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When we speak about occultism, theories on dimensions say that there is a 'power' from outside of this world.
 
When we speak about occultism, theories on dimensions say that there is a 'power' from outside of this world.
   
Pinpoint the beginning of all happening. That is the dearest wish of all magi, the 'root', [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Akasha%20and%20the%20Akashic%20Records|Akasha]]... The place of God, [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Akasha%20and%20the%20Akashic%20Records|Akashic Records]], the beginning and the end of all thing, that records everything, that creates everything in this world.
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Pinpoint the beginning of all happening. That is the dearest wish of all magi, the 'root', [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Akasha%20and%20the%20Akashic%20Records|Akasha]]... The place of God, [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Akasha%20and%20the%20Akashic%20Records|Akashic Records]], the beginning and the end of all things, that records everything, that creates everything in this world.
   
 
200 years ago, there were those who put into execution experiments on that place 'outside of this world'.
 
200 years ago, there were those who put into execution experiments on that place 'outside of this world'.
   
Einsbern, Makiri, Tohsaka. Called the 3 families of the beginning, what they designed is the reproduction of the 'Holy Grail', the subject of many traditions. Expecting that the summoning of the Grail would realize any wish, the three families of magi offered their secret art to finally manifest the "omnipotent cauldron".
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Einsbern, Makiri, Tohsaka. Called the 3 families of the beginning, what they designed is the reproduction of the 'Holy Grail', the subject of many traditions. Expecting that the summoning of the Grail would realize any wish, the three families of magi offered their secret art to finally manifest the 'omnipotent cauldron'.
   
 
... However, that Grail could only grant the wish of one person. As soon as that truth was known, the bonds of cooperation were washed in blood by conflicts.
 
... However, that Grail could only grant the wish of one person. As soon as that truth was known, the bonds of cooperation were washed in blood by conflicts.
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That is the beginning of the 'War of the Holy Grail'.
 
That is the beginning of the 'War of the Holy Grail'.
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Then, the Grail selects 7 magi who have the power to take it, and divides a huge amount of [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Prana|prana]] distributed among them, to render possible the summoning of heroic spirits, called 'Servants'. The conclusion of a battle to the death decides which of the seven is most suitable to receive the Grail.
 
Then, the Grail selects 7 magi who have the power to take it, and divides a huge amount of [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Prana|prana]] distributed among them, to render possible the summoning of heroic spirits, called 'Servants'. The conclusion of a battle to the death decides which of the seven is most suitable to receive the Grail.
   
—To put it simply, that’s what Kotomine Kirei was undergoing.
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—To put it simply, that's what Kotomine Kirei was undergoing.
   
 
"The pattern that has appeared on your right hand is called the 'Command Seals'. It is the proof you were chosen by the Grail, and the holy mark that grants you the right to control a Servant."
 
"The pattern that has appeared on your right hand is called the 'Command Seals'. It is the proof you were chosen by the Grail, and the holy mark that grants you the right to control a Servant."
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The person with the smooth but carrying voice who explained this was Tohsaka Tokiomi.
 
The person with the smooth but carrying voice who explained this was Tohsaka Tokiomi.
   
In the room of an elegant villa built atop a small hill in the neatest district in the South of Turin, Italy, 3 men sat in a lounge chair. Kirei and Tokiomi, and the Father who introduced them and mediated the conversation, Kotomine Risei... Kirei’s actual father.
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In the room of an elegant villa built atop a small hill in the neatest district in the South of Turin, Italy, 3 men sat in a lounge chair. Kirei and Tokiomi, and the Father who introduced them and mediated the conversation, Kotomine Risei... Kirei's actual father.
   
For the friend of a Father who would soon reach 80, that Tohsaka was an eccentric Japanese. He did seem to be around the same age as Kirei, settled and with the presence of an expert. From the lineage of an old distinguished family even by Japanese standards, this villa was his secondary residence, as he said. But the most interesting was that he would casually
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For the friend of a Father who would soon reach 80, that Tohsaka was an eccentric Japanese. He did seem to be around the same age as Kirei, settled and with the presence of an expert. From the lineage of an old distinguished family even by Japanese standards, this villa was his secondary residence, as he said. But the most interesting was that he would casually <!-- ==== Page 12 ==== -->declare himself as a 'magus'.
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declare himself as a 'magus'.
 
   
Being a magus isn't such a strange thing as it may sound. Kirei was, as his father, a clergyman, yet the duty of the father and son greatly differed from what ordinary people know of a "Father".
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Being a magus isn't such a strange thing as it may sound. Kirei was, as his father, a clergyman, yet the duty of the father and son greatly differed from what ordinary people know of a 'Father.'
   
 
The 'Holy Church' that people like Kirei belonged to had a doctrine that was outside the bounds of miracles and divine mysteries, but would bear the role of exterminating the stigma of heresy, and burying it into oblivion. That would be, taking a standpoint from where they could supervise a blasphemy such as magecraft.
 
The 'Holy Church' that people like Kirei belonged to had a doctrine that was outside the bounds of miracles and divine mysteries, but would bear the role of exterminating the stigma of heresy, and burying it into oblivion. That would be, taking a standpoint from where they could supervise a blasphemy such as magecraft.
   
Magi conspire with magi only, and are organized in a self-preserving group that calls itself the 'Association', which presents a threat as a rival to the Holy Church. At the present time, they have both agreed to preserve a temporary tranquillity; but even so, a state of affair where a Father from the Holy Church and a magus would gather in the same building for a lecture would be unthinkable.
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Magi conspire with magi only, and are organized in a self-preserving group that calls itself the 'Association', which presents a threat as a rival to the Holy Church. At the present time, they have both agreed to preserve a temporary tranquility; but even so, a state of affair where a Father from the Holy Church and a magus would gather in the same building for a lecture would be unthinkable.
   
 
As for the father's case, Risei, the Tohsaka family was one to which the Church already had old connections, despite being a magus house.
 
As for the father's case, Risei, the Tohsaka family was one to which the Church already had old connections, despite being a magus house.
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It was the previous night that Kirei had discovered the surfacing pattern shaped in three marks. He had then consulted his father, and Risei had immediately taken his son to Turin the next morning to meet that young magus.
 
It was the previous night that Kirei had discovered the surfacing pattern shaped in three marks. He had then consulted his father, and Risei had immediately taken his son to Turin the next morning to meet that young magus.
   
From then, after a hurried greeting, the explainations Tokiomi had given to Kirei in this secret meeting were concerning the same "War of the Holy Grail". The meaning behind the mark that had appeared on Kirei's hand... That is, the product of Kirei acquiring the privilege to dispute the chance of getting his desire for a miracle, in the fourth recreation of the Holy Grail that was to happen three
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From then, after a hurried greeting, the explanations Tokiomi had given to Kirei in this secret meeting were concerning the same 'War of the Holy Grail'. The meaning behind the mark that had appeared on Kirei's hand... That is, the product of Kirei acquiring the privilege to dispute the chance of getting his desire for a miracle, in the fourth recreation of the Holy Grail that was to happen three <!-- ==== Page 13 ==== --> years later.
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years later.
 
   
Not that he would refuse fighting. Kirei’s duty in the Holy Church was, in essence, direct removal of heresy, meaning he was a fully fledged combatant. You could say that it was his very duty to wager a life and death bet against a magus. Rather, the problem was the contradiction that required Kirei, a clergyman, to participate as a "magus" in the Holy Grail War that was a dispute between magi.
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Not that he would refuse fighting. Kirei's duty in the Holy Church was, in essence, direct removal of heresy, meaning he was a fully fledged combatant. You could say that it was his very duty to wager a life and death bet against a magus. Rather, the problem was the contradiction that required Kirei, a clergyman, to participate as a 'magus' in the Holy Grail War that was a dispute between magi.
   
"Something about the Holy Grail War is that it is a battle that uses Servants as [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Familiar|familiars]]. So, to keep on going forward, the elementary magic for the summoning itself becomes required. ... Essentially, the seven persons who are selected as Masters to the Servants have to be magus. It must be exceptional for someone like you, who doesn’t make a living out of magecraft, to be recognized by the Grail at such an early stage."
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"Something about the Holy Grail War is that it is a battle that uses Servants as [[Fate/Stay:Translator%27s_Notes#Familiar|familiars]]. So, to keep on going forward, the elementary magic for the summoning itself becomes required. ... Essentially, the seven persons who are selected as Masters to the Servants have to be magus. It must be exceptional for someone like you, who doesn't make a living out of magecraft, to be recognized by the Grail at such an early stage."
   
 
"Does the Grail have preferred people to select?"
 
"Does the Grail have preferred people to select?"
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Tokiomi nods to the yet unconvinced Kirei.
 
Tokiomi nods to the yet unconvinced Kirei.
   
"I mentioned the '3 families of the beginning' — for the granting, will be favored the magi related to the Makiri who have now changed their name to Matō, the Einsbern, or the Tohsaka houses. In other words…"
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"I mentioned the '3 families of the beginning' — for the granting, will be favored the magi related to the Makiri who have now changed their name to Mato, the Einsbern, or the Tohsaka houses. In other words..."
   
 
Tokiomi lifted his right hand to show the threefold pattern.
 
Tokiomi lifted his right hand to show the threefold pattern.
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"As the current head of the Tohsaka family, I will participate in the next battle."
 
"As the current head of the Tohsaka family, I will participate in the next battle."
   
Then was this man planning to cross arms with Kirei after having
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kindly guided him so thoroughly? Although Kirei couldn’t comprehend that, he carried on with his numerous questions.
 
   
 
"I wonder about the Servants you mentioned earlier. Heroic spirits summoned and used as familiars, you said..."
 
"I wonder about the Servants you mentioned earlier. Heroic spirits summoned and used as familiars, you said..."
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As if to say that he himself was dumbfounded by what he was saying, Tohsaka Tokiomi sighed deeply and shook his head.
 
As if to say that he himself was dumbfounded by what he was saying, Tohsaka Tokiomi sighed deeply and shook his head.
   
"Heroic spirits from between the ancient age of gods up to at best a century ago can be summoned. Seven heroic
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spirits follow seven Masters, each protect their own Master, and exterminate the enemy Masters. Heroes from any era and country are summoned in the present era, and meet in a deadly competition for supremacy. That is the Holy Grail War of Fuyuki."
 
   
 
"... Such a monstrosity? In a place where thousands of citizens live?"
 
"... Such a monstrosity? In a place where thousands of citizens live?"
   
All magi follow the common idea of hiding themselves. It’s the one obvious way to go in this era that believes that science is the sole universal truth. Considering the Holy Church as well, revealing their existence is definitely impossible.
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All magi follow the common idea of hiding themselves. It's the one obvious way to go in this era that believes that science is the sole universal truth. Considering the Holy Church as well, revealing their existence is definitely impossible.
   
 
But with heroic spirit, you have to conceal a power that can bring a catastrophic disaster. Using seven Servants in a conflict between humans in the present era and have them clash together… It is practically the same as ordering a slaughter of massive calibre in a war.
 
But with heroic spirit, you have to conceal a power that can bring a catastrophic disaster. Using seven Servants in a conflict between humans in the present era and have them clash together… It is practically the same as ordering a slaughter of massive calibre in a war.
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Having remained silent until then, Kirei's father, the priest Risei, came forward and voiced his part.
 
Having remained silent until then, Kirei's father, the priest Risei, came forward and voiced his part.
   
"The Holy Grail War happens every 60 years, and this time will be the fourth. The civilizing of Japan had already begun when the second war
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occurred. Even in the most remote places, we cannot ignore people witnessing the spreading of serious damages.
 
   
 
Then, since the third Holy Grail War, an agreement has been made so that we at the Holy Church would dispatch a supervisor. To reduce the disasters from the War to a minimum, we must conceal its existence, and have the magi comply to keeping the feud secret."
 
Then, since the third Holy Grail War, an agreement has been made so that we at the Holy Church would dispatch a supervisor. To reduce the disasters from the War to a minimum, we must conceal its existence, and have the magi comply to keeping the feud secret."
   
"Does the Church serve as a referee in a conflict between magi ?"
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"Does the Church serve as a referee in a conflict between magi?"
   
 
"Precisely because it is a conflict between magi. In the Association of Magecraft, there is nobody who can be fit as a referee because of political implications. There simply wasn't any way other than having recourse to an external authority such as the Church.
 
"Precisely because it is a conflict between magi. In the Association of Magecraft, there is nobody who can be fit as a referee because of political implications. There simply wasn't any way other than having recourse to an external authority such as the Church.
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In addition, it was just not possible for our Holy Church to let the name of Holy Grail be used lightly to begin with. We can't ignore the possibility that it really is the cup that received the blood of the son of God, either."
 
In addition, it was just not possible for our Holy Church to let the name of Holy Grail be used lightly to begin with. We can't ignore the possibility that it really is the cup that received the blood of the son of God, either."
   
Both Kirei and Risei, father and son, have a place in the section called the Assembly of the 8th Sacrament. A duty of that group in the Holy Church is to recover control of holy relics. The treasure called the Holy Grail appears in many tales and legends, and the importance of the 'Grail' in the doctrine of the Church is particularly large.
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Both Kirei and Risei, father and son, have a place in the section called the Assembly of the 8th Sacrament. A duty of that group in the Holy Church is to recover control of holy relics. The treasure called the Holy Grail appears in many tales and legends, and the importance of the 'Grail' in the doctrine of the Church is particularly large.
   
 
"Under such conditions, last time, in the chaos of the World War, at a suitable time of the third Grail War was held a meeting, and I, then a youngster, was appointed an important task. For the next battle, I would proceed to the land of Fuyuki to watch over your fight."
 
"Under such conditions, last time, in the chaos of the World War, at a suitable time of the third Grail War was held a meeting, and I, then a youngster, was appointed an important task. For the next battle, I would proceed to the land of Fuyuki to watch over your fight."
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At the words of his father, Kirei could but tilt his head.
 
At the words of his father, Kirei could but tilt his head.
   
"Please wait. Isn't the chosen Church supervisor expected to be fair?
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It is a problem if a participant is a blood relative..."
 
   
 
"There, there. You would think this is a blind spot of the rules?"
 
"There, there. You would think this is a blind spot of the rules?"
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The unusual smile of the stubborn father was implying something that Kirei could not read.
 
The unusual smile of the stubborn father was implying something that Kirei could not read.
   
"Kotomine-san, you shouldn’t trouble your son. Let’s move on to the real question."
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"Kotomine-san, you shouldn't trouble your son. Let's move on to the real question."
   
 
Tohsaka Tokiomi explicitly urges to old priest to the point.
 
Tohsaka Tokiomi explicitly urges to old priest to the point.
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"... Which, is?"
 
"... Which, is?"
   
"To tell the truth, we have had a positive proof since long ago that the Grail that appeared in Fuyuki was a different one from the holy relic of the "son of God". In the end, the battle in the Grail War of Fuyuki is only fought for a treasure that is a mere copy of the omnipotent cauldron, one that opens a way to an utopia. It is in no way related to our Church."
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"To tell the truth, we have had a positive proof since long ago that the Grail that appeared in Fuyuki was a different one from the holy relic of the 'son of God.' In the end, the battle in the Grail War of Fuyuki is only fought for a treasure that is a mere copy of the omnipotent cauldron, one that opens a way to a utopia. It is in no way related to our Church."
   
 
That's how it is. Otherwise, the Holy Church just would not be content with the role of a silent supervisor. If the Grail turned out to be an actual 'Holy Relic', the Church would bypass the cease-fire agreement and plunder it out of the hands of the magi.
 
That's how it is. Otherwise, the Holy Church just would not be content with the role of a silent supervisor. If the Grail turned out to be an actual 'Holy Relic', the Church would bypass the cease-fire agreement and plunder it out of the hands of the magi.
   
"If the final goal of a chalice is only a mean used to reach the Akashic Records, it is none of our Holy Church's concern. Afterall, the craving of magi to find the 'Akasha', the
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origin, does not necessarily conflict with our doctrine.
 
   
—Though, to allow ourselves to leave it alone, we need to pass it to a strong person. If an unwelcome fellow got around it, we don’t know what kind of accident might be caused."
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—Though, to allow ourselves to leave it alone, we need to pass it to a strong person. If an unwelcome fellow got around it, we don't know what kind of accident might be caused."
   
 
"Then, if we eliminate it as a heresy—"
 
"Then, if we eliminate it as a heresy—"
   
"That is still difficult. The magi who confront for the Grail have an uncommon tenacity. If we were to conduct a frontal trial, a conlict with the Association of Magecraft would be inevitable. And that would create too many victims.
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"That is still difficult. The magi who confront for the Grail have an uncommon tenacity. If we were to conduct a frontal trial, a conflict with the Association of Magecraft would be inevitable. And that would create too many victims.
   
Rather, as the second best plan, there would be nothing more interesting than finding a way to entrust it to a "desired person"."
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Rather, as the second best plan, there would be nothing more interesting than finding a way to entrust it to a 'desired person'."
   
 
"... I see."
 
"... I see."
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Kirei was gradually catching up to the true motive of this interview. Since his father was intermingling with Tohsaka Tokiomi, a magus.
 
Kirei was gradually catching up to the true motive of this interview. Since his father was intermingling with Tohsaka Tokiomi, a magus.
   
"Since they have been oppressed by the faith of ther native land, the Tohsaka family has followed the same doctrine as ours. Knowing Tokiomi-kun's character, he himself is guaranteed to qualify for the use of the Grail."
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"Since they have been oppressed by the faith of thier native land, the Tohsaka family has followed the same doctrine as ours. Knowing Tokiomi-kun's character, he himself is guaranteed to qualify for the use of the Grail."
   
 
Tohsaka Tokiomi nodded, then resumed speaking.
 
Tohsaka Tokiomi nodded, then resumed speaking.
   
"Reaching the 'Akasha'. There is no greater purpose than this one to us Tohsaka. But sadly, the Einsberns and Matōs, who once shared the same motive, have lost track of it to more worldly matters, and have now totally
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forgotten their original intention. I won't even mention how they have invited four Masters from the outside, as well. They want the Grail for their despicable lust and nothing else."
 
   
 
That would mean that the Holy Church would approve of no one else but Tohsaka Tokiomi as the bearer of the Grail. So Kirei understood more about his assignment.
 
That would mean that the Holy Church would approve of no one else but Tohsaka Tokiomi as the bearer of the Grail. So Kirei understood more about his assignment.
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As for that, it was neither good nor wrong to Kirei. If the intentions of the Church were clear, there was only the fulfilling of his task as one devoted executor.
 
As for that, it was neither good nor wrong to Kirei. If the intentions of the Church were clear, there was only the fulfilling of his task as one devoted executor.
   
"Kirei-kun, you will be tranferred from the Holy Church to the Association of Magecraft, and you will become my apprentice."
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"Kirei-kun, you will be transferred from the Holy Church to the Association of Magecraft, and you will become my apprentice."
   
Without a break and with a practical tone, Tohsaka Tokiomi hastened his explainations.
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Without a break and with a practical tone, Tohsaka Tokiomi hastened his explanations.
 
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Tokiomi gave a cold-hearted smile and shook his head.
 
Tokiomi gave a cold-hearted smile and shook his head.
   
"You don’t know about magi. If their interests collide, a conflict between a teacher and his student ending in a battle to the death is a common occurrence in our world."
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"You don't know about magi. If their interests collide, a conflict between a teacher and his student ending in a battle to the death is a common occurrence in our world."
   
 
"Aah, I see."
 
"Aah, I see."
   
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of the tendencies of the race called magi. He had had countless occasions to compete with "heretical" magi as an executor. The numbers of people he brought down with his own hands isn't in the tens or twenties.
 
   
 
"So, do you have other questions?"
 
"So, do you have other questions?"
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As Tokiomi requested for a conclusion, Kirei asked the question he had had since the beginning.
 
As Tokiomi requested for a conclusion, Kirei asked the question he had had since the beginning.
   
"Only one. — The Grail that selects the Masters, just what is its purpose?"
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"Only one — The Grail that selects the Masters, just what is its purpose?"
   
 
Apparently that was really not a question Tokiomi expected. The magus' eybrows gathered in a wrinkle for a short while, then he gave a relaxed reply.
 
Apparently that was really not a question Tokiomi expected. The magus' eybrows gathered in a wrinkle for a short while, then he gave a relaxed reply.
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"In other words, the Grail is giving me, a Tohsaka, two shares of command Seals, and for that, it chose you as a Master.
 
"In other words, the Grail is giving me, a Tohsaka, two shares of command Seals, and for that, it chose you as a Master.
   
... How about it ? Does this explanation satisfies you?"
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... How about it? Does this explanation satisfies you?"
   
 
So, he gave his conclusion with such a daring tone.
 
So, he gave his conclusion with such a daring tone.
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"Kirei, go ahead first. I need to discuss something with Mr. Tohsaka."
 
"Kirei, go ahead first. I need to discuss something with Mr. Tohsaka."
   
Nodding to his father’s words, Kirei stood up from his seat and, after a silent bow, left the room alone.
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Nodding to his father's words, Kirei stood up from his seat and, after a silent bow, left the room alone.
   
 
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Remaining in the room, Tohsaka Tokiomi and Father Risei silently watched Kotomine Kirei off.
 
Remaining in the room, Tohsaka Tokiomi and Father Risei silently watched Kotomine Kirei off.
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"That's a reliable son you have, Kotomine-san."
 
"That's a reliable son you have, Kotomine-san."
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"My son would jump in a fire if that was the will of the Church. That's how far he would go for his faith."
 
"My son would jump in a fire if that was the will of the Church. That's how far he would go for his faith."
   
Though Tokiomi didn't mean to doubt the words of the old Father, the impression he had had of Father Risei's son wasn't quite such a "passionate faith". The quiet appearance of the man called Kirei felt more nihilistic to him.
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Though Tokiomi didn't mean to doubt the words of the old Father, the impression he had had of Father Risei's son wasn't quite such a 'passionate faith'. The quiet appearance of the man called Kirei felt more nihilistic to him.
   
 
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"I am obliged. My debt toward the Holy Church and both generations of the Kotomine family will be carved as a family precept."
 
"I am obliged. My debt toward the Holy Church and both generations of the Kotomine family will be carved as a family precept."
   
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"Yes. My grandfather's regrets, the dearest wish of the Tohsaka, this is what my whole life has ever been for."
 
"Yes. My grandfather's regrets, the dearest wish of the Tohsaka, this is what my whole life has ever been for."
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Men who have defined the meaning behind their birth, behind their own existence, and follow it, without doubting it. They definitely never waver, never hesitate.
 
Men who have defined the meaning behind their birth, behind their own existence, and follow it, without doubting it. They definitely never waver, never hesitate.
   
Forging it into an iron will of acting with a clear objective, vectorized only by the fulfilment of "something" that was identified as their lifelong goal, in any aspects of their life.
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Forging it into an iron will of acting with a clear objective, vectorized only by the fulfillment of 'something' that was identified as their lifelong goal, in any aspects of their life.
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The "form of this conviction" can be, in the case of Kirei's father, a pious faith; and in Tohsaka Tokiomi's case, perhaps it was the self-confidence of one who was chosen — a privilege not for the plebeians, and the self-consciousness of someone with a responsibility to shoulder. He was one of those remaining "genuine aristocrats" you would rarely find nowadays.
 
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The 'form of this conviction' can be, in the case of Kirei's father, a pious faith; and in Tohsaka Tokiomi's case, perhaps it was the self-confidence of one who was chosen — a privilege not for the plebeians, and the self-consciousness of someone with a responsibility to shoulder. He was one of those remaining 'genuine aristocrats' you would rarely find nowadays.
   
 
From then on, the existence of Tohsaka Tokiomi would probably hold important implications for Kirei... But even so, he was of a type that was incompatible with Kirei's kind. That was just the same as saying that he was similar to his father.
 
From then on, the existence of Tohsaka Tokiomi would probably hold important implications for Kirei... But even so, he was of a type that was incompatible with Kirei's kind. That was just the same as saying that he was similar to his father.
   
Those who see only their ideals can never understand the pain of those unable to have one. People like Tokiomi had a "sense of purpose" as the base of their convictions, but that was totally absent of Kotomine Kirei's mind. No once in over 20 years had he ever felt such a sensation.
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Those who see only their ideals can never understand the pain of those unable to have one. People like Tokiomi had a 'sense of purpose' as the base of their convictions, but that was totally absent of Kotomine Kirei's mind. No once in over 20 years had he ever felt such a sensation.
   
   
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Being confronted to such anger and despair drove him to masochism. Under the pretense of penance for moral training, he simply kept wounding himself repeatedly. But those tortures forged Kirei's body like iron, and when he realized, he had risen to the top of the elite of the Holy Church, as an 'Executor', where nobody had followed him.
 
Being confronted to such anger and despair drove him to masochism. Under the pretense of penance for moral training, he simply kept wounding himself repeatedly. But those tortures forged Kirei's body like iron, and when he realized, he had risen to the top of the elite of the Holy Church, as an 'Executor', where nobody had followed him.
   
Everyone called that, "glory". Kotomine Kirei's self-control and devotion were praised as a model for the clergy. His father Risei was no exception.
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Everyone called that 'glory.' Kotomine Kirei's self-control and devotion were praised as a model for the clergy. His father Risei was no exception.
 
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Yes, even the only one woman he was to love—
 
Yes, even the only one woman he was to love—
 
   
 
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Finally, he still hadn't reached a satisfactory conclusion on his interview with Tohsaka Tokiomi... That was the important problem that concerned Kirei the most.
 
Finally, he still hadn't reached a satisfactory conclusion on his interview with Tohsaka Tokiomi... That was the important problem that concerned Kirei the most.
   
Why had a miraculous power such as the "Grail" chosen Kotomine Kirei?
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Why had a miraculous power such as the 'Grail' chosen Kotomine Kirei?
   
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Yet... The more he thought about it, the more Kirei found the inconsistency worrying.
 
Yet... The more he thought about it, the more Kirei found the inconsistency worrying.
   
He essentially didn't have any "sense of purpose". Nor any ideal or aspiration. However you would look at it, he had no reason to be the bearer of a miracle such as an "almighty wish machine".
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He essentially didn't have any 'sense of purpose.' Nor any ideal or aspiration. However you would look at it, he had no reason to be the bearer of a miracle such as an 'almighty wish machine.'
   
 
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Revision as of 00:11, 1 May 2007

Prologue: 3 years ago

When we speak about occultism, theories on dimensions say that there is a 'power' from outside of this world.

Pinpoint the beginning of all happening. That is the dearest wish of all magi, the 'root', Akasha... The place of God, Akashic Records, the beginning and the end of all things, that records everything, that creates everything in this world.

200 years ago, there were those who put into execution experiments on that place 'outside of this world'.

Einsbern, Makiri, Tohsaka. Called the 3 families of the beginning, what they designed is the reproduction of the 'Holy Grail', the subject of many traditions. Expecting that the summoning of the Grail would realize any wish, the three families of magi offered their secret art to finally manifest the 'omnipotent cauldron'.

... However, that Grail could only grant the wish of one person. As soon as that truth was known, the bonds of cooperation were washed in blood by conflicts.

That is the beginning of the 'War of the Holy Grail'.

Henceforth, once every 60 years, the Grail is summoned again in the far-East land of 'Fuyuki'.

Then, the Grail selects 7 magi who have the power to take it, and divides a huge amount of prana distributed among them, to render possible the summoning of heroic spirits, called 'Servants'. The conclusion of a battle to the death decides which of the seven is most suitable to receive the Grail.

—To put it simply, that's what Kotomine Kirei was undergoing.

"The pattern that has appeared on your right hand is called the 'Command Seals'. It is the proof you were chosen by the Grail, and the holy mark that grants you the right to control a Servant."

The person with the smooth but carrying voice who explained this was Tohsaka Tokiomi.

In the room of an elegant villa built atop a small hill in the neatest district in the South of Turin, Italy, 3 men sat in a lounge chair. Kirei and Tokiomi, and the Father who introduced them and mediated the conversation, Kotomine Risei... Kirei's actual father.

For the friend of a Father who would soon reach 80, that Tohsaka was an eccentric Japanese. He did seem to be around the same age as Kirei, settled and with the presence of an expert. From the lineage of an old distinguished family even by Japanese standards, this villa was his secondary residence, as he said. But the most interesting was that he would casually declare himself as a 'magus'.

Being a magus isn't such a strange thing as it may sound. Kirei was, as his father, a clergyman, yet the duty of the father and son greatly differed from what ordinary people know of a 'Father.'

The 'Holy Church' that people like Kirei belonged to had a doctrine that was outside the bounds of miracles and divine mysteries, but would bear the role of exterminating the stigma of heresy, and burying it into oblivion. That would be, taking a standpoint from where they could supervise a blasphemy such as magecraft.

Magi conspire with magi only, and are organized in a self-preserving group that calls itself the 'Association', which presents a threat as a rival to the Holy Church. At the present time, they have both agreed to preserve a temporary tranquility; but even so, a state of affair where a Father from the Holy Church and a magus would gather in the same building for a lecture would be unthinkable.

As for the father's case, Risei, the Tohsaka family was one to which the Church already had old connections, despite being a magus house.

It was the previous night that Kirei had discovered the surfacing pattern shaped in three marks. He had then consulted his father, and Risei had immediately taken his son to Turin the next morning to meet that young magus.

From then, after a hurried greeting, the explanations Tokiomi had given to Kirei in this secret meeting were concerning the same 'War of the Holy Grail'. The meaning behind the mark that had appeared on Kirei's hand... That is, the product of Kirei acquiring the privilege to dispute the chance of getting his desire for a miracle, in the fourth recreation of the Holy Grail that was to happen three years later.

Not that he would refuse fighting. Kirei's duty in the Holy Church was, in essence, direct removal of heresy, meaning he was a fully fledged combatant. You could say that it was his very duty to wager a life and death bet against a magus. Rather, the problem was the contradiction that required Kirei, a clergyman, to participate as a 'magus' in the Holy Grail War that was a dispute between magi.

"Something about the Holy Grail War is that it is a battle that uses Servants as familiars. So, to keep on going forward, the elementary magic for the summoning itself becomes required. ... Essentially, the seven persons who are selected as Masters to the Servants have to be magus. It must be exceptional for someone like you, who doesn't make a living out of magecraft, to be recognized by the Grail at such an early stage."

"Does the Grail have preferred people to select?"

Tokiomi nods to the yet unconvinced Kirei.

"I mentioned the '3 families of the beginning' — for the granting, will be favored the magi related to the Makiri who have now changed their name to Mato, the Einsbern, or the Tohsaka houses. In other words..."

Tokiomi lifted his right hand to show the threefold pattern.

"As the current head of the Tohsaka family, I will participate in the next battle."

Then was this man planning to cross arms with Kirei after having kindly guided him so thoroughly? Although Kirei couldn't comprehend that, he carried on with his numerous questions.

"I wonder about the Servants you mentioned earlier. Heroic spirits summoned and used as familiars, you said..."

"It may be hard to believe, but that is the fact. That could be the one wonder of this Grail."

The legends of great men, supermen who have left their name in history and folklore. They are those who remained in the permanent memory of men, after their death, and were taken out of the category of mankind, promoted even in the spiritual realm; they are 'heroic spirits'. Those are on a whole different status from the vengeful spirits or common evil spirits from nature that the magi usually summon as familiars. So to speak, it is an existence with the spiritual status of a god. Although a part of that power can be brought out and borrowed, it is unthinkable that they would be used as familiars in the present world.

"If you consider that making this impossibility possible is the power of the Grail, you understand how outrageous a treasure it is. In the end, even the summoning of a Servant is but a mere fragment of the power of the Grail."

As if to say that he himself was dumbfounded by what he was saying, Tohsaka Tokiomi sighed deeply and shook his head.

"Heroic spirits from between the ancient age of gods up to at best a century ago can be summoned. Seven heroic spirits follow seven Masters, each protect their own Master, and exterminate the enemy Masters. Heroes from any era and country are summoned in the present era, and meet in a deadly competition for supremacy. That is the Holy Grail War of Fuyuki."

"... Such a monstrosity? In a place where thousands of citizens live?"

All magi follow the common idea of hiding themselves. It's the one obvious way to go in this era that believes that science is the sole universal truth. Considering the Holy Church as well, revealing their existence is definitely impossible.

But with heroic spirit, you have to conceal a power that can bring a catastrophic disaster. Using seven Servants in a conflict between humans in the present era and have them clash together… It is practically the same as ordering a slaughter of massive calibre in a war.

"—Of course, it is implicit that the confrontation must be held in secret. You need a well prepared supervision to make sure of that."

Having remained silent until then, Kirei's father, the priest Risei, came forward and voiced his part.

"The Holy Grail War happens every 60 years, and this time will be the fourth. The civilizing of Japan had already begun when the second war occurred. Even in the most remote places, we cannot ignore people witnessing the spreading of serious damages.

Then, since the third Holy Grail War, an agreement has been made so that we at the Holy Church would dispatch a supervisor. To reduce the disasters from the War to a minimum, we must conceal its existence, and have the magi comply to keeping the feud secret."

"Does the Church serve as a referee in a conflict between magi?"

"Precisely because it is a conflict between magi. In the Association of Magecraft, there is nobody who can be fit as a referee because of political implications. There simply wasn't any way other than having recourse to an external authority such as the Church.

In addition, it was just not possible for our Holy Church to let the name of Holy Grail be used lightly to begin with. We can't ignore the possibility that it really is the cup that received the blood of the son of God, either."

Both Kirei and Risei, father and son, have a place in the section called the Assembly of the 8th Sacrament. A duty of that group in the Holy Church is to recover control of holy relics. The treasure called the Holy Grail appears in many tales and legends, and the importance of the 'Grail' in the doctrine of the Church is particularly large.

"Under such conditions, last time, in the chaos of the World War, at a suitable time of the third Grail War was held a meeting, and I, then a youngster, was appointed an important task. For the next battle, I would proceed to the land of Fuyuki to watch over your fight."

At the words of his father, Kirei could but tilt his head.

"Please wait. Isn't the chosen Church supervisor expected to be fair? It is a problem if a participant is a blood relative..."

"There, there. You would think this is a blind spot of the rules?"

The unusual smile of the stubborn father was implying something that Kirei could not read.

"Kotomine-san, you shouldn't trouble your son. Let's move on to the real question."

Tohsaka Tokiomi explicitly urges to old priest to the point.

"Hm, right. —Kirei, all we have explained was only about the 'outward aspects' of the Grail war. There is another reason I had you meet Mr. Tohsaka today."

"... Which, is?"

"To tell the truth, we have had a positive proof since long ago that the Grail that appeared in Fuyuki was a different one from the holy relic of the 'son of God.' In the end, the battle in the Grail War of Fuyuki is only fought for a treasure that is a mere copy of the omnipotent cauldron, one that opens a way to a utopia. It is in no way related to our Church."

That's how it is. Otherwise, the Holy Church just would not be content with the role of a silent supervisor. If the Grail turned out to be an actual 'Holy Relic', the Church would bypass the cease-fire agreement and plunder it out of the hands of the magi.

"If the final goal of a chalice is only a mean used to reach the Akashic Records, it is none of our Holy Church's concern. Afterall, the craving of magi to find the 'Akasha', the origin, does not necessarily conflict with our doctrine.

—Though, to allow ourselves to leave it alone, we need to pass it to a strong person. If an unwelcome fellow got around it, we don't know what kind of accident might be caused."

"Then, if we eliminate it as a heresy—"

"That is still difficult. The magi who confront for the Grail have an uncommon tenacity. If we were to conduct a frontal trial, a conflict with the Association of Magecraft would be inevitable. And that would create too many victims.

Rather, as the second best plan, there would be nothing more interesting than finding a way to entrust it to a 'desired person'."

"... I see."

Kirei was gradually catching up to the true motive of this interview. Since his father was intermingling with Tohsaka Tokiomi, a magus.

"Since they have been oppressed by the faith of thier native land, the Tohsaka family has followed the same doctrine as ours. Knowing Tokiomi-kun's character, he himself is guaranteed to qualify for the use of the Grail."

Tohsaka Tokiomi nodded, then resumed speaking.

"Reaching the 'Akasha'. There is no greater purpose than this one to us Tohsaka. But, sadly, the Einsberns and Matos, who once shared the same motive, have lost track of it to more worldly matters, and have now totally forgotten their original intention. I won't even mention how they have invited four Masters from the outside, as well. They want the Grail for their despicable lust and nothing else."

That would mean that the Holy Church would approve of no one else but Tohsaka Tokiomi as the bearer of the Grail. So Kirei understood more about his assignment.

"So you would like me to participate in the next Grail War to let Mr. Tohsaka Tokiomi win?"

"That's it."

Finally, Tohsaka Tokiomi showed the first sign of a smile.

"Of course, we will join forces under the surface against the five remaining Masters, and annihilate them. To increase the chances of victory."

At Tokiomi's words, Father Risei gives an austere nod. The neutrality of the Holy Church as a referee was already turning to a farce. This Grail War must be interesting concerning the original expectations of the Church.

As for that, it was neither good nor wrong to Kirei. If the intentions of the Church were clear, there was only the fulfilling of his task as one devoted executor.

"Kirei-kun, you will be transferred from the Holy Church to the Association of Magecraft, and you will become my apprentice."

Without a break and with a practical tone, Tohsaka Tokiomi hastened his explanations.

"A — transfer ?"

"The exchange has already been made formal, Kirei."

Saying this, Father Risei took out a letter. It was a notification with the joint signatures of both the Holy Church and the Association of Magecraft, and was addressed to Kotomine Kirei. Kirei was more than surprised at the merit of the performance: from the day before to this day, the letter had been taken care of immediately.

In the end, there really were no real purpose of acting up in the matter for Kirei, nor had he any particular reason for taking offense at the discussion. For Kirei had no purpose at all.

"The important thing will be to have you do nothing but practice magecraft in my house in Japan. The next Grail War is in 3 years.

By then, you must have a Servant that obeys you, and become a magus who will participate in the battle as a Master."

"But — is it alright? If I openly study under you, won't there be doubts that we work together?"

Tokiomi gave a cold-hearted smile and shook his head.

"You don't know about magi. If their interests collide, a conflict between a teacher and his student ending in a battle to the death is a common occurrence in our world."

"Aah, I see."

Though Kirei didn't mean to understand about magi, he had a good grasp of the tendencies of the race called magi. He had had countless occasions to compete with 'heretical' magi as an executor. The numbers of people he brought down with his own hands isn't in the tens or twenties.

"So, do you have other questions?"

As Tokiomi requested for a conclusion, Kirei asked the question he had had since the beginning.

"Only one — The Grail that selects the Masters, just what is its purpose?"

Apparently that was really not a question Tokiomi expected. The magus' eybrows gathered in a wrinkle for a short while, then he gave a relaxed reply.

"The Grail will... Of course, it will preferably select Masters who sincerely need it.

As I said earlier, us Tohsaka will be included at the top of that list as one of the original 3 families."

"So, all of the Masters have a reason to want the Grail?"

"It isn't limited to that. The Grail requires 7 persons to show up. If not enough people turn up at the present time, irregular people who would normally not be chosen can carry Command Seals. There might have been such a case in the past, but— Aah, I see."

While speaking, Tokiomi seemed to realize what Kirei was suspicious of.

"Kirei-kun, you think you shouldn't have been selected, don't you?"

Kirei nodded. No matter how hard you would search, there was no reason for a wishing machine to notice him.

"Hm, certainly, it is odd. The only thing that would link you to the Grail would be your father, who was appointed as supervisor, but... No, you could think that's the very reason."

"... Which, means?"

"The Grail might have already anticipated that the Holy Church would support the Tohsaka family. So an executor of the Church who would acquire command Seals would back up the Tohsaka."

Saying this, Tokiomi, feeling satisfied, to end the discussion, added

"In other words, the Grail is giving me, a Tohsaka, two shares of command Seals, and for that, it chose you as a Master.

... How about it? Does this explanation satisfies you?"

So, he gave his conclusion with such a daring tone.

"..."

This arrogant confidence seems to suit the man called Tohsaka Tokiomi. This man holds a dignity that just borders sarcasm.

Certainly, as a magus, he was a man of excellence. And he must have had the self-confidence that came with that excellency. That's why he probably would never doubt his own judgement.

That meant that you would never get any other answer from Tokiomi here and now— That was Kirei's conclusion.

"When do we go to Japan?"

Hiding his inner discouragement, Kirei changed the subject.

"I will visit Great Britain for a bit. I have a small task to do at the Clock Tower.

You will go to Japan a step ahead. I will tell my family."

"Understood. Then, I will go at once."

"Kirei, go ahead first. I need to discuss something with Mr. Tohsaka."

Nodding to his father's words, Kirei stood up from his seat and, after a silent bow, left the room alone.

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Remaining in the room, Tohsaka Tokiomi and Father Risei silently watched Kotomine Kirei off.

"That's a reliable son you have, Kotomine-san."

"His strength as an 'Executor' is guaranteed. None of his colleagues are more studious than him during training. I'm the one you should doubt."

"Ho... Is that the exemplary attitude of a defender of the faith?"

"Oh, it shames me to say it, but this Kirei is the only pride of a senile old fool like me."

The old Father was known for his rigor, but, feeling at ease with Tokiomi, he smiled. As his eyes turned to his only son, his trust and love clearly showed up.

"As I still didn't have a child past 50, I had given up on a heir... But now, I am amazed at how far my son has gone."

"Though, he agreed more easily than I thought, hasn't he."

"My son would jump in a fire if that was the will of the Church. That's how far he would go for his faith."

Though Tokiomi didn't mean to doubt the words of the old Father, the impression he had had of Father Risei's son wasn't quite such a 'passionate faith'. The quiet appearance of the man called Kirei felt more nihilistic to him.

"To be honest, that was a disappointment. However I look at him, it seems he was just involved in something that is of no concern to him."

"No... That might really be salvation for him."

Speaking ambiguously, Father Risei started muttering gloomily.

"It is a private matter, but his wife died a few days ago. They hadn't been married for even two years."

"Oh, I—"

Tokiomi was at loss of words under the unexpected circumstances.

"Though it doesn't show, he seems to endure it fairly well. ... He has too many memories in Italy. Maybe, for Kirei, right now, returning to his old fatherland for a new mission could help healing his wounds."

Risei sighing in his speech, Tokiomi kept gazing straight at him.

"Tokiomi-kun, doesn't one's true worth show as hardship increases?"

Tokiomi deeply bowed at the old priest's words.

"I am obliged. My debt toward the Holy Church and both generations of the Kotomine family will be carved as a family precept."

"Not at all, I am only fulfilling my oath for the future generation of Tohsaka. —The rest will be only praying for God's protection until your journey takes you to the 'Root'."

"Yes. My grandfather's regrets, the dearest wish of the Tohsaka, this is what my whole life has ever been for."

Hiding how much his self-confidence was suffocated by the weight of his responsibilities, Tokiomi nodded resolutely.

"This year, I will reach the Grail. I will make sure of that."

At Tokiomi's dignity, Father Risei blessed the memory of his late friend.

'My friend... You too got a good heir.'

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The wind of the Mediterranean sea rustling his hair, Kotomine Kirei returned from the villa atop the hill, alone and silent on the narrow, winding path.

Finally, Kirei put in order the many impressions he had had of the man called Tohsaka Tokiomi, whom he had met just then.

Perhaps he had led a hard life. As if pride was proportionally converted to the experienced hardship, he was a man endowed with a firm dignity he could rightfully boast about.

He understands that sort of personality quite well. Kirei's very father was of the same kind as that Tohsaka Tokiomi.

Men who have defined the meaning behind their birth, behind their own existence, and follow it, without doubting it. They definitely never waver, never hesitate.

Forging it into an iron will of acting with a clear objective, vectorized only by the fulfillment of 'something' that was identified as their lifelong goal, in any aspects of their life.

The 'form of this conviction' can be, in the case of Kirei's father, a pious faith; and in Tohsaka Tokiomi's case, perhaps it was the self-confidence of one who was chosen — a privilege not for the plebeians, and the self-consciousness of someone with a responsibility to shoulder. He was one of those remaining 'genuine aristocrats' you would rarely find nowadays.

From then on, the existence of Tohsaka Tokiomi would probably hold important implications for Kirei... But even so, he was of a type that was incompatible with Kirei's kind. That was just the same as saying that he was similar to his father.

Those who see only their ideals can never understand the pain of those unable to have one. People like Tokiomi had a 'sense of purpose' as the base of their convictions, but that was totally absent of Kotomine Kirei's mind. No once in over 20 years had he ever felt such a sensation.


By judging so, he couldn't consider the most noble idea, have comfort in any quest, or find rest in any pleasure. Such a man couldn't have any such thing as a sense of purpose in the first place.

He couldn't even understand how he was so far removed from the sense of values the ordinary world held. Kirei couldn't even figure out a passion to throw himself in about anything.

He still believed there was a God. That there was a supreme existence, although he didn't have the maturity to perceive it.

He lived believing that one day, the holiest word of God would lead him to the supreme truth and save him. Betting on that hope, clinging to it.

But in the depth of his heart, he already knew. That salvation would no longer come from the love of God for a man like him.

Being confronted to such anger and despair drove him to masochism. Under the pretense of penance for moral training, he simply kept wounding himself repeatedly. But those tortures forged Kirei's body like iron, and when he realized, he had risen to the top of the elite of the Holy Church, as an 'Executor', where nobody had followed him.

Everyone called that 'glory.' Kotomine Kirei's self-control and devotion were praised as a model for the clergy. His father Risei was no exception.

Kirei understood very well why Kotomine Risei had so much faith and admiration for his son, but that was a misunderstanding so far off the point; for in reality, his heart was shameful. A whole life would probably not be enough to amend for that misunderstanding.

Till this day, there is no one who has come to understand how much Kirei lacked.

Yes, even the only one woman he was to love—

"..."

Feeling a sense of lightheadedness, Kirei loosened his pace and put his hand to his forehead.

When he tried to remember the wife he had lost, he lost his diffuse thoughts in a rising mist. Feeling like standing in a fog before a precipice. An instinct for survival that told him to not take even one step forward.

When he realized, he had arrived at the bottom of the hill. Kirei stopped and looked back to the faraway villa at the top.

Finally, he still hadn't reached a satisfactory conclusion on his interview with Tohsaka Tokiomi... That was the important problem that concerned Kirei the most.

Why had a miraculous power such as the 'Grail' chosen Kotomine Kirei?

Tokiomi's explanation was a desperate one. If the Grail wanted a supporter to Tokiomi, there must have had as many capable person as you wanted who would be friends with him; not Kirei.

There must have been a reason to his selection for the next Grail's appearance.

Yet... The more he thought about it, the more Kirei found the inconsistency worrying.

He essentially didn't have any 'sense of purpose.' Nor any ideal or aspiration. However you would look at it, he had no reason to be the bearer of a miracle such as an 'almighty wish machine.'

With a gloomy face, Kirei looked at the three symbols that had appeared on the back of his right hand.

They say the Command Seals are a holy mark.

Would he find a pledge to carry, three years from now?



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