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// Resources for SEEN6900.TXT | // Resources for SEEN6900.TXT | ||
<0000> | <0000> | ||
// Prologue | // Prologue | ||
<0001> | <0001> | ||
// A world, covered in white. | // A world, covered in white. | ||
<0002> | <0002> | ||
// ........ | // ........ | ||
<0003> | <0003> | ||
// Snow... | // Snow... | ||
<0004> | <0004> | ||
// Yes, snow. | // Yes, snow. | ||
<0005> | <0005> | ||
// Continuing to fall down even now, it covers my body in white. | // Continuing to fall down even now, it covers my body in white. | ||
<0006> | <0006> | ||
// Ahhh... | // Ahhh... | ||
<0007> | <0007> | ||
// What am I doing in such a world...? | // What am I doing in such a world...? | ||
<0008> | <0008> | ||
// Since when have I been alone in this place...? | // Since when have I been alone in this place...? | ||
<0009> | <0009> | ||
// ........ | // ........ | ||
<0010> | <0010> | ||
// Buried in snow... was my hand. | // Buried in snow... was my hand. | ||
<0011> | <0011> | ||
// That hand was holding something. | // That hand was holding something. | ||
<0012> | <0012> | ||
// I pull it up. | // I pull it up. | ||
<0013> | <0013> | ||
// A hand of pure white. | // A hand of pure white. | ||
<0014> | <0014> | ||
// It was a girl's hand. | // It was a girl's hand. | ||
<0015> | <0015> | ||
// Ahhh... that's right... | // Ahhh... that's right... | ||
<0016> | <0016> | ||
// I was not alone. | // I was not alone. | ||
<0017> | <0017> | ||
// I brushed off the snow covering her face. | // I brushed off the snow covering her face. | ||
<0018> | <0018> | ||
// The side of her face came into view; one of peaceful sleep. | // The side of her face came into view; one of peaceful sleep. | ||
<0019> | <0019> | ||
// That's right... | // That's right... | ||
<0020> | <0020> | ||
// In this world. | // In this world. | ||
<0021> | <0021> | ||
// We were always together... | // We were always together... | ||
<0022> | <0022> | ||
// In this \wait{800}sad, lonely world. | // In this \wait{800}sad, lonely world. | ||
<0023> | <0023> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0024> | <0024> | ||
// I'm watching it. | // I'm watching it. | ||
<0025> | <0025> | ||
// A distant world. | // A distant world. | ||
<0026> | <0026> | ||
// It's a gloomy place. | // It's a gloomy place. | ||
<0027> | <0027> | ||
// I wonder, what is this place...? | // I wonder, what is this place...? | ||
<0028> | <0028> | ||
// It seems like I'm inside a house. | // It seems like I'm inside a house. | ||
<0029> | <0029> | ||
// It's quiet. | // It's quiet. | ||
<0030> | <0030> | ||
// I see a desk. | // I see a desk. | ||
<0031> | <0031> | ||
// There should be people in here, but nobody is there. | // There should be people in here, but nobody is there. | ||
<0032> | <0032> | ||
// Nothing moves... | // Nothing moves... | ||
<0033> | <0033> | ||
// Just the passing of time. | // Just the passing of time. | ||
<0034> | <0034> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0035> | <0035> | ||
// If I were given a choice of where to be born and gain a new life... | // If I were given a choice of where to be born and gain a new life... | ||
<0036> | <0036> | ||
// I don't think I'd choose this world. | // I don't think I'd choose this world. | ||
<0037> | <0037> | ||
// I became frightened. Frightened of this world. | // I became frightened. Frightened of this world. | ||
<0038> | <0038> | ||
// I had already noticed it for a long time. | // I had already noticed it for a long time. | ||
<0039> | <0039> | ||
// That this world had met its end. | // That this world had met its end. | ||
<0040> | <0040> | ||
// Nothing is ever born, and nothing dies here anymore. | // Nothing is ever born, and nothing dies here anymore. | ||
<0041> | <0041> | ||
// Not even the passing of time exists. | // Not even the passing of time exists. | ||
<0042> | <0042> | ||
// That's why nothing will end. | // That's why nothing will end. | ||
<0043> | <0043> | ||
// The next one to be born here will be the last. | // The next one to be born here will be the last. | ||
<0044> | <0044> | ||
// Locked in a world that never ends, and a place that no one can get out. | // Locked in a world that never ends, and a place that no one can get out. | ||
<0045> | <0045> | ||
// Nothing dies here, so nothing can be born into a new world. | // Nothing dies here, so nothing can be born into a new world. | ||
<0046> | <0046> | ||
// I'm watching this frozen world. | // I'm watching this frozen world. | ||
<0047> | <0047> | ||
// If I close my eyes, I'll be able to leave... | // If I close my eyes, I'll be able to leave... | ||
<0048> | <0048> | ||
// So I think. | // So I think. | ||
<0049> | <0049> | ||
// Please... the next time I open my eyes, I hope I won't see this world... | // Please... the next time I open my eyes, I hope I won't see this world... | ||
<0050> | <0050> | ||
// I wish for a warmer, more beautiful world. | // I wish for a warmer, more beautiful world. | ||
<0051> | <0051> | ||
// I voluntarily... | // I voluntarily... | ||
<0052> | <0052> | ||
// Closed my eyes to this place. | // Closed my eyes to this place. | ||
<0053> | <0053> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0054> | <0054> | ||
// At that moment, a light suddenly flickered. | // At that moment, a light suddenly flickered. | ||
<0055> | <0055> | ||
// Something moved. | // Something moved. | ||
<0056> | <0056> | ||
// I don't really know what it was. | // I don't really know what it was. | ||
<0057> | <0057> | ||
// But, something did move... | // But, something did move... | ||
<0058> | <0058> | ||
// It seems this world hasn't met its end yet... | // It seems this world hasn't met its end yet... | ||
<0059> | <0059> | ||
// ... Perhaps something is living in this apocalyptic world. | // ... Perhaps something is living in this apocalyptic world. | ||
<0060> | <0060> | ||
// The light streaming from the window strikes upon the walls. | // The light streaming from the window strikes upon the walls. | ||
<0061> | <0061> | ||
// Part of the shadowed area in this room is moving. | // Part of the shadowed area in this room is moving. | ||
<0062> | <0062> | ||
// If I can only move my "eyes", I might be able to see what it is. | // If I can only move my "eyes", I might be able to see what it is. | ||
<0063> | <0063> | ||
// But, I still don't know what its true form is. | // But, I still don't know what its true form is. | ||
<0064> | <0064> | ||
// It's slowly moving... | // It's slowly moving... | ||
<0065> | <0065> | ||
// Before long, the wall reflects the light... | // Before long, the wall reflects the light... | ||
<0066> | <0066> | ||
// And in exchange, I see a lone girl before my eyes. | // And in exchange, I see a lone girl before my eyes. | ||
<0067> | <0067> | ||
// She seems innocent. | // She seems innocent. | ||
<0068> | <0068> | ||
// She looks steadily upon me. | // She looks steadily upon me. | ||
<0069> | <0069> | ||
// I wonder if she can see me? | // I wonder if she can see me? | ||
<0070> | <0070> | ||
// She tries to extend her hands toward me. | // She tries to extend her hands toward me. | ||
<0071> | <0071> | ||
// However, the hand does not touch me; for they pass through instead. | // However, the hand does not touch me; for they pass through instead. | ||
<0072> | <0072> | ||
// That's right... | // That's right... | ||
<0073> | <0073> | ||
// I haven't been born into this world. | // I haven't been born into this world. | ||
<0074> | <0074> | ||
// That's why I can't touch anything. | // That's why I can't touch anything. | ||
<0075> | <0075> | ||
// But, if that's the case... \pwhy has that girl noticed me? | // But, if that's the case... \pwhy has that girl noticed me? | ||
<0076> | <0076> | ||
// It looks like she can see me. -Delwack | // It looks like she can see me. -Delwack | ||
<0077> | <0077> | ||
// In what form does she see me as? | // In what form does she see me as? | ||
<0078> | <0078> | ||
// She fanned her hand left and right. | // She fanned her hand left and right. | ||
<0079> | <0079> | ||
// And then she drew back her hand. | // And then she drew back her hand. | ||
<0080> | <0080> | ||
// She disappeared from sight. | // She disappeared from sight. | ||
<0081> | <0081> | ||
// ... There's a person in this world. | // ... There's a person in this world. | ||
<0082> | <0082> | ||
// What's she doing in an apocalyptic world? | // What's she doing in an apocalyptic world? | ||
<0083> | <0083> | ||
// How does she live, and what does she eat? | // How does she live, and what does she eat? | ||
<0084> | <0084> | ||
// She's still alive, right? | // She's still alive, right? | ||
<0085> | <0085> | ||
// I wonder, why do I worry about her? | // I wonder, why do I worry about her? | ||
<0086> | <0086> | ||
// I guess that's what's the same about this world...? | // I guess that's what's the same about this world...? | ||
<0087> | <0087> | ||
// I become frightened again. | // I become frightened again. | ||
<0088> | <0088> | ||
// ... I can't be born into this world. | // ... I can't be born into this world. | ||
<0089> | <0089> | ||
// But, that girl lives here. | // But, that girl lives here. | ||
<0090> | <0090> | ||
// That's why I wonder... | // That's why I wonder... | ||
<0091> | <0091> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0092> | <0092> | ||
// My eyes come upon this world again. | // My eyes come upon this world again. | ||
<0093> | <0093> | ||
// Often coming upon this boring, still world. | // Often coming upon this boring, still world. | ||
<0094> | <0094> | ||
// But she'd appear from time to time. | // But she'd appear from time to time. | ||
<0095> | <0095> | ||
// We couldn't understand each other's thoughts. | // We couldn't understand each other's thoughts. | ||
<0096> | <0096> | ||
// That's why I couldn't see what she meant, and she couldn't see what I meant. | // That's why I couldn't see what she meant, and she couldn't see what I meant. | ||
<0097> | <0097> | ||
// But, certainly... | // But, certainly... | ||
<0098> | <0098> | ||
// At that moment, I realized that I've always been waiting for her. | // At that moment, I realized that I've always been waiting for her. | ||
<0099> | <0099> | ||
// That girl lived in solitude. | // That girl lived in solitude. | ||
<0100> | <0100> | ||
// With the exception of the girl, no one was around. | // With the exception of the girl, no one was around. | ||
<0101> | <0101> | ||
// That was obvious. | // That was obvious. | ||
<0102> | <0102> | ||
// Here, nothing died, and nothing was born. | // Here, nothing died, and nothing was born. | ||
<0103> | <0103> | ||
// That's what this kind of world is. | // That's what this kind of world is. | ||
<0104> | <0104> | ||
// And that is why. | // And that is why. | ||
<0105> | <0105> | ||
// Somehow, she doesn't get tired of watching me. | // Somehow, she doesn't get tired of watching me. | ||
<0106> | <0106> | ||
// One day, she appeared in front of me carrying many things in her arms. | // One day, she appeared in front of me carrying many things in her arms. | ||
<0107> | <0107> | ||
// They were of various sizes... but all were junk. | // They were of various sizes... but all were junk. | ||
<0108> | <0108> | ||
// I can't help but call them junk... I have no idea how they can be useful. | // I can't help but call them junk... I have no idea how they can be useful. | ||
<0109> | <0109> | ||
// And there she spent quite some time constructing something out of the junk on that spot. | // And there she spent quite some time constructing something out of the junk on that spot. | ||
<0110> | <0110> | ||
// How much time has passed, I wonder? | // How much time has passed, I wonder? | ||
<0111> | <0111> | ||
// In front of her stood a doll half her height. | // In front of her stood a doll half her height. | ||
<0112> | <0112> | ||
// The girl stood up proudly as she faced me. | // The girl stood up proudly as she faced me. | ||
<0113> | <0113> | ||
// I watch her face, and then I finally realize. | // I watch her face, and then I finally realize. | ||
<0114> | <0114> | ||
// That body was made for me. | // That body was made for me. | ||
<0115> | <0115> | ||
// But, what should I do? | // But, what should I do? | ||
<0116> | <0116> | ||
// I didn't really understand. | // I didn't really understand. | ||
<0117> | <0117> | ||
// Is it okay to wish... | // Is it okay to wish... | ||
<0118> | <0118> | ||
// To be born into this world? | // To be born into this world? | ||
<0119> | <0119> | ||
// Am I really wishing for that? | // Am I really wishing for that? | ||
<0120> | <0120> | ||
// Even now, this world frightens me. | // Even now, this world frightens me. | ||
<0121> | <0121> | ||
// Nothing lives or dies here... | // Nothing lives or dies here... | ||
<0122> | <0122> | ||
// A world that will never progress... | // A world that will never progress... | ||
<0123> | <0123> | ||
// But if this is really such a closed world... | // But if this is really such a closed world... | ||
<0124> | <0124> | ||
// Then my existence should end here. | // Then my existence should end here. | ||
<0125> | <0125> | ||
// The girl put out her other hand... | // The girl put out her other hand... | ||
<0126> | <0126> | ||
// I saw how bruised and cut it was. | // I saw how bruised and cut it was. | ||
<0127> | <0127> | ||
// It was the only thing... that was warm in this world. | // It was the only thing... that was warm in this world. | ||
<0128> | <0128> | ||
// Before I knew it... | // Before I knew it... | ||
<0129> | <0129> | ||
// I wished \wait{800}for \wait{800}that hand.\wait{3000} | // I wished \wait{800}for \wait{800}that hand.\wait{3000} | ||
<0130> | <0130> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0131> | <0131> | ||
// The next scene was the floor. | // The next scene was the floor. | ||
<0132> | <0132> | ||
// I'm watching that floor steadily. | // I'm watching that floor steadily. | ||
<0133> | <0133> | ||
// What is it? I can feel something coming toward me. | // What is it? I can feel something coming toward me. | ||
<0134> | <0134> | ||
// I move my "\bneck"\u vertically. Doing so, my field of vision changes. | // I move my "\bneck"\u vertically. Doing so, my field of vision changes. | ||
<0135> | <0135> | ||
// The girl is there. | // The girl is there. | ||
<0136> | <0136> | ||
// The girl who has always been watching me. | // The girl who has always been watching me. | ||
<0137> | <0137> | ||
// The girl stretched out her hand to me. | // The girl stretched out her hand to me. | ||
<0138> | <0138> | ||
// I then faced her and stretched out my own "\bhand".\u | // I then faced her and stretched out my own "\bhand".\u | ||
<0139> | <0139> | ||
// Our hands held on to one another. | // Our hands held on to one another. | ||
<0140> | <0140> | ||
// I couldn't feel anything but... Even still, I know that we touched each other. | // I couldn't feel anything but... Even still, I know that we touched each other. | ||
<0141> | <0141> | ||
// At the same time, I began to feel it. | // At the same time, I began to feel it. | ||
<0142> | <0142> | ||
// That I really have been born into this world. | // That I really have been born into this world. | ||
<0143> | <0143> | ||
// I exist here. | // I exist here. | ||
<0144> | <0144> | ||
// The girl can touch me. | // The girl can touch me. | ||
<0145> | <0145> | ||
// This is a sad world. | // This is a sad world. | ||
<0146> | <0146> | ||
// But she is tender. | // But she is tender. | ||
<0147> | <0147> | ||
// As I touch the girl's hand, my "\bheart"\u was filled with both sadness and tenderness at the same time. | // As I touch the girl's hand, my "\bheart"\u was filled with both sadness and tenderness at the same time. | ||
<0148> | <0148> | ||
// I was born here for her. | // I was born here for her. | ||
<0149> | <0149> | ||
// I sacrificed everything about living in a new world which would possibly have brought me happiness. | // I sacrificed everything about living in a new world which would possibly have brought me happiness. | ||
<0150> | <0150> | ||
// The girl took my hand, helped me stand up, and let go. | // The girl took my hand, helped me stand up, and let go. | ||
<0151> | <0151> | ||
// Then, she stood several steps before me and clapped her hands. | // Then, she stood several steps before me and clapped her hands. | ||
<0152> | <0152> | ||
// I started walking in her direction. | // I started walking in her direction. | ||
<0153> | <0153> | ||
// That's right... I'm learning how to walk. | // That's right... I'm learning how to walk. | ||
<0154> | <0154> | ||
// My memory's a blur. | // My memory's a blur. | ||
<0155> | <0155> | ||
// If I don't try my hardest, I won't remember. | // If I don't try my hardest, I won't remember. | ||
<0156> | <0156> | ||
// The girl is clapping her hands. | // The girl is clapping her hands. | ||
<0157> | <0157> | ||
// I walk. | // I walk. | ||
<0158> | <0158> | ||
// But my legs do not move the way I want them to. | // But my legs do not move the way I want them to. | ||
<0159> | <0159> | ||
// And then, I collapse onto the floor again. | // And then, I collapse onto the floor again. | ||
<0160> | <0160> | ||
// Nevertheless, we keep repeating this process over again, and the girl would take my hand so I could stand up. | // Nevertheless, we keep repeating this process over again, and the girl would take my hand so I could stand up. | ||
<0161> | <0161> | ||
// How many times have I fallen like this? | // How many times have I fallen like this? | ||
<0162> | <0162> | ||
// Finally, I struggle to stand in front of her. | // Finally, I struggle to stand in front of her. | ||
<0163> | <0163> | ||
// Even though I was half the girl's height, she took my body into her arms. | // Even though I was half the girl's height, she took my body into her arms. | ||
<0164> | <0164> | ||
// \b... You really did well.\u | // \b... You really did well.\u | ||
<0165> | <0165> | ||
// The warmth. | // The warmth. | ||
<0166> | <0166> | ||
// The only warmth there was in this world. | // The only warmth there was in this world. | ||
<0167> | <0167> | ||
// The warmth that I was searching for. | // The warmth that I was searching for. | ||
<0168> | <0168> | ||
// However, with a body of junk, I couldn't feel that warmth. | // However, with a body of junk, I couldn't feel that warmth. | ||
<0169> | <0169> | ||
// I looked up at her face. | // I looked up at her face. | ||
<0170> | <0170> | ||
// I had a lot of things to ask her. | // I had a lot of things to ask her. | ||
<0171> | <0171> | ||
// However, I didn't have a mouth, so I couldn't talk to her. | // However, I didn't have a mouth, so I couldn't talk to her. | ||
<0172> | <0172> | ||
// I turned my "\bface"\u to the window. | // I turned my "\bface"\u to the window. | ||
<0173> | <0173> | ||
// It was a window whose light was always bright. | // It was a window whose light was always bright. | ||
<0174> | <0174> | ||
// I want to see the outside world. | // I want to see the outside world. | ||
<0175> | <0175> | ||
// I want to see this apocalyptic world with my own "\beyes".\u | // I want to see this apocalyptic world with my own "\beyes".\u | ||
<0176> | <0176> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0177> | <0177> | ||
// I was on the ground where the wind blew. | // I was on the ground where the wind blew. | ||
<0178> | <0178> | ||
// It felt like the wind was blowing from the ends of the earth as if it's not shut out from this world. | // It felt like the wind was blowing from the ends of the earth as if it's not shut out from this world. | ||
<0179> | <0179> | ||
// I could feel its force even with this body. | // I could feel its force even with this body. | ||
<0180> | <0180> | ||
// Countless lights flutter about from the blowing wind and onto the ground. | // Countless lights flutter about from the blowing wind and onto the ground. | ||
<0181> | <0181> | ||
// And the girl is standing there in the middle of all this. | // And the girl is standing there in the middle of all this. | ||
<0182> | <0182> | ||
// As the wind blows again, countless lights fly up from the ground. | // As the wind blows again, countless lights fly up from the ground. | ||
<0183> | <0183> | ||
// The girl gazes upon that scene. | // The girl gazes upon that scene. | ||
<0184> | <0184> | ||
// This is the world I was born into. | // This is the world I was born into. | ||
<0185> | <0185> | ||
// It's kind of like a fantasia... that's what I thought. | // It's kind of like a fantasia... that's what I thought. | ||
<0186> | <0186> | ||
// This world even has trees, grass, and maybe even stones rolling about, as if it's natural. | // This world even has trees, grass, and maybe even stones rolling about, as if it's natural. | ||
<0187> | <0187> | ||
// I think that's how it's supposed to be. | // I think that's how it's supposed to be. | ||
<0188> | <0188> | ||
// However, what is this light? | // However, what is this light? | ||
<0189> | <0189> | ||
// I certainly have no idea what this spectacle is. | // I certainly have no idea what this spectacle is. | ||
<0190> | <0190> | ||
// The wind blew again, and a single light passed by me. | // The wind blew again, and a single light passed by me. | ||
<0191> | <0191> | ||
// I chased after it. | // I chased after it. | ||
<0192> | <0192> | ||
// It soon floated in front of me. | // It soon floated in front of me. | ||
<0193> | <0193> | ||
// I tried to reach out my hand. | // I tried to reach out my hand. | ||
<0194> | <0194> | ||
// The light passed through my finger made of junk. | // The light passed through my finger made of junk. | ||
<0195> | <0195> | ||
// Even touching it, not even the slightest thing happened. | // Even touching it, not even the slightest thing happened. | ||
<0196> | <0196> | ||
// While I stood there dumbfounded, the girl walked beside the light as she understood. | // While I stood there dumbfounded, the girl walked beside the light as she understood. | ||
<0197> | <0197> | ||
// I pointed to one of the lights. | // I pointed to one of the lights. | ||
<0198> | <0198> | ||
// She asked \b`What's the matter?'\u | // She asked \b`What's the matter?'\u | ||
<0199> | <0199> | ||
// I could not give her an answer. | // I could not give her an answer. | ||
<0200> | <0200> | ||
// \b...Are you wondering about the light?\u | // \b...Are you wondering about the light?\u | ||
<0201> | <0201> | ||
// I nodded. | // I nodded. | ||
<0202> | <0202> | ||
// \b... The sky?\u | // \b... The sky?\u | ||
<0203> | <0203> | ||
// I shake my head to say "\bNo".\u | // I shake my head to say "\bNo".\u | ||
<0204> | <0204> | ||
// \b... The ground?\u | // \b... The ground?\u | ||
<0205> | <0205> | ||
// No. | // No. | ||
<0206> | <0206> | ||
// \b... Just the light?\u | // \b... Just the light?\u | ||
<0207> | <0207> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0208> | <0208> | ||
// \b... Why is that, I wonder.\u | // \b... Why is that, I wonder.\u | ||
<0209> | <0209> | ||
// The girl put her hand to her chin in thought. | // The girl put her hand to her chin in thought. | ||
<0210> | <0210> | ||
// I wanted to do the same, but my elbow joints wouldn't bend. | // I wanted to do the same, but my elbow joints wouldn't bend. | ||
<0211> | <0211> | ||
// Consequently, my arm remained broken in an unnatural manner. | // Consequently, my arm remained broken in an unnatural manner. | ||
<0212> | <0212> | ||
// To the girl who'd always lived here, the light is similar to the water and trees I am familiar with. | // To the girl who'd always lived here, the light is similar to the water and trees I am familiar with. | ||
<0213> | <0213> | ||
// It's a part of this world. | // It's a part of this world. | ||
<0214> | <0214> | ||
// But, that's the only thing I couldn't touch. | // But, that's the only thing I couldn't touch. | ||
<0215> | <0215> | ||
// So in short... I thought that it was reminiscent of a shadow. | // So in short... I thought that it was reminiscent of a shadow. | ||
<0216> | <0216> | ||
// But a shadow should have something that gives it shape... | // But a shadow should have something that gives it shape... | ||
<0217> | <0217> | ||
// If so, I wonder where it is. | // If so, I wonder where it is. | ||
<0218> | <0218> | ||
// I couldn't find its source anywhere. | // I couldn't find its source anywhere. | ||
<0219> | <0219> | ||
// She opened her mouth and said \b'In other words...'\u | // She opened her mouth and said \b'In other words...'\u | ||
<0220> | <0220> | ||
// \b... This scene, which you think is mysterious is, in my knowledge, not a mysterious scene.\u | // \b... This scene, which you think is mysterious is, in my knowledge, not a mysterious scene.\u | ||
<0221> | <0221> | ||
// That may be true. I nod. | // That may be true. I nod. | ||
<0222> | <0222> | ||
// I search deep into my own memories. | // I search deep into my own memories. | ||
<0223> | <0223> | ||
// Maybe, in a distant past... | // Maybe, in a distant past... | ||
<0224> | <0224> | ||
// Or maybe a distant future... | // Or maybe a distant future... | ||
<0225> | <0225> | ||
// I was in a different world. | // I was in a different world. | ||
<0226> | <0226> | ||
// That's all I could recall. | // That's all I could recall. | ||
<0227> | <0227> | ||
// If I try to remember, my heart will always be filled with warmth. | // If I try to remember, my heart will always be filled with warmth. | ||
<0228> | <0228> | ||
// \b... What kind of place was it?\u | // \b... What kind of place was it?\u | ||
<0229> | <0229> | ||
// I shook my head, I didn't know. | // I shook my head, I didn't know. | ||
<0230> | <0230> | ||
// \b... Was it a place more beautiful than this?\u | // \b... Was it a place more beautiful than this?\u | ||
<0231> | <0231> | ||
// Absolutely. | // Absolutely. | ||
<0232> | <0232> | ||
// \b... Were there a lot of things, and did you have fun every day?\u | // \b... Were there a lot of things, and did you have fun every day?\u | ||
<0233> | <0233> | ||
// Probably. | // Probably. | ||
<0234> | <0234> | ||
// \b... Even then...\u \p\bweren't you lonely?\u | // \b... Even then...\u \p\bweren't you lonely?\u | ||
<0235> | <0235> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0236> | <0236> | ||
// She's always spent her time here alone. | // She's always spent her time here alone. | ||
<0237> | <0237> | ||
// I know this is a sad place, nothing is here and there's nothing fun to do... | // I know this is a sad place, nothing is here and there's nothing fun to do... | ||
<0238> | <0238> | ||
// That's why I was born. | // That's why I was born. | ||
<0239> | <0239> | ||
// \b... I guess you're right.\u | // \b... I guess you're right.\u | ||
<0240> | <0240> | ||
// \b... This is a lonely world, isn't it?\u | // \b... This is a lonely world, isn't it?\u | ||
<0241> | <0241> | ||
// \b... Hey, you...\u | // \b... Hey, you...\u | ||
<0242> | <0242> | ||
// \b... Did you wish to be born into this world?\u | // \b... Did you wish to be born into this world?\u | ||
<0243> | <0243> | ||
// I didn't answer... I just held onto her arm. | // I didn't answer... I just held onto her arm. | ||
<0244> | <0244> | ||
// And that... \pwas my answer. | // And that... \pwas my answer. | ||
<0245> | <0245> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0246> | <0246> | ||
// The girl created my body. | // The girl created my body. | ||
<0247> | <0247> | ||
// Junk was its ingredients. | // Junk was its ingredients. | ||
<0248> | <0248> | ||
// There was a piece that fell and stabbed the dead grass in this giant field. | // There was a piece that fell and stabbed the dead grass in this giant field. | ||
<0249> | <0249> | ||
// It's as though it might be some kind of corpse. | // It's as though it might be some kind of corpse. | ||
<0250> | <0250> | ||
// A lot of corpses. | // A lot of corpses. | ||
<0251> | <0251> | ||
// Various corpses. | // Various corpses. | ||
<0252> | <0252> | ||
// I trembled at the thought of it. | // I trembled at the thought of it. | ||
<0253> | <0253> | ||
// That's what my body was. | // That's what my body was. | ||
<0254> | <0254> | ||
// But, this body was built entirely with this junk. | // But, this body was built entirely with this junk. | ||
<0255> | <0255> | ||
// I couldn't calm down my shaking arm. | // I couldn't calm down my shaking arm. | ||
<0256> | <0256> | ||
// If so, that means she could create a doll with a will of its own just like me. | // If so, that means she could create a doll with a will of its own just like me. | ||
<0257> | <0257> | ||
// We could find a large amount of junk around no matter where we looked. | // We could find a large amount of junk around no matter where we looked. | ||
<0258> | <0258> | ||
// I'm sure that she did this too. And then, with my small body, I collected them. | // I'm sure that she did this too. And then, with my small body, I collected them. | ||
<0259> | <0259> | ||
// The girl looks at me and wonders. | // The girl looks at me and wonders. | ||
<0260> | <0260> | ||
// I put the junk together before her eyes. | // I put the junk together before her eyes. | ||
<0261> | <0261> | ||
// However, even if tightly assembled, it would come apart. | // However, even if tightly assembled, it would come apart. | ||
<0262> | <0262> | ||
// The girl did the same as if she finally understood my intention. | // The girl did the same as if she finally understood my intention. | ||
<0263> | <0263> | ||
// This time it worked. | // This time it worked. | ||
<0264> | <0264> | ||
// She pointed at my body. | // She pointed at my body. | ||
<0265> | <0265> | ||
// \b... Do you want a new body?\u | // \b... Do you want a new body?\u | ||
<0266> | <0266> | ||
// I crossed my arms, to motion that I was fine with my body. | // I crossed my arms, to motion that I was fine with my body. | ||
<0267> | <0267> | ||
// \b... A friend?\u\p \bDo you want a friend?\u | // \b... A friend?\u\p \bDo you want a friend?\u | ||
<0268> | <0268> | ||
// That's not really my reason. I just thought that if something like me could increase, we could probably have more fun. | // That's not really my reason. I just thought that if something like me could increase, we could probably have more fun. | ||
<0269> | <0269> | ||
// Well, the result is all the same anyway, so I nod. | // Well, the result is all the same anyway, so I nod. | ||
<0270> | <0270> | ||
// \b... That's right. Being alone is sad, isn't it? I'm sorry.\u | // \b... That's right. Being alone is sad, isn't it? I'm sorry.\u | ||
<0271> | <0271> | ||
// That was... not what I meant. However, I only looked up at the girl's face. | // That was... not what I meant. However, I only looked up at the girl's face. | ||
<0272> | <0272> | ||
// \b... This might be impossible but... is it still okay for you?\u | // \b... This might be impossible but... is it still okay for you?\u | ||
<0273> | <0273> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0274> | <0274> | ||
// \b... Then, let me try.\u | // \b... Then, let me try.\u | ||
<0275> | <0275> | ||
// The girl began to assemble the junk. | // The girl began to assemble the junk. | ||
<0276> | <0276> | ||
// We were a bit short on parts, so we went outside and looked around walking. | // We were a bit short on parts, so we went outside and looked around walking. | ||
<0277> | <0277> | ||
// How many times have we gone around? | // How many times have we gone around? | ||
<0278> | <0278> | ||
// Thinking about it, I began to understand. | // Thinking about it, I began to understand. | ||
<0279> | <0279> | ||
// Making my body must have been this troublesome. | // Making my body must have been this troublesome. | ||
<0280> | <0280> | ||
// We went late into the day looking for junk. | // We went late into the day looking for junk. | ||
<0281> | <0281> | ||
// Standing on top of the hill, we looked over the horizon. | // Standing on top of the hill, we looked over the horizon. | ||
<0282> | <0282> | ||
// The view of the ground continued on forever. | // The view of the ground continued on forever. | ||
<0283> | <0283> | ||
// To the far off distance. | // To the far off distance. | ||
<0284> | <0284> | ||
// I wonder what lies at the end? | // I wonder what lies at the end? | ||
<0285> | <0285> | ||
// I compare myself with the grass around me. | // I compare myself with the grass around me. | ||
<0286> | <0286> | ||
// I couldn't figure it out with this small body. | // I couldn't figure it out with this small body. | ||
<0287> | <0287> | ||
// \b... Look.\u | // \b... Look.\u | ||
<0288> | <0288> | ||
// As I turned to the calling voice, the girl held a lone animal to her chest. | // As I turned to the calling voice, the girl held a lone animal to her chest. | ||
<0289> | <0289> | ||
// Such a thing other than us lived in this world. | // Such a thing other than us lived in this world. | ||
<0290> | <0290> | ||
// It had white fur that bristled about and two winding horns just beside the ear. | // It had white fur that bristled about and two winding horns just beside the ear. | ||
<0291> | <0291> | ||
// I didn't like the sight of it. | // I didn't like the sight of it. | ||
<0292> | <0292> | ||
// Just like a person--though I'm not a person myself--I won't get along with it. | // Just like a person--though I'm not a person myself--I won't get along with it. | ||
<0293> | <0293> | ||
// In the first place, we didn't really care about it at all. | // In the first place, we didn't really care about it at all. | ||
<0294> | <0294> | ||
// Even then, the girl liked touching it. | // Even then, the girl liked touching it. | ||
<0295> | <0295> | ||
// While holding it, she patted its head and stomach. | // While holding it, she patted its head and stomach. | ||
<0296> | <0296> | ||
// Doing that for a while, she slowly went up the hill. | // Doing that for a while, she slowly went up the hill. | ||
<0297> | <0297> | ||
// I followed afterward too. | // I followed afterward too. | ||
<0298> | <0298> | ||
// When we passed the hill, a group of these animals had formed. | // When we passed the hill, a group of these animals had formed. | ||
<0299> | <0299> | ||
// They were of various shapes and sizes, but all of them were the same kind of creature. | // They were of various shapes and sizes, but all of them were the same kind of creature. | ||
<0300> | <0300> | ||
// The girl put down the animal she had in her arms. | // The girl put down the animal she had in her arms. | ||
<0301> | <0301> | ||
// The animal didn't look back, walking off and leaving us. | // The animal didn't look back, walking off and leaving us. | ||
<0302> | <0302> | ||
// I look at them and think. | // I look at them and think. | ||
<0303> | <0303> | ||
// These things don't have a "\bheart".\u | // These things don't have a "\bheart".\u | ||
<0304> | <0304> | ||
// All they do is just exist. | // All they do is just exist. | ||
<0305> | <0305> | ||
// Even if the animal hadn't become attached to her, she just wasn't going to turn her back on the poor thing. | // Even if the animal hadn't become attached to her, she just wasn't going to turn her back on the poor thing. | ||
<0306> | <0306> | ||
// Besides these things, she was the only living thing in this world. | // Besides these things, she was the only living thing in this world. | ||
<0307> | <0307> | ||
// That's why, the girl wanted to be able touch the things she liked. | // That's why, the girl wanted to be able touch the things she liked. | ||
<0308> | <0308> | ||
// As I watched them, the animals started to ruthlessly bite the flowers out of the ground. | // As I watched them, the animals started to ruthlessly bite the flowers out of the ground. | ||
<0309> | <0309> | ||
// If this sort of thing continued, this greenery would be destroyed. | // If this sort of thing continued, this greenery would be destroyed. | ||
<0310> | <0310> | ||
// No matter how beautiful they are, no one would find this sort of situation amusing. | // No matter how beautiful they are, no one would find this sort of situation amusing. | ||
<0311> | <0311> | ||
// I put the junk I was holding down onto the ground, and drove away the animals by cutting through them. | // I put the junk I was holding down onto the ground, and drove away the animals by cutting through them. | ||
<0312> | <0312> | ||
// They showed no resistance and went elsewhere, only to begin eating the grass again. | // They showed no resistance and went elsewhere, only to begin eating the grass again. | ||
<0313> | <0313> | ||
// It was a useless move. | // It was a useless move. | ||
<0314> | <0314> | ||
// \b... What's wrong? Are you angry?\u | // \b... What's wrong? Are you angry?\u | ||
<0315> | <0315> | ||
// The girl's voice came from behind. | // The girl's voice came from behind. | ||
<0316> | <0316> | ||
// No. It's just sad. | // No. It's just sad. | ||
<0317> | <0317> | ||
// \b... You want to be patted on the head?\u | // \b... You want to be patted on the head?\u | ||
<0318> | <0318> | ||
// Well... sure, I'd like it, but... | // Well... sure, I'd like it, but... | ||
<0319> | <0319> | ||
// I looked closely at the ground that had been torn up. | // I looked closely at the ground that had been torn up. | ||
<0320> | <0320> | ||
// She thought nothing of the damage that had been laid waste here. | // She thought nothing of the damage that had been laid waste here. | ||
<0321> | <0321> | ||
// It was sad and lonely. | // It was sad and lonely. | ||
<0322> | <0322> | ||
// She crouched and brushed my head. I sort of understood. | // She crouched and brushed my head. I sort of understood. | ||
<0323> | <0323> | ||
// \b... It's something that can't be helped. It's something that we can't do anything about.\u | // \b... It's something that can't be helped. It's something that we can't do anything about.\u | ||
<0324> | <0324> | ||
// That's what she said. | // That's what she said. | ||
<0325> | <0325> | ||
// ... Yeah, it's something that doesn't change... | // ... Yeah, it's something that doesn't change... | ||
<0326> | <0326> | ||
// ... That's all I could think of that. | // ... That's all I could think of that. | ||
<0327> | <0327> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0328> | <0328> | ||
// The last part we put in the head were "\beyes".\u | // The last part we put in the head were "\beyes".\u | ||
<0329> | <0329> | ||
// With that, this junk doll was completed. | // With that, this junk doll was completed. | ||
<0330> | <0330> | ||
// \b... We're done.\u | // \b... We're done.\u | ||
<0331> | <0331> | ||
// She laid down and stretched her legs out from fatigue. | // She laid down and stretched her legs out from fatigue. | ||
<0332> | <0332> | ||
// I am filled with excitement while I face the doll. | // I am filled with excitement while I face the doll. | ||
<0333> | <0333> | ||
// A strangely shaped doll. | // A strangely shaped doll. | ||
<0334> | <0334> | ||
// The arms were not of the same length, and it had a weird mouth. | // The arms were not of the same length, and it had a weird mouth. | ||
<0335> | <0335> | ||
// A smiling face. | // A smiling face. | ||
<0336> | <0336> | ||
// Even then, it's a new friend. A friend we can be with. | // Even then, it's a new friend. A friend we can be with. | ||
<0337> | <0337> | ||
// I thought it'd be quite funny to see if it could close its eyes. | // I thought it'd be quite funny to see if it could close its eyes. | ||
<0338> | <0338> | ||
// I continued to wait. | // I continued to wait. | ||
<0339> | <0339> | ||
// It wouldn't be easy for this thing to move. | // It wouldn't be easy for this thing to move. | ||
<0340> | <0340> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0341> | <0341> | ||
// She got up, facing it. | // She got up, facing it. | ||
<0342> | <0342> | ||
// And together, we looked at the still doll. | // And together, we looked at the still doll. | ||
<0343> | <0343> | ||
// In order to get it to move, we might need something else. | // In order to get it to move, we might need something else. | ||
<0344> | <0344> | ||
// I had thought about it from the beginning. | // I had thought about it from the beginning. | ||
<0345> | <0345> | ||
// That's right, practicing how to walk. | // That's right, practicing how to walk. | ||
<0346> | <0346> | ||
// Since he's my friend, I thought I should teach him from the beginning. | // Since he's my friend, I thought I should teach him from the beginning. | ||
<0347> | <0347> | ||
// I'll do that. | // I'll do that. | ||
<0348> | <0348> | ||
// Just like the girl did, I moved a bit of distance, and clapped my hands. | // Just like the girl did, I moved a bit of distance, and clapped my hands. | ||
<0349> | <0349> | ||
// Even though I was a newborn, I understood the gesture. It meant "come here". | // Even though I was a newborn, I understood the gesture. It meant "come here". | ||
<0350> | <0350> | ||
// A thick sound came as I clapped my hands. | // A thick sound came as I clapped my hands. | ||
<0351> | <0351> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0352> | <0352> | ||
// Clap clap. | // Clap clap. | ||
<0353> | <0353> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0354> | <0354> | ||
// The doll should have stood up. | // The doll should have stood up. | ||
<0355> | <0355> | ||
// Clap clap. | // Clap clap. | ||
<0356> | <0356> | ||
// I continued to clap. | // I continued to clap. | ||
<0357> | <0357> | ||
// But, there was no sign of movement. | // But, there was no sign of movement. | ||
<0358> | <0358> | ||
// As if it died, its neck hung down. | // As if it died, its neck hung down. | ||
<0359> | <0359> | ||
// Clap clap. | // Clap clap. | ||
<0360> | <0360> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0361> | <0361> | ||
// I didn't notice the girl was watching me clap my hand. | // I didn't notice the girl was watching me clap my hand. | ||
<0362> | <0362> | ||
// She rubbed her knees and came closer, and embraced me. | // She rubbed her knees and came closer, and embraced me. | ||
<0363> | <0363> | ||
// And then, she began to cry. | // And then, she began to cry. | ||
<0364> | <0364> | ||
// \b... I'm sorry, I'm sorry...\u | // \b... I'm sorry, I'm sorry...\u | ||
<0365> | <0365> | ||
// She kept on saying. | // She kept on saying. | ||
<0366> | <0366> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0367> | <0367> | ||
// This world really did end. | // This world really did end. | ||
<0368> | <0368> | ||
// Life cannot be born. | // Life cannot be born. | ||
<0369> | <0369> | ||
// I knew that well. | // I knew that well. | ||
<0370> | <0370> | ||
// The animals weren't alive. They were "\bsomething"\u that used to be alive. | // The animals weren't alive. They were "\bsomething"\u that used to be alive. | ||
<0371> | <0371> | ||
// The only one with life was her. | // The only one with life was her. | ||
<0372> | <0372> | ||
// Then... what exactly am I? | // Then... what exactly am I? | ||
<0373> | <0373> | ||
// I have a consciousness. I'm not like those things. | // I have a consciousness. I'm not like those things. | ||
<0374> | <0374> | ||
// I like the girl. I want to always be with her. | // I like the girl. I want to always be with her. | ||
<0375> | <0375> | ||
// No matter where she walked, I would follow her. | // No matter where she walked, I would follow her. | ||
<0376> | <0376> | ||
// I'll follow, even if I am hated. | // I'll follow, even if I am hated. | ||
<0377> | <0377> | ||
// That was my consciousness, my sentience. | // That was my consciousness, my sentience. | ||
<0378> | <0378> | ||
// Being here is proof of that. | // Being here is proof of that. | ||
<0379> | <0379> | ||
// Then, where did I come from? | // Then, where did I come from? | ||
<0380> | <0380> | ||
// Where did my "\bconsciousness"\u come from? | // Where did my "\bconsciousness"\u come from? | ||
<0381> | <0381> | ||
// I tried to remember. | // I tried to remember. | ||
<0382> | <0382> | ||
// Rather, I tried to remember before I was born. | // Rather, I tried to remember before I was born. | ||
<0383> | <0383> | ||
// From the pool in the depths of my consciousness. | // From the pool in the depths of my consciousness. | ||
<0384> | <0384> | ||
// To the far past, the far future... a place where I was. | // To the far past, the far future... a place where I was. | ||
<0385> | <0385> | ||
// A place where my heart feels warm. | // A place where my heart feels warm. | ||
<0386> | <0386> | ||
// \b... Was it a place more beautiful than this?\u | // \b... Was it a place more beautiful than this?\u | ||
<0387> | <0387> | ||
// \b... Were there a lot of things, and did you have fun every day?\u | // \b... Were there a lot of things, and did you have fun every day?\u | ||
<0388> | <0388> | ||
// \b... Even then... you weren't lonely?\u | // \b... Even then... you weren't lonely?\u | ||
<0389> | <0389> | ||
// That's right... | // That's right... | ||
<0390> | <0390> | ||
// A place where there were a lot of things, where I had fun, and I wasn't lonely. | // A place where there were a lot of things, where I had fun, and I wasn't lonely. | ||
<0391> | <0391> | ||
// I was there. | // I was there. | ||
<0392> | <0392> | ||
// If I didn't have this body... I'd probably end up back there. | // If I didn't have this body... I'd probably end up back there. | ||
<0393> | <0393> | ||
// But right now, my consciousness is tied to this body. | // But right now, my consciousness is tied to this body. | ||
<0394> | <0394> | ||
// To the body that this girl made. | // To the body that this girl made. | ||
<0395> | <0395> | ||
// I'm alive in this apocalyptic world. | // I'm alive in this apocalyptic world. | ||
<0396> | <0396> | ||
// Why that was so, I didn't have a clue... | // Why that was so, I didn't have a clue... | ||
<0397> | <0397> | ||
// Even so, I'm glad. | // Even so, I'm glad. | ||
<0398> | <0398> | ||
// She didn't have to be alone anymore, after all. | // She didn't have to be alone anymore, after all. | ||
<0399> | <0399> | ||
// We dug something into the ground for the still doll of junk... | // We dug something into the ground for the still doll of junk... | ||
<0400> | <0400> | ||
// It's a burial. | // It's a burial. | ||
<0401> | <0401> | ||
// She remained silent during that time. | // She remained silent during that time. | ||
<0402> | <0402> | ||
// After we finished, I held tightly onto her hands. | // After we finished, I held tightly onto her hands. | ||
<0403> | <0403> | ||
// \b... Hmm?\u | // \b... Hmm?\u | ||
<0404> | <0404> | ||
// She looked down towards me. | // She looked down towards me. | ||
<0405> | <0405> | ||
// My hands were joined with hers. | // My hands were joined with hers. | ||
<0406> | <0406> | ||
// \b... Do you want to make one again?\u | // \b... Do you want to make one again?\u | ||
<0407> | <0407> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0408> | <0408> | ||
// \b... But, it won't be able to move.\u | // \b... But, it won't be able to move.\u | ||
<0409> | <0409> | ||
// \b... We can't... make friends.\u | // \b... We can't... make friends.\u | ||
<0410> | <0410> | ||
// She said lonesomely. | // She said lonesomely. | ||
<0411> | <0411> | ||
// I shook my head. | // I shook my head. | ||
<0412> | <0412> | ||
// \b... You want to make something else?\u | // \b... You want to make something else?\u | ||
<0413> | <0413> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0414> | <0414> | ||
// \b... What is it?\u | // \b... What is it?\u | ||
<0415> | <0415> | ||
// I quietly stood up. | // I quietly stood up. | ||
<0416> | <0416> | ||
// Of course, I didn't really know. | // Of course, I didn't really know. | ||
<0417> | <0417> | ||
// It's not that I was thinking that that's what I should do. | // It's not that I was thinking that that's what I should do. | ||
<0418> | <0418> | ||
// She could make anything by putting junk together. | // She could make anything by putting junk together. | ||
<0419> | <0419> | ||
// That's not something I can do. | // That's not something I can do. | ||
<0420> | <0420> | ||
// Only she could, that was special. | // Only she could, that was special. | ||
<0421> | <0421> | ||
// I'm sure there must be some reason, I thought. | // I'm sure there must be some reason, I thought. | ||
<0422> | <0422> | ||
// I turn around. | // I turn around. | ||
<0423> | <0423> | ||
// I wonder if she built that cabin we're staying in too. | // I wonder if she built that cabin we're staying in too. | ||
<0424> | <0424> | ||
// \b... Something that big is impossible for me.\u | // \b... Something that big is impossible for me.\u | ||
<0425> | <0425> | ||
// That's what she said. | // That's what she said. | ||
<0426> | <0426> | ||
// \b... But, if we took a bit of time, it might be possible.\u | // \b... But, if we took a bit of time, it might be possible.\u | ||
<0427> | <0427> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0428> | <0428> | ||
// \b... Then, what should we do?\u | // \b... Then, what should we do?\u | ||
<0429> | <0429> | ||
// I started hopping and jumping everywhere. | // I started hopping and jumping everywhere. | ||
<0430> | <0430> | ||
// Something lively and hops like this will be nice. | // Something lively and hops like this will be nice. | ||
<0431> | <0431> | ||
// She'd make it, and I'd help. | // She'd make it, and I'd help. | ||
<0432> | <0432> | ||
// That seems really fun. | // That seems really fun. | ||
<0433> | <0433> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0434> | <0434> | ||
// Again, we walked around, getting junk from the ground. | // Again, we walked around, getting junk from the ground. | ||
<0435> | <0435> | ||
// \b... We shouldn't go too far.\u | // \b... We shouldn't go too far.\u | ||
<0436> | <0436> | ||
// The girl stopped me after I went ahead a bit. | // The girl stopped me after I went ahead a bit. | ||
<0437> | <0437> | ||
// I looked over, motioning to ask why. | // I looked over, motioning to ask why. | ||
<0438> | <0438> | ||
// \b... We might not be able to go back.\u | // \b... We might not be able to go back.\u | ||
<0439> | <0439> | ||
// I turned around again, and looked far away. | // I turned around again, and looked far away. | ||
<0440> | <0440> | ||
// The never-ending ground. | // The never-ending ground. | ||
<0441> | <0441> | ||
// However, I had become hypnotized, accustomed to searching for junk. | // However, I had become hypnotized, accustomed to searching for junk. | ||
<0442> | <0442> | ||
// And realized I was alone when I crossed over the hill. | // And realized I was alone when I crossed over the hill. | ||
<0443> | <0443> | ||
// Confused, I went up the slope, but I didn't see her figure at all. | // Confused, I went up the slope, but I didn't see her figure at all. | ||
<0444> | <0444> | ||
// Even though I went back and forth between places, my height didn't give a good view. | // Even though I went back and forth between places, my height didn't give a good view. | ||
<0445> | <0445> | ||
// Unable to scream, all I could do was walk. | // Unable to scream, all I could do was walk. | ||
<0446> | <0446> | ||
// I wasn't even sure what direction the house is. | // I wasn't even sure what direction the house is. | ||
<0447> | <0447> | ||
// Was I getting far away, or getting close? | // Was I getting far away, or getting close? | ||
<0448> | <0448> | ||
// I trip and I fell down the hill. | // I trip and I fell down the hill. | ||
<0449> | <0449> | ||
// I was facing upwards as I fell. | // I was facing upwards as I fell. | ||
<0450> | <0450> | ||
// The clouds were spread out before me. | // The clouds were spread out before me. | ||
<0451> | <0451> | ||
// They cast an eerie shape. | // They cast an eerie shape. | ||
<0452> | <0452> | ||
// They were clouds I didn't know. | // They were clouds I didn't know. | ||
<0453> | <0453> | ||
// She had said it before, that these weren't clouds. | // She had said it before, that these weren't clouds. | ||
<0454> | <0454> | ||
// This was a place that was far away... | // This was a place that was far away... | ||
<0455> | <0455> | ||
// I succumbed to fear. | // I succumbed to fear. | ||
<0456> | <0456> | ||
// \b... We might not be able to go back.\u | // \b... We might not be able to go back.\u | ||
<0457> | <0457> | ||
// I remembered her words. | // I remembered her words. | ||
<0458> | <0458> | ||
// There were a lot of things I still didn't know about this world. | // There were a lot of things I still didn't know about this world. | ||
<0459> | <0459> | ||
// Maybe if I think about it, the ground didn't go on forever. | // Maybe if I think about it, the ground didn't go on forever. | ||
<0460> | <0460> | ||
// Maybe it'll wrap around somewhere. | // Maybe it'll wrap around somewhere. | ||
<0461> | <0461> | ||
// Even if I set my goal to a far off forest and arrive there, it may not be the one I was looking for. | // Even if I set my goal to a far off forest and arrive there, it may not be the one I was looking for. | ||
<0462> | <0462> | ||
// The junk was scattered about, all around me. | // The junk was scattered about, all around me. | ||
<0463> | <0463> | ||
// If she was around, she'd gladly take my hand. | // If she was around, she'd gladly take my hand. | ||
<0464> | <0464> | ||
// But right now, I'm in the scariest part of this world, and she isn't around. | // But right now, I'm in the scariest part of this world, and she isn't around. | ||
<0465> | <0465> | ||
// I have to get up. There's nothing else I can do. | // I have to get up. There's nothing else I can do. | ||
<0466> | <0466> | ||
// Where is this place... | // Where is this place... | ||
<0467> | <0467> | ||
// I wonder if she is in a similar situation. | // I wonder if she is in a similar situation. | ||
<0468> | <0468> | ||
// Something like that would be cause for concern. | // Something like that would be cause for concern. | ||
<0469> | <0469> | ||
// I should head back. | // I should head back. | ||
<0470> | <0470> | ||
// Tumbling down, I looked up at the hill. | // Tumbling down, I looked up at the hill. | ||
<0471> | <0471> | ||
// In the backlight, there was a small shadow. | // In the backlight, there was a small shadow. | ||
<0472> | <0472> | ||
// There was something looking down at me from the top of the hill. | // There was something looking down at me from the top of the hill. | ||
<0473> | <0473> | ||
// An animal. | // An animal. | ||
<0474> | <0474> | ||
// So they're here too. | // So they're here too. | ||
<0475> | <0475> | ||
// It was small, as if it had just been born. | // It was small, as if it had just been born. | ||
<0476> | <0476> | ||
// I thought something odd about that. | // I thought something odd about that. | ||
<0477> | <0477> | ||
// The animal is looking at me? | // The animal is looking at me? | ||
<0478> | <0478> | ||
// These animals shouldn't have any consciousness. | // These animals shouldn't have any consciousness. | ||
<0479> | <0479> | ||
// They just exist to eat away the grass mindlessly. | // They just exist to eat away the grass mindlessly. | ||
<0480> | <0480> | ||
// Yet, that one is looking down at me. | // Yet, that one is looking down at me. | ||
<0481> | <0481> | ||
// As if it has a will of its own. | // As if it has a will of its own. | ||
<0482> | <0482> | ||
// I slowly went up the hill. | // I slowly went up the hill. | ||
<0483> | <0483> | ||
// The small shadow didn't run away. | // The small shadow didn't run away. | ||
<0484> | <0484> | ||
// The animal, which hardly went above the height of my legs turned abruptly and started to run as I stand next to it. | // The animal, which hardly went above the height of my legs turned abruptly and started to run as I stand next to it. | ||
<0485> | <0485> | ||
// Was it waiting for me? | // Was it waiting for me? | ||
<0486> | <0486> | ||
// Little by little, I followed it as if I remembered something. | // Little by little, I followed it as if I remembered something. | ||
<0487> | <0487> | ||
// I followed the animal over countless hills. | // I followed the animal over countless hills. | ||
<0488> | <0488> | ||
// And just ahead, the girl was holding another animal, waiting. | // And just ahead, the girl was holding another animal, waiting. | ||
<0489> | <0489> | ||
// As I struggle up there, the girl gave her thanks, and put the animal down. | // As I struggle up there, the girl gave her thanks, and put the animal down. | ||
<0490> | <0490> | ||
// The two animals, as if married, walk up the hill again. | // The two animals, as if married, walk up the hill again. | ||
<0491> | <0491> | ||
// There's another one at the top of the hill. | // There's another one at the top of the hill. | ||
<0492> | <0492> | ||
// The three of them run in a line, like a family. | // The three of them run in a line, like a family. | ||
<0493> | <0493> | ||
// Unbelievable as it was, I saw them off like that. | // Unbelievable as it was, I saw them off like that. | ||
<0494> | <0494> | ||
// \b... Were you scared?\u | // \b... Were you scared?\u | ||
<0495> | <0495> | ||
// She put her hand on my head. | // She put her hand on my head. | ||
<0496> | <0496> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0497> | <0497> | ||
// \b... So was I.\u | // \b... So was I.\u | ||
<0498> | <0498> | ||
// \b... However, I'm really glad.\u | // \b... However, I'm really glad.\u | ||
<0499> | <0499> | ||
// \b... I guess we have to thank them, don't we?\u | // \b... I guess we have to thank them, don't we?\u | ||
<0500> | <0500> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0501> | <0501> | ||
// So there was something like this. | // So there was something like this. | ||
<0502> | <0502> | ||
// \b... It's strange, isn't it.\u | // \b... It's strange, isn't it.\u | ||
<0503> | <0503> | ||
// It sure is. | // It sure is. | ||
<0504> | <0504> | ||
// \b... They had a kind scent.\u | // \b... They had a kind scent.\u | ||
<0505> | <0505> | ||
// She said that, \pas I saw her kind face from the side. | // She said that, \pas I saw her kind face from the side. | ||
<0506> | <0506> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0507> | <0507> | ||
// \b... we're done.\u | // \b... we're done.\u | ||
<0508> | <0508> | ||
// She lay down on the ground as she said that. | // She lay down on the ground as she said that. | ||
<0509> | <0509> | ||
// Somehow, I didn't really get it. | // Somehow, I didn't really get it. | ||
<0510> | <0510> | ||
// I woke her up. | // I woke her up. | ||
<0511> | <0511> | ||
// \b... did you figure it out?\u | // \b... did you figure it out?\u | ||
<0512> | <0512> | ||
// I shook my head. | // I shook my head. | ||
<0513> | <0513> | ||
// \b... it's a device to jump up and around.\u | // \b... it's a device to jump up and around.\u | ||
<0514> | <0514> | ||
// I tilted my head a bit. | // I tilted my head a bit. | ||
<0515> | <0515> | ||
// \b... hurry up and get on.\u | // \b... hurry up and get on.\u | ||
<0516> | <0516> | ||
// I don't know where you want me to get on. | // I don't know where you want me to get on. | ||
<0517> | <0517> | ||
// That thing was lurched over to begin with. | // That thing was lurched over to begin with. | ||
<0518> | <0518> | ||
// Standing up, she lifted my body, and then, put me on top of the plank. | // Standing up, she lifted my body, and then, put me on top of the plank. | ||
<0519> | <0519> | ||
// \b... if you don't hold onto this, you'll fly off.\u | // \b... if you don't hold onto this, you'll fly off.\u | ||
<0520> | <0520> | ||
// I took hold of the handle in front of me. | // I took hold of the handle in front of me. | ||
<0521> | <0521> | ||
// \b... alright.\u | // \b... alright.\u | ||
<0522> | <0522> | ||
// She turned over to the other side and sat down like me. | // She turned over to the other side and sat down like me. | ||
<0523> | <0523> | ||
// Doing that, my body floated up. | // Doing that, my body floated up. | ||
<0524> | <0524> | ||
// The girl was in a place lower than me. | // The girl was in a place lower than me. | ||
<0525> | <0525> | ||
// She stretched out her legs. | // She stretched out her legs. | ||
<0526> | <0526> | ||
// By doing that, there was a sudden change in altitude. | // By doing that, there was a sudden change in altitude. | ||
<0527> | <0527> | ||
// She kept on repeating that. | // She kept on repeating that. | ||
<0528> | <0528> | ||
// We sank lightly into the scenery. | // We sank lightly into the scenery. | ||
<0529> | <0529> | ||
// The girl smiled as her hair swayed. | // The girl smiled as her hair swayed. | ||
<0530> | <0530> | ||
// \b... isn't this fun?\u | // \b... isn't this fun?\u | ||
<0531> | <0531> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0532> | <0532> | ||
// This was the most fun thing that she's ever made. | // This was the most fun thing that she's ever made. | ||
<0533> | <0533> | ||
// It may be a bit scary, but it really was fun. | // It may be a bit scary, but it really was fun. | ||
<0534> | <0534> | ||
// \b... should I start making something again?\u | // \b... should I start making something again?\u | ||
<0535> | <0535> | ||
// So she suggested. | // So she suggested. | ||
<0536> | <0536> | ||
// \b... I'll need you to help again.\u | // \b... I'll need you to help again.\u | ||
<0537> | <0537> | ||
// Certainly. | // Certainly. | ||
<0538> | <0538> | ||
// We created playable devices by collecting junk. | // We created playable devices by collecting junk. | ||
<0539> | <0539> | ||
// When we realized it, we had turned the front of our house into a splendid playground. | // When we realized it, we had turned the front of our house into a splendid playground. | ||
<0540> | <0540> | ||
// Lastly, she created a viewing pedestal that rises up very high. | // Lastly, she created a viewing pedestal that rises up very high. | ||
<0541> | <0541> | ||
// She steps there and sits, we then look at the ground together.* | // She steps there and sits, we then look at the ground together.* | ||
<0542> | <0542> | ||
// A playground for only the two of us. | // A playground for only the two of us. | ||
<0543> | <0543> | ||
// We saw quite a lonely scenery. | // We saw quite a lonely scenery. | ||
<0544> | <0544> | ||
// At the same time, I remembered why the world in my memories was warm. | // At the same time, I remembered why the world in my memories was warm. | ||
<0545> | <0545> | ||
// There were a lot of people there. | // There were a lot of people there. | ||
<0546> | <0546> | ||
// I looked up at the girl. | // I looked up at the girl. | ||
<0547> | <0547> | ||
// \b... hmm?\u | // \b... hmm?\u | ||
<0548> | <0548> | ||
// She looked down with a mysterious face. | // She looked down with a mysterious face. | ||
<0549> | <0549> | ||
// I wonder if she knows everything. | // I wonder if she knows everything. | ||
<0550> | <0550> | ||
// Accepting everything this world has to offer, and as a consequence existing here. | // Accepting everything this world has to offer, and as a consequence existing here. | ||
<0551> | <0551> | ||
// That would make her not just a person. | // That would make her not just a person. | ||
<0552> | <0552> | ||
// Or maybe she was just an ordinary girl. | // Or maybe she was just an ordinary girl. | ||
<0553> | <0553> | ||
// Whichever it was, this is still sad. | // Whichever it was, this is still sad. | ||
<0554> | <0554> | ||
// She probably doesn't love this world. | // She probably doesn't love this world. | ||
<0555> | <0555> | ||
// If I disappeared, she would most certainly be lonely. | // If I disappeared, she would most certainly be lonely. | ||
<0556> | <0556> | ||
// Up until the time I was born, she was always alone. | // Up until the time I was born, she was always alone. | ||
<0557> | <0557> | ||
// I wonder how she lived up until then. | // I wonder how she lived up until then. | ||
<0558> | <0558> | ||
// I wonder how it was every day. | // I wonder how it was every day. | ||
<0559> | <0559> | ||
// In such a sad world... | // In such a sad world... | ||
<0560> | <0560> | ||
// I wonder what she is thinking... | // I wonder what she is thinking... | ||
<0561> | <0561> | ||
// \b... what's wrong?\u | // \b... what's wrong?\u | ||
<0562> | <0562> | ||
// She asked. | // She asked. | ||
<0563> | <0563> | ||
// \b... do you want to cry?\u | // \b... do you want to cry?\u | ||
<0564> | <0564> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0565> | <0565> | ||
// \b... you remembered something sad?\u | // \b... you remembered something sad?\u | ||
<0566> | <0566> | ||
// That's not it. | // That's not it. | ||
<0567> | <0567> | ||
// What's sad is everything. | // What's sad is everything. | ||
<0568> | <0568> | ||
// Anything and everything here is sad. | // Anything and everything here is sad. | ||
<0569> | <0569> | ||
// There's no one else here that has a mind. | // There's no one else here that has a mind. | ||
<0570> | <0570> | ||
// This is wrong. | // This is wrong. | ||
<0571> | <0571> | ||
// No one ever knew of this since this place should have been long forgotten. | // No one ever knew of this since this place should have been long forgotten. | ||
<0572> | <0572> | ||
// I looked over at this apocalyptic world. | // I looked over at this apocalyptic world. | ||
<0573> | <0573> | ||
// This world that had ended. | // This world that had ended. | ||
<0574> | <0574> | ||
// This world that had ended, is filled with a sad colors. | // This world that had ended, is filled with a sad colors. | ||
<0575> | <0575> | ||
// And my existence was to end here. | // And my existence was to end here. | ||
<0576> | <0576> | ||
// The end to extend to eternity. | // The end to extend to eternity. | ||
<0577> | <0577> | ||
// She probably realized that from the beginning. | // She probably realized that from the beginning. | ||
<0578> | <0578> | ||
// \ \b... to be born into this world...\u | // \ \b... to be born into this world...\u | ||
<0579> | <0579> | ||
// \ \b... is that what you have wished for?\u | // \ \b... is that what you have wished for?\u | ||
<0580> | <0580> | ||
// That's what she asked me when I first got a glimpse of the scenery. | // That's what she asked me when I first got a glimpse of the scenery. | ||
<0581> | <0581> | ||
// Just this sky will keep going on. | // Just this sky will keep going on. | ||
<0582> | <0582> | ||
// Maybe somewhere, just up ahead, there will be an end to this... is what I think. | // Maybe somewhere, just up ahead, there will be an end to this... is what I think. | ||
<0583> | <0583> | ||
// Possibly, the world I used to be in might be there. | // Possibly, the world I used to be in might be there. | ||
<0584> | <0584> | ||
// \b... it'd be good to cry, wouldn't it?\u | // \b... it'd be good to cry, wouldn't it?\u | ||
<0585> | <0585> | ||
// While her arm was around me, I looked at this sky for a long time. | // While her arm was around me, I looked at this sky for a long time. | ||
<0586> | <0586> | ||
// If by chance, this sky is tied to another world somewhere... | // If by chance, this sky is tied to another world somewhere... | ||
<0587> | <0587> | ||
// I'd like to take her there. | // I'd like to take her there. | ||
<0588> | <0588> | ||
// But, how...? | // But, how...? | ||
<0589> | <0589> | ||
// I tried to picture a way in my mind. | // I tried to picture a way in my mind. | ||
<0590> | <0590> | ||
// But... \pnothing occurred to me. | // But... \pnothing occurred to me. | ||
<0591> | <0591> | ||
// Without realizing it, the texture of the wind had changed. | // Without realizing it, the texture of the wind had changed. | ||
<0592> | <0592> | ||
// That was the first time that happened since I was born here. | // That was the first time that happened since I was born here. | ||
<0593> | <0593> | ||
// The arm around me tightened slightly, becoming stronger. | // The arm around me tightened slightly, becoming stronger. | ||
<0594> | <0594> | ||
// She probably realized it. | // She probably realized it. | ||
<0595> | <0595> | ||
// \b... even winter...\u\p\b comes to this world.\b | // \b... even winter...\u\p\b comes to this world.\b | ||
<0596> | <0596> | ||
// She looked at the same place, saying that. | // She looked at the same place, saying that. | ||
<0597> | <0597> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0598> | <0598> | ||
// A quiet life till evermore. | // A quiet life till evermore. | ||
<0599> | <0599> | ||
// I thought that if I'm with her, we'd always continue living like this. | // I thought that if I'm with her, we'd always continue living like this. | ||
<0600> | <0600> | ||
// I thought that, even if we were the only ones in this world, this would continue on. | // I thought that, even if we were the only ones in this world, this would continue on. | ||
<0601> | <0601> | ||
// But, something is starting to happen. | // But, something is starting to happen. | ||
<0602> | <0602> | ||
// Winter is settling in. | // Winter is settling in. | ||
<0603> | <0603> | ||
// It's as if the winter was... taking away the girl's strength. | // It's as if the winter was... taking away the girl's strength. | ||
<0604> | <0604> | ||
// With the temperature going down, she began to sleep often. | // With the temperature going down, she began to sleep often. | ||
<0605> | <0605> | ||
// But she was always cheerful as we played together... | // But she was always cheerful as we played together... | ||
<0606> | <0606> | ||
// Far away, ominous clouds creep in. | // Far away, ominous clouds creep in. | ||
<0607> | <0607> | ||
// ... snow-laden clouds. | // ... snow-laden clouds. | ||
<0608> | <0608> | ||
// I thought I had to do something now. | // I thought I had to do something now. | ||
<0609> | <0609> | ||
// If I don't do anything now, it will all be for naught. | // If I don't do anything now, it will all be for naught. | ||
<0610> | <0610> | ||
// If I start now, I might be able to make it in time. | // If I start now, I might be able to make it in time. | ||
<0611> | <0611> | ||
// Once winter arrives, everything will be covered in snow. | // Once winter arrives, everything will be covered in snow. | ||
<0612> | <0612> | ||
// I need to make it before that. | // I need to make it before that. | ||
<0613> | <0613> | ||
// Inside the house, the girl sat down and leaned against the wall, looking outside the window immensely. | // Inside the house, the girl sat down and leaned against the wall, looking outside the window immensely. | ||
<0614> | <0614> | ||
// I became worried. | // I became worried. | ||
<0615> | <0615> | ||
// I wonder if it's because of the coldness of the air. | // I wonder if it's because of the coldness of the air. | ||
<0616> | <0616> | ||
// I moved near the window and pointed outside. | // I moved near the window and pointed outside. | ||
<0617> | <0617> | ||
// She looked there, very far away, to the end of the sky. | // She looked there, very far away, to the end of the sky. | ||
<0618> | <0618> | ||
// \b... hmm?\u | // \b... hmm?\u | ||
<0619> | <0619> | ||
// She look at me as she noticed. | // She look at me as she noticed. | ||
<0620> | <0620> | ||
// \b... what's over there?\u | // \b... what's over there?\u | ||
<0621> | <0621> | ||
// I continued to point. | // I continued to point. | ||
<0622> | <0622> | ||
// \b... you want to go there?\u | // \b... you want to go there?\u | ||
<0623> | <0623> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0624> | <0624> | ||
// \b... but winter is coming.\u | // \b... but winter is coming.\u | ||
<0625> | <0625> | ||
// I continued gazing at her face. | // I continued gazing at her face. | ||
<0626> | <0626> | ||
// \b... and yet you still want to?\u | // \b... and yet you still want to?\u | ||
<0627> | <0627> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0628> | <0628> | ||
// \b... at this rate, if the cold weather comes in, I won't be able to move...\u | // \b... at this rate, if the cold weather comes in, I won't be able to move...\u | ||
<0629> | <0629> | ||
// All the more reason to. | // All the more reason to. | ||
<0630> | <0630> | ||
// \b... and you know, if we leave the house, we won't be able to come back...\u | // \b... and you know, if we leave the house, we won't be able to come back...\u | ||
<0631> | <0631> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0632> | <0632> | ||
// \b... And yet you still want to?\u | // \b... And yet you still want to?\u | ||
<0633> | <0633> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0634> | <0634> | ||
// \b... is there something over there?\u | // \b... is there something over there?\u | ||
<0635> | <0635> | ||
// I jumped up and down. | // I jumped up and down. | ||
<0636> | <0636> | ||
// \b... something fun?\u | // \b... something fun?\u | ||
<0637> | <0637> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0638> | <0638> | ||
// \b... there lots of things...\u | // \b... there lots of things...\u | ||
<0639> | <0639> | ||
// \b... having fun every day...\u | // \b... having fun every day...\u | ||
<0640> | <0640> | ||
// \b... a warm place...?\u | // \b... a warm place...?\u | ||
<0641> | <0641> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0642> | <0642> | ||
// \b... but, we won't be able to make it...\u | // \b... but, we won't be able to make it...\u | ||
<0643> | <0643> | ||
// \b... the winter clouds will catch up with us...\u | // \b... the winter clouds will catch up with us...\u | ||
<0644> | <0644> | ||
// I followed my memories. | // I followed my memories. | ||
<0645> | <0645> | ||
// Memories from the depths of my consciousness. | // Memories from the depths of my consciousness. | ||
<0646> | <0646> | ||
// The sky. | // The sky. | ||
<0647> | <0647> | ||
// Let's go to the skies. | // Let's go to the skies. | ||
<0648> | <0648> | ||
// I motioned my hand towards the sky. | // I motioned my hand towards the sky. | ||
<0649> | <0649> | ||
// \b... you want to...\u \p\bgo to the skies?\u | // \b... you want to...\u \p\bgo to the skies?\u | ||
<0650> | <0650> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0651> | <0651> | ||
// \b... how?\u | // \b... how?\u | ||
<0652> | <0652> | ||
// I took her hand with mine. | // I took her hand with mine. | ||
<0653> | <0653> | ||
// \b... make something?\u | // \b... make something?\u | ||
<0654> | <0654> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0655> | <0655> | ||
// \b... something that will...\u \p\blet us fly in the skies?\u | // \b... something that will...\u \p\blet us fly in the skies?\u | ||
<0656> | <0656> | ||
// I nod strongly. | // I nod strongly. | ||
<0657> | <0657> | ||
// I'm certain I just had in my mind how something like that is shaped. | // I'm certain I just had in my mind how something like that is shaped. | ||
<0658> | <0658> | ||
// That's what I tried to tell her. | // That's what I tried to tell her. | ||
<0659> | <0659> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0660> | <0660> | ||
// After once again blanking out for a moment... | // After once again blanking out for a moment... | ||
<0661> | <0661> | ||
// She nods a little. | // She nods a little. | ||
<0662> | <0662> | ||
// From that day onward, we began building something that'll let us fly in the skies. | // From that day onward, we began building something that'll let us fly in the skies. | ||
<0663> | <0663> | ||
// I'd collect junk, and she'd put it together. | // I'd collect junk, and she'd put it together. | ||
<0664> | <0664> | ||
// The skies began to become cloudy. | // The skies began to become cloudy. | ||
<0665> | <0665> | ||
// I gaze up at the mountain of things that we put together. | // I gaze up at the mountain of things that we put together. | ||
<0666> | <0666> | ||
// I imagined giant wings being birthed out from that thing. | // I imagined giant wings being birthed out from that thing. | ||
<0667> | <0667> | ||
// Somehow, before winter comes... | // Somehow, before winter comes... | ||
<0668> | <0668> | ||
// We have to fly with those wings. | // We have to fly with those wings. | ||
<0669> | <0669> | ||
// The girl took a deep breath. | // The girl took a deep breath. | ||
<0670> | <0670> | ||
// She rubbed her eyes. | // She rubbed her eyes. | ||
<0671> | <0671> | ||
// \b... I'm a bit sleepy.\u | // \b... I'm a bit sleepy.\u | ||
<0672> | <0672> | ||
// I looked up at her with worry. | // I looked up at her with worry. | ||
<0673> | <0673> | ||
// \b... I'm sorry, let's continue.\u | // \b... I'm sorry, let's continue.\u | ||
<0674> | <0674> | ||
// She continued to endure. | // She continued to endure. | ||
<0675> | <0675> | ||
// She probably understood that... | // She probably understood that... | ||
<0676> | <0676> | ||
// This is something thing she has to do right now. | // This is something thing she has to do right now. | ||
<0677> | <0677> | ||
// She said so herself as well. | // She said so herself as well. | ||
<0678> | <0678> | ||
// If winter comes, she won't be able to move. | // If winter comes, she won't be able to move. | ||
<0679> | <0679> | ||
// I am not very sure what she meant by that. | // I am not very sure what she meant by that. | ||
<0680> | <0680> | ||
// But I'm certain that it has become something which has to be done. | // But I'm certain that it has become something which has to be done. | ||
<0681> | <0681> | ||
// That's why she can't sleep, and has to keep on working. | // That's why she can't sleep, and has to keep on working. | ||
<0682> | <0682> | ||
// I continued giving her more junk. | // I continued giving her more junk. | ||
<0683> | <0683> | ||
// And then, the next time I saw her... | // And then, the next time I saw her... | ||
<0684> | <0684> | ||
// Her body laid down on the cold ground. | // Her body laid down on the cold ground. | ||
<0685> | <0685> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0686> | <0686> | ||
// The snow's begun to fall upon this world. | // The snow's begun to fall upon this world. | ||
<0687> | <0687> | ||
// If we don't hurry up, we wouldn't be able to go. | // If we don't hurry up, we wouldn't be able to go. | ||
<0688> | <0688> | ||
// I picked up the last piece of junk, put it in my bag, and hurried home. | // I picked up the last piece of junk, put it in my bag, and hurried home. | ||
<0689> | <0689> | ||
// I opened the door. | // I opened the door. | ||
<0690> | <0690> | ||
// As always, the girl was there. | // As always, the girl was there. | ||
<0691> | <0691> | ||
// She noticed me, her eyes facing towards me. | // She noticed me, her eyes facing towards me. | ||
<0692> | <0692> | ||
// She slowly stretched out her arms. | // She slowly stretched out her arms. | ||
<0693> | <0693> | ||
// Her movements were very slow. | // Her movements were very slow. | ||
<0694> | <0694> | ||
// I approach her and put the junk in her hand. | // I approach her and put the junk in her hand. | ||
<0695> | <0695> | ||
// \b... it's starting to get really cold...\u | // \b... it's starting to get really cold...\u | ||
<0696> | <0696> | ||
// I shake my head to say I don't mind about that. | // I shake my head to say I don't mind about that. | ||
<0697> | <0697> | ||
// We don't have time. | // We don't have time. | ||
<0698> | <0698> | ||
// \b... I'm sorry I couldn't do anything...\u | // \b... I'm sorry I couldn't do anything...\u | ||
<0699> | <0699> | ||
// I shake my head. | // I shake my head. | ||
<0700> | <0700> | ||
// She'd always put her arm around me, but she was no longer able to do that. | // She'd always put her arm around me, but she was no longer able to do that. | ||
<0701> | <0701> | ||
// I put down that arm. | // I put down that arm. | ||
<0702> | <0702> | ||
// \b... are you going now?\u | // \b... are you going now?\u | ||
<0703> | <0703> | ||
// I nod. | // I nod. | ||
<0704> | <0704> | ||
// \b... I want to be by your side.\u | // \b... I want to be by your side.\u | ||
<0705> | <0705> | ||
// \b... just the two of us.\u | // \b... just the two of us.\u | ||
<0706> | <0706> | ||
// Yeah. That's why I'm doing this. | // Yeah. That's why I'm doing this. | ||
<0707> | <0707> | ||
// For that reason, I'm going. | // For that reason, I'm going. | ||
<0708> | <0708> | ||
// So that after this, we'll always be together. | // So that after this, we'll always be together. | ||
<0709> | <0709> | ||
// She made a lonely expression... | // She made a lonely expression... | ||
<0710> | <0710> | ||
// I reluctantly looked away and went outside. | // I reluctantly looked away and went outside. | ||
<0711> | <0711> | ||
// I walked in front of a mountain full of piled up junk. | // I walked in front of a mountain full of piled up junk. | ||
<0712> | <0712> | ||
// And then, I deposited all the junk I collected today on top of it. | // And then, I deposited all the junk I collected today on top of it. | ||
<0713> | <0713> | ||
// No longer do I know what shape the thing we were supposed to construct is. | // No longer do I know what shape the thing we were supposed to construct is. | ||
<0714> | <0714> | ||
// No longer does it have a shape in my mind. | // No longer does it have a shape in my mind. | ||
<0715> | <0715> | ||
// When I put the last piece of junk on, the thing shook on one side with a noise and fell apart. | // When I put the last piece of junk on, the thing shook on one side with a noise and fell apart. | ||
<0716> | <0716> | ||
// I drooped my head. | // I drooped my head. | ||
<0717> | <0717> | ||
// I picked up all the junk and put it in a pile. | // I picked up all the junk and put it in a pile. | ||
<0718> | <0718> | ||
// I repeated this over and over. | // I repeated this over and over. | ||
<0719> | <0719> | ||
// If only... | // If only... | ||
<0720> | <0720> | ||
// If only I could put the junk together to give it a shape with my will power... | // If only I could put the junk together to give it a shape with my will power... | ||
<0721> | <0721> | ||
// This is impossible with me alone... | // This is impossible with me alone... | ||
<0722> | <0722> | ||
// Because I am... | // Because I am... | ||
<0723> | <0723> | ||
// I am not a person. | // I am not a person. | ||
<0724> | <0724> | ||
// I look at my hand. | // I look at my hand. | ||
<0725> | <0725> | ||
// A coarse, blockish finger... | // A coarse, blockish finger... | ||
<0726> | <0726> | ||
// Even I, a doll made of junk, is brought here by a wish. | // Even I, a doll made of junk, is brought here by a wish. | ||
<0727> | <0727> | ||
// I wonder, will we ever be able to go anywhere anymore? | // I wonder, will we ever be able to go anywhere anymore? | ||
<0728> | <0728> | ||
// Away from this place. | // Away from this place. | ||
<0729> | <0729> | ||
// \ \b... I want to be by your side.\u | // \ \b... I want to be by your side.\u | ||
<0730> | <0730> | ||
// \ \b... just the two of us.\u | // \ \b... just the two of us.\u | ||
<0731> | <0731> | ||
// I remember the words I heard from her just a while ago. | // I remember the words I heard from her just a while ago. | ||
<0732> | <0732> | ||
// It was as... | // It was as... | ||
<0733> | <0733> | ||
// ... it was as painful as saying 'you don't have to do anything anymore...'. | // ... it was as painful as saying 'you don't have to do anything anymore...'. | ||
<0734> | <0734> | ||
// It was so sad. | // It was so sad. | ||
<0735> | <0735> | ||
// I wanted to cry. | // I wanted to cry. | ||
<0736> | <0736> | ||
// I feel so helpless. | // I feel so helpless. | ||
<0737> | <0737> | ||
// I gaze up at the sky. | // I gaze up at the sky. | ||
<0738> | <0738> | ||
// This world is tormenting her. | // This world is tormenting her. | ||
<0739> | <0739> | ||
// This world only forces cruelty towards her. | // This world only forces cruelty towards her. | ||
<0740> | <0740> | ||
// Always alone here... | // Always alone here... | ||
<0741> | <0741> | ||
// Just when I thought that she wouldn't be lonely anymore with the both of us, she suddenly languished... | // Just when I thought that she wouldn't be lonely anymore with the both of us, she suddenly languished... | ||
<0742> | <0742> | ||
// Ahh... | // Ahh... | ||
<0743> | <0743> | ||
// My body bends backward as if I'm shouting in tears. | // My body bends backward as if I'm shouting in tears. | ||
<0744> | <0744> | ||
// There was an unpleasant of scraping metal. | // There was an unpleasant of scraping metal. | ||
<0745> | <0745> | ||
// \b... are you... crying?\u | // \b... are you... crying?\u | ||
<0746> | <0746> | ||
// Her voice. | // Her voice. | ||
<0747> | <0747> | ||
// Creak. | // Creak. | ||
<0748> | <0748> | ||
// She slowly walked, and then she embraced my body. | // She slowly walked, and then she embraced my body. | ||
<0749> | <0749> | ||
// \b... what's wrong...?\u | // \b... what's wrong...?\u | ||
<0750> | <0750> | ||
// Creak. | // Creak. | ||
<0751> | <0751> | ||
// \b... have you remembered... something sad...?\u | // \b... have you remembered... something sad...?\u | ||
<0752> | <0752> | ||
// Creak. | // Creak. | ||
<0753> | <0753> | ||
// \b... that's not it, right...?\u | // \b... that's not it, right...?\u | ||
<0754> | <0754> | ||
// \b... this world is... what's sad, right...?\u | // \b... this world is... what's sad, right...?\u | ||
<0755> | <0755> | ||
// Cr... | // Cr... | ||
<0756> | <0756> | ||
// \b... you want to go far away?\u | // \b... you want to go far away?\u | ||
<0757> | <0757> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0758> | <0758> | ||
// \b... you want to go the place where you were pointing at?\u | // \b... you want to go the place where you were pointing at?\u | ||
<0759> | <0759> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0760> | <0760> | ||
// \b... together...\u | // \b... together...\u | ||
<0761> | <0761> | ||
// \b... let's walk away from here...\u | // \b... let's walk away from here...\u | ||
<0762> | <0762> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0763> | <0763> | ||
// \b... where there's a lot of things...\u | // \b... where there's a lot of things...\u | ||
<0764> | <0764> | ||
// \b... fun things...\u | // \b... fun things...\u | ||
<0765> | <0765> | ||
// \b... a warm place...\u | // \b... a warm place...\u | ||
<0766> | <0766> | ||
// \b... to there.\u | // \b... to there.\u | ||
<0767> | <0767> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0768> | <0768> | ||
// \b... you...\u | // \b... you...\u | ||
<0769> | <0769> | ||
// \b... want to do that, right?\u | // \b... want to do that, right?\u | ||
<0770> | <0770> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0771> | <0771> | ||
// I... \pstopped crying and faced her. | // I... \pstopped crying and faced her. | ||
<0772> | <0772> | ||
// I want to. | // I want to. | ||
<0773> | <0773> | ||
// I nod very strongly. | // I nod very strongly. | ||
<0774> | <0774> | ||
// \b... then...\u \p\blet's go.\u | // \b... then...\u \p\blet's go.\u | ||
<0775> | <0775> | ||
// Before this ground turned into white field by the falling snow. | // Before this ground turned into white field by the falling snow. | ||
<0776> | <0776> | ||
// We start our long journey. | // We start our long journey. | ||
<0777> | <0777> | ||
// To the place...\wait{800} of our distant memories.\wait{3000} | // To the place...\wait{800} of our distant memories.\wait{3000} | ||
<0778> | <0778> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0779> | <0779> | ||
// The girl stopped walking. | // The girl stopped walking. | ||
<0780> | <0780> | ||
// She squats above the snow for a long time. | // She squats above the snow for a long time. | ||
<0781> | <0781> | ||
// I brush off the snow that covered her face. | // I brush off the snow that covered her face. | ||
<0782> | <0782> | ||
// She smiled as I do that. | // She smiled as I do that. | ||
<0783> | <0783> | ||
// She stretched her arms down to the ground and lifted herself up, she then brushed the snow off her. | // She stretched her arms down to the ground and lifted herself up, she then brushed the snow off her. | ||
<0784> | <0784> | ||
// We couldn't make any progress though. | // We couldn't make any progress though. | ||
<0785> | <0785> | ||
// I hide myself below her abdomen. | // I hide myself below her abdomen. | ||
<0786> | <0786> | ||
// We strain to walk. | // We strain to walk. | ||
<0787> | <0787> | ||
// She starts moving again. | // She starts moving again. | ||
<0788> | <0788> | ||
// \b... thank you.\u | // \b... thank you.\u | ||
<0789> | <0789> | ||
// I heard her voice. | // I heard her voice. | ||
<0790> | <0790> | ||
// My body began to creak. | // My body began to creak. | ||
<0791> | <0791> | ||
// How long more do we need to struggle, I wonder. | // How long more do we need to struggle, I wonder. | ||
<0792> | <0792> | ||
// How many steps more do we need until we reach our destination, I wonder. | // How many steps more do we need until we reach our destination, I wonder. | ||
<0793> | <0793> | ||
// Or maybe, it will take an endless number of steps to get there. | // Or maybe, it will take an endless number of steps to get there. | ||
<0794> | <0794> | ||
// If so... it's useless. | // If so... it's useless. | ||
<0795> | <0795> | ||
// Despondence swept over us. | // Despondence swept over us. | ||
<0796> | <0796> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0797> | <0797> | ||
// Suddenly, my body was lifted up. | // Suddenly, my body was lifted up. | ||
<0798> | <0798> | ||
// There was something under me. | // There was something under me. | ||
<0799> | <0799> | ||
// Small... \panimals. | // Small... \panimals. | ||
<0800> | <0800> | ||
// They're even in a... place like this. | // They're even in a... place like this. | ||
<0801> | <0801> | ||
// Their strength was... small and weak. | // Their strength was... small and weak. | ||
<0802> | <0802> | ||
// But, in great number, by combining their power... my body was moved forward... | // But, in great number, by combining their power... my body was moved forward... | ||
<0803> | <0803> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0804> | <0804> | ||
// Soon after that, I find myself walking with all my strength by myself again. | // Soon after that, I find myself walking with all my strength by myself again. | ||
<0805> | <0805> | ||
// The animals are... \pnowhere to be seen anymore. | // The animals are... \pnowhere to be seen anymore. | ||
<0806> | <0806> | ||
// Without looking back, we move forward. | // Without looking back, we move forward. | ||
<0807> | <0807> | ||
// Having only courage... | // Having only courage... | ||
<0808> | <0808> | ||
// No... I shouldn't be thinking of such things. | // No... I shouldn't be thinking of such things. | ||
<0809> | <0809> | ||
// One step at the time, and the next struggle to step forward, I'll believe we're progressing. | // One step at the time, and the next struggle to step forward, I'll believe we're progressing. | ||
<0810> | <0810> | ||
// If not, I'll then take a step again. | // If not, I'll then take a step again. | ||
<0811> | <0811> | ||
// If not, I'll then take another step. | // If not, I'll then take another step. | ||
<0812> | <0812> | ||
// One step, another step... | // One step, another step... | ||
<0813> | <0813> | ||
// We crawled onward, continuing to make progress. | // We crawled onward, continuing to make progress. | ||
<0814> | <0814> | ||
// Illusionary World | // Illusionary World | ||
<0815> | <0815> | ||
// A world, surface of white. | // A world, surface of white. | ||
<0816> | <0816> | ||
// ........ | // ........ | ||
<0817> | <0817> | ||
// Snow... | // Snow... | ||
<0818> | <0818> | ||
// Yes, it is snow. | // Yes, it is snow. | ||
<0819> | <0819> | ||
// Continuing to fall down even now, it covers my body in white. | // Continuing to fall down even now, it covers my body in white. | ||
<0820> | <0820> | ||
// Ahhh... | // Ahhh... | ||
<0821> | <0821> | ||
// What was I doing in such a world...? | // What was I doing in such a world...? | ||
<0822> | <0822> | ||
// Since when have I been alone in this place...? | // Since when have I been alone in this place...? | ||
<0823> | <0823> | ||
// ........ | // ........ | ||
<0824> | <0824> | ||
// Buried in snow... was my hand. | // Buried in snow... was my hand. | ||
<0825> | <0825> | ||
// That hand was holding something. | // That hand was holding something. | ||
<0826> | <0826> | ||
// I pull it up. | // I pull it up. | ||
<0827> | <0827> | ||
// A hand of pure white. | // A hand of pure white. | ||
<0828> | <0828> | ||
// It was a girl's hand. | // It was a girl's hand. | ||
<0829> | <0829> | ||
// Ahhh... that's right... | // Ahhh... that's right... | ||
<0830> | <0830> | ||
// I was not alone. | // I was not alone. | ||
<0831> | <0831> | ||
// I brushed off the snow covering her face. | // I brushed off the snow covering her face. | ||
<0832> | <0832> | ||
// Her profile which slept quietly, surfaced. | // Her profile which slept quietly, surfaced. | ||
<0833> | <0833> | ||
// I was always together with her... | // I was always together with her... | ||
<0834> | <0834> | ||
// In this world. | // In this world. | ||
<0835> | <0835> | ||
// In this sad, lonely world. | // In this sad, lonely world. | ||
<0836> | <0836> | ||
// And together... | // And together... | ||
<0837> | <0837> | ||
// We had walking thus far. | // We had walking thus far. | ||
<0838> | <0838> | ||
// To get out of this world. | // To get out of this world. | ||
<0839> | <0839> | ||
// Ever since that day. | // Ever since that day. | ||
<0840> | <0840> | ||
// Always walking... | // Always walking... | ||
<0841> | <0841> | ||
// With her always pushing her weakened body onward... | // With her always pushing her weakened body onward... | ||
<0842> | <0842> | ||
// Walking and walking... | // Walking and walking... | ||
<0843> | <0843> | ||
// By now, we've gotten to where we can no longer return... | // By now, we've gotten to where we can no longer return... | ||
<0844> | <0844> | ||
// Even though the snow is piling around her legs... | // Even though the snow is piling around her legs... | ||
<0845> | <0845> | ||
// Even though the snow is burying my body... | // Even though the snow is burying my body... | ||
<0846> | <0846> | ||
// We encourage each other on... | // We encourage each other on... | ||
<0847> | <0847> | ||
// Eyes fixed straight ahead... | // Eyes fixed straight ahead... | ||
<0848> | <0848> | ||
// We continue walking. | // We continue walking. | ||
<0849> | <0849> | ||
// And then we both... | // And then we both... | ||
<0850> | <0850> | ||
// Lost our strength. | // Lost our strength. | ||
<0851> | <0851> | ||
// She could no longer move another step. | // She could no longer move another step. | ||
<0852> | <0852> | ||
// The girl holds on even tighter to my worn out body. | // The girl holds on even tighter to my worn out body. | ||
<0853> | <0853> | ||
// The snow is beginning to cover half of her body. | // The snow is beginning to cover half of her body. | ||
<0854> | <0854> | ||
// Even with my small body, she could no longer carry me. | // Even with my small body, she could no longer carry me. | ||
<0855> | <0855> | ||
// I touch her cheek with my hand. | // I touch her cheek with my hand. | ||
<0856> | <0856> | ||
// I thought it would be warm, or was it just my memory... | // I thought it would be warm, or was it just my memory... | ||
<0857> | <0857> | ||
// It should feel the same as my hand... having become cold. | // It should feel the same as my hand... having become cold. | ||
<0858> | <0858> | ||
// If only I knew this would happen, I wouldn't have taken her here... | // If only I knew this would happen, I wouldn't have taken her here... | ||
<0859> | <0859> | ||
// I'm only hurting her more by doing this... | // I'm only hurting her more by doing this... | ||
<0860> | <0860> | ||
// Isn't there any place we can go to anymore...? | // Isn't there any place we can go to anymore...? | ||
<0861> | <0861> | ||
// Are we going to sleep here forever...? | // Are we going to sleep here forever...? | ||
<0862> | <0862> | ||
// In this ending world. | // In this ending world. | ||
<0863> | <0863> | ||
// \b... hey...\u | // \b... hey...\u | ||
<0864> | <0864> | ||
// A voice in the snow storm. | // A voice in the snow storm. | ||
<0865> | <0865> | ||
// It was her voice. | // It was her voice. | ||
<0866> | <0866> | ||
// But her eyes remained closed. | // But her eyes remained closed. | ||
<0867> | <0867> | ||
// \b... are you... there...?\u | // \b... are you... there...?\u | ||
<0868> | <0868> | ||
// Of course. | // Of course. | ||
<0869> | <0869> | ||
// I will always be by your side. | // I will always be by your side. | ||
<0870> | <0870> | ||
// \b... thank you...\u | // \b... thank you...\u | ||
<0871> | <0871> | ||
// Eh...? | // Eh...? | ||
<0872> | <0872> | ||
// \b... I can finally hear your voice.\u | // \b... I can finally hear your voice.\u | ||
<0873> | <0873> | ||
// How come? | // How come? | ||
<0874> | <0874> | ||
// \b... I won't be a person for much longer.\u | // \b... I won't be a person for much longer.\u | ||
<0875> | <0875> | ||
// \b... that's why I can hear your mind.\u | // \b... that's why I can hear your mind.\u | ||
<0876> | <0876> | ||
// What do you mean? | // What do you mean? | ||
<0877> | <0877> | ||
// \b... there were a lot of things I came to understand.\u | // \b... there were a lot of things I came to understand.\u | ||
<0878> | <0878> | ||
// \b... and a lot of things I didn't know.\u | // \b... and a lot of things I didn't know.\u | ||
<0879> | <0879> | ||
// Is that so... | // Is that so... | ||
<0880> | <0880> | ||
// But, I can talk with you now because of this. | // But, I can talk with you now because of this. | ||
<0881> | <0881> | ||
// We can talk a lot. | // We can talk a lot. | ||
<0882> | <0882> | ||
// \b... yes.\u | // \b... yes.\u | ||
<0883> | <0883> | ||
// \b... but we're running out of time.\u | // \b... but we're running out of time.\u | ||
<0884> | <0884> | ||
// \b... I want you to hear me out.\u | // \b... I want you to hear me out.\u | ||
<0885> | <0885> | ||
// \b... will you listen?\u | // \b... will you listen?\u | ||
<0886> | <0886> | ||
// Of course... | // Of course... | ||
<0887> | <0887> | ||
// \b... I, too... used to be from a far away world...\u | // \b... I, too... used to be from a far away world...\u | ||
<0888> | <0888> | ||
// \b... in the same world you were once in.\u | // \b... in the same world you were once in.\u | ||
<0889> | <0889> | ||
// Really? | // Really? | ||
<0890> | <0890> | ||
// \b... yes...\u | // \b... yes...\u | ||
<0891> | <0891> | ||
// Then, you shouldn't be in this world... | // Then, you shouldn't be in this world... | ||
<0892> | <0892> | ||
// Let's go back. | // Let's go back. | ||
<0893> | <0893> | ||
// \b... I'm sorry, I...\u | // \b... I'm sorry, I...\u | ||
<0894> | <0894> | ||
// \b... I can't leave this place...\u | // \b... I can't leave this place...\u | ||
<0895> | <0895> | ||
// Why? | // Why? | ||
<0896> | <0896> | ||
// \b... because I'm...\u | // \b... because I'm...\u | ||
<0897> | <0897> | ||
// \b... I'm this world.\u | // \b... I'm this world.\u | ||
<0898> | <0898> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0899> | <0899> | ||
// \b... I won't be able to move anymore if it stays like this...\u | // \b... I won't be able to move anymore if it stays like this...\u | ||
<0900> | <0900> | ||
// ... I'll lose my human form... | // ... I'll lose my human form... | ||
<0901> | <0901> | ||
// \b... and then, I'll become this world's consciousness...\u | // \b... and then, I'll become this world's consciousness...\u | ||
<0902> | <0902> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0903> | <0903> | ||
// \b... that's why, I can't leave this place...\u | // \b... that's why, I can't leave this place...\u | ||
<0904> | <0904> | ||
// Who decided... something like that... | // Who decided... something like that... | ||
<0905> | <0905> | ||
// \b... I did...\u | // \b... I did...\u | ||
<0906> | <0906> | ||
// \b... this is, my decision...\u | // \b... this is, my decision...\u | ||
<0907> | <0907> | ||
// \b... from the very beginning, since I was the first to be born here...\u * | // \b... from the very beginning, since I was the first to be born here...\u * | ||
<0908> | <0908> | ||
// \b... that’s why, I chose to become this world's consciousness rather than die...\u | // \b... that’s why, I chose to become this world's consciousness rather than die...\u | ||
<0909> | <0909> | ||
// I don't get it... what are you talking about? | // I don't get it... what are you talking about? | ||
<0910> | <0910> | ||
// But we promised... that we'd leave this world together. | // But we promised... that we'd leave this world together. | ||
<0911> | <0911> | ||
// \b... yes... but at that time, I didn't know anything...\u | // \b... yes... but at that time, I didn't know anything...\u | ||
<0912> | <0912> | ||
// \b... I'm sorry...\u | // \b... I'm sorry...\u | ||
<0913> | <0913> | ||
// \b... I came to understand a lot of things now...\u | // \b... I came to understand a lot of things now...\u | ||
<0914> | <0914> | ||
// \b... since I'm already connected to this world...\u | // \b... since I'm already connected to this world...\u | ||
<0915> | <0915> | ||
// \b... that's why I can talk with you even though my body can't move...\u | // \b... that's why I can talk with you even though my body can't move...\u | ||
<0916> | <0916> | ||
// Isn't it painful? | // Isn't it painful? | ||
<0917> | <0917> | ||
// \b... yes, but it's okay now...\u | // \b... yes, but it's okay now...\u | ||
<0918> | <0918> | ||
// \b... so please, listen to me...\u | // \b... so please, listen to me...\u | ||
<0919> | <0919> | ||
// Okay... I'm listening... | // Okay... I'm listening... | ||
<0920> | <0920> | ||
// \b... if I disappear from here, this world will cease to exist...\u | // \b... if I disappear from here, this world will cease to exist...\u | ||
<0921> | <0921> | ||
// \b... if that happens, many of light will be unhappy...\u | // \b... if that happens, many of light will be unhappy...\u | ||
<0922> | <0922> | ||
// Light? | // Light? | ||
<0923> | <0923> | ||
// \b... you know, you were also one of those lights...\u | // \b... you know, you were also one of those lights...\u | ||
<0924> | <0924> | ||
// I was? | // I was? | ||
<0925> | <0925> | ||
// \b... yes. They are the feelings of the people from the other world...\u | // \b... yes. They are the feelings of the people from the other world...\u | ||
<0926> | <0926> | ||
// The other world? | // The other world? | ||
<0927> | <0927> | ||
// \b... the farthest away, yet the closest.\u | // \b... the farthest away, yet the closest.\u | ||
<0928> | <0928> | ||
// \b... we've always been together, and we've always been there.\u | // \b... we've always been together, and we've always been there.\u | ||
<0929> | <0929> | ||
// \b... in the same place.\u | // \b... in the same place.\u | ||
<0930> | <0930> | ||
// \b... it's just that, we only look different.\u | // \b... it's just that, we only look different.\u | ||
<0931> | <0931> | ||
// \b... since this place isn't the human world...\u | // \b... since this place isn't the human world...\u | ||
<0932> | <0932> | ||
// But you're human... | // But you're human... | ||
<0933> | <0933> | ||
// \b... no... I began to change into something that's not human...\u | // \b... no... I began to change into something that's not human...\u | ||
<0934> | <0934> | ||
// \b... ever since I came here.\u | // \b... ever since I came here.\u | ||
<0935> | <0935> | ||
// \bThis is what...\u | // \bThis is what...\u | ||
<0936> | <0936> | ||
// \b... this world is.\u | // \b... this world is.\u | ||
<0937> | <0937> | ||
// This world? | // This world? | ||
<0938> | <0938> | ||
// Then, what is this world really? | // Then, what is this world really? | ||
<0939> | <0939> | ||
// \b... even I don't know that myself...\u | // \b... even I don't know that myself...\u | ||
<0940> | <0940> | ||
// \b... but you might have an idea...\u | // \b... but you might have an idea...\u | ||
<0941> | <0941> | ||
// \b... since you exist in two worlds...\u | // \b... since you exist in two worlds...\u | ||
<0942> | <0942> | ||
// \b... but both the lights and I live in different worlds, so we never knew about each other's existence...\u | // \b... but both the lights and I live in different worlds, so we never knew about each other's existence...\u | ||
<0943> | <0943> | ||
// \b... but, you're the only one who noticed me ...\u | // \b... but, you're the only one who noticed me ...\u | ||
<0944> | <0944> | ||
// \b... you never went anywhere and you were always watching me...\u | // \b... you never went anywhere and you were always watching me...\u | ||
<0945> | <0945> | ||
// \b... that's why, I created a body for you... to reside in ...\u * | // \b... that's why, I created a body for you... to reside in ...\u * | ||
<0946> | <0946> | ||
// \b...crossing the rift between worlds, making our encounters possible...\u | // \b...crossing the rift between worlds, making our encounters possible...\u | ||
<0946> | <0946> | ||
// \b... we were able to meet as our world passed each other...\u | // \b... we were able to meet as our world passed each other...\u | ||
<0947> | <0947> | ||
// \b... as the last person with a mind... I manage to spend my time without getting lonely...\u * | // \b... as the last person with a mind... I manage to spend my time without getting lonely...\u * | ||
<0948> | <0948> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0949> | <0949> | ||
// \b... it's all thanks to you...\u | // \b... it's all thanks to you...\u | ||
<0950> | <0950> | ||
// \b... that alone for me is enough...\u | // \b... that alone for me is enough...\u | ||
<0951> | <0951> | ||
// \b... enough to be happy...\u | // \b... enough to be happy...\u | ||
<0952> | <0952> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0953> | <0953> | ||
// \b... that's why this time, I want you to save someone else...\u | // \b... that's why this time, I want you to save someone else...\u | ||
<0954> | <0954> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0955> | <0955> | ||
// \b... okay?\u | // \b... okay?\u | ||
<0956> | <0956> | ||
// \b... now, you must close your consciousness away from this world...\u | // \b... now, you must close your consciousness away from this world...\u | ||
<0957> | <0957> | ||
// \b... if you do that, you'll be able leave this place...\u | // \b... if you do that, you'll be able leave this place...\u | ||
<0958> | <0958> | ||
// \b... you'll wake up on that important day... in that world... where lots of things began...\u | // \b... you'll wake up on that important day... in that world... where lots of things began...\u | ||
<0959> | <0959> | ||
// \b... this place existed for the sake of that day...\u * | // \b... this place existed for the sake of that day...\u * | ||
<0960> | <0960> | ||
// \b... that world is a place which you would reach after a long and exhausting journey...\u | // \b... that world is a place which you would reach after a long and exhausting journey...\u | ||
<0961> | <0961> | ||
// \b... but you will not have any recollection of this place when you get there...\u | // \b... but you will not have any recollection of this place when you get there...\u | ||
<0962> | <0962> | ||
// \b... that's why, everything may result in the same thing as well...\u | // \b... that's why, everything may result in the same thing as well...\u | ||
<0963> | <0963> | ||
// \b... but, if there's a person that you want to save...\u | // \b... but, if there's a person that you want to save...\u | ||
<0964> | <0964> | ||
// \b... search for the light of the other world...\u | // \b... search for the light of the other world...\u | ||
<0965> | <0965> | ||
// Light...? | // Light...? | ||
<0966> | <0966> | ||
// \b... yes, light.\u | // \b... yes, light.\u | ||
<0967> | <0967> | ||
// \b... the emotions of people in the other world manifest themselves as light here...\u | // \b... the emotions of people in the other world manifest themselves as light here...\u | ||
<0968> | <0968> | ||
// \b... from the other world, you should see my feeling as a form of light there...\u | // \b... from the other world, you should see my feeling as a form of light there...\u | ||
<0969> | <0969> | ||
// \b... the world's feelings are my emotions...\u | // \b... the world's feelings are my emotions...\u | ||
<0970> | <0970> | ||
// \b... my heart... wishes for the happiness of all these lights\u | // \b... my heart... wishes for the happiness of all these lights\u | ||
<0970> | <0970> | ||
// \b... the happiness I wish for all these lights... my feelings...\u | // \b... the happiness I wish for all these lights... my feelings...\u | ||
<0971> | <0971> | ||
// \b...if a precious person is unhappy...\u | // \b...if a precious person is unhappy...\u | ||
<0972> | <0972> | ||
// \b... I want you to save that person...\u | // \b... I want you to save that person...\u | ||
<0973> | <0973> | ||
// No... | // No... | ||
<0974> | <0974> | ||
// I only want to save you... | // I only want to save you... | ||
<0975> | <0975> | ||
// \b... it's okay. I...\u | // \b... it's okay. I...\u | ||
<0976> | <0976> | ||
// I can't just leave you behind... | // I can't just leave you behind... | ||
<0977> | <0977> | ||
// This world is... so lonely... | // This world is... so lonely... | ||
<0978> | <0978> | ||
// So cold... and so freezing... | // So cold... and so freezing... | ||
<0979> | <0979> | ||
// If I disappear, you'll be alone again... | // If I disappear, you'll be alone again... | ||
<0980> | <0980> | ||
// In this apocalyptic word... | // In this apocalyptic word... | ||
<0981> | <0981> | ||
// Always alone... | // Always alone... | ||
<0982> | <0982> | ||
// \b... because that is what I wished for...\u | // \b... because that is what I wished for...\u | ||
<0983> | <0983> | ||
// \b... I will watch over you...\u | // \b... I will watch over you...\u | ||
<0984> | <0984> | ||
// \b... from now, forevermore...\u | // \b... from now, forevermore...\u | ||
<0985> | <0985> | ||
// \b... and for all eternity...\u | // \b... and for all eternity...\u | ||
<0986> | <0986> | ||
// No... | // No... | ||
<0987> | <0987> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0988> | <0988> | ||
// I don't want that... | // I don't want that... | ||
<0989> | <0989> | ||
// ......... | // ......... | ||
<0990> | <0990> | ||
// In the midst of the blowing wind, I heard a sound. | // In the midst of the blowing wind, I heard a sound. | ||
<0991> | <0991> | ||
// It was something I remembered from the other world. | // It was something I remembered from the other world. | ||
<0992> | <0992> | ||
// A memory of a distant season of spring. | // A memory of a distant season of spring. | ||
<0993> | <0993> | ||
// It was a quiet, yet calm and pleasant song. | // It was a quiet, yet calm and pleasant song. | ||
<0994> | <0994> | ||
// In that short time... | // In that short time... | ||
<0995> | <0995> | ||
// There was a song sang by a small family. | // There was a song sang by a small family. | ||
<0996> | <0996> | ||
// The girl's mouth opened a little bit. | // The girl's mouth opened a little bit. | ||
<0997> | <0997> | ||
// And then, she sung that song. | // And then, she sung that song. | ||
<0998> | <0998> | ||
// \b...dango... dango...\u | // \b...dango... dango...\u | ||
<0999> | <0999> | ||
// A song she always heard over and over again in her young life. | // A song she always heard over and over again in her young life. | ||
<1000> | <1000> | ||
// I sung it too. | // I sung it too. | ||
<1001> | <1001> | ||
// We sang together. | // We sang together. | ||
<1002> | <1002> | ||
// We kept on singing. | // We kept on singing. | ||
<1003> | <1003> | ||
// She smiles. | // She smiles. | ||
<1004> | <1004> | ||
// I smile too. | // I smile too. | ||
<1005> | <1005> | ||
// It'd be nice... | // It'd be nice... | ||
<1006> | <1006> | ||
// It'd be nice if we could stay like this forever. | // It'd be nice if we could stay like this forever. | ||
<1007> | <1007> | ||
// The strong wind continues to blow us down. | // The strong wind continues to blow us down. | ||
<1008> | <1008> | ||
// My body was... in pieces. | // My body was... in pieces. | ||
<1009> | <1009> | ||
// In all that, I searched for her hand. | // In all that, I searched for her hand. | ||
<1010> | <1010> | ||
// I wanted to always hold on together. | // I wanted to always hold on together. | ||
<1011> | <1011> | ||
// She looks at me, crying out... | // She looks at me, crying out... | ||
</pre> | </pre> | ||
</div> | </div> | ||
== Sơ đồ == | == Sơ đồ == | ||
{{Clannad:Sơ đồ}} | {{Clannad:Sơ đồ}} | ||
[[Category:CLANNAD-Góp ý]] | [[Category:CLANNAD-Góp ý]] |
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// Resources for SEEN6900.TXT <0000> // Prologue <0001> // A world, covered in white. <0002> // ........ <0003> // Snow... <0004> // Yes, snow. <0005> // Continuing to fall down even now, it covers my body in white. <0006> // Ahhh... <0007> // What am I doing in such a world...? <0008> // Since when have I been alone in this place...? <0009> // ........ <0010> // Buried in snow... was my hand. <0011> // That hand was holding something. <0012> // I pull it up. <0013> // A hand of pure white. <0014> // It was a girl's hand. <0015> // Ahhh... that's right... <0016> // I was not alone. <0017> // I brushed off the snow covering her face. <0018> // The side of her face came into view; one of peaceful sleep. <0019> // That's right... <0020> // In this world. <0021> // We were always together... <0022> // In this \wait{800}sad, lonely world. <0023> // Illusionary World <0024> // I'm watching it. <0025> // A distant world. <0026> // It's a gloomy place. <0027> // I wonder, what is this place...? <0028> // It seems like I'm inside a house. <0029> // It's quiet. <0030> // I see a desk. <0031> // There should be people in here, but nobody is there. <0032> // Nothing moves... <0033> // Just the passing of time. <0034> // ......... <0035> // If I were given a choice of where to be born and gain a new life... <0036> // I don't think I'd choose this world. <0037> // I became frightened. Frightened of this world. <0038> // I had already noticed it for a long time. <0039> // That this world had met its end. <0040> // Nothing is ever born, and nothing dies here anymore. <0041> // Not even the passing of time exists. <0042> // That's why nothing will end. <0043> // The next one to be born here will be the last. <0044> // Locked in a world that never ends, and a place that no one can get out. <0045> // Nothing dies here, so nothing can be born into a new world. <0046> // I'm watching this frozen world. <0047> // If I close my eyes, I'll be able to leave... <0048> // So I think. <0049> // Please... the next time I open my eyes, I hope I won't see this world... <0050> // I wish for a warmer, more beautiful world. <0051> // I voluntarily... <0052> // Closed my eyes to this place. <0053> // ......... <0054> // At that moment, a light suddenly flickered. <0055> // Something moved. <0056> // I don't really know what it was. <0057> // But, something did move... <0058> // It seems this world hasn't met its end yet... <0059> // ... Perhaps something is living in this apocalyptic world. <0060> // The light streaming from the window strikes upon the walls. <0061> // Part of the shadowed area in this room is moving. <0062> // If I can only move my "eyes", I might be able to see what it is. <0063> // But, I still don't know what its true form is. <0064> // It's slowly moving... <0065> // Before long, the wall reflects the light... <0066> // And in exchange, I see a lone girl before my eyes. <0067> // She seems innocent. <0068> // She looks steadily upon me. <0069> // I wonder if she can see me? <0070> // She tries to extend her hands toward me. <0071> // However, the hand does not touch me; for they pass through instead. <0072> // That's right... <0073> // I haven't been born into this world. <0074> // That's why I can't touch anything. <0075> // But, if that's the case... \pwhy has that girl noticed me? <0076> // It looks like she can see me. -Delwack <0077> // In what form does she see me as? <0078> // She fanned her hand left and right. <0079> // And then she drew back her hand. <0080> // She disappeared from sight. <0081> // ... There's a person in this world. <0082> // What's she doing in an apocalyptic world? <0083> // How does she live, and what does she eat? <0084> // She's still alive, right? <0085> // I wonder, why do I worry about her? <0086> // I guess that's what's the same about this world...? <0087> // I become frightened again. <0088> // ... I can't be born into this world. <0089> // But, that girl lives here. <0090> // That's why I wonder... <0091> // ......... <0092> // My eyes come upon this world again. <0093> // Often coming upon this boring, still world. <0094> // But she'd appear from time to time. <0095> // We couldn't understand each other's thoughts. <0096> // That's why I couldn't see what she meant, and she couldn't see what I meant. <0097> // But, certainly... <0098> // At that moment, I realized that I've always been waiting for her. <0099> // That girl lived in solitude. <0100> // With the exception of the girl, no one was around. <0101> // That was obvious. <0102> // Here, nothing died, and nothing was born. <0103> // That's what this kind of world is. <0104> // And that is why. <0105> // Somehow, she doesn't get tired of watching me. <0106> // One day, she appeared in front of me carrying many things in her arms. <0107> // They were of various sizes... but all were junk. <0108> // I can't help but call them junk... I have no idea how they can be useful. <0109> // And there she spent quite some time constructing something out of the junk on that spot. <0110> // How much time has passed, I wonder? <0111> // In front of her stood a doll half her height. <0112> // The girl stood up proudly as she faced me. <0113> // I watch her face, and then I finally realize. <0114> // That body was made for me. <0115> // But, what should I do? <0116> // I didn't really understand. <0117> // Is it okay to wish... <0118> // To be born into this world? <0119> // Am I really wishing for that? <0120> // Even now, this world frightens me. <0121> // Nothing lives or dies here... <0122> // A world that will never progress... <0123> // But if this is really such a closed world... <0124> // Then my existence should end here. <0125> // The girl put out her other hand... <0126> // I saw how bruised and cut it was. <0127> // It was the only thing... that was warm in this world. <0128> // Before I knew it... <0129> // I wished \wait{800}for \wait{800}that hand.\wait{3000} <0130> // Illusionary World <0131> // The next scene was the floor. <0132> // I'm watching that floor steadily. <0133> // What is it? I can feel something coming toward me. <0134> // I move my "\bneck"\u vertically. Doing so, my field of vision changes. <0135> // The girl is there. <0136> // The girl who has always been watching me. <0137> // The girl stretched out her hand to me. <0138> // I then faced her and stretched out my own "\bhand".\u <0139> // Our hands held on to one another. <0140> // I couldn't feel anything but... Even still, I know that we touched each other. <0141> // At the same time, I began to feel it. <0142> // That I really have been born into this world. <0143> // I exist here. <0144> // The girl can touch me. <0145> // This is a sad world. <0146> // But she is tender. <0147> // As I touch the girl's hand, my "\bheart"\u was filled with both sadness and tenderness at the same time. <0148> // I was born here for her. <0149> // I sacrificed everything about living in a new world which would possibly have brought me happiness. <0150> // The girl took my hand, helped me stand up, and let go. <0151> // Then, she stood several steps before me and clapped her hands. <0152> // I started walking in her direction. <0153> // That's right... I'm learning how to walk. <0154> // My memory's a blur. <0155> // If I don't try my hardest, I won't remember. <0156> // The girl is clapping her hands. <0157> // I walk. <0158> // But my legs do not move the way I want them to. <0159> // And then, I collapse onto the floor again. <0160> // Nevertheless, we keep repeating this process over again, and the girl would take my hand so I could stand up. <0161> // How many times have I fallen like this? <0162> // Finally, I struggle to stand in front of her. <0163> // Even though I was half the girl's height, she took my body into her arms. <0164> // \b... You really did well.\u <0165> // The warmth. <0166> // The only warmth there was in this world. <0167> // The warmth that I was searching for. <0168> // However, with a body of junk, I couldn't feel that warmth. <0169> // I looked up at her face. <0170> // I had a lot of things to ask her. <0171> // However, I didn't have a mouth, so I couldn't talk to her. <0172> // I turned my "\bface"\u to the window. <0173> // It was a window whose light was always bright. <0174> // I want to see the outside world. <0175> // I want to see this apocalyptic world with my own "\beyes".\u <0176> // Illusionary World <0177> // I was on the ground where the wind blew. <0178> // It felt like the wind was blowing from the ends of the earth as if it's not shut out from this world. <0179> // I could feel its force even with this body. <0180> // Countless lights flutter about from the blowing wind and onto the ground. <0181> // And the girl is standing there in the middle of all this. <0182> // As the wind blows again, countless lights fly up from the ground. <0183> // The girl gazes upon that scene. <0184> // This is the world I was born into. <0185> // It's kind of like a fantasia... that's what I thought. <0186> // This world even has trees, grass, and maybe even stones rolling about, as if it's natural. <0187> // I think that's how it's supposed to be. <0188> // However, what is this light? <0189> // I certainly have no idea what this spectacle is. <0190> // The wind blew again, and a single light passed by me. <0191> // I chased after it. <0192> // It soon floated in front of me. <0193> // I tried to reach out my hand. <0194> // The light passed through my finger made of junk. <0195> // Even touching it, not even the slightest thing happened. <0196> // While I stood there dumbfounded, the girl walked beside the light as she understood. <0197> // I pointed to one of the lights. <0198> // She asked \b`What's the matter?'\u <0199> // I could not give her an answer. <0200> // \b...Are you wondering about the light?\u <0201> // I nodded. <0202> // \b... The sky?\u <0203> // I shake my head to say "\bNo".\u <0204> // \b... The ground?\u <0205> // No. <0206> // \b... Just the light?\u <0207> // I nod. <0208> // \b... Why is that, I wonder.\u <0209> // The girl put her hand to her chin in thought. <0210> // I wanted to do the same, but my elbow joints wouldn't bend. <0211> // Consequently, my arm remained broken in an unnatural manner. <0212> // To the girl who'd always lived here, the light is similar to the water and trees I am familiar with. <0213> // It's a part of this world. <0214> // But, that's the only thing I couldn't touch. <0215> // So in short... I thought that it was reminiscent of a shadow. <0216> // But a shadow should have something that gives it shape... <0217> // If so, I wonder where it is. <0218> // I couldn't find its source anywhere. <0219> // She opened her mouth and said \b'In other words...'\u <0220> // \b... This scene, which you think is mysterious is, in my knowledge, not a mysterious scene.\u <0221> // That may be true. I nod. <0222> // I search deep into my own memories. <0223> // Maybe, in a distant past... <0224> // Or maybe a distant future... <0225> // I was in a different world. <0226> // That's all I could recall. <0227> // If I try to remember, my heart will always be filled with warmth. <0228> // \b... What kind of place was it?\u <0229> // I shook my head, I didn't know. <0230> // \b... Was it a place more beautiful than this?\u <0231> // Absolutely. <0232> // \b... Were there a lot of things, and did you have fun every day?\u <0233> // Probably. <0234> // \b... Even then...\u \p\bweren't you lonely?\u <0235> // ......... <0236> // She's always spent her time here alone. <0237> // I know this is a sad place, nothing is here and there's nothing fun to do... <0238> // That's why I was born. <0239> // \b... I guess you're right.\u <0240> // \b... This is a lonely world, isn't it?\u <0241> // \b... Hey, you...\u <0242> // \b... Did you wish to be born into this world?\u <0243> // I didn't answer... I just held onto her arm. <0244> // And that... \pwas my answer. <0245> // Illusionary World <0246> // The girl created my body. <0247> // Junk was its ingredients. <0248> // There was a piece that fell and stabbed the dead grass in this giant field. <0249> // It's as though it might be some kind of corpse. <0250> // A lot of corpses. <0251> // Various corpses. <0252> // I trembled at the thought of it. <0253> // That's what my body was. <0254> // But, this body was built entirely with this junk. <0255> // I couldn't calm down my shaking arm. <0256> // If so, that means she could create a doll with a will of its own just like me. <0257> // We could find a large amount of junk around no matter where we looked. <0258> // I'm sure that she did this too. And then, with my small body, I collected them. <0259> // The girl looks at me and wonders. <0260> // I put the junk together before her eyes. <0261> // However, even if tightly assembled, it would come apart. <0262> // The girl did the same as if she finally understood my intention. <0263> // This time it worked. <0264> // She pointed at my body. <0265> // \b... Do you want a new body?\u <0266> // I crossed my arms, to motion that I was fine with my body. <0267> // \b... A friend?\u\p \bDo you want a friend?\u <0268> // That's not really my reason. I just thought that if something like me could increase, we could probably have more fun. <0269> // Well, the result is all the same anyway, so I nod. <0270> // \b... That's right. Being alone is sad, isn't it? I'm sorry.\u <0271> // That was... not what I meant. However, I only looked up at the girl's face. <0272> // \b... This might be impossible but... is it still okay for you?\u <0273> // I nod. <0274> // \b... Then, let me try.\u <0275> // The girl began to assemble the junk. <0276> // We were a bit short on parts, so we went outside and looked around walking. <0277> // How many times have we gone around? <0278> // Thinking about it, I began to understand. <0279> // Making my body must have been this troublesome. <0280> // We went late into the day looking for junk. <0281> // Standing on top of the hill, we looked over the horizon. <0282> // The view of the ground continued on forever. <0283> // To the far off distance. <0284> // I wonder what lies at the end? <0285> // I compare myself with the grass around me. <0286> // I couldn't figure it out with this small body. <0287> // \b... Look.\u <0288> // As I turned to the calling voice, the girl held a lone animal to her chest. <0289> // Such a thing other than us lived in this world. <0290> // It had white fur that bristled about and two winding horns just beside the ear. <0291> // I didn't like the sight of it. <0292> // Just like a person--though I'm not a person myself--I won't get along with it. <0293> // In the first place, we didn't really care about it at all. <0294> // Even then, the girl liked touching it. <0295> // While holding it, she patted its head and stomach. <0296> // Doing that for a while, she slowly went up the hill. <0297> // I followed afterward too. <0298> // When we passed the hill, a group of these animals had formed. <0299> // They were of various shapes and sizes, but all of them were the same kind of creature. <0300> // The girl put down the animal she had in her arms. <0301> // The animal didn't look back, walking off and leaving us. <0302> // I look at them and think. <0303> // These things don't have a "\bheart".\u <0304> // All they do is just exist. <0305> // Even if the animal hadn't become attached to her, she just wasn't going to turn her back on the poor thing. <0306> // Besides these things, she was the only living thing in this world. <0307> // That's why, the girl wanted to be able touch the things she liked. <0308> // As I watched them, the animals started to ruthlessly bite the flowers out of the ground. <0309> // If this sort of thing continued, this greenery would be destroyed. <0310> // No matter how beautiful they are, no one would find this sort of situation amusing. <0311> // I put the junk I was holding down onto the ground, and drove away the animals by cutting through them. <0312> // They showed no resistance and went elsewhere, only to begin eating the grass again. <0313> // It was a useless move. <0314> // \b... What's wrong? Are you angry?\u <0315> // The girl's voice came from behind. <0316> // No. It's just sad. <0317> // \b... You want to be patted on the head?\u <0318> // Well... sure, I'd like it, but... <0319> // I looked closely at the ground that had been torn up. <0320> // She thought nothing of the damage that had been laid waste here. <0321> // It was sad and lonely. <0322> // She crouched and brushed my head. I sort of understood. <0323> // \b... It's something that can't be helped. It's something that we can't do anything about.\u <0324> // That's what she said. <0325> // ... Yeah, it's something that doesn't change... <0326> // ... That's all I could think of that. <0327> // Illusionary World <0328> // The last part we put in the head were "\beyes".\u <0329> // With that, this junk doll was completed. <0330> // \b... We're done.\u <0331> // She laid down and stretched her legs out from fatigue. <0332> // I am filled with excitement while I face the doll. <0333> // A strangely shaped doll. <0334> // The arms were not of the same length, and it had a weird mouth. <0335> // A smiling face. <0336> // Even then, it's a new friend. A friend we can be with. <0337> // I thought it'd be quite funny to see if it could close its eyes. <0338> // I continued to wait. <0339> // It wouldn't be easy for this thing to move. <0340> // ......... <0341> // She got up, facing it. <0342> // And together, we looked at the still doll. <0343> // In order to get it to move, we might need something else. <0344> // I had thought about it from the beginning. <0345> // That's right, practicing how to walk. <0346> // Since he's my friend, I thought I should teach him from the beginning. <0347> // I'll do that. <0348> // Just like the girl did, I moved a bit of distance, and clapped my hands. <0349> // Even though I was a newborn, I understood the gesture. It meant "come here". <0350> // A thick sound came as I clapped my hands. <0351> // ......... <0352> // Clap clap. <0353> // ......... <0354> // The doll should have stood up. <0355> // Clap clap. <0356> // I continued to clap. <0357> // But, there was no sign of movement. <0358> // As if it died, its neck hung down. <0359> // Clap clap. <0360> // ......... <0361> // I didn't notice the girl was watching me clap my hand. <0362> // She rubbed her knees and came closer, and embraced me. <0363> // And then, she began to cry. <0364> // \b... I'm sorry, I'm sorry...\u <0365> // She kept on saying. <0366> // Illusionary World <0367> // This world really did end. <0368> // Life cannot be born. <0369> // I knew that well. <0370> // The animals weren't alive. They were "\bsomething"\u that used to be alive. <0371> // The only one with life was her. <0372> // Then... what exactly am I? <0373> // I have a consciousness. I'm not like those things. <0374> // I like the girl. I want to always be with her. <0375> // No matter where she walked, I would follow her. <0376> // I'll follow, even if I am hated. <0377> // That was my consciousness, my sentience. <0378> // Being here is proof of that. <0379> // Then, where did I come from? <0380> // Where did my "\bconsciousness"\u come from? <0381> // I tried to remember. <0382> // Rather, I tried to remember before I was born. <0383> // From the pool in the depths of my consciousness. <0384> // To the far past, the far future... a place where I was. <0385> // A place where my heart feels warm. <0386> // \b... Was it a place more beautiful than this?\u <0387> // \b... Were there a lot of things, and did you have fun every day?\u <0388> // \b... Even then... you weren't lonely?\u <0389> // That's right... <0390> // A place where there were a lot of things, where I had fun, and I wasn't lonely. <0391> // I was there. <0392> // If I didn't have this body... I'd probably end up back there. <0393> // But right now, my consciousness is tied to this body. <0394> // To the body that this girl made. <0395> // I'm alive in this apocalyptic world. <0396> // Why that was so, I didn't have a clue... <0397> // Even so, I'm glad. <0398> // She didn't have to be alone anymore, after all. <0399> // We dug something into the ground for the still doll of junk... <0400> // It's a burial. <0401> // She remained silent during that time. <0402> // After we finished, I held tightly onto her hands. <0403> // \b... Hmm?\u <0404> // She looked down towards me. <0405> // My hands were joined with hers. <0406> // \b... Do you want to make one again?\u <0407> // I nod. <0408> // \b... But, it won't be able to move.\u <0409> // \b... We can't... make friends.\u <0410> // She said lonesomely. <0411> // I shook my head. <0412> // \b... You want to make something else?\u <0413> // I nod. <0414> // \b... What is it?\u <0415> // I quietly stood up. <0416> // Of course, I didn't really know. <0417> // It's not that I was thinking that that's what I should do. <0418> // She could make anything by putting junk together. <0419> // That's not something I can do. <0420> // Only she could, that was special. <0421> // I'm sure there must be some reason, I thought. <0422> // I turn around. <0423> // I wonder if she built that cabin we're staying in too. <0424> // \b... Something that big is impossible for me.\u <0425> // That's what she said. <0426> // \b... But, if we took a bit of time, it might be possible.\u <0427> // I nod. <0428> // \b... Then, what should we do?\u <0429> // I started hopping and jumping everywhere. <0430> // Something lively and hops like this will be nice. <0431> // She'd make it, and I'd help. <0432> // That seems really fun. <0433> // Illusionary World <0434> // Again, we walked around, getting junk from the ground. <0435> // \b... We shouldn't go too far.\u <0436> // The girl stopped me after I went ahead a bit. <0437> // I looked over, motioning to ask why. <0438> // \b... We might not be able to go back.\u <0439> // I turned around again, and looked far away. <0440> // The never-ending ground. <0441> // However, I had become hypnotized, accustomed to searching for junk. <0442> // And realized I was alone when I crossed over the hill. <0443> // Confused, I went up the slope, but I didn't see her figure at all. <0444> // Even though I went back and forth between places, my height didn't give a good view. <0445> // Unable to scream, all I could do was walk. <0446> // I wasn't even sure what direction the house is. <0447> // Was I getting far away, or getting close? <0448> // I trip and I fell down the hill. <0449> // I was facing upwards as I fell. <0450> // The clouds were spread out before me. <0451> // They cast an eerie shape. <0452> // They were clouds I didn't know. <0453> // She had said it before, that these weren't clouds. <0454> // This was a place that was far away... <0455> // I succumbed to fear. <0456> // \b... We might not be able to go back.\u <0457> // I remembered her words. <0458> // There were a lot of things I still didn't know about this world. <0459> // Maybe if I think about it, the ground didn't go on forever. <0460> // Maybe it'll wrap around somewhere. <0461> // Even if I set my goal to a far off forest and arrive there, it may not be the one I was looking for. <0462> // The junk was scattered about, all around me. <0463> // If she was around, she'd gladly take my hand. <0464> // But right now, I'm in the scariest part of this world, and she isn't around. <0465> // I have to get up. There's nothing else I can do. <0466> // Where is this place... <0467> // I wonder if she is in a similar situation. <0468> // Something like that would be cause for concern. <0469> // I should head back. <0470> // Tumbling down, I looked up at the hill. <0471> // In the backlight, there was a small shadow. <0472> // There was something looking down at me from the top of the hill. <0473> // An animal. <0474> // So they're here too. <0475> // It was small, as if it had just been born. <0476> // I thought something odd about that. <0477> // The animal is looking at me? <0478> // These animals shouldn't have any consciousness. <0479> // They just exist to eat away the grass mindlessly. <0480> // Yet, that one is looking down at me. <0481> // As if it has a will of its own. <0482> // I slowly went up the hill. <0483> // The small shadow didn't run away. <0484> // The animal, which hardly went above the height of my legs turned abruptly and started to run as I stand next to it. <0485> // Was it waiting for me? <0486> // Little by little, I followed it as if I remembered something. <0487> // I followed the animal over countless hills. <0488> // And just ahead, the girl was holding another animal, waiting. <0489> // As I struggle up there, the girl gave her thanks, and put the animal down. <0490> // The two animals, as if married, walk up the hill again. <0491> // There's another one at the top of the hill. <0492> // The three of them run in a line, like a family. <0493> // Unbelievable as it was, I saw them off like that. <0494> // \b... Were you scared?\u <0495> // She put her hand on my head. <0496> // I nod. <0497> // \b... So was I.\u <0498> // \b... However, I'm really glad.\u <0499> // \b... I guess we have to thank them, don't we?\u <0500> // I nod. <0501> // So there was something like this. <0502> // \b... It's strange, isn't it.\u <0503> // It sure is. <0504> // \b... They had a kind scent.\u <0505> // She said that, \pas I saw her kind face from the side. <0506> // Illusionary World <0507> // \b... we're done.\u <0508> // She lay down on the ground as she said that. <0509> // Somehow, I didn't really get it. <0510> // I woke her up. <0511> // \b... did you figure it out?\u <0512> // I shook my head. <0513> // \b... it's a device to jump up and around.\u <0514> // I tilted my head a bit. <0515> // \b... hurry up and get on.\u <0516> // I don't know where you want me to get on. <0517> // That thing was lurched over to begin with. <0518> // Standing up, she lifted my body, and then, put me on top of the plank. <0519> // \b... if you don't hold onto this, you'll fly off.\u <0520> // I took hold of the handle in front of me. <0521> // \b... alright.\u <0522> // She turned over to the other side and sat down like me. <0523> // Doing that, my body floated up. <0524> // The girl was in a place lower than me. <0525> // She stretched out her legs. <0526> // By doing that, there was a sudden change in altitude. <0527> // She kept on repeating that. <0528> // We sank lightly into the scenery. <0529> // The girl smiled as her hair swayed. <0530> // \b... isn't this fun?\u <0531> // I nod. <0532> // This was the most fun thing that she's ever made. <0533> // It may be a bit scary, but it really was fun. <0534> // \b... should I start making something again?\u <0535> // So she suggested. <0536> // \b... I'll need you to help again.\u <0537> // Certainly. <0538> // We created playable devices by collecting junk. <0539> // When we realized it, we had turned the front of our house into a splendid playground. <0540> // Lastly, she created a viewing pedestal that rises up very high. <0541> // She steps there and sits, we then look at the ground together.* <0542> // A playground for only the two of us. <0543> // We saw quite a lonely scenery. <0544> // At the same time, I remembered why the world in my memories was warm. <0545> // There were a lot of people there. <0546> // I looked up at the girl. <0547> // \b... hmm?\u <0548> // She looked down with a mysterious face. <0549> // I wonder if she knows everything. <0550> // Accepting everything this world has to offer, and as a consequence existing here. <0551> // That would make her not just a person. <0552> // Or maybe she was just an ordinary girl. <0553> // Whichever it was, this is still sad. <0554> // She probably doesn't love this world. <0555> // If I disappeared, she would most certainly be lonely. <0556> // Up until the time I was born, she was always alone. <0557> // I wonder how she lived up until then. <0558> // I wonder how it was every day. <0559> // In such a sad world... <0560> // I wonder what she is thinking... <0561> // \b... what's wrong?\u <0562> // She asked. <0563> // \b... do you want to cry?\u <0564> // I nod. <0565> // \b... you remembered something sad?\u <0566> // That's not it. <0567> // What's sad is everything. <0568> // Anything and everything here is sad. <0569> // There's no one else here that has a mind. <0570> // This is wrong. <0571> // No one ever knew of this since this place should have been long forgotten. <0572> // I looked over at this apocalyptic world. <0573> // This world that had ended. <0574> // This world that had ended, is filled with a sad colors. <0575> // And my existence was to end here. <0576> // The end to extend to eternity. <0577> // She probably realized that from the beginning. <0578> // \ \b... to be born into this world...\u <0579> // \ \b... is that what you have wished for?\u <0580> // That's what she asked me when I first got a glimpse of the scenery. <0581> // Just this sky will keep going on. <0582> // Maybe somewhere, just up ahead, there will be an end to this... is what I think. <0583> // Possibly, the world I used to be in might be there. <0584> // \b... it'd be good to cry, wouldn't it?\u <0585> // While her arm was around me, I looked at this sky for a long time. <0586> // If by chance, this sky is tied to another world somewhere... <0587> // I'd like to take her there. <0588> // But, how...? <0589> // I tried to picture a way in my mind. <0590> // But... \pnothing occurred to me. <0591> // Without realizing it, the texture of the wind had changed. <0592> // That was the first time that happened since I was born here. <0593> // The arm around me tightened slightly, becoming stronger. <0594> // She probably realized it. <0595> // \b... even winter...\u\p\b comes to this world.\b <0596> // She looked at the same place, saying that. <0597> // Illusionary World <0598> // A quiet life till evermore. <0599> // I thought that if I'm with her, we'd always continue living like this. <0600> // I thought that, even if we were the only ones in this world, this would continue on. <0601> // But, something is starting to happen. <0602> // Winter is settling in. <0603> // It's as if the winter was... taking away the girl's strength. <0604> // With the temperature going down, she began to sleep often. <0605> // But she was always cheerful as we played together... <0606> // Far away, ominous clouds creep in. <0607> // ... snow-laden clouds. <0608> // I thought I had to do something now. <0609> // If I don't do anything now, it will all be for naught. <0610> // If I start now, I might be able to make it in time. <0611> // Once winter arrives, everything will be covered in snow. <0612> // I need to make it before that. <0613> // Inside the house, the girl sat down and leaned against the wall, looking outside the window immensely. <0614> // I became worried. <0615> // I wonder if it's because of the coldness of the air. <0616> // I moved near the window and pointed outside. <0617> // She looked there, very far away, to the end of the sky. <0618> // \b... hmm?\u <0619> // She look at me as she noticed. <0620> // \b... what's over there?\u <0621> // I continued to point. <0622> // \b... you want to go there?\u <0623> // I nod strongly. <0624> // \b... but winter is coming.\u <0625> // I continued gazing at her face. <0626> // \b... and yet you still want to?\u <0627> // I nod strongly. <0628> // \b... at this rate, if the cold weather comes in, I won't be able to move...\u <0629> // All the more reason to. <0630> // \b... and you know, if we leave the house, we won't be able to come back...\u <0631> // ......... <0632> // \b... And yet you still want to?\u <0633> // I nod strongly. <0634> // \b... is there something over there?\u <0635> // I jumped up and down. <0636> // \b... something fun?\u <0637> // I nod strongly. <0638> // \b... there lots of things...\u <0639> // \b... having fun every day...\u <0640> // \b... a warm place...?\u <0641> // I nod strongly. <0642> // \b... but, we won't be able to make it...\u <0643> // \b... the winter clouds will catch up with us...\u <0644> // I followed my memories. <0645> // Memories from the depths of my consciousness. <0646> // The sky. <0647> // Let's go to the skies. <0648> // I motioned my hand towards the sky. <0649> // \b... you want to...\u \p\bgo to the skies?\u <0650> // I nod strongly. <0651> // \b... how?\u <0652> // I took her hand with mine. <0653> // \b... make something?\u <0654> // I nod strongly. <0655> // \b... something that will...\u \p\blet us fly in the skies?\u <0656> // I nod strongly. <0657> // I'm certain I just had in my mind how something like that is shaped. <0658> // That's what I tried to tell her. <0659> // ......... <0660> // After once again blanking out for a moment... <0661> // She nods a little. <0662> // From that day onward, we began building something that'll let us fly in the skies. <0663> // I'd collect junk, and she'd put it together. <0664> // The skies began to become cloudy. <0665> // I gaze up at the mountain of things that we put together. <0666> // I imagined giant wings being birthed out from that thing. <0667> // Somehow, before winter comes... <0668> // We have to fly with those wings. <0669> // The girl took a deep breath. <0670> // She rubbed her eyes. <0671> // \b... I'm a bit sleepy.\u <0672> // I looked up at her with worry. <0673> // \b... I'm sorry, let's continue.\u <0674> // She continued to endure. <0675> // She probably understood that... <0676> // This is something thing she has to do right now. <0677> // She said so herself as well. <0678> // If winter comes, she won't be able to move. <0679> // I am not very sure what she meant by that. <0680> // But I'm certain that it has become something which has to be done. <0681> // That's why she can't sleep, and has to keep on working. <0682> // I continued giving her more junk. <0683> // And then, the next time I saw her... <0684> // Her body laid down on the cold ground. <0685> // Illusionary World <0686> // The snow's begun to fall upon this world. <0687> // If we don't hurry up, we wouldn't be able to go. <0688> // I picked up the last piece of junk, put it in my bag, and hurried home. <0689> // I opened the door. <0690> // As always, the girl was there. <0691> // She noticed me, her eyes facing towards me. <0692> // She slowly stretched out her arms. <0693> // Her movements were very slow. <0694> // I approach her and put the junk in her hand. <0695> // \b... it's starting to get really cold...\u <0696> // I shake my head to say I don't mind about that. <0697> // We don't have time. <0698> // \b... I'm sorry I couldn't do anything...\u <0699> // I shake my head. <0700> // She'd always put her arm around me, but she was no longer able to do that. <0701> // I put down that arm. <0702> // \b... are you going now?\u <0703> // I nod. <0704> // \b... I want to be by your side.\u <0705> // \b... just the two of us.\u <0706> // Yeah. That's why I'm doing this. <0707> // For that reason, I'm going. <0708> // So that after this, we'll always be together. <0709> // She made a lonely expression... <0710> // I reluctantly looked away and went outside. <0711> // I walked in front of a mountain full of piled up junk. <0712> // And then, I deposited all the junk I collected today on top of it. <0713> // No longer do I know what shape the thing we were supposed to construct is. <0714> // No longer does it have a shape in my mind. <0715> // When I put the last piece of junk on, the thing shook on one side with a noise and fell apart. <0716> // I drooped my head. <0717> // I picked up all the junk and put it in a pile. <0718> // I repeated this over and over. <0719> // If only... <0720> // If only I could put the junk together to give it a shape with my will power... <0721> // This is impossible with me alone... <0722> // Because I am... <0723> // I am not a person. <0724> // I look at my hand. <0725> // A coarse, blockish finger... <0726> // Even I, a doll made of junk, is brought here by a wish. <0727> // I wonder, will we ever be able to go anywhere anymore? <0728> // Away from this place. <0729> // \ \b... I want to be by your side.\u <0730> // \ \b... just the two of us.\u <0731> // I remember the words I heard from her just a while ago. <0732> // It was as... <0733> // ... it was as painful as saying 'you don't have to do anything anymore...'. <0734> // It was so sad. <0735> // I wanted to cry. <0736> // I feel so helpless. <0737> // I gaze up at the sky. <0738> // This world is tormenting her. <0739> // This world only forces cruelty towards her. <0740> // Always alone here... <0741> // Just when I thought that she wouldn't be lonely anymore with the both of us, she suddenly languished... <0742> // Ahh... <0743> // My body bends backward as if I'm shouting in tears. <0744> // There was an unpleasant of scraping metal. <0745> // \b... are you... crying?\u <0746> // Her voice. <0747> // Creak. <0748> // She slowly walked, and then she embraced my body. <0749> // \b... what's wrong...?\u <0750> // Creak. <0751> // \b... have you remembered... something sad...?\u <0752> // Creak. <0753> // \b... that's not it, right...?\u <0754> // \b... this world is... what's sad, right...?\u <0755> // Cr... <0756> // \b... you want to go far away?\u <0757> // ......... <0758> // \b... you want to go the place where you were pointing at?\u <0759> // ......... <0760> // \b... together...\u <0761> // \b... let's walk away from here...\u <0762> // ......... <0763> // \b... where there's a lot of things...\u <0764> // \b... fun things...\u <0765> // \b... a warm place...\u <0766> // \b... to there.\u <0767> // ......... <0768> // \b... you...\u <0769> // \b... want to do that, right?\u <0770> // ......... <0771> // I... \pstopped crying and faced her. <0772> // I want to. <0773> // I nod very strongly. <0774> // \b... then...\u \p\blet's go.\u <0775> // Before this ground turned into white field by the falling snow. <0776> // We start our long journey. <0777> // To the place...\wait{800} of our distant memories.\wait{3000} <0778> // Illusionary World <0779> // The girl stopped walking. <0780> // She squats above the snow for a long time. <0781> // I brush off the snow that covered her face. <0782> // She smiled as I do that. <0783> // She stretched her arms down to the ground and lifted herself up, she then brushed the snow off her. <0784> // We couldn't make any progress though. <0785> // I hide myself below her abdomen. <0786> // We strain to walk. <0787> // She starts moving again. <0788> // \b... thank you.\u <0789> // I heard her voice. <0790> // My body began to creak. <0791> // How long more do we need to struggle, I wonder. <0792> // How many steps more do we need until we reach our destination, I wonder. <0793> // Or maybe, it will take an endless number of steps to get there. <0794> // If so... it's useless. <0795> // Despondence swept over us. <0796> // ......... <0797> // Suddenly, my body was lifted up. <0798> // There was something under me. <0799> // Small... \panimals. <0800> // They're even in a... place like this. <0801> // Their strength was... small and weak. <0802> // But, in great number, by combining their power... my body was moved forward... <0803> // ......... <0804> // Soon after that, I find myself walking with all my strength by myself again. <0805> // The animals are... \pnowhere to be seen anymore. <0806> // Without looking back, we move forward. <0807> // Having only courage... <0808> // No... I shouldn't be thinking of such things. <0809> // One step at the time, and the next struggle to step forward, I'll believe we're progressing. <0810> // If not, I'll then take a step again. <0811> // If not, I'll then take another step. <0812> // One step, another step... <0813> // We crawled onward, continuing to make progress. <0814> // Illusionary World <0815> // A world, surface of white. <0816> // ........ <0817> // Snow... <0818> // Yes, it is snow. <0819> // Continuing to fall down even now, it covers my body in white. <0820> // Ahhh... <0821> // What was I doing in such a world...? <0822> // Since when have I been alone in this place...? <0823> // ........ <0824> // Buried in snow... was my hand. <0825> // That hand was holding something. <0826> // I pull it up. <0827> // A hand of pure white. <0828> // It was a girl's hand. <0829> // Ahhh... that's right... <0830> // I was not alone. <0831> // I brushed off the snow covering her face. <0832> // Her profile which slept quietly, surfaced. <0833> // I was always together with her... <0834> // In this world. <0835> // In this sad, lonely world. <0836> // And together... <0837> // We had walking thus far. <0838> // To get out of this world. <0839> // Ever since that day. <0840> // Always walking... <0841> // With her always pushing her weakened body onward... <0842> // Walking and walking... <0843> // By now, we've gotten to where we can no longer return... <0844> // Even though the snow is piling around her legs... <0845> // Even though the snow is burying my body... <0846> // We encourage each other on... <0847> // Eyes fixed straight ahead... <0848> // We continue walking. <0849> // And then we both... <0850> // Lost our strength. <0851> // She could no longer move another step. <0852> // The girl holds on even tighter to my worn out body. <0853> // The snow is beginning to cover half of her body. <0854> // Even with my small body, she could no longer carry me. <0855> // I touch her cheek with my hand. <0856> // I thought it would be warm, or was it just my memory... <0857> // It should feel the same as my hand... having become cold. <0858> // If only I knew this would happen, I wouldn't have taken her here... <0859> // I'm only hurting her more by doing this... <0860> // Isn't there any place we can go to anymore...? <0861> // Are we going to sleep here forever...? <0862> // In this ending world. <0863> // \b... hey...\u <0864> // A voice in the snow storm. <0865> // It was her voice. <0866> // But her eyes remained closed. <0867> // \b... are you... there...?\u <0868> // Of course. <0869> // I will always be by your side. <0870> // \b... thank you...\u <0871> // Eh...? <0872> // \b... I can finally hear your voice.\u <0873> // How come? <0874> // \b... I won't be a person for much longer.\u <0875> // \b... that's why I can hear your mind.\u <0876> // What do you mean? <0877> // \b... there were a lot of things I came to understand.\u <0878> // \b... and a lot of things I didn't know.\u <0879> // Is that so... <0880> // But, I can talk with you now because of this. <0881> // We can talk a lot. <0882> // \b... yes.\u <0883> // \b... but we're running out of time.\u <0884> // \b... I want you to hear me out.\u <0885> // \b... will you listen?\u <0886> // Of course... <0887> // \b... I, too... used to be from a far away world...\u <0888> // \b... in the same world you were once in.\u <0889> // Really? <0890> // \b... yes...\u <0891> // Then, you shouldn't be in this world... <0892> // Let's go back. <0893> // \b... I'm sorry, I...\u <0894> // \b... I can't leave this place...\u <0895> // Why? <0896> // \b... because I'm...\u <0897> // \b... I'm this world.\u <0898> // ......... <0899> // \b... I won't be able to move anymore if it stays like this...\u <0900> // ... I'll lose my human form... <0901> // \b... and then, I'll become this world's consciousness...\u <0902> // ......... <0903> // \b... that's why, I can't leave this place...\u <0904> // Who decided... something like that... <0905> // \b... I did...\u <0906> // \b... this is, my decision...\u <0907> // \b... from the very beginning, since I was the first to be born here...\u * <0908> // \b... that’s why, I chose to become this world's consciousness rather than die...\u <0909> // I don't get it... what are you talking about? <0910> // But we promised... that we'd leave this world together. <0911> // \b... yes... but at that time, I didn't know anything...\u <0912> // \b... I'm sorry...\u <0913> // \b... I came to understand a lot of things now...\u <0914> // \b... since I'm already connected to this world...\u <0915> // \b... that's why I can talk with you even though my body can't move...\u <0916> // Isn't it painful? <0917> // \b... yes, but it's okay now...\u <0918> // \b... so please, listen to me...\u <0919> // Okay... I'm listening... <0920> // \b... if I disappear from here, this world will cease to exist...\u <0921> // \b... if that happens, many of light will be unhappy...\u <0922> // Light? <0923> // \b... you know, you were also one of those lights...\u <0924> // I was? <0925> // \b... yes. They are the feelings of the people from the other world...\u <0926> // The other world? <0927> // \b... the farthest away, yet the closest.\u <0928> // \b... we've always been together, and we've always been there.\u <0929> // \b... in the same place.\u <0930> // \b... it's just that, we only look different.\u <0931> // \b... since this place isn't the human world...\u <0932> // But you're human... <0933> // \b... no... I began to change into something that's not human...\u <0934> // \b... ever since I came here.\u <0935> // \bThis is what...\u <0936> // \b... this world is.\u <0937> // This world? <0938> // Then, what is this world really? <0939> // \b... even I don't know that myself...\u <0940> // \b... but you might have an idea...\u <0941> // \b... since you exist in two worlds...\u <0942> // \b... but both the lights and I live in different worlds, so we never knew about each other's existence...\u <0943> // \b... but, you're the only one who noticed me ...\u <0944> // \b... you never went anywhere and you were always watching me...\u <0945> // \b... that's why, I created a body for you... to reside in ...\u * <0946> // \b...crossing the rift between worlds, making our encounters possible...\u <0946> // \b... we were able to meet as our world passed each other...\u <0947> // \b... as the last person with a mind... I manage to spend my time without getting lonely...\u * <0948> // ......... <0949> // \b... it's all thanks to you...\u <0950> // \b... that alone for me is enough...\u <0951> // \b... enough to be happy...\u <0952> // ......... <0953> // \b... that's why this time, I want you to save someone else...\u <0954> // ......... <0955> // \b... okay?\u <0956> // \b... now, you must close your consciousness away from this world...\u <0957> // \b... if you do that, you'll be able leave this place...\u <0958> // \b... you'll wake up on that important day... in that world... where lots of things began...\u <0959> // \b... this place existed for the sake of that day...\u * <0960> // \b... that world is a place which you would reach after a long and exhausting journey...\u <0961> // \b... but you will not have any recollection of this place when you get there...\u <0962> // \b... that's why, everything may result in the same thing as well...\u <0963> // \b... but, if there's a person that you want to save...\u <0964> // \b... search for the light of the other world...\u <0965> // Light...? <0966> // \b... yes, light.\u <0967> // \b... the emotions of people in the other world manifest themselves as light here...\u <0968> // \b... from the other world, you should see my feeling as a form of light there...\u <0969> // \b... the world's feelings are my emotions...\u <0970> // \b... my heart... wishes for the happiness of all these lights\u <0970> // \b... the happiness I wish for all these lights... my feelings...\u <0971> // \b...if a precious person is unhappy...\u <0972> // \b... I want you to save that person...\u <0973> // No... <0974> // I only want to save you... <0975> // \b... it's okay. I...\u <0976> // I can't just leave you behind... <0977> // This world is... so lonely... <0978> // So cold... and so freezing... <0979> // If I disappear, you'll be alone again... <0980> // In this apocalyptic word... <0981> // Always alone... <0982> // \b... because that is what I wished for...\u <0983> // \b... I will watch over you...\u <0984> // \b... from now, forevermore...\u <0985> // \b... and for all eternity...\u <0986> // No... <0987> // ......... <0988> // I don't want that... <0989> // ......... <0990> // In the midst of the blowing wind, I heard a sound. <0991> // It was something I remembered from the other world. <0992> // A memory of a distant season of spring. <0993> // It was a quiet, yet calm and pleasant song. <0994> // In that short time... <0995> // There was a song sang by a small family. <0996> // The girl's mouth opened a little bit. <0997> // And then, she sung that song. <0998> // \b...dango... dango...\u <0999> // A song she always heard over and over again in her young life. <1000> // I sung it too. <1001> // We sang together. <1002> // We kept on singing. <1003> // She smiles. <1004> // I smile too. <1005> // It'd be nice... <1006> // It'd be nice if we could stay like this forever. <1007> // The strong wind continues to blow us down. <1008> // My body was... in pieces. <1009> // In all that, I searched for her hand. <1010> // I wanted to always hold on together. <1011> // She looks at me, crying out...
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