Big textI'm a wishy-washy guy and sometimes lethargic to the point of doing absolutely nothing. I like to read lots of manga and novels, which is why Baka-Tsuki caught my interest. I'm a high school student with the age of being 17.
So what if you don't know how to do it? If you think you can't do it because you don't know how, then you are just fooling yourself and choosing the easiest option. What you simply don't know is everything you denied to know.
You think everybody was born with talent? If you think like that, then you are foolish, nobody was born with talent. Those that are better are simply better because they know how to accomplish their dream.
Also, why are you praying for a miracle? What good will that miracle do to you? What meaning will the so called 'miracle' have if it was granted by somebody else?! If you are expecting a miracle to happen by praying, then continue praying for it. A true miracle happens when you manage to do something with your own hands and your own effort, and only then can you proudly say, "I made a miracle happen."