such conversations unfolded, the seats at the far back of the family restaurant, where I was stationed, gradually became more and more crowded. I recognized a few faces among the increasing number of people, but the vast majority of them were strangers. I'd been actively participating in the offline meetings in Tokyo, but I have to say that the world of the occult is really deep when you see new faces en masse every time.

Just past eleven o’clock, the group of people with bizarre tastes gathered at the back of the family restaurant, finally exceeded thirty people. Well, I'd picked the family restaurant figuring there'd be only ten people, so this was a pretty big transgression. The looks from the waitresses passing awkward smiles at me hurt.

"Are there any more coming?" I quietly asked Karasu-san, who was engaging in small talk with the other attendees, and she responded with her cheeks slightly reddened, "It's way too late to ask that now."

"There are a bunch of people who show up without registering, so there'll probably be a few more."

"Won’t that be problematic?"

"This might scare away 'Yoishi' too," she commented cheerfully, but—

This might be a bit troublesome.

"So, which one's Yoishi?"

As expected, not even an hour passed before the conversation blew past "The Wish-fulfilling House."

The countless occult veterans crammed into the family restaurant all looked around at each other, frantically searching for the accursed "Yoishi."

"Alright, I propose we do one round of introductions now!" The middle-aged man going by the handle "Professor" suggested as such, his face was already red.

Judging by the number of empty beer mugs lying on the table, he seems to be quite the drinker. The chorus of "Let's do it! Let's do it!" began in response, and soon each person stood up one by one and began to speak. At least half the participants were already quite drunk, so the atmosphere began to feel less like a gathering of occult enthusiasts and more like a full-on drinking party.

"Me first! I'm Professor! My field of occult specialty is in the ethnography of forgotten cultures!"

"Me second! I'm Usagi. I love folklore about Ryoumen-sukuna-sama![4]"

"Me third! I'm Harley! I get excited by stuff related to OOPArts! Among other things, I'm currently researching the Voynich manuscript!"

What're they going first, second, and third for? And why are Usagi-san and Harley-san both jumping on the bandwagon?

The occult maniacs, who were more playful than necessary, began to introduce themselves one by one. And they did so in a ridiculously boisterous way. I alone, seemed to receive the sharp, reproachful glares from customers all over the shop.

"Me seventh, I'm Karasu!"

When she energetically rose from her seat, she was greeted with a particularly loud round of applause, and when she started reciprocating the affection, I completely gave up on discussing the house. Come to think of it, every offline meeting ended up like this, it was uncharacteristic for an occult website like Ikaigabuchi.

"Go on, Nagi-kun. It's your turn next," urged by Karasu-san, I begrudgingly stood up. "Umm... Eighth. I'm Nagi. I'm a university student."

"What type of occult do you like?"

"Uhh, I love all kinds of mysterious stories...but right now I'm interested in things related to ghosts."

When I answered half-heartedly to the question that had been flung at me, people began shouting "Too stiff, too stiff!" "You haven't drunk enough!" and someone ordered a beer for me without even asking me. Man, I'm still 18. I'm underage, I can't drink.

"It's fine, it's fine. I'll drink it. Just act like you're drinking and they'll be satisfied," laughed Karasu-san as she smacked my butt with her palm after noting my expression.

Well, in any case, that’s how the thirty or so people introduced themselves in one round—

And in conclusion:

There was no one here who went by the handle of Yoishi.

"What? So they didn't show up?" "I showed up just to meet Yoishi." "Is anyone faking their handle?" Such voices arose one after another, but in the special space of an offline meeting, where it was not unusual for people to meet each other for the first time, it was hard to figure out if anyone was lying.

"Well, since we've all gathered, can we discuss what 'The Wish-fulfilling House' is—" I began to speak, but "Suu-san" cut me off,

“Here’s what I think," As I recall, he was an old veteran of Ikaigabuchi who managed a liquor store and liked collecting things like the arms of tengu and the shells of kappa, "Yoishi might be a different handle of Krishna-san."

I was listening with a sigh, but I reacted to that famous name.

"I see. That would make a lot of sense." Replied someone.

"If we summarize the rumors involving Yoishi — umm, 'If you get involved with Yoishi you'll meet a terrible end,' 'Yoishi isn't a living person,' 'Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later.' Things like that? But we've never heard any concrete news of someone dying, and maybe certain threads disappeared from the forum because Krishna-san used an alt account to participate and register haunted places that needed to be investigated, That's what I think, anyway."

I see, nodded Karasu-san in agreement.

"Krishna hasn't been showing up as well lately, so that'd make sense."

"W-wait please," I interjected. "Krishna-san, as in the administrator of Ikaigabuchi, Krishna-san? Everyone's met them?"

"We have met them, or rather, they've always shown up to meetings before."

"But they're not here today?"

"You want to meet them?"

"Yes, of course."

In the first place, the reason I became interested in the Ikaigabuchi site was because the person named Krishna was so fascinating to me. Of course, part of it was that I was interested in the occult from the start, but Ikaigabuchi clearly held an attraction that was different from other occult sites.

That was apparent, for instance, when looking at the odd sentence prominently displayed on the home page, "Things that bother people also bother ghosts." Ikaigabuchi was originally established as a site to promote the separation of ghosts and people. Most people can't see ghosts. That's why, regardless of whether we mean well or not, we probably bother ghosts more than they do us, it was a perspective that was both fresh and unique. And as I read articles about renowned haunted spots on Ikaigabuchi, my conviction deepened. Each article was filled with care towards ghosts, and at the same time, never forgot to show respect towards both the living and the dead.

"I've always wondered: Why are people always afraid of ghosts? Perhaps some ghosts play tricks on people, while other ghosts say, 'Come on, stop it,' and step in to intervene, yet no one ever thinks of the latter possibility. Maybe a certain amount of order is maintained by good spirits, and that is why the vast majority of people live their lives without ever being threatened by ghosts."

That paragraph in particular, struck a chord with me.

Those words hit me hard, as I had just arrived in Tokyo and hadn't met anyone I could call a friend. I realized more than ever that people were connected to others through sincerity. It gave me the courage necessary to think that I could make it in Tokyo, where it's said that people's relationships with others is tenuous, where people try to avoid needless interaction with others as much as possible. I was encouraged by that. That was when I actually began participating on the site.

As I read the daily updates of bizarre articles, I became more and more fascinated by this Krishna person. Their deep, yet wide-ranging knowledge of the occult. Their logical and elegant writing style. The sincerity that could be felt in every written word. They were packed with things that my soul lacked and things that I truly needed right now. Before I’d realized, I had come to think of Krishna-san as my brother and father in Tokyo.

And if I could make a wish—

I wanted Krishna-san to personally investigate "The Wish-fulfilling House" themselves.

"H-h-how old is Krishna-san? What kind of person are they?"

"Nagi-kun, you're stuttering." "Calm down." "Here, have a drink."

Undeterred by the interruptions of Suu-san and the others, I rephrased my question.

"Please, tell me. How could I meet them?"

However, my question was met with an awkward silence from the group of thirty people.

"I don’t think they’ll show up to an offline meeting again."

"Why?"

"Some things happened..."

"Some things?"

"Well, you’ll see. I’m sure you'll get the chance to find out sooner or later. But for now, leave it be."

I only received vague responses like that.

The brief silence in the family restaurant was broken by Zippo-san, who I think worked as a programmer.

"Um... I disagree with that opinion."

"That opinion?" In response to Karasu-san’s question, Zippo-san pushed up his thick glasses and answered nervously:

"Um… The theory that Yoishi and Krishna-san are the same person."

"What do you mean?"

"To tell you the truth, I know of an acquaintance who met Yoishi at an offline meeting."

"Really?" the entire gathering was suddenly excited.

"What were they like!?" "How old?" "Guy? Girl?" "Which offline meeting?" They all asked in unison, and Zippo-san quietly answered:

"The offline meeting was for the investigation of an abandoned hospital in the Tama prefecture, about half a year ago."

"So, what was Yoishi like?"

"Umm, well...I don't know."

"You don't know? How come?" Karasu-san asked, and Zippo-san gulped once before answering:

"Because the guy's hospitalized."

"Hospitalized?"

"Psychiatric Ward," Hearing that, the lively crowd once again fell to a deathly silence.

Everyone fell silent as if something heavy and grim overshadowed the excited crowd in their seats.

"Hospitalized in a psychiatric ward? Is that Yoishi's fault?" asked Suu-san, and Zippo-san slowly shook his head.

"I don't know. But even after regaining consciousness, the only word he ever mumbled was 'Yoishi.' That's why I came to this meeting today, to ask Yoishi what the hell happened that day in the offline meeting."

Everyone fell silent for a while once Zippo-san stopped speaking.

From then on, the family restaurant was once again filled with stories of Yoishi. "Come to think of it," was the type of statement preceding conversations as tales of Yoishi emerged one after the other, as if being unconsciously recalled by those present.

If I were to summarize those stories—

It seemed "Yoishi" was someone who appeared very rarely on the Ikaigabuchi forum. They rarely posted, but when they did, they would post on threads on almost any topic, and give accurate commentaries on even the most maniacal of topics. Taking into account the variable times of their posts, Yoishi was thought to have been an occult maniac that sat in front of a computer almost twenty-four hours a day. They had knowledge of the supernatural that rivaled that of Krishna-san, but their posts showed no signs of sharing the love for ghosts that defined Krishna-san. If anything, they could be described as creepy — a creepiness that felt as if a dead person had blended into the internet.

"Maybe there's some truth to the rumor that Yoishi isn't a living person after all," mumbled Jersey-san, who said he was a writer for a magazine. "Remember that thread that popped up on the net a while ago, 'I'm a ghost, do you have any questions?'"

"Ahh, you mean the one that was talked about as being the real thing? Even after running an IP search, the PC and host were unknown."

"In my opinion, ethereal forms have good affinity with computers and other digital equipment. Because, you see, brain function is also driven by weak electrical signals."

"You do hear a lot of stories like that about ghosts posting on the internet."

"Then, that Yoishi—" mumbled Suu-san in summary. "We can't see them, but — maybe they are already here?"

Those words sent a shiver down my spine.

I quietly looked around the brightly-lit restaurant.

It wasn't just me, it seemed like everyone had felt something cold.

After that, the gathering became somewhat reserved on the topic of ghosts. Gradually, seats became arranged by topic as people broke off into their areas of interest.

As the organizer of today’s offline meeting, I wanted to bring it back to the original topic, but I was certain no one remembered anything anymore about my house. In addition, the creepy stories that Suu-san sitting next to me was telling were just too interesting. A story about a box found in an antique store that could not be opened, a talisman found behind a painting on a hotel wall, a woman‘s cackling laughter while speaking to a doll — each provided enough entertainment to leave you sleepless when alone at night.

Everyone lost track of time as they enjoyed the endless flow of occult discussions—

And at around one o'clock in the morning, the offline meeting dispersed.

2[edit]

"Please wait a minute!" As the Ikaigabuchi members scattered into the night streets in small groups, I chased Karasu-san as she flagged down a taxi on the main street. "What about my house? You know, 'The Wish-fulfilling House'?"

Thereupon, the rather useless fortune-teller flapped her hand back and forth with a flushed expression. "It's fine, it's fine. It's that, uh, umm, schema. And what else... I think I was going to tell you something, but — ahaha, I forgot~."

"What do you mean 'forgot'...?"

"Don't worry! You have the sign of a meeting! Well, see ya!" She slapped me on the back and then happily jumped into the stopped taxi.

As I watched the taxi drive off, I stood there dumbfounded for who knows how long.

"...Ugh."

Was it alright if I went back now?

To that house — to "The Wish-fulfilling House."

I began walking down the main street toward the train station, dragging along the mama-cycle I'd bought cheaply online for commuting to school.

Tokyo was filled with people even this late at night. In particular, the area around the train station near my house was close to many universities, so there seemed to be no difference in the number of people milling about from day to night. Around the time the station building came into view, I almost crashed into a couple of girls, then subsequently apologized for it. One of them shot me a ‘What the hell’s wrong with you?’ look, but the other cracked a smile and said, "No, we’re sorry." I apologized again once more. That’s all there was to it, but it filled my heart with hope. Indeed — a fateful meeting was lying in wait for me. And with a girl, no less. This might be it. The bizarre events tormenting me at that house must surely be a catalyst for the happy times to come. In the future, I will look back at this string of events and laugh it off as nothing more than just another funny story.

I felt less burdened when I thought of it like that.

Besides, now I didn't have to move. Moving costs would be painful for me, given that I was receiving no allowance from home.

"The offline meeting was fun in its own way, so it's all good, right?" I muttered to myself, and finally straddled the bike.

I turned around and decided to go back home for the first time in a few days.

“None of the people that came to the offline meeting today said anything about "The Wish-fulfilling House." If you look at it from a different angle, that means it can't possibly be a ghost incident. It's a bit shameful as the original poster, but all's well that ends well, right?”

What would have happened if I'd dragged people over to my house, and it turned out that there were no ghosts or anything at all? I'd be a laughingstock.

Having finished completely arming myself with logic, I felt the pleasant night breeze on my cheeks and pedaled harder. I'd recovered to the point where I even started humming.

However—

I noticed something when I was about to re-enter the main street from the shopping arcade in front of the train station.

For a while now, there's been a strange, uncomfortable feeling on the sole of my left foot. It was like gum was stuck to my shoe, so I stopped my bike and took off my sneaker.

Then, with my left foot raised in the air, I looked at the rubber sole of the sneaker, and froze.

I felt my blood freeze over and the elation I felt, evaporate all at once.

On the bottom of my sneaker—

The number "4" ("四") was etched all over.

"Damn it, schema my ass."

The countdown was continuing, wasn't it?

I pushed the mama-cycle along with an almost one-legged step, as everyone passing by threw me strange looks owing to my frenetic expression, but I paid them no heed.

I threw away the sneaker with the '4' etched all over it on the spot. There was no way I could keep wearing such sinisterness. The cold of the concrete and the hard, scattered pebbles pricked my foot through my sock, but I didn't care.

Why and when was '4' carved into the back of my sneaker?

What was going to happen when the countdown ended? And what did I need to do, to escape from this terror?

I had no idea, but I kept on running anyway.

People in fancy clothing stared and laughed, but I didn't care. I just wanted to be somewhere warm.

Where?

Where could that be—?

Eventually, I found a late-night discount shop just past the arcades, and jumped in. A ridiculously cheerful theme song was being played inside. I hummed along to the simple, repetitive melody as I checked out the wide selection of products that were quite cheap. As I leaned against a cosmetics shelf and mumbled to myself, a group of girls dressed flamboyantly avoided me as they passed by. An employee called out to me and asked, "Are you unwell?" and I finally realized that my left foot, covered only with a sock, was throbbing with pain. I looked down and saw that the sock was torn and dripping with blood, perhaps I had stepped on a shard of glass along the way. I bought some bandages, a pair of socks, the cheapest sneakers they had, and went to tend to the wound in the bathroom. I washed the back of my foot, wrapped the bandage, and wore the new socks. The cheap sneaker had a shoddy design and wasn't very comfortable, but it was far better than being barefoot. It was an unnecessary expense for sure, but I felt comforted by it. I was afraid of staying alone in the bathroom for any longer, so I returned to the inside of the store. I wandered aimlessly around the shop as if window shopping and repeatedly took deep breaths.

What should I do now?

That was all I could think about, and yet, I could not come up with an answer.

At some point, I was absentmindedly just standing there in front of the display window, when the employee from earlier approached me again and asked if anything was wrong, so I left the store. I had no choice but to begin heading toward the usual net café, but when I got there, it was already full. I peeked into the nearby karaoke box, but even it had a line spilling out onto the street. I tried a few other places, but it was the same situation everywhere. Come to think of it, it was Saturday night. There would be no vacant places until the first train.

However, I couldn't think of anywhere else to go.

As I wandered around the station dragging my bike around, the police shot me suspicious looks. I almost felt like it would be more comforting to be arrested, but some level of common sense still remained in me, so I turned back to the main street.

The headlights of cars on Itsukaichi-kaido Avenue illuminated me as they passed by. Numerous cars that normally looked like exhaust-emitting devices to me, but today I felt consoled by them. It was reassuring to eye things that could be scientifically explained.

However—

I may have reached my limit.

This was the same as being completely homeless, wasn't it?

I had no one I was intimate with in Tokyo, where the lights never dim. I had no place to go. On top of that, I was running low on funds. Without knowing why, I looked up at the night sky, but even in a cloudless sky, there wasn't a star to be seen. Only a dark space spread out as if it were painted over.

Maybe I could call my sister in the morning and borrow some money. And then I'd go straight back to Shizuoka. Tokyo was too much for me, which was something humiliating to say, but all this was just too unexpected. I'd imagine most people would have trouble with such a case as well. Mother, I'm sorry. You supported me so much in my move to Tokyo.

Then at that very moment—

At the end of the night road, I spotted an intense light.

When I lifted my head, I realized I'd come straight back to the family restaurant.

"I see...this place is also open twenty-four hours."

That was enough to make me feel like I'd found a million allies, and my knees almost buckled.

The drink bar here alone was cheaper than the net café, and it was a Saturday night, so there were plenty of people inside. I should have just stayed here from the beginning.

"Hahaha," With a dry laugh like that, I probably looked pretty unapproachable to any passerby.

However, the moment I left my mama-cycle at the bicycle parking of the family restaurant, and was about to enter, I was startled.

There was someone there even more bizarre that would make anyone stay away.

Outside the restaurant’s large, glass window...

And amidst the thicket of fern bushes planted to cover the restaurant—

Was a girl fully dressed in black.

Even though it was spring, she wore a black long-coat. Her long hair stretched down her back, her skirt and even her boots were all pure black. Yet her complexion alone was abnormally white. And because she was lurking in the darkness, it looked as if something with only a face was floating.

...Wh-what is she...doing?

She was just standing there in the middle of the thicket, pressing her forehead against the glass as she stared into the restaurant.

It was so creepy I took one step back, when--

She slowly turned to face me. Her cheeks were shockingly white, and every part of her face was like a dream. She was modeled so perfectly that it made me feel like she was too good to be true, like a life-sized Bisque Doll that had accidentally been left there — that was the impression I got.

A girl whose color was the night itself.

Unexpectedly, those words popped into my head.

Those were the colors of the girl's eyes. Maybe it was because of the lighting, but it strangely felt like a large proportion of her eyes were taken by her irises and pupils, and under those long eyelashes, they seemed to glow jet black. Below her straight-cut bangs, they shone a dark color as they gazed upon me.

"...By any chance, are you…"

Those words naturally came out of my mouth.

"—Yoishi?"

The girl merely nodded in silence.

Yoishi isn't a living person.

Those that meet Yoishi die seven days later.

Offline meetings that Yoishi attends end in disaster.

What I'd heard earlier floated around in my head as I stared at the girl in front of me.

Seven glasses were laid out on the table in front of Yoishi, each with a different type of drink, including iced coffee, cola, orange juice and Japanese tea; She’d effectively created her own drink bar.

"Um... Aren't you supposed to take just one at a time?" I asked her in an exasperated tone, but she replied:

"As long as I drink everything, there should be no problem," she spoke without taking her eyes off the glasses, and took one sip after another.

She drank the orange juice, then the iced coffee, then the warm Japanese tea, and then the cola. She faithfully repeated the order a number of times, sometimes adding Rooibos tea, black tea and melon soda as an accent. I didn't know if there was any meaning to the order, but I found it odd because when she drank them, it looked like some kind of religious ritual passed down through the ages.

I looked again at the girl who went by Yoishi.

She looked to be of high school age. Looking at her sitting directly in front of me under a bright light, I could see that she held immense beauty. But the problem was her eyes. Those eyes, like glass beads, seemed to be looking somewhere, and nowhere. The air she gave off felt as if we did not share the same world, creating a unique barrier around her. Rather than the nobility of a princess, she was closer to that of a witch's apprentice.

"Anyway…"

I asked the girl dressed in black as she busily rifled through the drinks.

"Why didn't you come to the offline meeting today?"

"I did."

"No, but, you didn't come when everyone else was here earlier."

"I was there. Right there, the whole time."

She pointed toward the other side of the window, where I'd first found her — in other words, the bushes outside the store.

…Out there? With her forehead pressed up against the glass?

"What does that mean? From eleven o'clock until now, you've been there the whole time?"

"Yes," she nodded. As I stared at her pale face, I began thinking.

This girl—

Is she what you'd call a denpa? [5]

Denpa, an internet slang term for a slightly troublesome person who spontaneously spews out random occult delusions into the world, but--

It was already past two o'clock in the morning. To cling to the glass for three hours straight since eleven o’clock, that must have creeped out the employees. I thought that as I quietly turned around, and saw that a different group of waitresses than before were staring at Yoishi and whispering something to each other. Their expressions were contorted in a slightly mean manner, like an air of contempt for someone who was more foolish than they were. I stood up, having felt like I'd seen something detestable. I immediately walked toward them and declared "I’ll take a drink as well," then headed straight for the counter to grab a drink. I didn’t know why I felt so irritated. Maybe it was because I felt like I'd been laughed at myself, being a fellow occult-lover.

I filled my glass to the brim with ice, then pressed the button for coffee.

—Now then, what to do from here on out.

As I watched the hot coffee melt through the ice, I thought.

I can't go back home; The countdown still continued. Furthermore, I've ran into the heresy-class occult girl from Ikaigabuchi. And now, for some reason, the two of us were at a family restaurant late at night. In a way, it's comforting that I wasn’t alone, but given that my companion was the occult girl with strange urban legends attached to her, it was a tricky situation.

"You like bad coffee?" asked Yoishi when I returned to my seat.

"What?"

"I asked if you liked bad coffee. The coffee here is unsavory."

I looked at her seven glasses again and noticed that the iced coffee had hardly been sipped.

"Information that you can gather beforehand should be processed before you act."

Yoishi's neat, logic-filled words annoyed me, so I replied with some nastiness.

"Then allow me to gather information: Why did you come to today's offline meeting?"

"Because I was interested."

"In 'The Wish-fulfilling House'? Why are you interested in that house? The sounds are probably just structural rattles, and the engravings might just be my mistake, right?" I intentionally repeated exactly what Karasu-san had told me in a self-torturing way.

But Yoishi replied, “That’s true”, without any hint of retorting.

"Then, why—"

"When I read about that house on the forum — I felt a bit of an oddity from it."

Her low, whispering tone gave me goosebumps for some reason.

"The internet is overflowing with countless ghost stories, but most of them are fake. Real ones, however, have a scent that cannot be hidden."

And with those words, something hot bubbled forth from somewhere deep in the pit of my stomach.

Having a denpa believe you isn't really something to be pleased about, but I was, to be frank, simply glad to finally meet someone who would listen to the source of my fears. It was true, that place was the real deal. I was already in tears because of the numbers carved on the sole of my shoe a moment ago.

"Hey, what is it? Is it a ghost or something? Are you the type that can see them? What do you mean by the real thing having a scent that cannot be hidden?"

I couldn't stop myself from blurting out questions in succession, and Yoishi replied nonchalantly, while she stared at her glass of orange juice.

"To answer your first question, it may not be a ghost."

"Huh?"

"Secondly, it’s not that I can see everything. Lastly, A feeling. Real ghost stories have a subtle lack of cohesion."

Yoishi began to speak, a sudden change from her dazed attitude from before.

"Strange phenomena occur; The people involved become afraid. When you investigate, you find out that someone committed suicide there — and I won't say that such stories with a convenient outcome are all fake. However, the really interesting ghost stories transcend that. There's a sense of discomfort, as if something important has been skipped over. The only thing that can fill in that gap is a theory of the other side."

"S-so basically, what's happening? What are those frightening sounds in my house? Why are the numbers being scrawled, and why are they counting down? When the numbers run out, what's going to happen to—"

Before I’d realized, I had almost stood up as I shouted:

"—What's going to happen to me!?"

The restaurant went deathly silent, and everyone was looking at me.

Embarrassed, I sat back down. However, I didn't even know what was going on anymore. I had no idea what do from here on out. I scratched my head, feeling sorry for myself, when Yoishi quietly muttered,

"So, you are the one who posted that story."

I looked up, and saw a mysterious glow in Yoishi's cold, dark eyes.

I nodded, and told her everything that had just happened.

That the countdown was already down to "4" ("四"), that it had been carved onto the bottom of the sneaker I had been wearing. I explained all of that as I trembled.

"How does someone even carve that? Is something from that house haunting me all the way here?" I complained, almost in tears — when I gasped.

Yoishi's eyes, which resembled glass beads, were now brimming with life.

Then, she suddenly raised her finger to the tip of my nose and said, "Hey, close your eyes."

"Huh?"

She turned her beautiful white face directly at me, and peered into my eyes. The shape of her facial features took over my field of vision, and to be honest, my heart raced.

"Why do I have to close my eyes?"

"Just do it."

Flustered, I did what she told me to do. As I closed my eyelids tightly, some kind of inappropriate fantasy ran through my head, but I did my best to brush it away.

"Imagine..."

Her lips moved on the other side of my eyes, and she spoke commandingly.

"You are now standing at the entrance of your house."

Her voice, somewhat gentle and commanding, made me stand in front of that house, whether I wanted to or not.

"Imagine yourself standing in front of the entrance to your house in as much detail as possible."

As if prompted by her words, I recalled the house that stood in the dark.

Black — its pointed, mountain cottage-like shape.

The reddish-brown roof, the mountain cottage style structure, and the atelier built by an architect exclusively for himself. The walls were stained nicely and covered with ivy halfway up to the second floor, and the white paint on the wooden window sills had begun to peel off. The first floor was a garage, and the second and third floors were living quarters. The house that I rented for 30,000 yen, which didn't even have a kitchen. The house where strange sounds would begin to ring out from somewhere at night, and where a number would be engraved somewhere the following morning—

My legs began to tremble, but I clutched my knees tightly with my hands, and managed to hold on.

"Alright. Once you've called it to mind, place your hand on the doorknob."

"...Ok."

"Now please open the door."

I opened it. My shoes were lying scattered in the doorway. They were the leather shoes I'd kicked off when I rushed out in a hurry. But from there, my feet refused to take one step further. I felt someone inside the house, when it should have been empty. The thick, sticky air made me feel that way. No way, I didn’t want to go any further, even if this was just my imagination.

Perhaps sensing my thoughts, Yoishi whispered, "You'll be fine. Please go inside slowly. Then take off your shoes as you always do and enter. Once inside, open all the windows in the house, it doesn’t matter which order you do it in. Open them precisely, one by one, with complete certainty."

...Windows? Why open the windows?

I wondered, but obeyed anyway. I approached the living room window, unlocked it and opened it. From there, I moved to the Japanese-style room I was using as a bedroom and unlocked and opened the window there. Then from the Japanese-style room to the bathroom. Opened. Next, the bath. Opened. From there, I proceeded to the third floor. There were two windows there, one by the veranda and one next to my desk. I unlocked and threw the both of them open with precision.

"...I'm finished."

"Then, this time, please close the windows in reverse order."

"...Huh?"

"Close them in order, starting with the last one you opened."

Having no other choice, I did as she said.

The window on the third floor by the desk. Veranda window. Then down to the second floor, and uh, the bath, toilet, Japanese-style room, living room.

I closed them all.

"Alright, you're done. Now open your eyes."

Hearing Yoishi’s voice, I opened my eyes to the blinding fluorescent light. I wasn’t aware of the bright pop music filling the restaurant until now, but suddenly, I could hear it. Right, I was in a family restaurant. As I rubbed my eyes to get used to it, Yoishi asked me:

"How was it?"

"What do you mean how was it, what was the point of that?"

"Was there anyone in the rooms?"

At those words, my hair stood on ends.

...There was.

On the staircase landing linking the second and third floors. I think I saw a middle-aged man wearing ashen-colored clothing. He looked vacant and motionless, yet he stared at me with his eyes, as if he was watching everything I did. I couldn't catch him in the front of my vision, But out of the corner of my eye, I could definitely see his presence—

"...There was, wasn't there?" Yoishi's black eyes shone somewhat delightedly. "Was it someone you know?"

"...I don’t know. Never seen him before."

No... How could that be? How is it possible to recall someone in your imagination that you've never met before? With the house still markedly visible in my mind, Yoishi's joyful voice echoed.

"Scared?" I looked, and saw Yoishi had come close enough that I could feel her breath. "Hey, are you feeling scared right now?"

...I’m scared.

Or perhaps I should say, I'm scared of your eyes that look like they are going to devour every part of me.

"Tell me in more detail. What did they look like?"

Taking a deep breath, I explained while trying to stop myself from trembling.

A gray, worn suit. I don't think he was wearing a tie. The suit seemed a bit big, but that may have been because the man was thin. His hair had streaks of grey, and I couldn't make out his face. His long hair seemed to have grown out in a messy way. The shoes he wore were black.

In response, Yoishi went "Hmm..." as she stroked her well-shaped chin.

After a moment of silently gazing around in mid-air, she turned her gaze toward me once more.

"Hey, how about we go?"

"—Go where?"

"To your house. Right now."

3[edit]

—Ahh, why did things turn out like this?

It was a night with a beautiful moon; I was pedaling hard on the mama-cycle.

I passed through the residential area to the north of the train station near the family restaurant, and from there, I continued west along the drainage channel. The drainage channel was called Shimokawa and was one of the tributaries of the Tamagawa waterworks. This river gradually curved northeast, towards the area I lived. Every time my bike bounced off the bumpy road, Yoishi's body would press against my back. I could feel the bulge of her small breasts through my jersey, and I indulged in misplaced delusions of how we looked like a nice couple.

However, clinging to my back was a denpa girl dressed entirely in black. Her arms wrapped around my waist were oddly cold. Aren't girls supposed to have a higher body temperature? Shouldn’t they be like soft, warm, and smell nice? However, I couldn’t feel any body heat from Yoishi, who was sitting in the back seat of my bicycle. In fact, if it turned out that she was someone only I could see, I wouldn't even be surprised. That's how far away from a date this night-time bicycle rendezvous felt like.

The residential area became increasingly distant, and fields belonging to landowners began to spread out in their place. Street lights too, diminished in number. It felt like there were more stars in the sky, and the smell of grass became stronger. We were close to my home.

"Quite rural."

"Shut it," I replied to Yoishi after a considerable period of silence.

"I didn't mean that in a bad way. I didn't realize Musashino still had places like this."

"That's why I figured the rent was so low," I grumbled with a hint of self-derision.

Houses became even sparser, and after passing by a few old shrines, we entered the area lined up with dense groves of trees. A short distance along this narrow path would lead to my house.

"To be honest, I didn't want to come at night," I spoke towards my rear.

"It's a phenomenon that only happens at night, so we must go at night." Yoishi readily replied. It was actually a pretty good argument.

For a short while, we both remained silent, until eventually, Yoishi asked:

"What was your wish?"

"Huh?"

"After all, you took the trouble of living in 'The Wish-fulfilling House,' didn’t you?"

‘Took the trouble’, she says, but the truth was I just had no money for anywhere else.

"Nothing special. I just wished that my family's business would go well, that's all." I answered.

"A family man, how surprising," Yoishi commented, devoid of emotion.

'Surprising' is pretty harsh, I started to reply, but then the house beyond the black forest came into view.

"Is that the one?"

"Yeah."

Looking at it again, I'm amazed that I had rented such a place. It looked like a haunted house no matter how you looked at it.

As soon as I slid the mama-cycle into the ground-floor garage, Yoishi jumped off the rear seat of the bike. I pressed the switch on the steel column and the garage's ceiling light turned on. That was all it took to significantly reduce my fear. Yoishi began walking about on her own, looking at the building from several angles.

"A magnificent building."

She said, as she began walking ahead of me. She went up the stairs to the entrance on the second floor. Not having any other choice, I placed one foot on the stairs, but could go no further. As for Yoishi, she quickly climbed the stairs, casually opened the door, and took a glance inside. Ahh, right. Now that I think about it, I rushed out without locking the door. That means I'd left it unlocked for several days, how careless of me.

All I could do was look from the bottom of the stairs. It was pretty pathetic of me, but I was the one that experienced the fear. I'd say it's animal instinct to not want to get any closer unless safety is ensured.

"How is it?"

"Dark."

Well of course it is.

And with that, Yoishi quickly went inside. I was afraid of being left behind at the bottom of the stairs, so I rushed after her. When I opened the front door, the lights were already on inside. Yoishi stood right next to the light switch, and glanced around from the ceilings to the walls. Lights really are a great thing. I was calmed just by it being bright, so much so that I didn't know whether those creepy happenings were real or not.

When I was about to take off my shoes at the foyer, I saw that Yoishi's knee-high boots had already been neatly taken off and arranged. She might have had a better upbringing than I thought, but then it struck me.

Come to think of it, we hadn't even properly introduced ourselves to each other yet.

"Hey, I know it's belated, but--" I turned toward her and said, "I go by 'Nagi' online, but my real name is Nagito Yamada. I'm in my first year of university this spring."

She simply nodded once without turning around and said:

"I'm Yoishi."

"Isn't that a handle?"

"No. My surname is Mitsurugi. Not that it matters."

—Yoishi Mitsurugi ("美鶴木 夜石").

She was a very strange one indeed. What kind of person reveals their real name on the internet and doesn't give a shit about their surname?

"'5' ("五") was on the wall of the toilet?"

She asked, as if suggesting that the conversation we just had was a waste of time, so I pointed to the far end of the second floor and said, “That way”. Yoishi silently moved in that direction. Without hesitation, she opened the door, turned on the lights, and peered in.

I quietly followed.

"See? It looks like the number '5' ("五"), doesn't it? It's not a schema or whatever, right?" I asked Yoishi from behind.

"You know of words such as schema?" she asked in a condescending manner.

"Well, I mean, I am an occult maniac, after all."

That was a lie. It was a piece of information I had only just acquired.

"If you look at a meaningless shape with prior knowledge of a specific set of information, the brain tends to recognize the figure in line with that information— that is a schema in cognitive science, but this is without a doubt a '5' ("五"). Even I see it that way."

Yoishi spoke as she traced her fingertips over the engraving, paying no heed to my words.

Well, even if it wasn’t a schema, it didn’t solve the problem. If anything, it made things worse. If this was truly a deliberately-written "5" ("五"), then someone — or something — in this house wrote it.

"'6' ("六") was near the bath?"

After she finished carefully examining the "5" ("五"), Yoishi switched on the light in the room with the bath just opposite to the toilet and opened the door. She moved her face right in front of the symbol engraved into the window sill. As I watched the scene from behind her, I caught the smell of something odd.

Truth be told, it'd been bothering me since I met her — but now that I was in an enclosed space with her, it became clear to me once more.

"...Are you wearing some sort of perfume?"

Yoishi wordlessly shook her head.

"Wait, but this smell on you..."

That’s when I realized what that smell was.

I'd smelled it in club rooms during middle school.

A somewhat sour, nose-curdling smell, as if something was rotting.

"...Um, I totally understand this is a rude thing to ask a girl," I asked, pinching my nose, "But when did you last take a bath?"

Yoishi turned around and looked at me quizzically. Then she looked up at the ceiling. I had a bad feeling about that gesture, as if she was searching through distant memories.

"Wha... It was so far back you have to think about it?"

"I don't quite remember, maybe last month?"

"Wh-what the hell! Get in the bath! The bath!"

"But I'm already here."

"That's not what I meant! Do you not take showers? Wash your hair?"

"What does that have to do with the numbers counting down?" Yoishi seemed completely bewildered as she asked me, but come on, I'd heard about the term "dirty girl," and I know French royalty were famous for never taking baths, but this is contemporary Japan. Do high school girls that don't take baths for a month exist?

"What you say lacks reason," she said flatly, and then peered closely at the window sill once more. "It is unmistakably, a '6' ("六")."

She quickly turned around and asked, "How about '7' ("七")?" She really had no interest in anything other than the paranormal. Sighing, I reluctantly guided her.

It was on a wall on the staircase landing to the third floor.

This was the place where the middle-aged man I didn't know was standing during the pseudo-word-association game Yoishi had me play earlier. As expected, I didn't feel like following her there, so I just gestured towards it. Yoishi wordlessly climbed the stairs and leaned against that wall as well.

"Hmm."

"That looks like '7' ("七") too, right?"

However, Yoishi didn't immediately answer. Instead, she took out a mini-flashlight from her pocket, shined it at the number '7' (七), and looked all around it.

"Is there something strange about it?"

"This is certainly a '7' ("七"), but— it's strange."

I was about to ask What's strange?, but at that moment-

Yoishi suddenly vomited. She didn't do anything cute like place a hand to her mouth in an effort to hold it back, but rather, standing upright in a daunting pose, she boldly hurled, which definitely made me take a step back. She was used to vomiting, that's what that posture gave off, and I ended up completely seeing it through to the end.

Dripping vomit.

Sparkling gastric fluid, and the remnants of the orange juice she was drinking earlier.

—What the hell is she?

She doesn't take baths, boldly vomits out in the open…

And to make things worse, she's an occult-loving denpa girl who wears coats during spring.

However, I finally noticed that the denpa girl did seem to be struggling a bit.

"Hey, are you alright?" I ran up to her and began rubbing her back. She gave a feeble nod and wiped her mouth.

There was vomit on the landing, but she resumed conversing as if nothing even happened.

"Ever since I saw your post, I thought it was strange. Why did the countdown begin from '7' ("七")?"

"Huh?"

"Countdowns should normally start from 9 ("九") or 10 ("十")."

"How should I know?"

I mean, ghosts were scary because you don't know what they're thinking. How would a human like me know why something like that began counting down from "7" ("七")?

"Wrong. The paranormal has no rules, but the other side has a will of its own." said Yoishi as she climbed the stairs; I had no choice but to follow.

As if to say there must be an "8" ("八") and a "9" ("九") somewhere, Yoishi turned on the lights to the third floor and began sliding up to the walls. Her posture, as she crawled about on all fours, scampering along the walls, was both creepy and comical. Afterwards, Yoishi began mumbling something to herself and didn't respond to anything I said, so I gave up and went back down to the second floor. I poured water from the small sink next to the toilet into a bucket, and threw a rag in. Even after everything, this was still my house; I couldn’t just leave the vomit on the stairs like that. As I took the bucket to the staircase landing, I was reminded of the blank face of the man Yoishi had shown me in the family restaurant a while ago, but I tried hard not to think about it and cleaned up the vomit.

Ughh, why does vomit smell so acidic? Somehow it always entices you to vomit, too. Moreover, it was irritating that the person who vomited didn’t seem to care at all. As if it was obvious that it would be my job to clean up after her.

"Hey, do you not eat? There's only liquid in this."

I commented with a bit of a nasty tone. But Yoishi, who'd come back down from the third floor, simply mumbled that there was no "8" ("八") or "9" ("九") anywhere. The way she said it, as if she was deeply disappointed, kind of ticked me off.

"Didn't I already tell you there weren’t any more?"

She ignored my comment and began looking at the walls on the second floor. Half-exasperated, I watched over her as I went down to the second floor with the rag and bucket. Then, I looked at the clock. "Say," I called out to her, "Are you alright being out this late?"

Of course, that was pretty belated, given that it was almost three o'clock in the morning.

If I were her parents, I’d be furious with her for being out this late.

"I hope you called home before coming out at this hour. I mean, I know it's my fault this is happening, but parents always worry. Back home, I always thought my parents were a pain in the ass, but once you leave, you feel an appreciation for that stuff."

However, she wasn't listening to my passionate sermon.

Instead, I noticed she was completely immobile, staring at a single spot.

"What is it?" I asked, but Yoishi didn't move. She stood still, frozen like a mannequin. I moved behind Yoishi and looked where she was looking.

It was the spot where Yoishi had just vomited —the staircase landing where the middle-aged man I didn’t know was standing in my imagination.

"Wa...Wait a second. Who're you having a staring match with?"

When I placed a hand on her shoulder, she twitched, as if breaking free from a spell.

And then she whispered, ever so softly, "I see."

When she turned around, she seemed to look happy. I could tell by the slight blush creeping into her pale face that she was excited.

"Hey, did you notice?"

"What?"

But Yoishi didn't respond, instead, she turned around and headed toward the entrance.

"H...Hey, wait up!"

"Let's leave."

She quickly put on her deep black boots, then walked straight out of the entrance. I hurriedly put on my sneakers and chased after her. Trying not to look inside, I shut off the lights, closed the door, and remembered to lock it this time. After that, I stuck close to Yoishi as she staggered down the stairs.

We arrived at the mama-cycle left inside the garage, Yoishi looked up at the building once more, and said, "This building is very interesting."

"What're you talking about?"

"Under the stairs to the third floor. There exists a meaningless space."

At that moment, goosebumps broke out all over my neck and back at once.

I see—

The eeriness that I'd felt all along about this house, I finally understood it. Indeed, it had always felt like something was odd about this house. And that was the area under the stairs which I could never reach. The area under the stairs that I just couldn’t get into, whether from the outside or the inside. I’d often heard stories about doors that couldn’t be opened, and this was similar in that it was a space where we didn't know what was inside, but its existence could be felt somewhere.

"And, look at this."

Yoishi pointed at the mailbox by the staircase entrance on the ground floor.

My full name was written on a piece of paper the size of a business card, with three lines inscribed on it, crushing the name from above.

It was unmistakable.

The number "3" ("三").

The countdown continued.

Yoishi placed her face almost right onto the engravings and mumbled happily, "This place is the real deal," but I spoke in a hollow voice:

"I can’t take this anymore."

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4[edit]

My brand-new apartment was fantastic.

The floors were nice and clean. The wallpaper was new. The unit bath was sterilized.

It wasn't right comparing it to that house, where the remnants of the previous inhabitant drifted everywhere, but I definitely learned that it wasn't right to skimp on housing expenses. This was even further from the university, but at least there were houses nearby. I could walk to a convenience store, and there were plenty of streetlights. Anyway, this apartment, whose surroundings were brightly lit, even at night, was introduced to me by Karasu-san.

From what I heard, one of Karasu-san's acquaintances was the landlord, and Karasu-san herself was also renting a room here. It annoyed me a bit that her room was a warehouse (apparently a storage place for strange magical items and costumes), but I couldn't complain. The rent had rocketed to 50000 yen, but it was a cheap price for a 10 square meter apartment with one bedroom, a kitchen, a loft and a unit bath.

It had been more than a week since I looked at that paranormal house with Yoishi.

It was a Sunday afternoon, on a rare day with no part-time work and no lectures—

I opened the window and took in the pleasant breeze as I sprawled out in my empty room.

At any rate, the previous week had passed by quickly.

First, I cried to my big sister to borrow some money to move here, then did so immediately. I didn't want to enter that house ever again, and while it was expensive having to hire movers, it was worth it. Furthermore, this apartment's walls were so thin they made you almost want to pick up your neighbors' ringing phones, which made it feel like you were among living people. You could greet gloomy people in the hallways, and if you opened the window, you could hear the lackadaisical voice of the bamboo pole merchants. Basically, this place was overflowing with life. For me, that was extremely important. I'd been drained of mental energy to the extremes, and I needed the comfort of living amidst people more than anything else.

I didn’t meet Yoishi again.

That night, I gave her a lift to the family restaurant and parted ways. Everything about her was a mystery, other than the fact that she was a high school student and that her real name was Yoishi Mitsurugi. I spoke with her for a little bit as I pedaled hard back to the train station as if running away, but in the end, I never found out what was going on with that house. She didn't try to explain, and I wasn't in any mood to ask.

However, I had a strange conviction that there was something dangerous there. I was the one who heard the creepy noises every night, and I even got a countdown, but somehow, I made up my mind because of Yoishi's one phrase: "This place is the real deal." I immediately thought that this was not a place I could deal with. If you think about it that way, it's thanks to her that I was able to make the decision to put myself in a peaceful place like this, but—

It's true what they say: Once on shore, we pray no more.[6]

Now that it was all in the past, I was truthfully somewhat curious.

What did she notice?

What was the countdown all about?

And just who was Yoishi anyway? It was hard to explain, but she seemed different from the average occult maniac. She wasn’t just getting a thrill by being close to danger, but she was also a daredevil who didn’t hesitate stepping into areas that a person’s instincts would say are dangerous—in other words, she had a sense of uneasiness about her that couldn’t just be explained as someone who wanted to die. Whenever she said something, I felt like the world I believed and lived in was about to collapse.

Sometimes I would take a peek at Ikaigabuchi, but Yoishi never appeared in any threads.

And of course, no one replied to the thread I'd started anymore, and it got buried deep to the point where it was hard to find. Krishna-san descended upon various threads, but they never touched on me or Yoishi's case. I was tempted to write that it was real, but I had no means of proving myself, and I still felt a little uncertain about the whole thing, at the same time, I buried myself in my normal daily life again.

Indeed — The everyday normal continued.

Increased rent and utility bills that can’t wait. My scholarship alone was insufficient, meaning I had to start working part-time in earnest soon, so I started a part-time job at an Italian restaurant near the station. I also had to pay back the moving funds that I'd borrowed from my big sis. So I started working whenever I had no lectures. My urban survival began with a week of exhausting physical exertion and forced workplace smiles, and in an instant--

A week had flown by, and it was that sort of day.

My first university lecture in a while had just ended, and I was stuffing my textbooks into my bag, when I suddenly realized an unknown girl was staring at me.

She was short, yet her breasts were big enough to be noticeable through her clothes. Her hair was bobbed and cut straight like a Zashiki-Warashi's[7], she had a baby-face that resembled that of a middle-schooler, and her red-framed glasses really suited her.

"Who is that?"

When I stared right back at her, she cleared her throat once and came over to me.

She started taking something out of her pocket, then put it back. I figured it was some sort of paper. She walked over to me, standing bolt upright, but in the end, never took out that piece of paper. She had a somewhat vexed expression as she glared at me (although her baby-ish face made it lose its bite), she then clicked her tongue and turned away.

"H-Hey, wait." I couldn't stop myself from calling out to her. "If you need something, just say it."

In reply, the bobbed-haired girl turned back around and said, "Moron."

"Mo-Moron?"

No matter how much of a mild-mannered and sincere of a person I was, I wasn't one to stand being insulted by a girl I'd never met before.

"Why are you being so rude? What's your name? What grade are you?"

I asked, but she simply snapped back, "Shut up."

"It's your fault in the first place." Then she pointed her small index finger at me. "People like you are the reason these things keep happening. Learn your place, fool."

"Fool? You..."

After that, she rapidly asked me.

"Do your shoulders ache? Do your ears ring? Are you able to sleep at night?"

Was she some sort of doctor's apprentice? I mean, did this university even have a medical school?

While I was bewildered, the girl finally pulled out the piece of paper from her pocket. She thrust it in front of my nose. Before I could even pick it up, she ran off like a rabbit, and by the time I picked it up, she had already left the classroom.

"...The hell was that?"

In the emptied classroom, I picked up the paper and looked down at it.

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It was like a handmade business card.

It merely read—

"Beatnik Research Club President - Kurimoto Shiina"

—and the location of the Beatnik Research Club, situated in the western club building.

That night, I saw a dream.

In my dream, I was still living in that house.

That old three-story mountain cottage-style building by the river bank.

There, I was looking at myself. It was like an out-of-body experience with my body floating in space, and I was gazing down upon a different "me" living my life. The "me" directly below showed no signs of noticing me and continued to live normally. It seemed I was looking a bit into the past. “I", who still didn't know the fear of the midnight sounds, was living there unconcernedly. Hey, give up on this house, I wanted to call out to him, but as a person just drifting through the air in a dream, there was nothing I could do. All I could do was stare blankly.

Eventually, I noticed that Yoishi was sitting next to "me." The two of us were sitting together on the old sofa I'd picked up after moving. The two of us didn't speak to each other, we just did what we liked. "I" was yawning as I watched TV, while she was just quietly reading an old-looking book.

It was just a dream, so I was free to make up any situation I wanted, but it's true that if I were to live together with her, it would be strange, since neither of us would really interfere with the other.

Eventually, the "me" down there got bored of the TV and proceeded to stretch, wash his face, and brushed his teeth. He should have studied a little or something, but he was going to bed now. As I observed myself as an outsider, I realized that I was a pretty worthless person. I boasted that I would rebuild my family's downtrodden lumber business, departed Shizuoka in opposition to my father and big sister, failed to get into the seminar I wanted, and then just wandered occult sites. Plus, I hadn't even written a single letter to my mother, who was the only one who agreed with my decision to move to Tokyo, and who I'd promised to send letters to. And in the end, I got lured by the cheap price and moved into a haunted house, running into a denpa girl along the way. I wanted to slap myself.

As I sighed and glared, "I" quickly curled up in my bedroom. I turned off the lights as if I couldn't see Yoishi, even though she was in the room. Yoishi seemed to notice the lights had gone off, as she closed her book and stared off into space.

I'd floated down to Yoishi, thinking I'd turn the light on for her.

"It's about time."

I had a horrible feeling when Yoishi said that.

And then—in the darkness illuminated only by the moonlight, I heard that sound.

From somewhere, the sound of something being scraped.

An ominous melody ringing across the border connecting this world and the other.

My whole body stiffened as I heard the sound, as if something somewhere was trying to crawl out of some sealed space. It was like watching those supernatural shows on TV, where they set up a camera in rooms where ghosts are rumored to appear.

This is a nightmare, isn't it?

I need to wake up as soon as possible.

Because, if I stay here like this—

I would end up seeing the "something" that was engraving numbers into this house.

I frantically tried to wake up. I waved my limbs around trying to touch something, but I couldn’t wake myself from the dream. It was like my body had been caught by some black hand that had seeped out of a different world. Feeling the despair of having been locked in a room with no exit, in the dream where only my ragged breathing echoed— I suddenly found myself next to Yoishi.

On the old, leather sofa, I held Yoishi in my arms.

I played with her body, as if I were trying to stain both of my palms with Yoishi's body heat. That was my wish, and yet, it wasn't. I mean, of course, I had some interest in girls as a regular eighteen-year-old boy, but my lust wasn't this twisted. I wasn't the type to release my sexual desires by turning myself into an unseen existence. I should have had that much reason left in me.

However—Yoishi showed no signs of fear.

If anything, she was in a state of ecstasy. Her expression was dangerous. I felt my rational mind flap its wings and fly away. I licked Yoishi's skin. I groped her breasts through her clothes. I lusted all over her soft body with the tips of my fingers. I pulled up her long skirt, exposing her pale thighs. Yoishi's eyes were barely open. Her lips were slightly parted, revealing her white teeth. Stop. Stop. Stop, I screamed from within my body, but I couldn't restrain the abnormal, sexual desire that was boiling up inside me.

However, the moment I placed a hand on her pale wrists—

I almost screamed. My arms were not ones I'd become accustomed to seeing, but were long and thin, like that of an old man. Those sleeves were gray and worn. I was wearing an old suit. I thought I smelled the scent of some cologne. I stretched out my trembling arms straight up to my face and stroked my cheek, my nose and my lips. And the feeling was horrifyingly unlike anything I had ever known. It was definitely that of someone else—and I knew whose it was.

Him.

That man standing in the corner of my vision. And at last, my face tilted against my will. I turned to the front window, where the moonlight was shining in —and there, my eyes locked with the man hanging over Yoishi.

At that moment—

I lost consciousness.

I awoke with a violent shudder.

I was in my new apartment, lit by freakishly blinding fluorescent lights.

On the table next to me was an empty convenience store meal box I'd just eaten, and an unfinished bottle of oolong tea. A bag full of university textbooks and notebooks were scattered near my pillow. There were cheap curtains on the sash leading to the small veranda, which swayed from the night breeze coming through a small gap in the sash.

I let out a deep breath.

My heart was still pounding.

I came home from my part-time job, ate some food, and then fell asleep at some point it seemed.

Stop fucking freaking me out. Cursing no one in particular, I grabbed the bottle and gulped down about a third or so of the remaining oolong tea. I felt so incredibly thirsty that even lukewarm oolong tea tasted delicious. After finishing it, I finally calmed down, and ruffled my hair as I exhaled sharply.

"...Calm down. It was just a dream. It's only been about two weeks since that thing happened. It's not surprising that I still have some fear somewhere in my heart. That's why I saw that dream, that's all it is."

I mumbled in an effort to convince myself, but my heart still didn't stop pounding. I could still vividly feel Yoishi's soft body in both my hands.

It was then that I realized something had been ringing in my head the whole time.

It was a small, but definite warning sound, like a phone from the neighbor, like a cell phone left ringing in my pocket. What...what's bothering me? I looked around the room. There was only a barren room there, with barely any furniture and fresh white wallpaper surrounding me. Nothing had changed since I went to sleep. However, the bell inside my head kept ringing relentlessly.

"What the hell is it?"

I stood up and looked around the room again. There was nothing out of the ordinary. The aftereffects of the scary dream were just lingering inside me, that's all. I was trying to make myself believe that, when I noticed it. Next to the wall was a ladder leading to the small loft. The light for the loft was different, so that place alone remained dark. Just then, I felt something cold travel down my spine.

Why did I end up picking a place with a loft?

That dark area, where someone could unexpectedly peep in from at any moment, amplified my unpleasant thoughts. But apparently, the warning alarm inside me felt like it was directed straight at the loft. I mustered the courage to look up, and the warning sound grew louder. I swallowed once and turned on the light next to the ladder to the loft. I placed a foot on the ladder, climbing it one step at a time. Then, with all my resolve, I peered into the loft.

The loft was, of course, empty. The only thing there was a cheap sleeping bag I'd bought in place of a futon, and a few books scattered about.

"Haaah," I breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to climb back down, when I noticed it. On the other side of the sleeping bag, on the furthest wall at the back, I saw something. Scratches. Two lines had been violently etched, one perpendicular to the other.

I let out a silent scream and fell off the ladder. My knees and shoulders made a horrible noise when they struck the ground, but I didn't care. I somehow managed to grab my wallet and cell phone before running out of the apartment.

Those weren’t just lines. Definitely not lines——that was...

"2" ("二"). The number "2" ("二").

Even after I moved places—the countdown still continued.

I ran out into the residential area at night, and for the time being, ran to the nearest convenience store in search of light. As I ran, I tapped my cell phone, accessing Ikaigabuchi. I looked at the forum from end to end. I didn't care if it was Karasu-san, Suu-san, Yoishi or anyone else. I searched frantically to see if anyone I knew was posting. Then I found it. In a thread titled [Mysterious Dimension ☆ Ise Grand Shrine], "Yoishi" had posted a mere thirty minutes ago. Ignoring the serious discussion of how to see the Yata no Kagami[8] at the inner section of the shrine, I posted:【Hey, Yoishi. Please help me! 】

The occult maniacs who had their debate interrupted made all sorts of derisive comments at my tactless post, but I ignored them and kept posting: 【Yoishi! Are you reading this? Talk to me. He's still haunting me.】

However, Yoishi didn’t reply, and all I did was anger the Ise Grand Shrine maniacs. Even after reaching the convenience store, I continued checking other Ikaigabuchi forum threads in the parking lot. I tried posting in random threads that Yoishi might find interesting. I told her I was in danger and to contact me immediately. But I might have posted a little too much, as the entire forum soon rose up in arms, calling me a troll. If I got banned, I'd have trouble contacting her, so I started responding, "No, I'm not trolling! I'm seriously in trouble!" but people just coolly responded, "Yep, he's trolling." Eventually, someone called me a ‘DQN’[9] and I exploded, writing in all caps: "YOU OCCULT MANIAC SCUM!" which set the thread ablaze. I was being bombarded with all kinds of abuse; It was like a 100 vs 1 flame war. Right as I was starting to feel like the world was against me, and the moment I was about to throw my mobile phone away, I saw the post:

【Are you Nagi?】

Someone had posted that message.

When I looked at their name, it said "Krishna."

That miraculous name was like a gift from heaven, one that almost made me crumble to the ground. I tried to type back a response, but my fingers were trembling too much.

As I struggled to reply, Krishna-san posted again.

And—

It stated:

【Come to the place written on the card I gave you that afternoon.】

5[edit]

It was past two o'clock late at night.

I'd left my bicycle behind, so I plodded my way to the university on foot.

Of course, the front gate was closed, and the security guard eyed me suspiciously. As if to escape his gaze, I went in a circle and followed the zelkova trees on my left along the university wall. After a short walk, I reached the western building, which housed the Beatnik Research Club room.

"Kurimoto Shiina — Krishna."

I was so stupid.

I had realized nothing.

To think that the administrator of Ikaigabuchi, Krishna, was a person who attended the same university as me—

And for that baby-faced girl to be Krishna, was unimaginable.

I went straight to the clubroom building on the far end, and as I entered, I was met with surprise. There were still quite a few students left inside, and some club rooms were still noisy. Is this some kind of nightless city?, I thought exasperatedly, but hearing such characteristic small talk, I felt ashamed of myself for being frightened by ghostly disturbances. At the same time, I felt pathetic for getting involved in such a silly ruckus. I walked with heavy feet to the Beatnik Research Club on the third floor. Upon arriving, I saw light shine through the frosted glass. I knocked on the door and heard a familiar voice, so I introduced myself. "It's 'Nagi.' Nagito Yamada."

"It's open."

"Excuse me."

Opening the door, I found myself facing a bleak, dimly lit, concrete-walled room of about sixteen square meters.

There was a single steel cabinet placed against a wall.

In the middle was a relatively large worktable.

And around it were four chairs, three of which were occupied by both men and women.

At the center—

Was the baby-faced girl who'd given me a business card in the classroom a few days ago.

Her red-framed glasses were still the same, but she was dressed in a kind of black dyed shrine maiden outfit, paired with tall wooden clogs, she sat perched on a chair. This suited her too well. I had no interest in such types, but I came frighteningly close to understanding how people who liked lolis and cosplay felt.

"Uh, hey, I mean, hello, are you Krishna-san?" I asked, and the girl nodded with an extremely disdainful expression.

"I warned you to leave that house immediately."

"Huh?"

"You didn't hear anything from Karasu-san?"

"Nothing at all."

Krishna-san cutely clicked her tongue and said, "Anyway, get in."

I entered and looked around the room again—next to the small occult site admin was a woman who seemed to be in her late twenties dressed in simple white clothes, who in no way looked like a student, and a bald, middle-aged man wearing monk attire, who also looked nothing like a student.

"Eh...huh...um."

I didn't know how to greet them, so I just stood awkwardly at the entrance. Krishna-san then made a motion with her small chin to “Sit down there. I sat down on the chair that had been prepared for me, and when I did so, the middle-aged monk suddenly came up behind me and grabbed my shoulders with his thick arms.

"Um... Wait, what's going on?"

Thereupon, Krishna-san asked me while pushing up her glasses:

"Why are you willingly trying to peek at the other side?"

And from there, her raging lecture had begun.

"Are you listening? As long as we don't peek from our side, we won't be seen by the other side. You can have an interest in the occult, It’s an admirable human quality to want to know about things you don't understand. Still, the other side's business is the other side's. To them, not being able to see them does not count as an excuse. Even though humans aren't able to see them, we have enough power to be able to feel them. If you think a place is creepy, you should immediately understand that there's something you can't see, and pay it due respect."

In the face of her stern gaze, even I, the fool, could understand.

"So, basically, I've been possessed?" I asked tearfully.

"At this rate, you're pretty screwed."

Her expression became even sterner, and I stiffened.

"Krishna-san."

The woman in the white dress called out to her. She had no make-up on, and held a strangely-shaped rosary.

"It's almost inside."

...What? What is almost inside?

"Could you remove it here?"

"I can try."

The two finished their strange conversation.

"Wait, Krishna-san. Who are these two?" I asked while trying to escape the rather strong monk.

"Ikaigabuchi investigators," she bluntly replied.

"Investigators?"

"I'll explain later. Just shut up and obey."

"It's pointless. The main body isn't here." I heard from a feminine voice, seemingly far away.

"It seems we will have to go to that house, after all."

"That does seem to be the case."

The middle-aged man and Krishna-san's voice sounded like a record playing at low speed.

I'd started to go limp. The monk was strong, but that wasn't the only reason. It was as if I didn’t realize that I was on the verge of collapse under the burden of a heavy load—and as soon as I realized that, all my sensory organs frantically tried to show me my level of fatigue. A feeling of fatigue covered my entire body, as if my whole body was sinking into a bottomless mud pit.

"You can't move? You'll be ok, just don't move," At the end of Krishna-san's strangely gentle voice, I lost consciousness.

To be honest, I don't remember much after that. I think I was loaded into a car. And then, I think there was a lot of shaking. My consciousness came back when I felt a familiar sense of coldness on my skin, one that seemed to want to wring me dry. My body was still heavy and my consciousness still felt muddy, but my survival instincts seemed to scream that wherever this was, it was bad news.

When I came to, I was in front of that house.

The middle-aged priest was carrying me on his back, and we were walking up the stairs leading to the entrance.

No way! Hell no! I don't want to come back here again! I wanted to shout, but in reality, I couldn't even move my fingertips anymore. Not caring for my will, I was carried by the middle-aged man, and I was now again in front of the entrance to that house alongside Krishna-san and the white-clothed woman. Krishna-san easily opened the door. I was sure I'd locked it, but it opened without a sound. And an ethereal light glowed from inside.

"Who's there?" Krishna-san asked sharply.

I forced my resistant eyelids shut.

No! I don't want to see them!

I don’t care who it was, I don't want to deal with this anymore. I give up. I decided right then and there. If I was able to see the sunrise tomorrow, I would go straight back home to Shizuoka. It was impossible for me to live alone in the demonic city of Tokyo after all. I wanted to rebuild my family's business and came to Tokyo to study for it, but I was too much of a wuss to live alone. I was better off living in the countryside, surrounded by family and friends. My father and sister, who were against my decision were right after all. Ahh, my mother alone supported me, but now I just felt apologetic toward her. But I tried. I did my best. I couldn't have imagined this turn of events, and I couldn’t cope with it, so—

"Close the door on your way in," someone answered from inside the house.

I recognized that voice. That cold, clear and somewhat definitive manner of speaking.

"If you want to know what's to happen, then please abide."

Right—this voice.

"Yoishi," my whisper echoed through the silence.

"Yoishi?"

Krishna’s voice, which sounded as if it was suspicious of her, overlapped with Yoishi's lackadaisical voice saying, "Good evening."

"There was a spare key near the faucet below, so I used that to come in."

"Let's go in."

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Hearing Krishna-san's decisive call, the middle-aged man entered the foyer, still carrying me. He took off his shoes and continued on to the living room. Krishna-san and the woman in white followed behind. When I looked over the middle-aged man's shoulder, I saw Yoishi sitting with her hands clasping one knee in the middle of the empty living room, and a lighted candle in a small empty can besides her; That was the source of the faint light.

"Who are you, and what are you doing here?"

Krishna sounded as if she were scolding her, but Yoishi still answered lackadaisically.

"Be very quiet. If you brought that person here, then you already understand what's going on in this house as well."

"Yoishi...I see," groaned Krishna-san.

"So you're 'Yoishi.' You’re the girl that occasionally posts on Ikaigabuchi." Yoishi remained silent, but Krishna clicked her tongue and continued. "I have no problem with you having an interest in the occult. But there is a difference between having an interest and actually walking in the abyss. You should be aware that you're messing around in a very hazy boundary line."

"Nothing to worry about," flatly responded Yoishi to Krishna-san's harsh tone. "I’m confidently aware of that much, at least."

...Wow. She's undeterred by Krishna-san’s threatening attitude.

This is why girls are scary. My big sis was scary, too, and when my mother snapped, she was scarier than my dad.

However, Krishna-san responded somewhat sadly.

"I understand — I get it. I've seen kids like you before. That's why I say this. People who harbor expectations from the abyss of darkness always drag others into it, whether they intend to or not. That's a very—very dangerous thing."

The middle-aged man slowly lowered me down from his shoulder and leaned me against the wall. As I sat there, I could do nothing but forcibly listen to their incomprehensible conversation. My powerless body felt like it was being dragged about, and I was fully aware of my endless sense of helplessness. What happened here, what was happening here, and what was about to happen here, it’s as if all of it went against the rules I’d lived by thus far. I could do nothing here. I could only listen to their creepy conversation and be a bystander to their lurid theatrics. However, the desire to get away from it all was stronger than my desire to learn the truth. I just wanted to get out as soon as possible to a brighter place.

"Krishna-san." Just then, the monk interrupted both of them. "It's begun."

Along with his words, that sound began.

From somewhere in the building, that sound echoed.

...scratch. scratch, scratch, scratch. sssscraaaaaaaaaaaatccccchhhhhh.

That sound alone echoed, as if overpowering everything. Scratch scratch crunch crunch, something creaking somewhere. Something made a carving noise. The sound was the loudest thing I'd ever heard. It was almost as if something was trying to crush this place from outside and I desperately closed my eyes. I was completely in tears, and the world was filled with nothing but creepy noises.

Please, stop this already. Forgive me.

As I was about to tearfully shout that out loud, I heard Yoishi’s voice.

"How lovely." Her happy voice entered my ears, and I felt enraged.

Lovely? Are you fucking insane? It's beyond sanity to sneak into a house alone in the middle of the night with a ghost milling about and just sit there with nothing but a candle. Ahh, I get it, you're that kind of person. You're like a friend of ghosts. Then great. Can you tell your friend to stop scaring the shit out of me? I'm sorry for barging in on your house. But I didn't know. I cleaned up after myself and left already, so tell them to stop bothering me already. I mean, tell your friend to stop following me to my new place and stop giving me countdowns. I don't know what sort of grudge they have against the world, but I'm completely unrelated to it, so stop, tell them that.

Of course, my body wouldn't move and neither would my mouth, but I begged Yoishi with all my might.

However, Yoishi didn't care for my feelings at all.

"Hey, are you scared?"

I heard an inexplicable voice full of expectation in my ear. It seemed Yoishi had come right next to me, but I kept my eyes firmly shut. Instead, I screamed at her with my soul.

Of course I'm fucking scared. I'm super fucking scared. My body won’t move and some incomprehensible sound is echoing through my head, and the only people around me are psychos and ghosts. Right, this house only has psychos in it now. A psychotic administrator that gathers and edits creepy articles, a psychotic woman holding some bizarre religious items despite being old enough to know better, some psychotic baldy who seems to only have bodybuilding as a hobby. And then there's you. A psychotic girl with straight cut-bangs covered in black. On top of that, there's some gloomy douche of a ghost that never shows itself but does annoying pranks like carve numbers. Seriously, cut it out. Are all of you actually enjoying an emergency offline meeting here right now? You're all just waiting for me to piss my pants, aren't you? Come on. Knock it off. I've apologized. I was wrong. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to see those numbers anymore. Next is "1" ("一"), and then what? What's next? I don't want to know. I mean if you're gonna kill me, do it at once. Stop chasing and dragging me around—

—However.

At some point, the sound had stopped.

My eyes were tightly shut, and the outside of my pitch-black world was filled with silence.

What? How? What happened—

I became worried that everyone had left, but I was also afraid that if I were to open my eyes, something else would be there.

Still, I couldn't just stay like this. I was already exhausted. I'd begun to feel reckless. If you're gonna kill me, just do it. I don't want to be hunted to death like this. Just give me a bad end already.

I opened my tearful eyes. But, all I saw was the same house I lived in as before. And everyone was still there.

Krishna-san stood in front of the door to the bedroom.

The woman dressed in white stood in the middle of the living room with her eyes closed.

The monk lingered by my side, and Yoishi alone stared at me emotionlessly.

Everyone was standing at the same spot they were before I had closed my eyes. I met my tearful gaze with Yoishi's eyes, who nodded once in return. She then looked straight down.

I followed her sight.

It focused at my feet.

As if cutting across the space between both of them, a thick scratch had been carved into the floor.

"AH, AHHHHHHHHH," I screamed, pulling my sluggish body away from it. But I was paralyzed with fear, and could only move in a strange, squirming way. However, I got out of there anyway, mobilizing everything I could to move.

I already knew it was coming.

It was—"1" ("一").

"It's '1'. It's all over. I'm tired of this, I'm going home, back to Shizuoka."

"Calm down, Nagi-kun," I heard Krishna-san's voice call out to me. Before I realized it, she'd started calling me Nagi-kun, but I couldn't care less at the moment, and continued to crawl away. I was desperately trying to flee from that number.

"I won't! What's the point of me staying here!? What's going to happen next!? What's going to happen to me!?"

"Pull yourself together, Nagi-kun," Krishna-san's voice sounded out once more—Ouch. Goddamnit, it must have been the monk. A tremendous thud echoed down my back. Then, the woman dressed in white started chanting something unintelligible. It was filled with strange rhymes I'd never heard before, countless words whose power were making my head go insane—

As I frantically flailed about, trying to escape, suddenly a long black skirt blocked my path.

It was Yoishi, dressed in her usual black clothes.

"Move," I said in a trembling voice, but this time her eyes weren't glass beads, nor was there a glimmer to be seen, rather, this time, Yoishi had a look of fascination as she reached out to me with her hand.

"Give me that thing."

......That thing?

"The thing you’re holding," she said, and I looked at what I was holding in my hand.

It was the key to my apartment. It was the key I'd left in my pocket. I was holding it with my back hand, and there were wood shavings stuck at the end. For a while, I didn't know what that meant. But then the wood shavings fell off and landed on the "1" ("一") that had been ominously cut at my feet.

"Wha..."

—It can’t be.

—That's impossible; there's no way.

"Yes," said Yoishi in a whisper. "The one carving numbers into this house… was always you."

With those words—

My consciousness went completely blank.

6[edit]

"In short, it was just a schema."

It was on an evening, about five days later.

Krishna-san was talking to me in the Beatnik club room at the university.

"Or rather, a reverse schema. You see, that house makes people uneasy."

Krishna-san and I were facing each other in the clubroom, with the beautiful evening sun shining through..

"The house...makes people uneasy?" I repeated like a fool, and Krishna nodded in confirmation.

"In the past, Ikaigabuchi investigated similar places too— there are many reported cases around the world where the structure of a building causes strange psychological changes in the people who live there. Some of them turn into murder scenes, and there have been many cases of people who lived there turning to crime. There's no actual scientific proof for the correlations, but I'm of the opinion that they exist. People's minds, after all, are unstable things that can be manipulated in any direction by the slightest load."

"W-Wait a second. What exactly do you mean by that?"

"Basically, that building wasn't built for people."

Those words sent a chill through me like I was gripped by the heart.

"I'll avoid saying their name here. But the architect who built that building was a promising young man who had won several architectural awards since his university days."

As she spoke in remembrance, Krishna-san was illuminated by the golden sunlight, and her beautiful straight-bobbed black hair glittered.

"He was supposedly a very serious person. Maybe too serious. He was the type of person that wondered what buildings are—and he would lose sleep pondering over that. Above all he loved seeing his clients happy, so he put his ingenuity to the test. One day, however, he realized the futility that arose when one person asked him for a different design, and he watched the house he'd put his blood and soul into demolished in the name of 'renovation.' Families change. Preferences change. It's an inevitability in life that can't be avoided, but he couldn't bear it."

If you took care of it properly, it would last over a hundred years.Sometimes, people should adapt to the building.

"Leaving behind those words, he vanished from that atelier one day. His family reported him missing, but he was never seen again and was eventually declared dead a few years later. That was over thirty years ago. That atelier was his final work, and had at some point been dubbed 'The Wish-fulfilling House.'"

Krishna-san pointed out the third-floor window, to a visible residential area.

"This country tossed aside countless traditions with the Westernization of the Meiji era. One of these traditions, I believe, is housing. Tiled roofs became scarcer over the years, and the number of buildings that can be lived in and passed down through several generations has become rare. We have entered an age of mass production and mass consumption. We weren't inheriting treasures anymore, believing instead that you could reset life every few decades. That way, we could satisfy the economic activities of supply and demand. But I can't help but feel that this is weakening something that was inherently important to the people of this country."

That story made me recall something.

My father said something similar.

It takes thirty years to grow one strong, healthy tree. And yet, the Japanese lumber industry found itself in danger of going out of business in the face of massive imports of cheap lumber from emerging economies. It wasn't that he was worried about his job. He was afraid that the idea—that you could get an unlimited amount of cheap wood—would become ingrained in the minds of the people of this country. In the past, people would pray to the gods of forests, cut trees while offering gratitude towards them, then carefully built houses with that wood. Whenever they rebuilt, they tried to reuse the original wood whenever possible. Even on this earthquake-riddled island nation, Houryuuji temple[10] has retained its majestic appearance even after a thousand years. He said that the skill of the carpenters who understood the finest details and characteristics of the wood was, of course, amazing, but what was more important was their reverence toward nature's gifts.

I always agonized over having been born into a family whose business dealt with lumber.

Did I take care of the buildings I lived in as I grew up? Did I ever think about the feelings of those who built them? I thought of the construction sites for renovation and new buildings I saw every day within this grand city, and wondered if a day would ever come when his wish would be fulfilled.

According to Krishna-san, everything originated from the design of that house, which was the intent of the architect. When an architectural friend of Krishna-san took a look at the house, they noted that while it looked simple, it used extremely high-level techniques. Even the rattling of the house was due to the fact that the beams and other structural elements had some mechanisms in them to make the structure squeak, in order to protect the building from wind, rain and earthquakes.

"The meaningful space under the stairs is the center-point of a sturdily built house. The kitchen, which gets overused the most, was deliberately omitted. The living spaces were deliberately cut off from one another. It was certainly a house that was built to last."

Krishna-san mumbled as she pushed her red-framed glasses up.

"Normally, houses should revolve around the inhabitants, but not in this case. The inhabitants inevitably begin to feel like the house was built for something other than themselves. This causes a disturbance in the mind’s equilibrium. What do you think would happen when a boy who'd just recently arrived in Tokyo with few friends, decides to live there?"

"So, in other words, it had nothing to do with ghosts?"

"Indeed, you're probably much more mentally fatigued than you realize, having moved to a city alone and all. Then there was that sound. You must have endured it at first, despite feeling afraid. But eventually, you reached a limit, and then what do you think a person would do?"

Under her glasses, Krishna-san gazed at me with her big eyes.

"They create a reason to escape from their fears."

"Create...a reason?"

"Yes. They create a reason for the sounds. In other words, you were subconsciously carving numbers into the walls of the house at night."

"But—"

I was speechless, and Krishna-san leaned in closer.

"Think about it, Nagi-kun. Where does fear come from? It comes from the unknown. That’s why people study and learn. They research inexplicable things to escape from the fear of the unknown. All human wisdom has been built up to escape fear. Cooking developed out of fear of starvation, clothing developed out of fear of external temperatures, and buildings and weapons developed out of fear of external enemies. Everything began with human fears. You thought there was an inexplicable sound at night. However, no matter how much you searched the house, you couldn't find the source of the noise. Of course not. You'd have to know that the house was deliberately designed to make sounds, but you had no way of knowing that. So then what did you do? Cornered, you created a reason for the sounds. In other words, a reverse schema."

Is that even possible?

No—it had to be. Otherwise, how would the number "4" ("四") have been carved into the back of a shoe I'd been wearing all along? I was the one wearing it, so it had to have been me.

My lower body was trembling. Another self acting independently of my will. No, I was terrified of the fact that I was not in full control of all my functions.

"Well—"

Krishna-san sat back down and sighed.

"It was also my fault for knowing there was such a property nearby, and neglecting it. I’m sorry," she said, as she bowed her bobbed head, which flustered me.

"No, no, no, please don’t. It all started with me being greedy because I wanted to skimp on living expenses and didn't immediately move out. Please raise your head," I frantically said.

"Mmhmm, it was your fault," she nodded readily. "There are no shortcuts for granting wishes."

I had no excuse at all, and I just hung my head.

However, I realized there was one question that was still unanswered.

"Hm, wait a second? Then why were the numbers counting down?"

Krishna-san shook her head, saying ‘I don’t know.’

"Huh? You don't know?" When I asked back, Krishna-san’s big eyes glimmered with amusement for some reason.

"I don't know. I don't know, but, I think you probably carved a '10' ("十") on the wall."

"A '10' ("十")? Not a '7' ("七")?"

"Right, the number '10' ("十"). But maybe it wasn't meant to be a number to begin with. It could have been anything for you. Carving anything on the wall as the source of the sounds would have alleviated your fear. But here's where a certain coincidence occurred, which was the cause of this incident. There was an accidental scratch on the spot where you carved, right from the start. You subconsciously remembered carving '10' ("十") somewhere. Yet when you woke up, it overlapped with the scratch that was originally there to create '7' ("七"). And that was what gave birth to something else inside you—a 'ghost'."

...Ahh.

I recalled the first time I saw the numbers, the feeling of uncontrollable anxiety. It was the feeling of knowing that something was happening that I couldn't cope with or understand.

"After that, you continued carving numbers into the wall in accordance with the sound you heard after sleeping. The countdown was probably because of your subconscious desire. If the numbers went up, they would go on forever. I think it was a hope that somewhere along the line it would end one day." Krishna-san then added with a mischievous look on her face, "But you're quite simple. If the countdown had truly finished, you may have ended your life. I'm glad we made it on time."

And with that, she showed me a soft smile for the first time.

"Alright? I hope you've learned your lesson to not enter the world of ghosts out of pure curiosity. And you should respect all beings as well as the living. That's the main goal of Ikaigabuchi, after all."

And the Krishna-san who said such things with complete seriousness, was, as I had imagined, a pure and straightforward person.

Although—

She had a far more moe-like character look than that of a father or big brother.

And with that, the complex, tangled and inexplicable threads had been unraveled.

According to Krishna-san, she'd realized that the structure of the building caused anxiety in the psyche of its inhabitants the moment I made my first post. In an effort to keep it under wraps, she indirectly tried to tell me through Karasu-san—but Karasu-san was pretty careless to begin with, and she became drunk on top of that, so the important message never got across to me, which is why things had escalated to this point.

In any case, everything had been solved, so it was alright.

"I'll give you a warning, though." As I was leaving the house, Krishna-san had told me. "You don't seem to have much tolerance for this field. Maybe I shouldn't be saying it as an administrator for an occult site, but you shouldn't delve into the occult genre too much. At the very least, make some friends in Tokyo you can confide in, get a girlfriend, and construct a proper, solid identity before you dabble in the occult as a hobby. And especially— don't get into it like that girl named Yoishi."

...Which sounded about right.

As Krishna-san had said, Yoishi was abnormal. She had, how to put it, it was as if she had her feet planted firmly on the other side. Her bizarre level of focus on the paranormal was probably what helped shape those urban legends.

Stepping out of the western club building, I was met with an extraordinarily beautiful sunset.

The clear orange color shone straight to the depths of my soul.

Damn.

My tear glands had weakened completely after this incident, and I was about to burst into tears again out of of thankfulness for the peace I had gained. But with a gulp, I managed to hold back the tears. There were a lot of students about, and beyond the gate of the western club building was the affiliated high school. There were many high school girls going home as well. I didn't want to embarrass myself as a university student.

Just then—

I suddenly noticed one of them was staring at me.

She was a slender girl with beautiful black hair and fair skin. Her uniformed figure was dazzling, and the way she stood there made her strangely stand out from the rest of the world...

"Wait...what?" I eventually realized that I recognized the beautiful girl, and I couldn't restrain myself from running over to her. "Are you, by any chance, Yoishi?"

The girl then turned her glass bead-like eyes towards me.

"Oh, it's you."

Judging from her sleepy reply, she apparently wasn't staring at me.

Yoishi, dressed in her school uniform, stood out in a different way, partly because of her looks. As ever, she was someone far removed from the concept of ‘ordinariness’.

"Yo, how unexpected. You attend our affiliated school? What year are you in?" I spoke to her with a big smile on my face.

"That has nothing to do with you."

Yoishi's response was quite cold.

There was not a hint of that vitality-filled, ecstatic look in her eyes when she faced the paranormal.

"I hadn't come to school in a while—looks like I shouldn't have come at all," she muttered with a disgusted expression, but I noticed she didn't have the irritating odor from before. It seemed she'd taken a bath. Glossy black hair, an ironed white blouse, and a black tie. I narrowed my eyes as I gazed at the contrast, and said, "Pretty good."

"What is?"

"Ah, it’s better for you to live clean and dressed like that. And you look good in that uniform."

However, Yoishi turned her back to me, saying, "How absurd".

I intended to praise her, but it apparently just annoyed her.

"If you have nothing to say, then I'm going."

She turned on her heel, and I hurriedly stopped her.

"You were staring over there, did you want something from Krishna-san?"

"—Krishna." She reacted to that name, and her glass bead-like eyes immediately became full of life. "I see—then Ikaigabuchi is here."

As usual, she was very responsive to anything occult-related.

I then got carried away and dared to drive the conversation in that direction.

"I owe you a lot too. I was told all about that house. Didn't know something like delirium over a building even existed. I completely freaked out when I learned the truth."

I was probably on a high after having been freed from my bottled-up anxiety. I kept on rambling. I was babbling on and on. Everything I'd heard from Krishna-san, about the truth of the incident. I talked about the architecture of the house, the regret of the architect who disappeared, and even the housing problems that Japan was facing today, and so on.

However, Yoishi's reaction was worse than I'd expected.

Without turning towards me, she muttered emotionlessly, "That's good to hear," and walked away.

I was weirdly bothered by her somewhat lonely, slender back, that looked as if it would fly away if someone blew on it, so I followed her.

"You're looking kinda down, what's up? Is something still bothering you?"

The moment I said that, I remembered.

Come to think of it, that day, she said something to me at the house.

『Did you notice?』

...Right. What did she notice back then?

When I asked her that, she halted in her tracks.

She slowly turned around and answered with another question.

"Do you really want to know?"

Those cold black eyes were going to swallow me—

I heard something inside me say, don’t do it.

From here on was a story you shouldn’t know, it warned.

"You can still turn back," said Yoishi. "If you peek from this side, you’ll end up being seen by the other side as well – It’s that kind of story."

Those words, also spoken by Krishna-san, gave me goosebumps once more.

But—

I wonder why.

At this moment, a bizarre sense of excitement assailed me. I wanted to view the world as she did. I wanted to stand where she stood. I wanted to know the secret of how her words would always shake the world I believed in so much.

"I'll listen. So tell me," I said, and the moment I did, either my mind was playing tricks on me, or did Yoishi seem to have a slightly forlorn expression on her face?

However—

I would only later realize that this was the turning point.

A bizarre, grotesque, irredeemable story about wandering through the darkness of humanity began right here.

The journey around the boundary between this world and that one -- the journey around "Ikaigabuchi”(Abyss of the Spirit World), began at this very moment.

Eventually, Yoishi nodded once and then began to narrate.

"I’ve been wondering for a while. Why is it called 'The Wish-fulfilling House'?"

"Why? Because--"

"The title lacks a subject. Whose wish is it fulfilling?"

Those words gave me chills--

I immediately began regretting my decision.

"That house isn't a house of hope. The only thing I felt was intense malice from within," Yoishi whispered with the expression of a princess who'd been locked away in a dark castle for a millennium. "The architect with an unusual love of architecture who disappeared. The countdown that began with '7' ("七"). The mysterious space under the stairs. Someone's Wish-fulfilling House. There's only one answer that ties everything together."

My goosebumps wouldn't disappear.

What was she trying to say? What was going to come out of this?

The night-colored girl uttered with a glimmer in her dark eyes:


"The architect is still inside those stairs."


"W-wait a sec--"

"Of course, he’s not alive anymore. But then it all comes together. Why there's a meaningless space under the stairs. Why it was named 'The Wish-fulfilling House.' And why the numbers began with '7' ("七")."

"Wait, that doesn't explain anything. It didn't start with '7' ("七"); it was originally '10' ("十"), and I just happened to write the number over an already existing scratch—"

"Wrong." Her words twisted my world. "You originally wrote '10' ("十"). That much is true. But there was never a scratch originally. Someone added a scratch that changed it to '7' ("七")."

"How...how can you say that happened?"

"I saw it."

"Saw what?"

"I saw your scrawled '10' ("十") had been scratched from the top, and turned into a '7' ("七")."

"Then...then, the reason Krishna-san kept saying there was no ghost in that house was because—"

Yoishi turned her eyes to the western club building, with a sad look on her face.

"Ignorance is bliss, after all."

...Ha.

"That is that person's kindness, something I lack."

...Hahaha.

Hahahahahahahahahahaha.

I had to laugh, or else I would have gone insane.

"You're lying, aren't you? You're making this all up, right? Oh, I got it! It's an occult story you read somewhere!" I continued laughing, praying that that was the case.

Yoishi looked at me sympathetically with a mournful gaze.

"It's all true. Because—" When I could no longer utter a word in rebuttal, Yoishi quietly landed the final blow. "After you were carried out, some man I'd never seen before was clicking his tongue on the stairs."



As the world went dark—

Only Yoishi's cold, sweet voice reverberated.

"Welcome...to the world on this side."














Translator's notes and references[edit]

  1. Literally "Abyss of the Spirit World."
  2. Taira no Masakado — Japanese commander and politician of the first half of the 10th century, one of the organizers of the uprising of 935-941. The myth holds that when Masakado’s decapitated head was on display near a river bank in Kyoto, it opened its eyes and kept grinding its teeth, not showing any signs of decomposition. When plague broke out in Tokyo nearly 400 years later, it was also attributed to the vengeful spirit of Masakado. According to legend, the head is buried in a small shrine in the Otemachi, Tokyo and disrespect for the grave is punishable by a curse. https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/taira-no-masakados-grave
  3. Oiwa-Inari Tamiya shrine is located at the Shinjuku district in Tokyo. This place was once home of Oiwa and Tamiya Iemon, protagonists of Yotsuya Kaidan, the famous Japanese ghost story of betrayal, murder, and revenge. Read more/
  4. A specter said to have appeared in ancient times, named after his two faces on the front and back of his head (Ryoumen in Japanese meaning both sides), you can read more in-depth about him here: https://japanese-wiki-corpus.github.io/literature/Ryomen-sukuna.html
  5. Japanese slang which means psychic receiver of signals. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denpa
  6. Original Japanese phrase used here is: Once it's past the throat, one forgets the heat (of the swallowed object)
  7. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zashiki-warashi Usually pictured as a small girl in a kimono with a straight-edged bowl-cut and straight bangs.
  8. "The Eight-span Mirror, part of The Three Sacred Treasures https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yata_no_Kagami.
  9. 2channel (4chan was created as an English version of 2ch) slang that has become widely used Internet slang. Derogatory in nature, can refer to dumbass and derivatives but also has other meanings like being socially inferior, or sometimes "Normie" or "NPC" but worse.
  10. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H%C5%8Dry%C5%AB-ji
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