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// Resources for SEEN4904.TXT
#character '＊Ｂ'
#character 'Kotomi'
<0000>
// I wake up as always.
<0001>
// The first thing I think today as I get up is my date with Kotomi.
<0002>
// I was really looking forward to it yesterday but, now that the day has arrived, I feel calm.
<0003>
// I look at the watch.
<0004>
// It's still too early for our appointment but, I don't have any reason to idle inside the house.
<0005> \{\m{B}} ()
// \{\m{B}} (Might as well eat breakfast on the way there...)
<0006>
// I get off of my bed.
<0007>
// The time I arrived at the meeting place was around 9:30AM.
<0008>
// As I think, "It could be that...", my hunch is proven correct, for Kotomi is already there.
<0009> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "\m{B}-kun, good afternoon."
<0010> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Not good afternoon, it's still good morning around this time."
<0011>
// As I answered her, I look at the dress that she wore previously.
<0012>
// She's wearing a black one piece that shows a bit of her chest.
<0013>
// She acts childish, but her taste is surprisingly grown up.
<0014> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I'll carry your things."
<0015>
// I take the lunch box that's inside a bag clothing.
<0016>
// It feels really light despite its size.
<0017> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Could it be, sandwiches?"
<0018> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeah."
<0019> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I see. If it's sandwiches, we could eat it anywhere..."
<0020>
// Though I said that, I realize that I still haven't decided our destination.
<0021> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Is there a place you want to go to?"
<0022> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Well..."
<0023> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "If it's all right with you, \m{B}-kun..."
<0024>
// She says that as she stares at me.
<0025> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I'm fine with the school's library."
<0026> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "........."
<0027>
// I see... so it comes to that, huh...
<0028> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Is it no...?"
<0029> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Hmmm... not that I disagree with that though..."
<0030>
// I want to restrain going in a tourist resort on a national holiday but, I don't feel any accomplishment in talking about school...
<0031>
// But saying so, it's not like I have also thought of a destination.
<0032> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Well... the library would be fine."
<0033>
// She smiles as if relieved after I said that.
<0034>
// I guess the library really is a very special place to Kotomi.
<0035>
// It'd be nice if I could get an ordinary "date" if the next chance comes.
<0036> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "All right, let's go then."
<0037> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeah."
<0038>
// We start walking.
<0039>
// I wake up as always.
<0040>
// I feel like I was dreaming.
<0041>
// I don't really know if that was a dream or not.
<0042>
// The first thing I think today as I get up is my date with Kotomi.
<0043>
// I was really looking forward to it yesterday but, when the day arrived, I feel calm.
<0044>
// It might also be because of that gentleman I met yesterday.
<0045>
// I look at the watch.
<0046>
// It's still too early for our appointment but, I don't have any reason to idle inside the house.
<0047> \{\m{B}} ()
// \{\m{B}} (Might as well eat breakfast on the way there...)
<0048>
// I get off my bed.
<0049>
// The time I arrived at the meeting place was around 9:30AM.
<0050>
// As I think, "It could be that...", my hunch is proven correct, for Kotomi is already there.
<0051> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "\m{B}-kun, good afternoon."
<0052> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Not good afternoon, it's still good morning around this time."
<0053>
// As I answered her, I look at the dress that she wore previously.
<0054>
// She's wearing a black one piece that shows a bit of her chest.
<0055>
// She acts childish, but her taste is surprisingly grown up.
<0056> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I'll carry your things."
<0057>
// I take the lunch box that's inside a bag clothing.
<0058>
// It feels really light despite its size.
<0059> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Could it be, sandwiches?"
<0060> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeah."
<0061> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I see. If it's sandwiches, we could eat it anywhere..."
<0062>
// Though I said that, I realized that I still haven't decided our destination.
<0063> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Is there a place you want to go to?"
<0064> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Well..."
<0065> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "There's this really wonderful place."
<0066> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I'm sure \m{B}-kun also loves that place."
<0067>
// Her eyes shine as she says it, as if she decided it from the beginning.
<0068> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "If it's a place you want to go to, anywhere is fine..."
<0069> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "But I want to avoid a small, crowded place as much as possible."
<0070> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeeeah... and we can walk there from here."
<0071> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Hmmm... I didn't know there's a place like that around here..."
<0072> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeeah... it's not like that."
<0073> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "\m{B}-kun also knows that place."
<0074> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I know it too...?"
<0075>
// I try to think one more time.
<0076>
// There shouldn't be any big park or amusement park around here...
<0077>
// As if a continuation of some dream, an uncertain anxiety came back to my chest.
<0078>
// And also... why did she say it's a place I also know of?
<0079> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I'm sorry, I don't know where it is..."
<0080> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Well..."
<0081>
// She closes her lips to my curious ears.
<0082> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "In the school's library."
<0083> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "............"
<0084>
// I see... so it comes to that, huh...
<0085> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Is it no...?"
<0086> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Hmmm... not that I disagree with that though..."
<0087>
// I want to avoid going in a tourist resort on a national holiday but, I don't feel any accomplishment in talking about school...
<0088>
// Saying so, it's not like I have decided on a destination.
<0089> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Well... the library would be fine."
<0090>
// She smiles as if relieved after I said that.
<0091>
// I guess the library really is a very special place to Kotomi.
<0092>
// It'd be good if I could get an ordinary "date" if the next chance comes.
<0093> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "All right, let's go then."
<0094> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeah."
<0095>
// We start walking.
<0096>
// The library emits a scent that brings back memories as I enter.
<0097>
// Even though I was here just Friday, it feels like I've long forgotten about this place.
<0098>
// Kotomi mops the floor and then takes off her shoes and socks.
<0099>
// Of course, she also took out her usual cushion too.
<0100> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "You really like this library, huh."
<0101> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeah. I really like it."
<0102> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I'm surrounded by books today too, so I'm happy."
<0103>
// She says so with the same sweet smile on her face from some time ago.
<0104> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Well, you're going to read books now, right?"
<0105> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yeah."
<0106>
// She smiles sweetly at me.
<0107> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I wonder what should I do?"
<0108> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "??"
<0109> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Ummm..."
<0110> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} ".................."
<0111>
// She's thinking very deep for some reason.
<0112> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} ".............................."
<0113>
// Well... if you worry about it that much, you'd make me feel miserable.
<0114> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Won't you read books together?"
<0115>
// Just as I thought.
<0116> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Anything but that, seriously..."
<0117> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "........."
<0118>
// She looks a little bit disappointed.
<0119>
// This faint guilt...
<0120>
// As I was about to say something, my stomach suddenly grumbles.
<0121> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "\m{B}-kun, are you hungry?"
<0122> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I guess so. And I haven't eaten breakfast too..."
<0123> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "If so, let's have our lunch early."
<0124> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "It's quite early for noon but, I guess I'll appreciate that offer."
<0125>
// Kotomi started preparing the food without delay.
<0126>
// I sit in a chair and wait for the dining table to be ready.
<0127>
// The sandwich was quite delicious.
<0128>
// She didn't analyze its contents, and she gave me more than it used to be.
<0129> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Let's share."
<0130> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "It wouldn't be '\bshare'\u if I ate most of it, right?"
<0131> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I want \m{B}-kun to eat a lot today."
<0132> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "So, let's share."
<0133>
// And then, her normal smile.
<0134>
// It looks like Kotomi doesn't have an appetite.
<0135>
// Also, her after meal was reading.
<0136>
// However... I'll only be watching Kotomi read books...
<0137>
// Kotomi immediately goes into her own world.
<0138>
// Only the sound of the flipping page resounding through the high ceiling of the library can be heard.
<0139> \{\m{B}} ()
// \{\m{B}} (I won't be doing anything at all in the end, huh...)
<0140>
// I think of that again.
<0141>
// My memories become blurred as I suppressed my yawn.
<0142>
// I have an unusual feeling that seems like I've always been living together with Kotomi in the library.
<0143>
// I close my eyes.
<0144>
// I don't feel bad about this.
<0145>
// It would be good if this could always continue.
<0146>
// The afternoon sunlight pouring inside through the library window.
<0147>
// And Kotomi, forever reading books...
<0148>
// I fell asleep before I knew it.
<0149>
// .........
<0150>
// ......
<0151>
// ...
<0152> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "..............."
<0153> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Are you awake now?"
<0154>
// Kotomi, who's sitting on the floor, was gazing at me.
<0155> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "It seems I was dreaming."
<0156> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Was it a scary dream?"
<0157> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Not really scary..."
<0158> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I wonder what it was? I can't remember."
<0159> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Is that so...?"
<0160>
// She stares at me as if I'm still having a dream.
<0161>
// There was a closed book on her lap.
<0162>
// Perhaps, she's already finished reading.
<0163> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I'm sorry."
<0164> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Not at all."
<0165> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "You see... I like watching \m{B}-kun sleep."
<0166> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Me too, I like to sleep where Kotomi is."
<0167>
// I return my gaze and stretch as I sit.
<0168>
// The inclining evening sunlight dyes the library books with expressionless color.
<0169> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Hey, Kotomi, shall we go home now?"
<0170> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Yup."
<0171>
// She immediately understands when I tell her, and then she honestly nods.
<0172> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Today was really fun."
<0173> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "It was really, really fun."
<0174>
// She repeated those words as if making sure.
<0175> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Is that so? That's good then."
<0176>
// I have no complaints as long as Kotomi had fun.
<0177> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "\m{B}-kun."
<0178> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Hmm?"
<0179>
// Kotomi didn't say anything for a while.
<0180>
// Her face had an expression that says she's in deep thought.
<0181>
// She slowly stands up, walks next to the west side window and there, she slowly turns to face me.
<0182> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "You know, it was really, really fun."
<0183> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "When \m{B}-kun came here in the library, everyday became really fun."
<0184> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I made some friends, and I was also able to play a violin again."
<0185> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I am really happy when \m{B}-kun comes."
<0186> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "There will be more fun things from now on."
<0187> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "No..."
<0188>
// She interrupted my words there.
<0189>
// It's hard to read Kotomi's expression, which is hidden in the backlight.
<0190>
// The bookshelves lined with tens of thousands of book spines.
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<0191>
// It's as if everything had been protecting Kotomi.
<0192> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "You know, today, I have something I must tell \m{B}-kun."
<0193> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I have to study much more than what I have been doing now."
<0194> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "If I don't, I won't turn into a splendid person."
<0195>
// It was sudden, but I noticed that her shoulder trembled when she said '\bsplendid person.'\u
<0196> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Is that so...?"
<0197> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Well, I'm not going to be of any help, but I'll be here to support you."
<0198> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "But I think you can enter any university with just a little study..."
<0199> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "That's not it..."
<0200>
// She shakes her head in a slow manner.
<0201> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Right now... it's far from enough."
<0202> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Everyday, everyday... all throughout the day, and even if I study for ten years, it still might not be enough."
<0203> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "That's why..."
<0204> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I decided... that I wouldn't meet \m{B}-kun from now on."
<0205>
// That's what Kotomi said.
<0206>
// I didn't understand what she meant by that at all.
<0207>
// The sudden words was too much for me.
<0208>
// She wouldn't meet with me anymore...?
<0209>
// Those words finally became reality, and like sand falling from the ceiling, something big began.
<0210>
// Kotomi just stayed silent, biting into her lips as she hangs her head down.
<0211>
// Kotomi's seriousness was too serious that it hurts.
<0212>
// Why is it that she started saying those things, this day of all days... I don't understand...
<0213>
// But, if Kotomi has a reason for walking alone then...
<0214>
// I have no reason to object...
<0215> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "All right then."
<0216> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "If you're going to say so, then I won't meet you anymore either."
<0217>
// I said that, never looking at her face.
<0218>
// This time I understood, that I'm burying myself with my own words.
<0219>
// Maybe it became like this just because I wasn't thinking properly.
<0220>
// To start with... the school's number one honor student, and the number one delinquent going out with each other...
<0221>
// There wasn't any balance...
<0222>
// No... I should stop thinking like that.
<0223>
// To treasure the short but fun days I spent with Kotomi, from now and onward.
<0224> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I'm sure you'll be fine even without me."
<0225> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "You're a hard worker, that's why I'm sure you'll turn into a more \bsplendid\u person than anyone else."
<0226>
// I said it in a lively manner as if to cheer her.
<0227> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Let me escort you to the usual place."
<0228>
// She quietly shakes her head.
<0229> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "I'll go home by myself."
<0230> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "Since I've been doing that up until now..."
<0231> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "I see..."
<0232>
// I stand up and head to the library entrance.
<0233>
// I slowly put my hand on the sliding door.
<0234> \{\m{B}} ""
// \{\m{B}} "Good luck, Kotomi."
<0235>
// My voice was hollow when I said those words.
<0236>
// But... I managed to show her the '\bOutside World'\u, even if it was just for a little bit.
<0237>
// That was enough. I persuaded myself with that.
<0238> \{Kotomi} ""
// \{Kotomi} "\m{B}-kun, goodbye."
<0239>
// That's the only thing I heard in the end.
<0240>
// And then, I left the library.
<0241>
// And to think that I shouldn't come here ever again.
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