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==Chapter 12 - Determined to be a Boyfriend Mayhem==
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==Chapter 12 - The Resolution to be a Boyfriend is Mayhem==
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The result—
 
The result—
   
Afterwards I was forced to kneel on the beech, and I suffered a lecture sandwiched by Chiwa on the right, and Fuyuumi on the left. Also, they again used an oil-based pen to write on my left and right arms. Fuyuumi wrote, 「shameless」, and Chiwa wrote 「playboy」. I'll take a hundred paces back and admit that I'm shameless, but it wasn't accurate to call me a playboy, right?
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After that was over, I was forced to kneel on the beech, suffering from a lecture sandwiched by Chiwa on the right and Fuyuumi on the left. Also, they again used an oil-based pen to write on my left and right arms. Fuyuumi wrote, 「shameless」, and Chiwa wrote 「adulterer」. I'll take a hundred paces back and admit that shameless could fit, but it wasn't accurate to label me as an adulterer, right?
   
Also, Hime seemed very happy because she expressed her dere very well, and she was totally in a competitive mood:
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Also, Hime seemed very happy because she expressed her dere very well; she was totally in a competitive mood:
   
 
"Hey, Master, contestant number eleven is really beautiful."
 
"Hey, Master, contestant number eleven is really beautiful."
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"Yeah, I guess she's okay. She's right on target at expressing her dere."
 
"Yeah, I guess she's okay. She's right on target at expressing her dere."
   
Fuyuumi was looking at the big screen, and very impressively gave each contestant a review. Because she was she was so distracted lecturing me, she missed her scheduled time and was totally disqualified. She had told Hime not to run away, but in the end she ended up missing her own performance. How stupid.
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Fuyuumi was looking at the big screen, and very impressively gave each contestant a review. Because she was she was so distracted lecturing me, she missed her scheduled time and was totally disqualified. She had told Hime not to run away, but in the end she ended up missing her own performance. How silly.
   
 
While I was forced to remain kneeling, I asked Chiwa who was grasping her knees:
 
While I was forced to remain kneeling, I asked Chiwa who was grasping her knees:
   
"Hey, when does Masuzu go on?"
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"Hey, when is Masuzu's turn?"
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"I remembered she was the twelfth, so that would be the next one?"
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After the eleventh contestant received a round of applause and left from the side of the stage, Saeko-san immediately walked to the center of the stage.
   
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"Then the next one would be—— entry number 12, Natsukawa Masuzu-san."
"I remembered she was twelfth, so that would be the next one?"
 
   
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When Masuzu appeared on the stage, the noisy audience quieted down immediately. 「A foreigner? From which country?」 「Is that silver hair real?」 「So pretty…」. Voices of admiration came from all directions. This was a familiar sight that Masuzu and I have already seen happening countless times.
After the eleventh contestant received a round of applause and left from the side of the stage, Saeko san immediately walked to the center of the stage.
 
   
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「The Natsukawa family jewel」, was how Mana described it.
"Then the next one—entry number 12, Natsukawa Masuzu-chan."
 
   
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But, <i>I knew</i> this girl's true nature.
When Masuzu appeared on the stage, the noisy audience quieted down immediately. 「A foreigner? She is a foreigner?」 「Is that silver hair real?」 「So pretty…..」. Sounds of admiration came from all directions. This was a familiar sight that Masuzu and I have seen together countless times.
 
   
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I knew very well that she is a high school student who is arrogant, self-important, and conceited who doesn't know when she has taken something too far.
Mana said earlier that Masuzu was the 「Natsukawa family jewel」.
 
   
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<i>That's no jewel</i>.
But I knew this girl's true nature.
 
   
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<i>That's just an ordinary girl</i>.
I knew very well that she was a high school student who was arrogant, pretentious, and thought herself to be terrific.
 
   
She wasn't a jewel.
 
   
She was an ordinary girl.
 
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'''"Masuzu-chan, firstly, please introduce yourself."'''
 
'''"Masuzu-chan, firstly, please introduce yourself."'''
   
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'''"Hnn? What's wrong?"'''
 
'''"Hnn? What's wrong?"'''
   
'''"I've lost the right to participate in this contest. To be precise, I lost it last night.'''
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'''"I've lost the right to participate in this contest. To be precise, <i>I lost it last night</i>.'''
   
 
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I clicked my tongue.
 
I clicked my tongue.
   
This is really what you've decided huh, Masuzu.
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<i>This is really what you've decided huh, Masuzu</i>.
   
   
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The buzz in the crowd increased suddenly.
 
The buzz in the crowd increased suddenly.
   
Pointing at the Masuzu who was standing there blanking, some lovebirds started saying. 「She's so beautiful that he can't manage her.「She probably has a really bad personality, right?」 「What matters in love is compatibility—」.
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Pointing at the Masuzu who was standing there blanking, some lovestruck guys started saying. 「<i>She's so beautiful that he couldn't handle it</i><ref>If I'm not mistaken, this can be "read" in a more nasty way. Basically, the dialog could imply that who is speaking supposes that the boyfriend wanted to go to third base and more, and when he had a hard time convincing her he cut the relationship</ref> 「<i>She probably has a really bad personality, right?</i>「<i>What matters in love is compatibility—</i>」.
   
"......What do you know......?"
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"<i>......What do you know......</i>?"
   
 
I clenched my fist.
 
I clenched my fist.
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What did you guys know about Masuzu? What did you know about her?
 
What did you guys know about Masuzu? What did you know about her?
   
The difficulty of dealing with Masuzu is beyond your imagination.
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The difficulty of handling Masuzu is <i>beyond your imagination</i>.
   
Masuzu's bad personality is beyond your imagination.
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Masuzu's bad personality is <i>beyond your imagination</i>.
   
And beyond your imagination, Masuzu and I—
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And <i>beyond your imagination</i>, Me and Masuzu have———
   
"Hey Ei-kun, is that true? Did you guys really break up!?"
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"<i>Hey Ei-kun, is that true? Did you guys really break up</i>!?"
   
 
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"Eita, what happened? Did President just speak the truth?"
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"<i>Eita, what happened? Did President just speak the truth</i>?"
   
"Break up? Then, Takkun is free? Does that mean Ai-chan is the epic winner again!?"
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"<i>Break up? Then, Ta-kun is free? Does that mean Ai-chan is the epic winner yet again</i>!?"
   
 
I let the questions from Chiwa and the rest slide.
 
I let the questions from Chiwa and the rest slide.
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"Masuzuuuu! It's meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!"
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<big>"Masuzuuuu! It's meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!"</big>
   
   
No use! My voice couldn't reach the stage from this distance. Masuzu couldn't hear me!
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No use! My voice couldn't reach the stage from this distance. Masuzu can't hear me!
   
 
I pushed my way through the crowd, and continued shouting as I ran.
 
I pushed my way through the crowd, and continued shouting as I ran.
   
"What's with that dejection, Masuzu!"
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"What's with that dejection, Masuzu!?"
   
 
Masuzu did not look at me. She was merely answered Saeko-san's questions blankly.
 
Masuzu did not look at me. She was merely answered Saeko-san's questions blankly.
   
"Can't you hear me Masuzu! Don't keep looking down!"
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<big>"Can't you hear me Masuzu! Don't keep looking down!"</big>
   
 
As I thought, she didn't notice me. The bad-mouthing around me was louder. My voice couldn't reach her.
 
As I thought, she didn't notice me. The bad-mouthing around me was louder. My voice couldn't reach her.
   
As I forced my way through the people, I was rewarded with cold stares from around me. I got hit on the back and kicked on my legs. Sorry. It's my fault. But forgive me please, I, I want to get to her side!
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As I forced my way through the people, I was rewarded with cold stares from around me. I got hit on the back and kicked on my legs. Sorry. It's my fault. But forgive me please, <b>I, I have to get to her side!</b>
   
 
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"Aren't you the president of 「Jien-Otsu」—for Bringing Out Your Maiden Self!"<ref>'''Ji-En Otsu:''' Please see volume 1 chapter 9's translator note.<br/><br/></ref>
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<big>"Aren't you the president of 「Jien-Otsu」— someone who can Bring Out Her Maiden Self!?"</big><ref>'''Ji-En Otsu:''' Please see volume 1 chapter 9's translator note.</ref>
   
 
I yelled as I waved the 「乙」 strap hanging from my cellphone which I've taken out.
 
I yelled as I waved the 「乙」 strap hanging from my cellphone which I've taken out.
   
"So, until the very end, act out Natsukawa Masuzu and show it to us!!"
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<big>"So, until the very end, act out Natsukawa Masuzu and show it to us!!"</big>
   
   
By the time Masuzu noticed me, I've run up onto the stage.
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By the time Masuzu noticed me, I've already made it to the stage.
   
The crowd became silent, and Saeko's mouth was wide open.
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The crowd became silent, and Saeko-san's mouth was wide open.
   
"......W-what are you here for?"
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"<i>......W-what are you here for</i>?"
   
 
Masuzu stiffened visibly as she stepped back.
 
Masuzu stiffened visibly as she stepped back.
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While my shoulders bobbed as I was catching my breath, I grinned:
 
While my shoulders bobbed as I was catching my breath, I grinned:
   
"Isn't it obvious? I came here to be<ref>'''Alternate writing of Be:''' It is written as 'Act'.<br/><br/></ref> your boyfriend."
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"Isn't it obvious? I came here to Be your<span style="position:absolute; margin-top: -10px; font-size: 0.7em; margin-left: -40px;">Act as</span><ref>'''Alternate writing of Be:''' It is written as 'Act'.</ref> your boyfriend."
   
 
"Like I said last night, it's fine!"
 
"Like I said last night, it's fine!"
   
"Even if you are fine with it, I'm not."
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"<i>Even if you are fine with it, I'm not</i>."
   
 
I took the mike from Saeko-san, and my voice rang out throughout the venue.
 
I took the mike from Saeko-san, and my voice rang out throughout the venue.
   
   
'''"Let's do this again, Masuzu!"'''
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<big>'''"Let's do this again, Masuzu!"'''</big>
   
 
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"......Do you have any idea what you're saying?"
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"......<i>Do you have any idea what you're saying</i>?"
   
 
"I don't want to break up with you. I want to do it again, with you!"
 
"I don't want to break up with you. I want to do it again, with you!"
   
"Do you have any idea what you're saying?"
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"<i>Do you have any idea what you're saying</i>?"
   
 
Masuzu repeated her question.
 
Masuzu repeated her question.
   
"No matter how many times we redo it, it'll be the same. It will be nothing but a distorted mismatch. No matter how much a monkey imitates a human, to the human, it's just pathetic. It's the same as that. A fake is still a fake. It can't become a real thing."
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"No matter how many times we redo it, <i>it'll be the same</i>. It will be nothing but a distorted mismatch. No matter how much a monkey imitates a human, to the human, it's just laughable. <i>It's the same as that. A fake is still a fake. It can't become a real thing</i>."
   
 
"That's fine, a monkey with its fellow monkey, a fake with his fellow fake, things might just go well after all."
 
"That's fine, a monkey with its fellow monkey, a fake with his fellow fake, things might just go well after all."
   
"Impossible. There's so many of those dazzling 「real」 girls around you right?"
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"It's pointless. <i>There's so many of those dazzling 「<b>real</b>」 around you right?</i>"
   
When she said that, she had a face contorted with so much pain, a face that I've never seen before.
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When she said that, she had a face contorted with so much pain, <i>a face that I've never seen before</i>.
   
 
—aah, I see.
 
—aah, I see.
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You've been so envious of Chiwa, Hime, and Ai that you can't stand it anymore.
 
You've been so envious of Chiwa, Hime, and Ai that you can't stand it anymore.
   
But you know...... I too am the same.
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But you know...... <i>I too am the same</i>.
   
We're the same.
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<i>We're the same</i>.
   
"Aah. Every one of them is wasted on me. They are all so real."
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"Aah. Every one of them is wasted on me. They are all <i>real</i> after all."
   
 
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"Then, why are you so attached to a fake?"
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"Then, <i>why are you so attached to a fake</i>?"
   
"The reason is obvious right?"
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"<i>The reason for that is obvious, right</i>?"
   
 
I put my mouth near the mike, and proclaimed to the crowd.
 
I put my mouth near the mike, and proclaimed to the crowd.
   
   
'''"That's because I love Natsukawa Masuzu!!"'''
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<big>'''"That's because I love Natsukawa Masuzu!!"'''</big>
   
   
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It should have reached Masuzu.
 
It should have reached Masuzu.
   
"The first time I saw you, I thought this: For someone to be so beautiful, her personality must be the worst, and truly, it is! An unbelievably wicked tongue! A stuck up attitude that doesn't see her boyfriend as a boyfriend! A person who's smart enough not to dirty her own hands! However you think about it is, she's just too horrible! She's really only a girl with looks! Such an extreme vileness before me! Iidioot!"
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"The first time I saw you, I thought this: <i>For someone to be so beautiful, her personality must be the worst, <b>and truly, it is!</b> An unbelievably wicked tongue! A stuck up attitude that doesn't see her boyfriend as a boyfriend! A person who's smart enough not to dirty her own hands! However you think about it is, she's just too horrible! She's really only a girl with looks! Such an extreme vileness before me! Iidioot!<(b>"
   
Hahaha, as I expected, my true voice was filled with bad-mouthing criticisms.
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Hahaha, as I expected, my <i>true voice</i> was filled with bad-mouthing criticisms.
   
 
The crowd had become totally silent, and even with these many people, only the sound of waves could be heard.
 
The crowd had become totally silent, and even with these many people, only the sound of waves could be heard.
   
Saeko-san had a "What's this?" look on her face.
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Saeko-san had a 「<i>What's this?</i>」 look on her face.
   
 
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However, what came after was the real thing.
 
However, what came after was the real thing.
   
"That's why I'm fond of you! I love you!"
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"<i>That's why I'm fond of you! I love you!</i>"
   
"I-I don't get what you're saying."
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"<i>I-I don't get what you're saying</i>."
   
"Get it already! For someone as loathsome as you are—there is only a man who is as loathsome as me for you!"
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"Get it already! For someone as loathsome as you are——— <i>there can only be a man who is as loathsome as me</i>!"
   
 
Masuzu swallowed.
 
Masuzu swallowed.
   
"Aren't you the only one who knows how loathsome I am, how disgraceful I am?"
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"<i>Aren't you the one who knows the most how loathsome I am, and how disgraceful I am</i>?"
   
The only person other than me who has come into possession of that notebook, was Masuzu.
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The only person other than me who has come into possession of that notebook, <i>was Natsukawa Masuzu</i>.
   
The only person in this world who knew everything about my unsightly, weak self, was Masuzu.
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The only person in this world who knew everything about my unsightly, weak self, <i>was Natsukawa Masuzu</i>.
   
"That's why you are the only one for me."
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"<i>That's why you are the only one for me</i>."
   
 
That was everything I wanted to say.
 
That was everything I wanted to say.
   
I acted with everything I got.
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<i>I acted with everything I got</i>.
   
I lied with everything I got.
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<b>I lied with everything I got</b>.
   
As for the rest, it would depend on my "fellow actress", no, my "fellow sinner",
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As for the rest, it would depend on my 「<i>fellow actress</i>」, no, my 「<i>fellow accomplice</i>」,
   
   
"—don't joke with me."
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<small>"<i>———— don't joke with me</i>."</small>
   
 
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Masuzu smiled.
 
Masuzu smiled.
   
"You know, Eita. I've always hated you."
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"You know, Eita. <i>I've always hated you</i>."
   
 
"...... eh?"
 
"...... eh?"
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R-Really?
 
R-Really?
   
"I hated you. Someone like you. Do you remember, during the first time we met, you turned your eyes away from me right away? Thanks to that, my first impression of you was the worst. What's with this rude man? When other men look at me, they look like as if they have been paralyzed. As for you, you just made a disdainful face. You've really hurt my pride. Even when my only redeeming feature is my face. Why aren't you charmed by me? Why doesn't your face turn red? Why aren't you gazing at me?"
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"<i>I hated you</i>. Someone like you. Do you remember, during the first time we met, you turned your eyes away from me right away? Thanks to that, my first impression of you was the worst. <i>What's with this rude man</i>? When other men look at me, they look like as if they have been paralyzed. As for you, you just made a disdainful face. You've really hurt my pride. Even when my only redeeming feature is my face. Why aren't you charmed by me? Why doesn't your face turn red? Why aren't you gazing at me?"
   
 
"...... no, about that."
 
"...... no, about that."
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I can't remember at all......
 
I can't remember at all......
   
"I can't stand it when your grades were better than mine. I can't stand it when you didn't talk to me even when my seat is beside yours. When I had no choice but to speak with you, you merely replied nonchalantly, and immediately returned to your conversation with your best friend. I also can't stand it when you get friendly with your childhood friend. I can't believe you prefer a pipsqueak like her. Even though I should be able to bring a lot more fun moments to you. I'll definitely give you hell, I thought. I've always, always hated you. That's why when I got hold of that, I was really trembling in happiness each time I made you depressed. Whenever I saw your tearful face, I was really on top of the world. And at the same time, down in the dumps. Since with that, you got to know the real me. With that, you would surely hate me for sure. —but yet,"
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"<b>I can't stand it</b> when your grades were better than mine. <b>I can't stand it</b> when you didn't try to talk to me even when my seat is beside yours. When I had no choice but to speak with you, you merely replied nonchalantly, and immediately returned to your conversation with your best friend. <b>I also can't stand it</b> when you get friendly with your childhood friend. <i>I can't believe you prefer a pipsqueak like her <b>to me</b></i>. Even though I should be able to bring a lot more fun moments to you. <b>I'll definitely give you hell</b>, I thought. <i>I've always, always hated you</i>. That's why when I got hold of <i>that</i>, I was really trembling in happiness each time I made you depressed. Whenever I saw your tearful face, I was really on top of the world. And at the same time, down in the dumps. Since with that, <i>you got to know the real me</i>. With that, you would surely loathe me for sure——— <i>but yet</i>,"
   
 
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Before I knew it, the sky was bright orange from the setting sun.
 
Before I knew it, the sky was bright orange from the setting sun.
   
"But yet, you were so kind."
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"<i>But yet, <b>you were so kind</b></i>."
   
 
Transparent droplets rolled off Masuzu's cheeks.
 
Transparent droplets rolled off Masuzu's cheeks.
   
"You were much gentler and kinder to me after knowing me than before knowing me. That's just impossible."
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"You were much gentler and kinder to me after knowing me than before knowing me. <i>That's just impossible</i>."
   
 
A sobbing voice sounded from the stage.
 
A sobbing voice sounded from the stage.
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I braced myself, and asked boldly.
 
I braced myself, and asked boldly.
   
"Are those tears genuine? Or are they fake?"
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"<i>Are those tears genuine? Or are they fake</i>?"
   
 
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"I don't know."
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"<i>I don't know</i>."
   
 
From that cracked voice, it seemed like those tears were genuine.
 
From that cracked voice, it seemed like those tears were genuine.
   
"I don't know myself. I don't even know who I am."
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"<i>I don't know myself. I don't even know who I am</i>."
   
 
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"You are my 「girlfriend」. Stay as my 「girlfriend」, Masuzu."
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"<i>You are my 「girlfriend」. Stay as my 「girlfriend」, Masuzu</i>."
   
   

Revision as of 08:48, 24 December 2013

Chapter 12 - The Resolution to be a Boyfriend is Mayhem

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The result—

After that was over, I was forced to kneel on the beech, suffering from a lecture sandwiched by Chiwa on the right and Fuyuumi on the left. Also, they again used an oil-based pen to write on my left and right arms. Fuyuumi wrote, 「shameless」, and Chiwa wrote 「adulterer」. I'll take a hundred paces back and admit that shameless could fit, but it wasn't accurate to label me as an adulterer, right?

Also, Hime seemed very happy because she expressed her dere very well; she was totally in a competitive mood:

"Hey, Master, contestant number eleven is really beautiful."

"Yeah, I guess she's okay. She's right on target at expressing her dere."

Fuyuumi was looking at the big screen, and very impressively gave each contestant a review. Because she was she was so distracted lecturing me, she missed her scheduled time and was totally disqualified. She had told Hime not to run away, but in the end she ended up missing her own performance. How silly.

While I was forced to remain kneeling, I asked Chiwa who was grasping her knees:

"Hey, when is Masuzu's turn?"

"I remembered she was the twelfth, so that would be the next one?"

After the eleventh contestant received a round of applause and left from the side of the stage, Saeko-san immediately walked to the center of the stage.

"Then the next one would be—— entry number 12, Natsukawa Masuzu-san."

When Masuzu appeared on the stage, the noisy audience quieted down immediately. 「A foreigner? From which country?」 「Is that silver hair real?」 「So pretty…」. Voices of admiration came from all directions. This was a familiar sight that Masuzu and I have already seen happening countless times.

「The Natsukawa family jewel」, was how Mana described it.

But, I knew this girl's true nature.

I knew very well that she is a high school student who is arrogant, self-important, and conceited who doesn't know when she has taken something too far.

That's no jewel.

That's just an ordinary girl.


"Masuzu-chan, firstly, please introduce yourself."


Saeko-san prompted as Masuzu took the mike.


"To the MC and everyone here, I have to make an apology."

"Hnn? What's wrong?"

"I've lost the right to participate in this contest. To be precise, I lost it last night.

Bewilderment spread throughout the venue, which was filled with a buzz that was different from the excitement earlier.

I clicked my tongue.

This is really what you've decided huh, Masuzu.


"What do you mean by that? Masuzu-chan?"

"It's a simple thing. I got dumped by my boyfriend."


The buzz in the crowd increased suddenly.

Pointing at the Masuzu who was standing there blanking, some lovestruck guys started saying. 「She's so beautiful that he couldn't handle it[1]She probably has a really bad personality, right?」 「What matters in love is compatibility—」.

"......What do you know......?"

I clenched my fist.

What did you guys know about Masuzu? What did you know about her?

The difficulty of handling Masuzu is beyond your imagination.

Masuzu's bad personality is beyond your imagination.

And beyond your imagination, Me and Masuzu have———

"Hey Ei-kun, is that true? Did you guys really break up!?"

"Eita, what happened? Did President just speak the truth?"

"Break up? Then, Ta-kun is free? Does that mean Ai-chan is the epic winner yet again!?"

I let the questions from Chiwa and the rest slide.

I took action.

I kicked off from the sand, breaking into a sprint.

I pushed through the guys who made fun of Masuzu, and aimed for the stage!


"Masuzuuuu! It's meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!"


No use! My voice couldn't reach the stage from this distance. Masuzu can't hear me!

I pushed my way through the crowd, and continued shouting as I ran.

"What's with that dejection, Masuzu!?"

Masuzu did not look at me. She was merely answered Saeko-san's questions blankly.

"Can't you hear me Masuzu! Don't keep looking down!"

As I thought, she didn't notice me. The bad-mouthing around me was louder. My voice couldn't reach her.

As I forced my way through the people, I was rewarded with cold stares from around me. I got hit on the back and kicked on my legs. Sorry. It's my fault. But forgive me please, I, I have to get to her side!

"Aren't you the president of 「Jien-Otsu」— someone who can Bring Out Her Maiden Self!?"[2]

I yelled as I waved the 「乙」 strap hanging from my cellphone which I've taken out.

"So, until the very end, act out Natsukawa Masuzu and show it to us!!"


By the time Masuzu noticed me, I've already made it to the stage.

The crowd became silent, and Saeko-san's mouth was wide open.

"......W-what are you here for?"

Masuzu stiffened visibly as she stepped back.

While my shoulders bobbed as I was catching my breath, I grinned:

"Isn't it obvious? I came here to Be yourAct as[3] your boyfriend."

"Like I said last night, it's fine!"

"Even if you are fine with it, I'm not."

I took the mike from Saeko-san, and my voice rang out throughout the venue.


"Let's do this again, Masuzu!"

"......Do you have any idea what you're saying?"

"I don't want to break up with you. I want to do it again, with you!"

"Do you have any idea what you're saying?"

Masuzu repeated her question.

"No matter how many times we redo it, it'll be the same. It will be nothing but a distorted mismatch. No matter how much a monkey imitates a human, to the human, it's just laughable. It's the same as that. A fake is still a fake. It can't become a real thing."

"That's fine, a monkey with its fellow monkey, a fake with his fellow fake, things might just go well after all."

"It's pointless. There's so many of those dazzling 「real」 around you right?"

When she said that, she had a face contorted with so much pain, a face that I've never seen before.

—aah, I see.

So that's it. Masuzu.

You've always been envious.

You've been so envious of Chiwa, Hime, and Ai that you can't stand it anymore.

But you know...... I too am the same.

We're the same.

"Aah. Every one of them is wasted on me. They are all real after all."

"Then, why are you so attached to a fake?"

"The reason for that is obvious, right?"

I put my mouth near the mike, and proclaimed to the crowd.


"That's because I love Natsukawa Masuzu!!"


I hollered at the top of my voice, and even though some of the audience covered their ears...... I think I've sent it out clearly.

It should have reached Masuzu.

"The first time I saw you, I thought this: For someone to be so beautiful, her personality must be the worst, and truly, it is! An unbelievably wicked tongue! A stuck up attitude that doesn't see her boyfriend as a boyfriend! A person who's smart enough not to dirty her own hands! However you think about it is, she's just too horrible! She's really only a girl with looks! Such an extreme vileness before me! Iidioot!<(b>"

Hahaha, as I expected, my true voice was filled with bad-mouthing criticisms.

The crowd had become totally silent, and even with these many people, only the sound of waves could be heard.

Saeko-san had a 「What's this?」 look on her face.

Masuzu's mouth was gaping.

However, what came after was the real thing.

"That's why I'm fond of you! I love you!"

"I-I don't get what you're saying."

"Get it already! For someone as loathsome as you are——— there can only be a man who is as loathsome as me!"

Masuzu swallowed.

"Aren't you the one who knows the most how loathsome I am, and how disgraceful I am?"

The only person other than me who has come into possession of that notebook, was Natsukawa Masuzu.

The only person in this world who knew everything about my unsightly, weak self, was Natsukawa Masuzu.

"That's why you are the only one for me."

That was everything I wanted to say.

I acted with everything I got.

I lied with everything I got.

As for the rest, it would depend on my 「fellow actress」, no, my 「fellow accomplice」,


"———— don't joke with me."

Masuzu smiled.

"You know, Eita. I've always hated you."

"...... eh?"

R-Really?

"I hated you. Someone like you. Do you remember, during the first time we met, you turned your eyes away from me right away? Thanks to that, my first impression of you was the worst. What's with this rude man? When other men look at me, they look like as if they have been paralyzed. As for you, you just made a disdainful face. You've really hurt my pride. Even when my only redeeming feature is my face. Why aren't you charmed by me? Why doesn't your face turn red? Why aren't you gazing at me?"

"...... no, about that."

Did I do that sort of thing?

I can't remember at all......

"I can't stand it when your grades were better than mine. I can't stand it when you didn't try to talk to me even when my seat is beside yours. When I had no choice but to speak with you, you merely replied nonchalantly, and immediately returned to your conversation with your best friend. I also can't stand it when you get friendly with your childhood friend. I can't believe you prefer a pipsqueak like her to me. Even though I should be able to bring a lot more fun moments to you. I'll definitely give you hell, I thought. I've always, always hated you. That's why when I got hold of that, I was really trembling in happiness each time I made you depressed. Whenever I saw your tearful face, I was really on top of the world. And at the same time, down in the dumps. Since with that, you got to know the real me. With that, you would surely loathe me for sure——— but yet,"

Masuzu trailed off and looked up at the sky.

Before I knew it, the sky was bright orange from the setting sun.

"But yet, you were so kind."

Transparent droplets rolled off Masuzu's cheeks.

"You were much gentler and kinder to me after knowing me than before knowing me. That's just impossible."

A sobbing voice sounded from the stage.

Masuzu was crying......

"Hey Masuzu."

I braced myself, and asked boldly.

"Are those tears genuine? Or are they fake?"

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"I don't know."

From that cracked voice, it seemed like those tears were genuine.

"I don't know myself. I don't even know who I am."

"Then, I shall decide that for you—."

I grabbed Masuzu's trembling shoulders and drew her to me, and closed in with my lips to hers,


"You are my 「girlfriend」. Stay as my 「girlfriend」, Masuzu."


—with that, I fulfilled the promise which I wasn't able to fulfill yesterday.

I could hear the rousing, howling cheers coming from below the stage.

As I thought about the 「mayhem」 that was going to ensue after this, my legs couldn't help but tremble.

But right now, let me just indulge in this fake kiss, I thought.




Translator's Notes and References

  1. If I'm not mistaken, this can be "read" in a more nasty way. Basically, the dialog could imply that who is speaking supposes that the boyfriend wanted to go to third base and more, and when he had a hard time convincing her he cut the relationship
  2. Ji-En Otsu: Please see volume 1 chapter 9's translator note.
  3. Alternate writing of Be: It is written as 'Act'.


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