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== Chapter 2 ==
  
== Chapter 2 ==
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We rode in windowless boats like the ones used when we were taken to the Temple of Purity. It seemed that there was no intention to keep our destination a secret. There was no repetition of meaningless course changes or other deceptive movements. Traveling along the waterways normally, we were able to roughly estimate what vicinity we were in.
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When going ashore too, a normal boat dock was used. Upon noticing that we had not even been taken outside of the Holy Barrier, I felt a little disappointed.
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Glancing to the sides, I saw the town hall where father works and the library where mother works as we crossed the town's main street entering a narrow alleyway.
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The Ethics Committee was located at a place slightly separated from the heart of Chinowa(Grain Ring) village. Looking from outside, it seemed to be no more than a normal townhouse but, upon passing through the front gate to the interior, the wood paneled corridor leading inward stretched along like an eel's den, revealing the fact that this was a building of considerable size.
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What we finally arrived at was a quiet room with the feel of an inner parlor. It was filled with an aroma like burning sandalwood. An alcove was adorned by a hanging scroll of 'Kanbotan'<ref>'''寒牡丹'''(Kanbotan?): The last two characters indicate that this is some type of wood, but I couldn't find a translation for the name anywhere.</ref>
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The light from the window of a paper sliding door illuminated a large lacquered table, at the foot of which were lined up three Bellflower colored cushions.<ref>'''Bellflower colored Cushions''': For more on Bellflowers click [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_bellflower here]. The Cushions in question here refer specifically to Japanese-Style floor cusions for kneeling on, but I don't know of any proper english equivalent for the word.</ref> We sat respectfully at seiza.[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seiza]
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"Please wait here for a moment."
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The woman who had been leading(unofficially taking)<ref>'''Unofficially Taking''': The word Taking here is an alternate form that refers specifically to taking a person against their will.</ref> us said before closing the sliding door.
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"So. What is going on here?"
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With just the three of us in the room, Maria and I questioned Satoru from both sides.
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"How could we not once before have heard that Satoru's grandmother was the chairman of the Ethics Committee?"
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"There's no way that it's because you were reporting on us in detail, is there?"
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"Please, wait just a minute."
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Satoru had become overwhelmed.
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"I didn't know about this either."
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"Didn't know about what?"
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"About my grandmother...... that is, that Asahina Tomiko-san is the chairman of the Ethics Committee."
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"That can't be true"
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"Is that possible? You didn't know? Even though you're her grandson?"
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"Please, listen to what I'm saying"
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Being interrogated from both left and right, Satoru retreated as though frightened and slipped off the cushion.
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"The point is, even you two didn't have any idea who the Ethics Committees chairman was right?"
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"That may be true but,"
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"Unlike other government posts, the members of the Ethics Committee are not public knowledge. And none of the committees members would ever say that they were."
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"Even so, somehow, isn't that the kind of thing you would know?"
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Maria said, eying Satoru suspiciously.
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"Somehow, I had absolutely no idea."
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Satoru said defiantly, sitting back up.
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"But, she really is your grandmother, isn't she Satoru?"
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Maria said insistently.
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"No, that is, I don't really......"
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"Excuse me"
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Hearing a voice from the other side of the sliding screen, Satoru hastily returned to sitting atop the cushion. Maria and I also turned to the front and resumed a dignified posture.
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"I'm sorry to have made you wait."
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Opening the sliding screen, the woman from earlier entered the room. In her hands was a tray with a tea set. She placed cups of hot green tea and dried teacakes in front of the three of us.
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"We would like to hear from you one at a time so, would each of you come with me in turn?"
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I wondered what they would do if we said no but, of course, we didn't have that kind of choice.
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"Well then, first will be Watanabe Saki-san."
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Although I was thirsty and very much wanted to drink some tea, I had no other choice but to stand up. Following behind the woman, we made our way down a long corridor.
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"The person who was going to talk to all of you is Niimi-san, the man who was with me earlier. Although such things are his job. Oh. I still haven't introduced myself have I? I am called Kimoto. Nice to meet you."
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"Hello"
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I greeted her with a quick bow of my head.
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"......In any case, when I reported to the chairman, she indicated that she wanted to speak with you in particular herself. So we're going to the chairman's office now."
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"Eh. Satoru's...... Asahina Tomiko-san you mean?"
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"Yes. She's a very kind and good natured person so, there's no need to be nervous."
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She could say that but, it was a hopeless request. Although I would hesitate to say my heart was in a calm state before that moment, it began thumping harder and harder.
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"Excuse me."
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Kimoto-san knelt down in the corridor and placed her hands on the wooden door.
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I too hastily got down and waited behind her.
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"Please come in."
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The voice that responded was that of a nonchalant sounding woman.
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She opened the wooden door and we entered the room. It was larger all around than the tatami room we had waited in earlier and had the feel of a study. On the left was an elegant alcove within which was a study. Opposite it, a set of staggered shelves were mounted to the wall.
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"Leave her there, please."
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A grey haired woman sitting facing the writing desk commanded as she raised her head.
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"Certainly"
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In the center of the room was a low table the same size as that in the previous room. I went and took a seat on a cushion to this side of it.
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"Well then, please excuse me."
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Kimoto-san quickly withdrew from the room. After being left behind alone, I felt like a person who had been abandoned in a cage with a wild animal. I felt a chill through my limbs and my throat went dry.
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"You're Watanabe Saki? Mizuho-chan's daughter."
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The grey haired woman asked me as she raised her head.
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Aside from _____<ref>_____:I havn't yet figured out how to say this in English</ref> lines extending from the side of her nose to her mouth, she had no noticeable wrinkles, giving her a surprisingly youthful appearance.
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"Yes"
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"There's no need behave so humbly. I'm Asahina Tomiko. I hear you've always been good friends with our Satoru."
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Quietly standing up, Tomiko-san came to my left-hand side and sat down in an elegant manner with the alcove behind her. Wearing a shark patterned outfit of silver-grey color that matched her hair, she was prettily dressed enough to draw admiration.
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"Satoru with...... I've been friends with Satoru since we were children."
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"Really"
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Tomiko-san smiled. I guessed her to be in her mid-sixties. With large eyes and well-ordered looks, she must have been honored as quite the beauty when she was younger.
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"Just as I imagined. Your eyes have a very good look to them. A strong light."
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I had often been praised for my eyes. Probably because there wasn't much else about me worth praising. That my eyes had a light to them too, I had often heard but, if ones eyes were completely devoid of light, wouldn't person would without a doubt be dead.
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"Thank you."
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"I've wanted an opportunity to speak with you for a long time, you know?"
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I was bewildered. It didn't seem that she was merely being polite.
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"Why is that?"
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"That would be because I would like for you to be my successor."
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I closed my gaping mouth. I had no idea how best to reply to something so sudden.
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"Are you surprised? However, I am not by any means saying this on a sudden whim or as a joke."
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"That kind of...... There's no way someone like me could be suitable for it."
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"Hohohoho. That's the same thing that Mizuho-chan said. It seems you can't argue with blood."
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"Do you know my mother very well?"
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I leaned forward while asking her. At first, I was quite reasonably extremely nervous but, the person called Asahina Tomiko had a peculiar atmosphere about her that seemed to clear away ones emotional barriers.
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"Yes. Quite well. I knew Mizuho-chan from the day she was born."
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While watching my eyes intently, Tomiko-san spoke in a voice that seemed to reach the very bottom of my heart.
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"Mizuho-chan, more than most others has a wonderful disposition. Even now, she continues to do an impeccable job as head librarian. But, there is something special one must have to fulfill the responsibilities of my position. On that point, there isn't any other person more suitable than you."
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"Someone like me...... How could that be? There's no way that my results as a Zenjin Academy student could be that spectacular."
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"Results? Are you talking about Jyuryoku? It's not as though you particularly want to become someone like Shisei, is it?"
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"That is...... Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able."
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"Jyuryoku skill isn't the only thing we test you on at school you know. One of the others is a thing we call the Personality Index. Although this is something that the pupils themselves are by no means allowed to know about."
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"Personality Index?"
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Tomiko-san smiled beautifully, revealing teeth that were very white for her age.
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"With each generation in turn, what is sought in good potential leaders is not some special ability, but a high Personality Index."
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All at once, I felt as though everything before my eyes had become brighter. Because I had before this been under the weight of a many-faced inferiority complex.<ref>'''...Inferiority Complex''': My translation of this sentence is almost certainly wrong, but this made more sense than anything else I could come up with in the context. Here's the original Japanese if anyone else wants to take a shot at it わたしは、それまで、さまざまな面で劣等感の塊だったからだ。</ref>
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"Would that be, for example, something like intelligence, or sensitivity, or leadership ability?"
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I asked animatedly. Tomiko-san shook her head in an elegant manner.
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"Not at all. It has absolutely no connection with intelligence. And certainly is not related to sensitivity. Moreover, the social skills that make for good leadership, are a thing best developed through practice, after experiencing various kinds of situations oneself."
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"Then......?"
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"What we call the Personality Index is a numerical value that indicates to what extent a person's personality is or is not stable. Whatever unexpected events may occur, whatever mental or emotional crisis one may face, whether or not one can consistently function without loosing sight of oneself or suffering a mental breakdown. The extent to which one is capable of this is the number one most important quality in a leader."
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Somehow, I was not very happy. I remembered how Maria had said that I was a strong person before we came here. Weren't they just saying that I was thickheaded?
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"That Score, is mine very high?
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"Yes. Magnificently so. It may well be the highest ever seen since the founding of Zenjin Academy.
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Suddenly, Tomiko-san's eyes shined pointedly.
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"But, it isn't just about that. The amazing thing about you is the fact that even after learning about everything, the height of your Index retained almost no long term Damage."
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I was so startled that it felt as though all the blood were draining from my face.
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"By everything, what are you referring to......?"
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"When you learned about mankind's blood-stained history from the False Minoshiro, and came to know how thin the ice upon which our society treads is, along with what was done to obtain our present peace and stability. After you returned, thorough psychological testing was conducted on all of you and your progress observed. After that shock, your Personality Index recovered in a splendidly short amount of time. The other four remained in a faltering state over a considerably longer period."
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With that it was confirmed, they knew everything that had happened, and had observed us like guinea pigs? I had to some extent expected this, nonetheless I felt as though I had received a blow to the top of my head.
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"That...... possibly, could it be that everything was pre-arranged from the beginning?"
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"Of course not"
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In an instant, Tomiko-san returned to original gentile expression.
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"Whatever else may be, we would never make that kind of dangerous gamble. We understood from the beginning that you were planning on committing some kind of breach of the rules. But, by no means did we think you would be able to catch a False Minoshiro....... A Library Computer Terminal of the Ancient Era. No one anticipated that.
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Was it the truth? I still did not feel that I could trust her words completely.
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"But, to decide such a thing by Test results alone......"
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"Not at all. In order to shoulder the highest responsibility for the fates of all the town's people, one must be broad-mindedly magnanimous and possess the nerve to accept the truth without faltering. You posses these qualities."
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Broad-minded is a convenient term to use. But, if a thing is pretty, anyone would be magnanimous. The point is, that does not mean a person will be able to calmly handle things that are distasteful.
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"We violated the rules and learned things that must not be known as a result. Yet despite this, Why weren't we disposed of?"
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Just now, my manner of speaking had slipped as I flared up emotionally, but Tomiko-san did not appear to have taken offense.
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"I understand what you are trying to say. I have no intention of explaining in detail but, the ones who make decisions about your disposal are not us, but the Board of Education."
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Tomiko-san said as though admonishing me.
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"Their Chairman, Hiromi-chan, is someone you know, is she not? That child has been very prone to worrying since she was quite young. Although I can't say I haven't had the feeling that she might be going a little too far these days."
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Hiromi-chan...... I had heard that Torigai Hiromi-san was on the Board of Education but, I had not known that she was its chairman. As friend of my mother's, I had countless memories of her coming to our home an eating dinner together with us. She was a short, thin, introverted seeming woman, with a voice so quiet her words could be hard to follow.
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That person wielded the authority of life-and-death power over all of us students, handing down often ruthless decisions? It was very difficult for me to believe.
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"The Ethics Committee is the towns highest decision making body, however, decisions reached amongst the Board of Education are essentially beyond our influence. But, with regard to all of you, there is an exception. I made a request of them, asking that they not seek your disposal."
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"Is that because Satoru is with us?"
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"No. I would never allow my personal feelings to interfere in this kind of important decision. The reason for all of that is you. It's because you are person who is necessary for the future of this town."
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Still, we had been at a place just barely short of being eliminated. That thought alone was enough to turn my mood bad.
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But in truth, why exactly should we have been exempted from disposal? It's hard to believe so suddenly but, is it really because I really am a valuable talented person as Tomiko-san says? Having never received such flattery before now, it was incomprehensible to me. It was attractive to suspect that, by some chance, my disposal could not be ordered simply because I was the daughter of the Head Librarian. ......But if that were the case, than the situation would have been the same in my sisters case as well.
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"However, please, don't think badly of Hiromi-chan and the others. It's just that they are driven by a kind of Paranoia."
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"Paranoia......?"
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To say that there exist abnormalities in the minds of people with the authority to decide the life and death of others?
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"Yes, although my choice of words may have been a little poor. Indeed, I too am a person who feels that same terror."
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"Then, what is it that they are so terrified of?"
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Tomiko-san looked at me with a surprised expression on her face.
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"Well, isn't it obvious? There are but two truly dreadful existences we need fear in this world, are there not? Fiends, and Karmic Demons."
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I was left speechless. Remembering the pair of fairytales I had been told repeatedly from childhood.
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"But Hiromi-chan and the rest have never seen a real Fiend or Karmic Demon themselves. That's where they differ from me. That is the reason why I always call what they feel mere paranoia."
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"Then, in reality......?"
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"Yes. I saw them with these very eyes. From quite close up at that. Would you like to hear the story?"
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"Yes."
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Tomiko-san closed her eyes for a short while, then began speaking in a peaceful voice.
   
   
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==Translation Notes==
  
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This represents about 40% of the chapter and what is here still needs a bit of work. In any case, Next is the story of Tomiko's first hand encounter with a fiend :D
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Created the page with the completion of Part 4: Chapter 1, but no completed work is ready for this chapter yet.
  
   
 
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Revision as of 07:46, 3 July 2013

Chapter 2

We rode in windowless boats like the ones used when we were taken to the Temple of Purity. It seemed that there was no intention to keep our destination a secret. There was no repetition of meaningless course changes or other deceptive movements. Traveling along the waterways normally, we were able to roughly estimate what vicinity we were in.

When going ashore too, a normal boat dock was used. Upon noticing that we had not even been taken outside of the Holy Barrier, I felt a little disappointed.

Glancing to the sides, I saw the town hall where father works and the library where mother works as we crossed the town's main street entering a narrow alleyway.

The Ethics Committee was located at a place slightly separated from the heart of Chinowa(Grain Ring) village. Looking from outside, it seemed to be no more than a normal townhouse but, upon passing through the front gate to the interior, the wood paneled corridor leading inward stretched along like an eel's den, revealing the fact that this was a building of considerable size.

What we finally arrived at was a quiet room with the feel of an inner parlor. It was filled with an aroma like burning sandalwood. An alcove was adorned by a hanging scroll of 'Kanbotan'[1]

The light from the window of a paper sliding door illuminated a large lacquered table, at the foot of which were lined up three Bellflower colored cushions.[2] We sat respectfully at seiza.[1]

"Please wait here for a moment."

The woman who had been leading(unofficially taking)[3] us said before closing the sliding door.

"So. What is going on here?"

With just the three of us in the room, Maria and I questioned Satoru from both sides.

"How could we not once before have heard that Satoru's grandmother was the chairman of the Ethics Committee?"

"There's no way that it's because you were reporting on us in detail, is there?"

"Please, wait just a minute."

Satoru had become overwhelmed.

"I didn't know about this either."

"Didn't know about what?"

"About my grandmother...... that is, that Asahina Tomiko-san is the chairman of the Ethics Committee."

"That can't be true"

"Is that possible? You didn't know? Even though you're her grandson?"

"Please, listen to what I'm saying"

Being interrogated from both left and right, Satoru retreated as though frightened and slipped off the cushion.

"The point is, even you two didn't have any idea who the Ethics Committees chairman was right?"

"That may be true but,"

"Unlike other government posts, the members of the Ethics Committee are not public knowledge. And none of the committees members would ever say that they were."

"Even so, somehow, isn't that the kind of thing you would know?"

Maria said, eying Satoru suspiciously.

"Somehow, I had absolutely no idea."

Satoru said defiantly, sitting back up.

"But, she really is your grandmother, isn't she Satoru?"

Maria said insistently.

"No, that is, I don't really......"

"Excuse me"

Hearing a voice from the other side of the sliding screen, Satoru hastily returned to sitting atop the cushion. Maria and I also turned to the front and resumed a dignified posture.

"I'm sorry to have made you wait."

Opening the sliding screen, the woman from earlier entered the room. In her hands was a tray with a tea set. She placed cups of hot green tea and dried teacakes in front of the three of us.

"We would like to hear from you one at a time so, would each of you come with me in turn?"

I wondered what they would do if we said no but, of course, we didn't have that kind of choice.

"Well then, first will be Watanabe Saki-san."

Although I was thirsty and very much wanted to drink some tea, I had no other choice but to stand up. Following behind the woman, we made our way down a long corridor.

"The person who was going to talk to all of you is Niimi-san, the man who was with me earlier. Although such things are his job. Oh. I still haven't introduced myself have I? I am called Kimoto. Nice to meet you."

"Hello"

I greeted her with a quick bow of my head.

"......In any case, when I reported to the chairman, she indicated that she wanted to speak with you in particular herself. So we're going to the chairman's office now."

"Eh. Satoru's...... Asahina Tomiko-san you mean?"

"Yes. She's a very kind and good natured person so, there's no need to be nervous."

She could say that but, it was a hopeless request. Although I would hesitate to say my heart was in a calm state before that moment, it began thumping harder and harder.

"Excuse me."

Kimoto-san knelt down in the corridor and placed her hands on the wooden door. I too hastily got down and waited behind her.

"Please come in."

The voice that responded was that of a nonchalant sounding woman.

She opened the wooden door and we entered the room. It was larger all around than the tatami room we had waited in earlier and had the feel of a study. On the left was an elegant alcove within which was a study. Opposite it, a set of staggered shelves were mounted to the wall.

"Leave her there, please."

A grey haired woman sitting facing the writing desk commanded as she raised her head.

"Certainly"

In the center of the room was a low table the same size as that in the previous room. I went and took a seat on a cushion to this side of it.

"Well then, please excuse me."

Kimoto-san quickly withdrew from the room. After being left behind alone, I felt like a person who had been abandoned in a cage with a wild animal. I felt a chill through my limbs and my throat went dry.

"You're Watanabe Saki? Mizuho-chan's daughter."

The grey haired woman asked me as she raised her head.

Aside from _____[4] lines extending from the side of her nose to her mouth, she had no noticeable wrinkles, giving her a surprisingly youthful appearance.

"Yes"

"There's no need behave so humbly. I'm Asahina Tomiko. I hear you've always been good friends with our Satoru."

Quietly standing up, Tomiko-san came to my left-hand side and sat down in an elegant manner with the alcove behind her. Wearing a shark patterned outfit of silver-grey color that matched her hair, she was prettily dressed enough to draw admiration.

"Satoru with...... I've been friends with Satoru since we were children."

"Really"

Tomiko-san smiled. I guessed her to be in her mid-sixties. With large eyes and well-ordered looks, she must have been honored as quite the beauty when she was younger.

"Just as I imagined. Your eyes have a very good look to them. A strong light."

I had often been praised for my eyes. Probably because there wasn't much else about me worth praising. That my eyes had a light to them too, I had often heard but, if ones eyes were completely devoid of light, wouldn't person would without a doubt be dead.

"Thank you."

"I've wanted an opportunity to speak with you for a long time, you know?"

I was bewildered. It didn't seem that she was merely being polite.

"Why is that?"

"That would be because I would like for you to be my successor."

I closed my gaping mouth. I had no idea how best to reply to something so sudden.

"Are you surprised? However, I am not by any means saying this on a sudden whim or as a joke."

"That kind of...... There's no way someone like me could be suitable for it."

"Hohohoho. That's the same thing that Mizuho-chan said. It seems you can't argue with blood."

"Do you know my mother very well?"

I leaned forward while asking her. At first, I was quite reasonably extremely nervous but, the person called Asahina Tomiko had a peculiar atmosphere about her that seemed to clear away ones emotional barriers.

"Yes. Quite well. I knew Mizuho-chan from the day she was born."

While watching my eyes intently, Tomiko-san spoke in a voice that seemed to reach the very bottom of my heart.

"Mizuho-chan, more than most others has a wonderful disposition. Even now, she continues to do an impeccable job as head librarian. But, there is something special one must have to fulfill the responsibilities of my position. On that point, there isn't any other person more suitable than you."

"Someone like me...... How could that be? There's no way that my results as a Zenjin Academy student could be that spectacular."

"Results? Are you talking about Jyuryoku? It's not as though you particularly want to become someone like Shisei, is it?"

"That is...... Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able."

"Jyuryoku skill isn't the only thing we test you on at school you know. One of the others is a thing we call the Personality Index. Although this is something that the pupils themselves are by no means allowed to know about."

"Personality Index?"

Tomiko-san smiled beautifully, revealing teeth that were very white for her age.

"With each generation in turn, what is sought in good potential leaders is not some special ability, but a high Personality Index."

All at once, I felt as though everything before my eyes had become brighter. Because I had before this been under the weight of a many-faced inferiority complex.[5]

"Would that be, for example, something like intelligence, or sensitivity, or leadership ability?"

I asked animatedly. Tomiko-san shook her head in an elegant manner.

"Not at all. It has absolutely no connection with intelligence. And certainly is not related to sensitivity. Moreover, the social skills that make for good leadership, are a thing best developed through practice, after experiencing various kinds of situations oneself."

"Then......?"

"What we call the Personality Index is a numerical value that indicates to what extent a person's personality is or is not stable. Whatever unexpected events may occur, whatever mental or emotional crisis one may face, whether or not one can consistently function without loosing sight of oneself or suffering a mental breakdown. The extent to which one is capable of this is the number one most important quality in a leader."

Somehow, I was not very happy. I remembered how Maria had said that I was a strong person before we came here. Weren't they just saying that I was thickheaded?

"That Score, is mine very high?

"Yes. Magnificently so. It may well be the highest ever seen since the founding of Zenjin Academy.

Suddenly, Tomiko-san's eyes shined pointedly.

"But, it isn't just about that. The amazing thing about you is the fact that even after learning about everything, the height of your Index retained almost no long term Damage."

I was so startled that it felt as though all the blood were draining from my face.

"By everything, what are you referring to......?"

"When you learned about mankind's blood-stained history from the False Minoshiro, and came to know how thin the ice upon which our society treads is, along with what was done to obtain our present peace and stability. After you returned, thorough psychological testing was conducted on all of you and your progress observed. After that shock, your Personality Index recovered in a splendidly short amount of time. The other four remained in a faltering state over a considerably longer period."

With that it was confirmed, they knew everything that had happened, and had observed us like guinea pigs? I had to some extent expected this, nonetheless I felt as though I had received a blow to the top of my head.

"That...... possibly, could it be that everything was pre-arranged from the beginning?"

"Of course not"

In an instant, Tomiko-san returned to original gentile expression.

"Whatever else may be, we would never make that kind of dangerous gamble. We understood from the beginning that you were planning on committing some kind of breach of the rules. But, by no means did we think you would be able to catch a False Minoshiro....... A Library Computer Terminal of the Ancient Era. No one anticipated that.

Was it the truth? I still did not feel that I could trust her words completely.

"But, to decide such a thing by Test results alone......"

"Not at all. In order to shoulder the highest responsibility for the fates of all the town's people, one must be broad-mindedly magnanimous and possess the nerve to accept the truth without faltering. You posses these qualities."

Broad-minded is a convenient term to use. But, if a thing is pretty, anyone would be magnanimous. The point is, that does not mean a person will be able to calmly handle things that are distasteful.

"We violated the rules and learned things that must not be known as a result. Yet despite this, Why weren't we disposed of?"

Just now, my manner of speaking had slipped as I flared up emotionally, but Tomiko-san did not appear to have taken offense.

"I understand what you are trying to say. I have no intention of explaining in detail but, the ones who make decisions about your disposal are not us, but the Board of Education."

Tomiko-san said as though admonishing me.

"Their Chairman, Hiromi-chan, is someone you know, is she not? That child has been very prone to worrying since she was quite young. Although I can't say I haven't had the feeling that she might be going a little too far these days."

Hiromi-chan...... I had heard that Torigai Hiromi-san was on the Board of Education but, I had not known that she was its chairman. As friend of my mother's, I had countless memories of her coming to our home an eating dinner together with us. She was a short, thin, introverted seeming woman, with a voice so quiet her words could be hard to follow.

That person wielded the authority of life-and-death power over all of us students, handing down often ruthless decisions? It was very difficult for me to believe.

"The Ethics Committee is the towns highest decision making body, however, decisions reached amongst the Board of Education are essentially beyond our influence. But, with regard to all of you, there is an exception. I made a request of them, asking that they not seek your disposal."

"Is that because Satoru is with us?"

"No. I would never allow my personal feelings to interfere in this kind of important decision. The reason for all of that is you. It's because you are person who is necessary for the future of this town."

Still, we had been at a place just barely short of being eliminated. That thought alone was enough to turn my mood bad.

But in truth, why exactly should we have been exempted from disposal? It's hard to believe so suddenly but, is it really because I really am a valuable talented person as Tomiko-san says? Having never received such flattery before now, it was incomprehensible to me. It was attractive to suspect that, by some chance, my disposal could not be ordered simply because I was the daughter of the Head Librarian. ......But if that were the case, than the situation would have been the same in my sisters case as well.

"However, please, don't think badly of Hiromi-chan and the others. It's just that they are driven by a kind of Paranoia."

"Paranoia......?"

To say that there exist abnormalities in the minds of people with the authority to decide the life and death of others?

"Yes, although my choice of words may have been a little poor. Indeed, I too am a person who feels that same terror."

"Then, what is it that they are so terrified of?"

Tomiko-san looked at me with a surprised expression on her face.

"Well, isn't it obvious? There are but two truly dreadful existences we need fear in this world, are there not? Fiends, and Karmic Demons."

I was left speechless. Remembering the pair of fairytales I had been told repeatedly from childhood.

"But Hiromi-chan and the rest have never seen a real Fiend or Karmic Demon themselves. That's where they differ from me. That is the reason why I always call what they feel mere paranoia."

"Then, in reality......?"

"Yes. I saw them with these very eyes. From quite close up at that. Would you like to hear the story?"

"Yes."

Tomiko-san closed her eyes for a short while, then began speaking in a peaceful voice.


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Translation Notes

This represents about 40% of the chapter and what is here still needs a bit of work. In any case, Next is the story of Tomiko's first hand encounter with a fiend :D

-Dusanh


  1. ↑ 寒牡丹(Kanbotan?): The last two characters indicate that this is some type of wood, but I couldn't find a translation for the name anywhere.
  2. ↑ Bellflower colored Cushions: For more on Bellflowers click here. The Cushions in question here refer specifically to Japanese-Style floor cusions for kneeling on, but I don't know of any proper english equivalent for the word.
  3. ↑ Unofficially Taking: The word Taking here is an alternate form that refers specifically to taking a person against their will.
  4. ↑ _____:I havn't yet figured out how to say this in English
  5. ↑ ...Inferiority Complex: My translation of this sentence is almost certainly wrong, but this made more sense than anything else I could come up with in the context. Here's the original Japanese if anyone else wants to take a shot at it わたしは、それまで、さまざまな面で劣等感の塊だったからだ。


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